its already 3am and im still not in bed! yikes! oh wells.. haha

tmr, actually later, is our uro chalet plus bbq! yay! cant wait.. its gonna be a day of rushing around to buy stuff for bbq b4 heading to the chalet! hopefully it will be a blast and everyone will enjoy themselves!

tracy's 21st bdae party is on saturday! yay! cant wait! meeting sam and her sis b4 heading to tracy's party! sadly, its the same timing as uro bbq and obviously i cant split myself into 2.. so obviously i will go for tracy's party and rush back for the bbq after that! good thing sam stays in pasir ris so got company! hehe..

past few days at work has been not too good i feel.. my patience and temper was put to the test and i lost them a couple of times so i kinda yelled and rebutted back at my colleagues quite abit.. screw my hormones man!

monday, kenna say by stupid allen and i got pissed off and shouted back.. oh gosh.. my first time i shouted at surgeon.. theatre was so silent after that.. crap.. and yesterday, got so called looked down upon by stupid lfj.. he simply mumbles his instructions so how was i supposed to hear wad he was trying to say.. plus im not even from ot2.. i got dragged there cuz there was nobody around to circulate.. and he demanded for a senior.. end up i got the instrument for him and that shut him up! hey dude, i do my stuff ok! if only you could say it clearly the first time, i could have gotten it for you sooner! damn it! and today he was abit nicer and clearly stated his instructions..

today towards the end of the day was pretty horrible as well.. all juniors in theatre.. while the middle scrub.. somemore got so many specimens! and annoying senior just stays in the prep room without helping and leaving us to fend for ourselves.. then finally came in just to ask me to go home.. seriously, next time just let me finish my work first! im fine not claiming time.. ugh!! and i think au prof was abit shocked cuz i was like super bad mood pretty much the whole of today and din exactly give him face when he was toking to me.. haiz.. wadever lahx.. blame it on my period.. damn it.. finally settled everything and left at 5.30..

tot i was going to be late to meet sher.. end up i earliest.. haha.. and poor bgbf was really sick! ern was also sick and finally met yw after soooooo long.. everyone is falling sick.. haiz.. guys, pls pls take care of urselves!! eat more vitC! rina choo, pls go see a doc!! dun delay for too long..

on wed, prof treated us to lunch at this indonesian restaurant called kintamani(or something like that) at furama international hotel.. awkward but ok lahx.. food was not bad.. and prof made small talk us with us.. durian conversation is like totally =.=! haha.. and cuz of the treat by prof to only the ot1 girls, this is some displeasure amongst the other staff.. haiyooo.. they make it sound like they dun really care, but when you hear them complain ahh, gosh.. cannot tahan..

and uncle thng is killing me!! he is freaking KILLING ME!!! im already in such a bad mood, and then he disappears exactly the point of time when he is needed in theatre.. and then sister comes in to scold me and that i should have known where he go and blah blah! seriously wtf moment!! good thing huihia came in time to see sister scolding me and she defended me.. and here i am busily cleaning the ot and opening the things for the next case! and all i could keep repeating was that "he didnt inform ANYONE OF US and why are you shouting at me!!" seriously, i cant split myself you noe! i cant be cleaning the ot, opening the instruments, soaking instruments, jagar-ing uncle thng, making sure that the paperwork is done, transferring the patient, getting instructions from dr chong and also making sure the students are around! are you crazy!! omg.. and here you come, shouting at me infront of everyone like its my fault that uncle thng disappeared! oh gosh! im not the only nurse in the theatre and why are you shouting at the msot junior nurse around! arrrrghhhhhhh!!! bad bad bad thursday mans!





and izzati's grandma passed away wed morning.. haiz.. well, i guess at least her suffering has ended.. stay strong and take care my dear! -hugs-

today has been a good day.. ot1 finished b4 1.30.. left only l6 which started late but still finish early all thanx to prof duh! hope the entire week is like that! finally a week of PMs with no pjp and lml.. finally!! its nice to work with lhh and lina after such a long time of not working with them on pm..hehe

today, my older bro is also weirdly nice.. he called me to ask me whether i wanted him to fetch me home.. waaa.. its been a long time since someone fetched me home after work.. dad used to fetch me home often when i was still a student cuz work ended at 9.35 cuz of the ward timings last time.. now most of the time end at 8.15 or slightly later.. so ok lahx.. only had the crazy traffic when it rains.. btw nae, rmb ahh!! my work ends around 8.15.. so call me b4 that!! and you are very welcome to fetch me tmr from vivo around 10+! thanx!!

and bgbf is spot checking my meals now.. hahaha i miss you!! haiz.. thanx to being broke, im grounding myself at home.. poor thing rite me.. roshini dhanabalan grounding herself cuz she is broke! damns!! nvm.. one more week to payday!! cant wait!!

i think kl trip with urobabes gotta be postponed cuz its hard to get buses and hotels.. =(( its our only chance of gng somewhere, anywhere out of singapore together.. haiz.. guess we would have to make do with jb.. oh wells..

tmr is going to be a long long long day.. hopefully i end work on time to meet 6-ers! today as i was ordering instruments, i was secretly cursing the surgeons for tmr! bloody hell!! here i was thinking since dr botak is not here, the list wouldnt be so full.. checks the system and the bloody list is flooded!! damn it!! ugh!! seriously hoping that i will end work on time tmr! -crosses fingers and toes-


now back to watching my drama! =)

wow! im hating 2011 already!! actually i started hating it on 3 jan onwards when all the 21st bdae invites started pouring in!! ahhhhh!! but oh wells, i cant spilt myself to so many places so have to prioritise..

