really.. i lost track of the days... and my roster sux majorly.. work for 3 days off one day.. and it repeats over and over again till jan 10.. new roster not out yet.. haiz.. surprised im not doing night with my preceptoron 2jan.. anyways, like i guessed, im working on new year's day.. damn bloody sian! new year's eve pm shift and new year's day am shit.. shits man.. grace even better.. she doing night so she will be counting down to the new year at work! hahaha.. but that actually sounds quite fun thou.. i wouldnt mind! hahaha..

anyways, christmas was quite good.. boxing day was even better.. hahaha..

xmas day.. lunched with qian and kin.. next time im gonna be damn damn damn late.. haiz.. sian of waiting for the girls.. girls ahhh.. dun late can.. anyways, we makan-ed at marina sq xinwang! yumyum! hehe.. then walk walk for a while and headed to je to meet the gang.. boring ad fun at the same time lahx.. as usual the drinking game.. but this time we drank ice lemon tea, 100+ and ate wang wang biscuits and pudding.. cannot man.. no more laughing rule! but i must say jeremy was DAMN good lahx.. he can really control man.. hahahaha.. gift exchange. sher got me a winnie the pooh storybook(cuz she noe i noe nothing about the stories! hahhaa) and LONDON PADDINGTON BEAR!!!!! awesomeness!! hehehe.. thanx girl!

next day, boxing day.. slept in.. shiokness.. then off to bugis to meet vic, boss and nurani.. shop shop shop.. me and nurani shop till sian.. end up jn and angie were also shopping for 4 hours.. which was very weird cuz we were ALL in the same place yet we didnt bump into each other.. bugis got that big mehx??!! hahaha.. walked to arab st.. ate at this arabian grill place.. the food is good man! esp the prawns! awesome!!!! then we played lame games and all of us kept bursting into laughter esp angie!! hahahaha.. gift exchange!! nurani got me a winnie the pooh table lamp!!! so lovely!! i love it!! and plus its def over the supposed budget.. thanx alot girl!! and i bought jn a schedule book.. hahaha.. then we camwhored!! boss is making us a video.. ooo.. hehehe.. angie let us take one polaroid each using her new fuji instant from korea and i love mine!!!! its perfect!!! yay-ness!! camwhore camwhore camwhore! awesome awesome awesome! hehe..

next day back to work.. sians.. but quite nice cuz the day was very slow and relaxing.. and evil SN attacks again.. he almost stabbed me with his scissors this time round (once again in the disposal room).. one scary sn man.. and he said "this is fate man.. im gonna you disposal girl from now on!" and then he started calling me disposal girl just because we always meet in the disposal room.. totally =.= damn saddening.. then he kept caling me disposal girl for the rest of the day.. waa faints.. then the best part is when going home,weirdly we took the same bus oso.. and he din realise i was behind him till i past by him towards the seat in the bus.. and his face was priceless man!! damn hilarious man!! hahahahaha.. next day, he cont calling me disposal girl but i dun reply him.. then he sae "ok ok.. wads ur name" really faints.. haiz.. and that reminds me.. i dunno his name..

veron my another sn is oso damn fun.. she is an ij girl too! hahaha.. should see her when she is so tired.. she goes crazy.. i like the staff at work.. they are quite fun to work with so thats pretty good.. hopefully nothing will go wrong in the next 2 months.. 2 more months.. 2 more months.. haiz.. hopefully it will zoom with nothing happening.. will i have my long break when my preceptor go bkk??? i want a long break!!! veron is like only coming back to work on the 4th of jan lahx!! =((

anyways, i think that drs are sometimes stupid.. maybe i should rephrase it.. they are too clever about all the intellectual stuff so much so that they forget the simple things, like eg, how to use the fax machine.. the best part is when they have figured out how to use the fax machine, they insert the paper the wrong way in.. AND they get frightened when another paper comes out from the fax machine.. for god's sake.. they are HO and MO man.. hahaha.. hilarious.. so i ended up helping them.. and i love despatching blds or wadever cuz its so fun to press the buttons on the thingy.. haha.. but i hate waiting for it to be sent cuz it takes so bloody long so i end up standing there for a long time or i leave them there and i come back later to check on it.. today was a crazy day.. so busy.. went for break at 2PM!! seriously.. even the front room en was shocked when he saw me having my break.. "waa.. so late then eat ahh.. they bully you rite" muahaahx.. no lahx..just busy.. suddenly so many procedures, so many wound inspections, last min discharge etc etc etc.. total craziness.. im so tired.. slept all the way home till i almost missed my stop.. again..

