Yours Truly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY!! =DD

its been ten years since you have been gone but you are still in our hearts and minds! love you!! =DD

Woohoo

Yay!! Im blogging using my hp in kl!! Can foresee my exploding hp bill!! =P

long long week!

past few days were spent rotting at home, going to my relatives houses, outing with poly besties, outing with tracy, helping sher with housework and finally mum going to the hospital..

previous sunday was candice birthday so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDICE DEARIE! LOVE YOU! =DD

went bowling and pooling with poly besties on tuesday! damn farnie and crazy! haha.. most of them couldnt bowl except for me and sam and kin is damn fast learner.. haha.. when the girls why i was excited with bowling, they took revenge by pooling after that! hahaha.. damn it! now they noe i cant pool! but ok lahx.. alot of tyco and we really anyhow whack and play one! damn damn damn farnie.. hahaha.. makaned at bugis steamboat.. food wad not bad but we went home smelling like bbq cuz ours was half grill and half steamboat.. haha.. loadsa fun with them!! yay-ness.. then we started to stone for a moment so we did something damn stupid.. there were 6 of us.. so we msg ger.. "why you never come today ??" but the stupid part was each of us took one word and the last one took the "??" and sent to her.. hahahaha damn farnie! when she took so long to reply we msged like that again.. hahaha.. i noe we are damn lame can! but damn farnie! hha.. total craziness!

thursday, boss and vic wanetd to call me out but i was having one of my diarrhea attacks so din go.. haiz.. wad a time to have my diarrhea attack.. took diarrhea pills which resulted in constipation for the next 2 days! sians man!! and it was also yw bithday so here goes: HAPPY BIRTHDAY "BOB" CHOW YEW WAH! =D

friday supp to go bowling with bavi and tracy but din cuz mum was in her crazy mode again! and later in the afternoon she started having chest pain.. msg fafa for help cuz she is the cardiac expert.. mum calls her the "heart fren" which i told fafa and she put on her facebook status "has just labelled as -heart fren- by rosy's mum!!" muahahaha!! mum doesnt haven any symptoms except for chest pain.. so just brought her to sgh ane for ecg.. ecg all perfect.. but they wanetd to observe her for 8 hours.. so bros and i went back home around 2plusAM! mum spent the night msging me.. i din reply her after 4+am cuz i was busy sleeping! haha.. so she msged my big uncle instead and he called from canada just to chat with her! and she got a huge scolding and lecture from him! hahaha.. orhh-bi-quek!! cuz my uncle always tell er to go for health screenings but she dun listen and now she is in the hospital.. haha.. and she spent the night chatting with a old lady who was also in the observation room with her damned broken malay!! haha..

8+am big bro went to fetch mum while i and small bro were snoring! we couldnt wake up.. haha.. anyway the blood results were all perfectly fine so the dc gave mum outpt appt at heart centre to follow up.. thats all.. mum came home bouncing!! sher called.. was sleep talkign with her.. the moment i hang up mum burst into my room dragging me out of bed to go JB! seriously! i wonder if they gave her GTN or adrenaline for her chest pain! (they obviously gave her GTN and she bouncing away like they gave her adrenaline!) my mum is nuts! din go for candice's birthday lunch cuz wanted to monitor mum.. sorry girls!

went to jb.. she tempted me with RM50! rarr.. stupid thing was.. after buying her stuff, she said she was tired and wanted to go back home.. i got pissed cuz i haven even buy my stuff! rarr.. irritating! din meet up with the gang at nite as well.. haiz..

sunday, my very very very "NICE" neighbour aka seet wanyin attempted to crash into my room and scare me while i was sleeping only to find me sitting at my table using my lappy!! muahahaha! plan failed! haha.. hilarious man!

anyways, went to buy grocery at ten mile junction sheng shiong and i drove over! hehehe!! but i hate that damned place.. dad gave me 2 cashcards both of which have no money inside.. mum and i tot that maybe go there then can top up but that damned place doesnt have any topping area! shits man! got so frustrated.. mum managed to find a axs machine to top up the cash card.. total idiotic place! rarr!! drove home.. mum was amazed at my parking skills.. cuz she din believe i could do it.. ahaha.. but i still scared of parking so i only reverse park when there are empty slots on both sides cuz i scared i will hit the car..haha.. but when parking at ten mile junction, the carpark is so shitty and crowded and yeti managed to park properly so totally heng man! din wreck the cars beside me and din wreck my dad's car! hahah..

