attachments on saturday for me eileen and zu.. damn wad the hell.. why muz fall sick.. see lahx.. haiz.. anyway.. today was not that hectic unlike weekdays.. pretty slack.. apparently someone from XF cubicle passed away and that man was sup to be discharged that very night.. so suay.. i hope you rest in peace and are in a better place up there.. so sad.. 2 deaths in one day.. sms-ed XF and told him.. he din believe.. its took me 4 msg-es to tell him that what im saying is true.. i think he take in the fact that a man who was sup to discharged just passed away like that..haiz.. ng was like WAD! when we told him.. haiz.. everyone was shocked.. as usual the usual stuff..

but something happened which made me more pissed with this person.. ng came and tell me that one of my fren is crying in the staff room.. i was like which fren.. then he sae the chinese girl hu doing make-up today with you.. i was like "oh no eileen".. so i quickly finished my work then went to see wad happen.. she was crying lahx.. all becuz of that blady bitch.. dunno wads her damn prob.. scold XF,SY,kinlai and even scold karno.. now not enuf scold eileen till she cry... blady nehneh.. haiz.. when another sn came in and she saw that eileen was crying she knew muz be someone scold her.. so she ask eileen which cubicle.. then eileen sae.. immediately she knew its that bitch.. she like has super horrible reputation in the ward lahx.. luckily i never kenna her in my cubicle b4.. if not she sure pick on me for everything.. haiz..

today like pretty lonely lahx..cuz dun have kinlai, XF and SY so very boring oso cuz no one to bully haha.. thank god have zu to keep me sane since she only opp room from me.. i was like basically stoning.. haiz.. leg so pain.. old michael back again.. haha.. so cute.. dunno how come he came back.. he saw me then wave... and as usual he super bored with being in the ward all the time so he was travelling in his wheelchair all the time to the dayroom coming over to my cubicle to chat with renuka and blah blah lahx.. then i booo him and he booo me back can.. haha.. then got some stupid nurse put his wheelchair at another place then his face damn kana sai can.. press the callbell and call me to put his wheelchair in its normal place.. haha.. very cute lahx he..

then time to go home.. yay!!! haha.. finally 3 pm came.. haha.. zhao-ed home.. then sleeping in the bus till my hands knock off my glasses.. luckily only landed on the lap of the person who was sitting beside me.. haha.. haiz.. so tired..

im gonna do a quiz finally after so long.. yay..

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, wherewould you want it?-nowhere.. i scared of pain..

2. If you HAD to dye your hair whichcolor would you choose? brown with highlights..

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THATISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get pierced?-nose.. i already have one.. heh heh..


The "Would You?" section
1. If you could go bungee jumping,would you?-no.. i scared of heights..

2. Would you move somewhere else, ifyou could?-depends..

3. If you were given the chance to goto Paris, would you go?-duh.. which idiot would'nt

4. If you found 10 million dollars,and it was YOURS to spend, what wouldyou do with it?-build a pooh paradise, reserve some money for me to travel like mad, education, shopping and donate to certain charities..

The "Let's Say" Questions
1. Let's say you see a big shipsink...only 3 people have a chance tosurvive. The 3 people are Your BestFriend, Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend, and a long lost friend (that you don'tknow too well)...
who would you save ifyou HAD to choose ONLY 1 person?-my bestie noes how to swim so no prob.. if the fren is someone i was damn close to last time maybe.. but prob my bf(if i have one) bah.. anyway i dunno how to swim that well so they 3 have to save me instead.. haha..

2. Let's say you becamePresident...what is the first thing you would do?-crash istana and make it into pooh paradise..

3. Let's say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000..would you?-never..

4. Let's say you could star in anymovie (made or in the works) whatmovie?-a pooh movie.. haha.. im dreaming man..

The "Favorites" section
1. Color?-black white green yellow blue red violet..

2. Current song?-potential break-up song..

3. Shirt you own?-my interact club cca shirt.. very comfy.. haha..

4. Electronic device?-hp bahx..

5. Movie?-no favs..

6. Book?-the au pairs(series)

7. Pair of shoes?-BKs.. loves loves.. haha..

8.sandal colour?-currently its dark brown with white polka dots..

9. Hair color?-brown..

10. Eye color?blue or green..so dreamy.. but asians look disgusting with blue or green eyes..

The "other stuff" section
1. What makes your bedroom unique?-that my side of the room is so pooh-y

2. Who do you like?-my frens and pooh.. haha..

3. Do you go to parties?-b-dae parties yea.. class party yea.. those clubbing type nope..

4. What's your favorite season of the year?-every season except exam season..haha..

5. Do you like cheese?-loves them

6. What's bothering you now?-my feet is killing me..

so sad.. i miss my attachment clique already..they are the joy of my attachment.. i like seriously miss them if i dun see them can.. haha.. -sends flying kisses to them- haha..