supp to meet wei.. but she ot-ing.. and i felt so sleepy so decided to postpone it.. hopefully tmr..

sad to say.. my parents dun give me a break when im back home from work.. talk about being supportive, someone throw me a vomit bag man! bloody day at work.. even bloodier day at home.. i dun noe why is it my fault that my roster is like that.. you think i 3 day work 1 day off i happy is it.. my weekends all burned cuz im working i happy is it.. i wednesday off.. random days off.. wad can i do.. go to sister and request for all weekends off ah??? you think hospital line is like that is it.. you think patients no need to be taken care of on the weekends?? hospital new rule.. 5 day work week.. nurses need holiday.. so friday nite pts all go back home.. come back on monday morning.. live or die we dun care.. is there such a thing?? i working on public holiday and you ask me how come i working on pulic holiday.. HOW I NOE!!! i oso want my public holiday to be off wad!! sister put like that means must be like that wad.. i already had my xmas off so of cuz must give and take with the other staff who were working on xmas wad.. i really dun understand how you guys can be so un-understanding! forget the fact that after a long day at week there is nothing for dinner.. just at least shut the hell up and let a tired person rest.. you complain that last time you work come home still have to clean the house.. i dun have to clean the house but i have to listen to your nagging day in day out! which is even worse than cleaning the house.. all i ask for is some peace and quiet.. you noe wad sux.. this is wad sux! me tossing and turning in bed trying to fall asleep cuz of insomnia.. finally.. finally when im about to fall asleep, you scream and shout and kick a bloody fuss about something.. watch tv extremely loudly.. talk damn loudly as if the person you talking to is 1km away not 1meter away.. seriously, if you cant help me, at least dun be a hindrance.. u complain that i dun feel tired when im going to meet frens after work but when at home always complain tired and need to rest.. you noe why??!! its all the noise that you produce that makes me EVEN more tired than i already am.. all that nagging and black face.. save it for someone who cares how about that..

tmr is my off day and i can already predict how the day is gonna be like..

cant wait for 25feb!! hurry come!!

hanging on.. tightly!

im not that kinda girl.. so save it for someone else who is like that..

random picture that got me laughing!

day one of attachies over.. 82 days more to go!!

yest.. mahjong session at qian's house! drove over! fetched kin from mrt station.. mahjong!!! yay.. finally.. hehe.. fun fun.. tok tok tok.. dropped bi off at mrt station and fetched mum and bro home..

today, start of attachies..

rule #1 of attachies: to family: dun fight for toilet in the morning with roshini..

if i late for work, i need to do makeup, where as you dun even need to wake up so early in the first place.. good thing my family understands this point so if they in toilet when i need to go shower in the morning, they really chop chop and come out.. dad drove me to work today.. i guess its his way of showing his support for my first day of prcp.. cuz the way he shows his supports verbally = scolding which will result in a arguement.. so yea.. haha..

first 3 days of prcp is just orientation.. lecture and lecture for today and next 2 days.. sians.. i totally slept like for 30 mins cuz its damn damn damn boring.. certain is impt so i got listen oso.. sleeping that time oso i was listening and i could understand wad the person toking.. so heng ahh.. 15 mins tea break end up to be 40 mins.. 1 hour lunch break become 1hr30mins! awesome! hehe.. we walked all the way to chinatown market to eat.. ahhaha.. then kin and eve bought chestnuts.. damn nice lahx!! then walked back to patho lab.. during 2nd tea break christina and yiting toooooo tempted by kin's chestnuts so they went to buy! hahaha.. and they helped me to buy one packet too! hehe.. yum yum!! shared with the girls sitting next to us as well.. they couldnt resist it either.. haha.. so bored till we camwhored and doodled on our notebooks.. 2 more days for us to stone and doodle.. after that its hard work all the way!

oh ya.. then the HR ppl came to talk to us.. and omg!! if i successfully pass my PRCP and become a full-fledged nurse(WHICH I WILL BE!!), i will be starting work on 19 APRIL 2010! thats like 3 days b4 my BIRTHDAY!! so sad.. not sure if that includes foundation programme.. hopefully that includes foundation programme, so that means that on my birthday, work is only from 8-4.30.. if not, i very very very sad.. work on my birthday! =((

back at home.. stoning.. cnt stand my ipod!! i keep trying and trying and trying to upload videos but still cannot!!! arggghh!! irritating!!! sians..