this week has been a good week!! yay! monday met sher and ern for lunch at clementi.. felt lke so long since i met them! hhaha.. then after that went to meet sammie to shop for bibi's bdae pressie!! rain and rain and rain, we shop and shop and shop.. finally found the perfect bag.. the moment we saw it we knew we had to get it for her.. super nice!! i likey!! hehe.. then to bras basah to buy sammie's stuff and to find a nice photo album for bi.. saw one very nice one but overbudget so damns! dinnered at tongseng.. yumyum..

over the next 2 days i made bibi's album! SUPER NICE!! basically i used wad i had for the book to make the book and im amazed that i actually got it right!! yessah!! hehe.. final product so nice and pretty!! it fell from the trolley while laichin was pushing the trolley from uro to mot.. and she saw it and ask if it was mine.. and i said yes.. and she was like "waa.. so creative and nice!! next time can give you assignment to do stuff for uro already!" and i was like faint!! seriously, i do stuff for my frens.. and it doesnt always turn out nice.. i try to do the same thing again and it turns out rather horrible.. and plus, i hate ppl making use of me so pls dun give me any assignments thank you! if im not interested, i aint gonna do it.. anyway, the reason i brought it over is so that kin could see the finaly product and write her love note!

bibi's birthday celebration plus post xmas and new year meet up! dinnered at ichiban.. poor girl is sick!! haiz.. everyone is falling sick when i am just recovering.. then headed to chinatown for dessert so that is easier for kin to meet us after her shift.. yay!! happy that bi likes her pressie! hehe..


everyday sleep at 12plus.. shagged like shit cuz everyday we try to finish the cases asap so that we can do other things, clean up and we can rest faster and so that the pm girls dun have to do so much work.. work hard play harder.. i seem to be tiring myself out so much that the moment i hit the pillow, i zonk out! its good actually cuz at least i dun end up with insomnia but damns, still super tired.. friday i was super shagged out and tired.. but i was still a happy monkey as usual and layhar(new staff) was saying to me "why you so happy??!!" and im like "CUZ IM HAPPY" and giggles!! ok! im crazy i noe.. i go crazier when im tired and shagged and i need to perk up!! and anyways, why do ppl have a problem with me being happy!! damn it!!

team 3 ons this sat.. lucky theatres all cleaned, items all topped up.. so nothing much to do other than washing trolleys and ordering instruments.. so i decided to help uas to call pts.. omg!! its pretty difficult, cuz firstly they almost always dun answer the hp or home phone and 2ndly, they ask wayyyy too many qs!! and they lke to last minute cancel case and stuff.. i think i gave kimnai more trouble than helping her.. thank god she is ok with it and told me to learn slowly.. yikes! haha.. but quite ok lahx.. oh and language barrier is very hard to overcome despite the fact that i could speak chinese.. gosh.. cuz i dunno how to say like how to come up to uro ot and like describe the operation in chinese and stuff so diessss.. haiz.. nvm! shall do better next time and i gotta learn more from kimnai!!

came home dying of tiredness once again.. felt as if i did night shift or something.. watched my dramas, fell asleep halfway.. woke up late.. rushed to westmall to meet sopna and buy uma's bdae pressie.. super last minute i noe! but i aint got the time! but anyways the pressie is nice!! hehe.. headed to csc for uma's party.. only me and sop were friends.. the rest ALL family.. AWKWARD!! but her mum was very nice! and sop wasnt feeling well and she puked twice.. so once the cake cutting was over, cabbed her home and cabbed myself home.. poor thing.. meet her after so long and she is sick.. ahh poor girl.. but birthday girl was damn pretty!! as usual! haha. truly the princess!! sopsop, pls get well soon!! and uma darling, happy birthday!! we gotta meet up soon!! got super loads to catch up on!! hehe cant wait!!

finally sunday is here(tmr), and ive got the whole day to myself!! im going to stay at home the whole day and not step outta the house!! i need some ME time desperately! im going to wake up late, sit on my ass in front of the computer and catch up on my dramas AND TUMBLR which i have been neglecting alot.. finally!!

damns! one more party invite on fb.. i. am. broke. and. im. getting. sick. of. parties. seriously.
ppl, my birthday no major parties ok! lets have a mahjong, pizza and sleepover session instead! *grins*












i need more income.. seriously..

welcome 2011! today is the first day of the new year!

nothing much.. like any other day.. but hey its a nice date- 1/1/11! haha

yest, i was pretty out of moods after coming home.. didnt feel like gng out or doing anything.. so headed to bed around 9 plus and only woke up this morning feeling like crap all thanx to ms period! screw period man seriously.. thanx to family, holidays are rather crappy ones anyways.. so screw holidays too!

felt bored at home.. if only i was at work, i would be having a hell lot of fun rite now.. haiz.. actually working during holidays and doing night shift is very fun and entertaining! at least you dun have to think wad to do and yet still hang out with ur frens! haha..

so i met up with hafiza and xiaoli after their shift ended.. hafiza met me at my house in the pouring rain to drive over to jurong safra.. rain like SIAO!! gosh! but the sunset was beautiful as the rain subsided slowly.. nice i likey! first sunset of the year with a crazy and tired woman!

anyways, super random outing.. hehe.. went to play pool.. they even more noob than me cuz their first time handling stick and balls! haha but good thing is they VERY SHAMELESS one (yes come kill me! wahahaha) so they damn ons! hahaha.. fun fun! and dinnered at pizza hut at 8 plus.. my first meal and drink of the day even thou im up since 11+.. hungry to the max.. but full very fast! haha

after dinner, sent hafiza home and came back home..

and today i set up another new tumblr.. threehundredsixtyfive2011.tumblr.com.. i hope at the end of 2011 i can look back at this album and gladly say that i enjoyed every single day of 2011!


=))