the day started as usual with XF being my morning alarm.. he is the one waking me up every morning shift.. haha.. hopefully tmr i can wake up with alarm still cuz i dun think he will call to wake me up cuz he prob sleeping like a pig after watching night movie.. haha.. then called khai to make sure she woke up too.. haha.. but she nv answer so i sms her.. then me and dad went to fetch her.. haha.. she and dad like can talk man.. not many ppl can communicate with my dad.. haha.. they think he very scary.. i think so too at times only lahx.. then dad sent us to nuh the bus stop there.. he dropped us and then saw XF coming out from the bus in front of us.. then was like " that boy that boy.. u fren that boy.." haha.. damn farnie lahx..

then walked to the opp bus stop to wait for kinlai and SY.. SY like still waiting for the bus till 6.45 like that.. so went in with khai, XF and kinlai.. khai very sweet cuz today her last day of attachments mahx.. so she prepared like chocs for us.. haha.. she gave me four lahx.. one each for me, small bro, mum and dad(for sending and fetching to and fro from nuh whenever he come to fetch me).. haha.. she very cute lahx.. then keep bullying XF cuz today last day to bully him mahx.. haha.. so farnie..

attachment started off badly cuz i was basically looking after 3 other cubicles cuz those nurses keep asking me to help their cubicles.. so in total i was looking after 4 cubicles lehx.. i so tired.. then if i dun help they show me face(both patients and nurses) plus i dun feel good when i noe that they need help and i dun help them.. so was like running arnd like hell.. thank god got my beloved yr 2 to help me with my own cubicle ppl.. haiz..

then of cuz alot of farnie things happen lahx.. too long to sae.. haha.. then makan-ed together with XF, SY and kinlai(my attachment clique yay!)... the food damn de ex lahx.. some more i today so poor.. rarr! then today my beloved malay ding dong ah pek patient discharge.. haha.. i and XJ(yr 2 partner) very happy for him.. but also sad in a way cuz we cant see him anymore.. haha.. but so glad he can go home mahx.. haha.. then other things happen duh..

then end of day.. so went to staff room to stone, cam whore and play.. haha.. we so high lahx..
then took "family portrait" of attachment "clique"(larger version).. haha.. consists of me,XF,SY,kinlai,khai and eileen.. haha.. very cute.. but pics are in kinlai's cam so wait till she send me then post here.. heh heh.. so sweet.. i really love them lor.. they are the joy of my attachment(haha.. im repeating again)..

then left with karno(nuh junior staff nurse aka ex-nyp nursing student who graduated this year.. so he is basically like our senior.. ), khai, XF, SY, kinlai.. karno payday mahx.. so he treat us take cab from nuh to jurong entertainment centre.. khai, karno and XF took one cab and us 3 girls took one cab.. he wanted to take our cab oso lahx.. but we kinda pus him there so equal and so that us girls can talk abt certain things.. haha.. but i think he really wanted to come with us.. haha.. poor didi.. then we went to change to outside clothes when we reach JEC.. then khai and karno went to bank and XF went home to get more money so us 3 girls started toking and cam-whoring.. haha.. its so girls.. then while waiting for them we went to makan at long john silvers.. haha.. then joined by karno and khai and finally XF.. were toking abt ward stuff then kinlai ask karno whether bed 38 of our ward got anything happen.. karno's face suddenly change.. cuz yest XF experienced something "dirty" at bed 38 lahx.. so we were interested.. apparently karno experienced too.. his was way more scarier.. his facial expression like totally changed when he was telling us.. so i was worried for him and XF cuz i scared they get traumatised or something.. and got one patient rip today.. i think karno was affected by it cuz he look like he gonna cry when in the staff room after work.. he told us that it was his first time doing last office for rip patients.. so he super affected..

then he ask us whether we want dessert.. haha.. we were like u treat ah.. he was "ya".. haha.. in the end we din want lahx.. cuz super full.. then karno bought one and khai very sweet cuz she feed each of us using one fork.. and all of us are those type that dun mind share cutlery or food or drink one lahx.. so i felt like so united and close with them.. even the guys share food cutlery and drink all with us.. haha.. not like some ppl who are very particular lahx.. but i guess its juz the way ppl are so i wun blame them unless they are super extreme.. haha.. so very sweet lahx.. one hershey pie 6 ppl share.. so sweeeeeet.. haha..

then took mrt with XF, SY and kinlai then go amk hub to play arcade.. haha.. we damn farnie cuz we started like bullying Xf and inflicting pain on each other(sounds weird i noe but i dunno how to explain haha.. ) all becuz XF started first cuz i had the hair tie arnd my wrist then he pull and let go.. that idiot lahx.. later kenna abused by all of us.. best bullying tactic is tickle him.. haha.. so farnie.. that skinny pig and muscles man.. haha.. damn hard biceps and triceps lahx.. wow.. so impressed.. haha..