which will come in 82 days

1 more day to prcp..



thurs, day of stoning.. and ohh i exchanged room with my bro.. so just shifted the furniture from room to room.. my stuff is all still unpacked and left on my table.. so messy.. and i keep putting it off cuz im soo lazy.. i need more boxes to put my lecture notes inside.. haiz.. but i noe i cant put it off any longer cuz prcp is on monday and i only have one more day to clean up my room.. sians..



friday, went jb with boss.. we went to city sq, angsana and tebrau city.. hahaha.. then at the end cabbed back to city sq and we both fell asleep in the cab lahx.. hahaha.. pretty fun!! then bought kaya balls for wanyin and headed home.. watch amazing race and survivor! amazing race: i want megan and cheyne to win!!! survivor: BRETT is so cute!! hahahhaa



today was awesome! class gathering end up to be like clique gathering sorta thing.. hahaha.. was just me, sam, bi, kin, qian, mk, haymahn and jovy.. stupid jovy called me at 2am just to ask me about it.. and called again 12.17today to sae he just woke up..!! faints!!supp to meet at 12.30 man! anyway alot of ppl oso late so ya.. i think kin, mk and haymahn the earliest.. i was stuck in the traffic jam cuz of the rain so late oso.. damn irritating.. then we headed to bugis to eat wong kok.. after lunch, to clarke quay for settlers!! DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN!!! super noisy super crazy.. laugh till we got sore throat, headache and stomach ache!!! awesome time!!! and sam went to PEE like 6 times in settlers ALONE!!! that woman best man! hahahaha.. anyway it was a great day!! love you guys!! MUACKZ!!



headed home to get car key.. end up quarell with mum.. f***ing nonsense. bloody ridiculous..



went to meet sher and yc for dinner.. yw came after we finished dinner.. me and sher went to shop.. then all of us walk walk walk walk walk walk.. pretty sian.. maybe i wasnt in a good mood.. but many of us oso not in good mood so it didnt feel good.. haiz.. air of awkwardness.. met chantel!!! hehehe.. so long nv see her! hahah.. then left for home.. this time roundsher and guys decided to walk me to my bus stop.. actually, next time no need lahx.. seriously.. im not that kinda girl.. feels weird actually.. hahaha somemore its not like we going same direction oso.. all of us diff way home so ya.. by the time wait for my bus, you guys can be on ur buses and trains..


christmas is coming.. diff groups of frens are trying to organise xmas outings and calling me out.. sad thing is i cant confirm with any of them cuz i dun even noe if im working on xmas day.. if im really off on that actual day, i dunno who i will join to celebrate oso.. my heart tells me to go with this group cuz i noe i will have a blast and by xmas i will really miss them like siao, but my mind tells me that i should go with that group it feels like the right thing to do and just hang out.. and there is this other group that i dun usually hang out with.. ok.. not dun usually hang out with but just SUPER long nv see each other and maybe it would be good to celebrate xmas together.. and of cuz, with this particular lot of you i dun even need to say! every outing is a blast! hahah.. man.. maybe there should be ALOT of days for xmas just like hari raya where there are so many days or CNY where first day you hang out wih family and 2nd day with frens sorta thing.. will solve all the problem.. or maybe spread the celebrations out.. morning, afternoon, nite.. or on the eve, actual day, and boxing day.. hahaha.. ok.. im rambling again..



found this on andrea's tumblr again.. i like it cuz its true!

i miss ALOT of ppl! =((

YAY!! like the title of my post, i love my rainbow hp cleaner cum accesory!! hehe.. AWESOME! =DDD


ok.. damn damn damn suay.. i ended my last post by saying that hopefully nothing will go wrong with the car.. and the next day, the car broke down cuz of the clutch thingy burst.. like WTF can! and stupid bro keep insisting that i was the one who spoilt it.. the thing is, if its really me, dad would have kicked a HUGE MAJOR HUMONGOUS FUSS out of it, screamed at me, make me pay for it, and will nv ever ever ever ever ever let me use the car again.. .. but when i came home after meeting sher that day and asked him about it, he didnt say anything.. like he was just worried about the car thats all.. he din even ask me to pay for it lahx, which is the total opp of wad he usually does.. and just now when i wanted to use the car, he even told me to help him check whether the gear is now smoother and whether the door handle work properly in a peaceful manner and just handed me the key.. stupid bro scare me for nothing.. cuz everytime got prob with the car mum and i will almost immediately inform him so that it gets fixed..