today.. went to makan and shop with tracy! sam supp to come too but she couldnt come last min.. went to so many places to find her bf(chester)'s fred perry cap.. but all 3 places dun have.. so end up bought same design but diff colour.. ahha.. quite fun thou! haha.. and and and.. we bumped into sinyi! it was damn farnie.. she was opening the door to get out of cine.. and when i saw that i was like "is that is that is that... " and tracy was like "huh wad wad wad!!" and suddenly sinyi turns and starts jumping and screaming and hugging us! muahahah!! damn hilarious man!! crazy catchin up for the next 5 mins and off we go.. haha.. she is doing nursing too!! in np thou! haha... hahaha.. crazy girl!

then met up with yw at bb to buy dinner for sher and ourselves and also her printer ink cartridge and headed to sher's house.. dinner was good and fun! the whole time was fun and farnie and we kept bursting into laughter! haha.. sher gave me the book! yayness! and also ern's souvenier from darwin! we get to choose wad we want! and i like the one that sher liked as well(which remind me i haven msg to thank him yet).. hahaha.. our taste are damn alike man.. fixed her printers and taught her how to iron and zhao-ed home.. we were literally giving her a crash course on housekeeping!! 5 mins after we left she msg to say that she almost caused an explosion! faints!! hahaha.. she ahh!

inbetween the days, i drove my cousin back home.. went to my grandma's house.. went to my auntie's house like twice and went to my uncle's house.. the only reason i even went is cuz dad said i could drive there!! muahahahaha! now my parents now how to tempt me already.. they want me to do something for them, they let me drive! heh heh heh!

cant wait to meet kin for dinner on wed! hehe..

leaving for msia on thurs evening and back on sunday.. me and mum leaving first and bro and dad will meet us there on sat morning.. reason being bro has an exam paper on friday.. dad wasnt happy that i and mum are spending 2 nights there whereas bro and him spend only 1 nite.. he keeps insisting on extending the stay.. i told mum that its still ridiculous and unfair cuz if he extends we still stay for 3 nites and ro and dad stay for 2 nites! there is still that one extra nite! hahaha.. dad is nuts! haha.. still no diff ah!

and finally, i want a paddington bear.. the original one from london!! not the one you can get from 711!! =PP hahaha

fuck it ok! just fuck it cuz i cant take it any longer! there is a limit to everything and this is my limit! you have reached it! maxed it out! im not going be the girl i used to be anymore..

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there.. the line is drawn.. wad i do from now on is not ur fucking care!

hehe.. im here to blog AGAIN! i noe i have been blogging alot lately cuz im so freaking bored at home! my 1st week of hols is coming to an end.. still got 3 more weeks.. im so freaking bored man.. spend my days reading my story books and going out with ppl..

today i went to westmall.. bought myself a hp! hehe.. a reward for myself for my exams and driving test! and mum finally bought cousin's presie after so much of travelling just for her present.. and that reminds me that i still owe sher her birthday present.. haven found anything nice and special yet lehx.. all the common and usual stuff..

then went over to ivory heights to meet the gang.. actually just supp to collect my memo card from sher then i zhao home.. but they were preparing to play bball! hehe.. so yay.. ball games with them is hilarious! cant stop laughing.. ern slipped and nearly fell first.. then was yc's turn.. when it started to drizzle more my sandle slipped as well.. stupid court.. sher nearly fell too.. the court is really too smooth! great game.. started to rain more so we zhao-ed.. i left first.. the rest went back to yc's house to wash up..

and now im bored at home.. just keep playing with my new hp.. but i want to let it charge fully first so im leaving it alone.. tv is boring me out.. nothing nice at all.. sians.. wanna watch drama online but lappy is sooo lag i have no patience for it to load.. so im stuck with my book.. ohh and sher bought me a book as a present cuz i passed my driving.. haha.. its the book i wanted to buy.. aha.. a fren like henry.. thanx sher!! =DD hehe..

i wanna head out and come back home really late like wee hours in the morning.. sians.. but sg is so boring.. other than mustafa and macs no where else is open till so late.. sians sians super sians..

driving is total awesome-ness!

seriously, driving takes my mind off things.. alot of things..

went in search of cousin's bdae present all thanx to mum.. curse strawberry shortcake.. so little shops have that character.. cant she just like mickey mouse or something that is easier to get.. rarr.. so irritating.. so thanx to that we travelled to yishun and then to clementi.. wanted to get my P-plate for driving as well but seriously WTH! all the places are either too ex(the highest price was like $18.90 can!!!) or out of stock! i was so irritated lahx.. shits.. so i went to bpp to buy.. popular oso out of stock! so in the end i bought from ntuc for $13!! super ex for a stupid pair of plates..

dad wanted to go boon lay to settle some tour stuff so he allowed me drive over.. only me and him cuz i simply cant stand it if small bro tags along and start talking like a freaking expert when he is not even of age to take lessons.. so shit him.. bargained with dad alot just so that he doesnt tag along.. no mum too cuz i wun be able to drive in peace if mum and dad start having a row in the car.. i will go berserk man.. so it was just me and dad.. dad drove out of our carpark(which is rather narrow and he doesnt trust me that much yet since wad happen the last time we allowed me to drive into the carpark) and stopped just outside the carpark so i can take over.. and i got on the freakign highway all the way to boon lay! crap shit man.. nv been on the highway b4.. so many cars somemore.. but all was good and i even managed to park the car.. then after boonlay off to uncle's house in cck cuz dad needed to pass him something.. so once again cuz the traffic in the carpark was just crazy dad started off first and i took over outside the carpark again.. and off to cck.. my uncle and auntie were shocked when dad said that i drove over.. muahaha.. heyy.. dun look down on me ok.. so wad if i girl.. chey! so yay.. and i drove back home all the way too.. i even did a reverse parking better than dad! but without the poles i had to do correction like twice.. not bad lahx huh.. hahaha. and like my frens and family were shocked that i got 10 points.. like ppl! do i really look that incapable of driving or something! rarr!!

wanted to drive again after that but dad wants to sleep and big bro wants to use the car so sians.. anyway i can only use the car if bro or dad is around cuz im still not insured yet.. dad has to add in my name to the car insurance thingy and have to pay like 200 or 300 plus.. so im still under probation.. initially dad said 6 months but i bargained till 2 months.. hopefully we can go out more often so i can get more practice.. hehe..

ok.. crazy chatting with fizah now.. we are both high and its like 2.18 AM! hahaha.. and she just got reminded about my old house's master bedroom toilet.. yes i noe! toilet.. hahha.. thats cuz when my dad renovated the house b4 we moved in, the interior designer designed it in such a way that when you first look you will just see a WHOLE ROW of cupboards from wall to wall.. and you couldnt see the toilet.. haha.. so you will have to open the middle wardrobe door to see the actual toilet door which will lead to the toilet.. hahaha.. i think she is still fascinated by that.. but im not surprised cuz everyone who have been to my old house was surprised.. hahaha..

shall chat with her abit more b4 i head to bed.. haha.. =D

the way you hurt me, no one else can ever do it..

well, life hasnt been a bed roses for me despite all the good stuff that has happened! thanx wei2 for being there and being insistent till i bore my heart out.. thanx girl, alot alot alot.. im not someone who says out loud that im sad or wadever.. i dun like to worry my frens so i usually keep it all in, blog it out or cry it out.. but today was different.. i did not have the time to blog it out as i was rushing for time.. and that resulted in me crying in the bus on the way to meet ern, and sher and weiwei instead.. tried to stop cuz it was so embarrassing to be crying in the bus but i couldnt stop.. stop for like 30 secs and like a tap it ran again.. finally stopped when i met the gang.. but started again when was toking to wei2.. and started again on the bus home.. shits man.. i hate this feeling.. felt so vulnerable.. this is not the usual me and i hate it.. i want to be happy and give a heck to everything.. im not the kind of person who analyses stuff and break them into pieces and solve the problem.. im a heck care person.. so long as im happy, im happy.. and thats all that matters.. wad im saying doesnt even make sense to me.. wth! ok anyways.. wadever.. i hate my temper, my hot headness, the way i get angry so easily.. but i guess i got that from my parents.. wad a gene to get from them.. the temper gene..