yest, cut my hair.. hates the hairdresser.. my fringe is so freaking short lahx can!!! arghh!! she doesnt understand wads LONGER!!


then, went for dinner with sher.. then stoned at her house.. she was doing her stuff, and me doing my stuff.. felt good.. just like that minding our own stuff and chatting and stuff.. i like this kinda feeling.. hehe.. so yea..


yesterday mum said today want to go jb.. then when i reached home after meeting sher, she say not going already cuz she not feeling well.. apparently, she got sick cuz she shared milk tea with me on saturday.. abit weird cuz i din even noe i was sick.. like i knew i had dry cough thats all.. but she was starting having headache, lots of phlegm, cough and flu.. apparently the virus was that strong.. i guess working in the hospital has made me immune to alot of things.. hahaha..


then this morning suddenly she sae she want to go.. sians... dragged myself out of bed.. super sians.. i was damn sleepy and having a headache thanx to my persisting insomnia.. i wonder if my headache could be caused by sleep apnea too.. think i should go read it up.. hmmm.. anyways, sian-ed the whole day!!! only bought hair accesories.. lunched and home.. decided not to meet the poly buddies for dinner cuz they were at balestier! soooo far!!! haha..


stoned.. headed to bpp.. bought white(dad and small bro) milk and choc(me and mum) milk.. had desserts.. minitoons shopping.. bro went crazy at the massager thingy.. so bought one for dad, no more blue and small bro insisted white.. but i purposely bought PINK!! muahahahaha.. evil me! then bought a new ipod cover and its purple! yay! and also hp wiper cum accesory! i liked 2.. one is -2 cute friendly ghost on a RAINBOW with the sun- and another is -one i dunno wad figure thingy with "happiness" on it-.. couldnt decide which to buy.. so mum offered to buy me the happiness one and i bought the rainbow one! YAYY!!


my room is soooo messy!! wadever i buy just keeps piling up on my table, book table, dressing table, on my bed, in my bag storage box, on the poles of my bed and on my other chair.. so frustrating.. just sooooo many things and its so messy.. every nite i tell myself i need to clean things up and rearrange position of my tables and bed and cupboards but when i wake up, i just laze around.. i need to declutter my room!!! sians.. i want to paint my room too but its so ex and mum isnt well enuf to paint my room for me.. double sians.. no point me painting cuz she will say that its ugly and redo it herself.. somebody save me!!!

*grins*

~sometimes, i dun understand ppl who are sad all the time, its like there is no joy in them.. you noe, its not diff to be happy.. all you hav to do, is it look past the unhappiness and there lies the joy that you have been looking for.. maybe, i am too simple-minded.. but if that makes me happy, im glad im not a thinker! =DD

cant stop thinking.. my brain is going to explode! EXPLODE!!!
haiz..


today went jb with ester and eve jies.. quite fun.. lunched at secret recipe( food kinda sux!) shopped, dinnered at wong kok(AWESOME FOOD!) and left for home..


mum and dad fetched me from kranji to bring duchess to see the vet for her vaccine booster and annual check up.. waited for 45 mins just to see the doc for 5 mins.. she was like a bloody spoilt radio that kept making so much noise whining away whereas the other doggies there were like so quiet.. naughty duchess.. but the other doggie owners were entertained by duchess's craziness and hyperactive-ness.. hahaha.. anyways, duchess is perfect!! only thing her teeth needs some scaling.. but can do dentistry next yr cuz she just had one last yr.. so yeap! yay! my doggie is in perfect health!


drove home.. good thing.. so now next time no need to wait for dad to drive us there.. now i noe how to go already.. dad as usual made so much comments while i was driving.. mum was like "rosy, i feel more safe when you driving than when dad driving.. ur driving better!" hahahaha.. thats cuz im more safer than dad.. then parking dad oso got so much comments.. mum said, : aiyo!! shut up lahx.. ur daughter can park better than you!!" and i proved it rite by doing a perfect parking and that shut dad up! muahahaha!! and i managed to convince dad to give me the car this sat for our outing!!! YAYY!! hopefully nothing screws up with the car b4 that!!