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anyways.. attachments ended last friday.. have been either stoning at home or going out with frens..

sunday went to wcp for fun with the gang.. captain's ball was just crazy!! hahaha.. my team was hilarious thou! the way we played just makes me roll with laughter! haaha. after that went for dinner.. and movie at jp! the most boring movie EVER!!! inglorious basterds.. for those who haven watch, i suggest DUN WATCH! it was so boring i couldnt even sleep in the theatre man.. faints.. the only one who found the movie nice was yw! well.. wad can i say.. hahaha..

monday, celebrated sher's birthday at ion.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAM JIALIN SHERRYN! oh man the stress and once again my temper got the better of me and im sorry sher for that.. i didnt mean to be like that on ur birthday... i wanted to make ur birthday rite but im not that good a planner, and you noe that.. haha.. and i bought a book at borders.. the book hat i have always wanted to buy! SO NICE!!! i dun regret buying the book at all..

today was my driving test.. was nervous like crap.. made new frens.. we were chatting b4 the test and after the test.. us.. we quickly formed group of 5.. we dun even noe each other's names.. haha.. just like that.. haha.. the girls are really nice.. sadly 2 of them failed.. its ok girls! jiayou!! you can do it! i was lucky cuz i got a pretty nice tester.. he is very nice actually.. and he even bullied me.. i tot i failed cuz he tsk-ed tsk-ed at me when i had to sudden brake cuz this stupid idiot dashed in front of the road INFRONT OF ME!! shit him! and after a while my tester told me to head back to bbdc without even doing my uturn.. and i was thinking thats it man.. prepare another $300 for revision practice sessions and another tp test date.. then he came after printing my report and after talking about my mistakes, he told me "so.. you will have to come back again" and i was like crap.. then when he turned to sign the report i saw the pass and almost wanted to kill my tester! just plopped myself on the table and very loudly "TCHER!!!!" and he began laughing at me non stop!!! rarr!! i cant believed i got bullied by my tester man! rarrr.. but he is a really nice person! ahahhaa.. so yay! the other girls din get a nice tcher at all.. and they all sounded so fierce unlike mine! hehe.. im a very lucky person..

after test went out with mum..makan-ed.. totally no appetite.. sians.. nothing appealing to eat.. shopping! hehe.. i bought "my sister's keeper"! YAY!! i finally bought it.. felt guilty cuz i wanted to buy only one book a month but in less than 3 days i just bought another one.. but i dun care.. i spend so much on my driving i deserve this at least.. plus it discounted cuz of pop student card.. borders sell it for 20.99.. popular after discount is like $13.70! glad i didnt buy at borders.. hehe.. mum was shocked at the discount! hahaha.. then did more shopping and i bumped into bavani( not bavi but bavi's best poly friend called bavani! hahaha) in woodlands.. haha.. nice seeing her.. then headed home.. and left soon after to meet the gang..

today is also ern's birthday.. he surprised us instead.. haha.. even my mum said that! hahah.. makan-ed at ikea.. i wasnt in a good mood and i din have the appetite so i bought cake for dessert instead.. i was starving but i had no appetite and nothing looked appealing to me.. plus the stupid ikea got their labels wrong so i got the wrong cake.. but it was yummy too except for the fact that it was TOOOOO sweet.. and yc and yw came with cake for ern.. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~! haha.. more cake.. im dying cuz of the sweetness.. but weirdly i still felt very very very sleepy.. tok about sugar rush man! =.=! haha.. then off for home.. damn shagged.. its been such a long day today.. im tired.. very very very tired.. and sleepy.. haven been sleeping properly for the past few days.. haiz.. wads happening to me.. this is not me! i need my beauty sleep!

grreat.. mum wants to go chinatown to buy pressie for cousin tmr.. of all places chinatown.. i have been passing by there for 4 weeks and NOW she wants to go there.. dear mum.. do you have to torture me like that??!! rarr.. so i bargained with her.. im going to sleep till 11 tmr.. most prob later.. but too bad.. hehe..

i went to see hp this afternoon but none of the hp appeal to me.. haiz.. i want a new hp but nothing nice to me.. saddening.. the ones i like are just tooooo ex! rarr.. mum was complaining that the things i like are always ex.. im sorry man.. but i like as it is.. i see the item and like it first b4 i look at the price tag that comes along with it.. haha.. ahh wellllll..

i want my rewards!!! =DD