then played arcade until very farnie.. spent like 50 bucks.. $10 each except for XF($20).. haha.. he top up extra.. haiz.. nv play and laugh at arcade like this b4.. haha.. the house of the dead is a nice game.. haha.. then play alot of other games too.. wanted a toy from the toy machine thingy.. XF tried once cannot take, i oso try oso cannot take.. rarr! i not happy can.. haha.. have always wanted to get one from the toy machine.. but its like almost impossible.. haha...

then walk walk arnd.. bought sweet talk then walk walk.. then we form "family".. haha.. jiejie is SY since she is the oldest.. didi is XF since he youngest.. then middle is me and kinlai cuz we only 3 months diff.. haha.. then we really called jiejie and didi lor.. so farnie.. my darlings of attachment.. haha..

then on the way home we tok tok abt perverts when we travelling in the bus or train or wadeva lahx.. then all were telling our experiences.. then XF sounded really garang when he was toking about his experiences esp the ones with his real jiejie.. like omg lahx those assholes hu kenna from him.. then i was saying that if next time when we with him and then got those perverts type of ppl, we no need to worry cuz got our didi to protect us.. haha..

then very farnie cuz XF sae me not enthu cuz i cant go out watch movie with them.. and i was like, "i very enthu one lor.. its juz that mum dun allow and cuz i have morning shift tmr lahx".. kinlai oso got curfew so she oso nv go watch movie.. XF and SY going to watch night movie at westmall.. haha.. so late liao lahx.. at that time, the time already like 9.30 lor... want me die ah..
next time mum forbid me from going out then u noe!..

reached home at 10.10 like that.. then was toking to mum and big bro and i kapok-ed one twister from big bro.. heh heh.. he bought 4 mahx.. mum took the cheese one.. so i took the chicken flavoured one.. haha.. then go bath and was translating some chinese documentary thingy to her.. haha.. like i professional translator..

apparently alot of ppl in ward noe that i can speak chinese so im like always called when they need translator esp for the filipino nurses.. then NG (the AN) oso keep toking to me in chinese.. haha.. so my chinese improved tremendously.. its used to be pretty fluent but now its like super the fluent can cuz kept using it when talking with patients.. haha.. then like juz now when go out with attachment clique, they oso found it easier to talk in chi cuz at least like that they dun have to keep translating when they speak in chi.. haha.. then i was telling them abt how bad my tamil is and at one point i said this "my tamil is damn de lan lor" like that.. then they started laughing.. cuz they say i sound totally like a chinese and that my chinese is like super fluent and way more better than my tamil cuz i think they heard me toking in tamil oso but got add in alot of english words and keep ermm ermm-ing.. haha.. so farnie.. so proud of my chinese.. haha.. at least finally something that im good at.. heh heh..

the time now is 12.14am and have to wake up at 5 in the morning.. rarr!! need to sleep but scared later wake up late.. rarr!! my didi aka morning alarm.. wake me up yea..

SHERRYN KAM, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BEST *INFINITE BEST FRIEND! love ya lots! =)

i am so freaking pissed rite now and it has nothing to do with attachments..
some blady fucker stole my money.. 10 bucks lahx.. aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh.. i was banking on that and my advance pocket money to go out tmr... im so pissed im crying now..blady shit.. to the asshole who stole my money, u will lose 100000000000000 more than the amount u stole from me.. i am cursing hell lot.. arrghh.. im so pissed im so pissed.. omg.. i seriously cant imagine who could have taken my money.. i guess i was too stupid not to carry my wallet arnd with me during attachments.. brought 20 bucks today, the last time i checked my wallet(at 11am) still have 1 $10 note, 1 $2 note and some coins.. then i checked my wallet like at 8.45 pm left only the $2 note and some coins.. like WTF.. omg.. im so pissed.. rarr!!!! 10 bucks enuf to watch movie lehx and still have remainder somemore.. i noe its def not my frens cuz they were with me the whole day.. and no one help me carry my wallet wad.. blady shit.. if i find out who is it, that blady person is super screwed BIG TIME.. why muz this happen to me.. other ppl more loaded can.. i so poor oso want to steal from me.. rarrrrrrrrrrrr.. i so pissed.. mum sae how can i be so stupid to leave my wallet in my bag in the staff room when there is no lock for the locker somemore.. answer to this qs: how was i to noe that have some asshole will steal my money.. i was never the sort who carry the wallet with me all the time oso.. aiyo.. im so pissed lahx blady shit.. i swear i will never forgive the person who steal my money.. i noe its only 10 bucks but i really wanted to use the money to go out and buy stuff mahx... waa lao.. i feel like blady loser.. fucking asshole..

anyway..
morning shift today.. dad sent me and khai to nuh.. met XF at the bus stop.. then met kinlai and SY at staff room.. haiz.. today was a tiring day for all of us cuz we afternoon shift then morning shift.. like no rest lahx.. haiz.. but i liked today oso cuz i did the most work today since i started.. i actually bathed the most difficult patient in the ward(to me lahx..) alone with a language barrier somemore.. wow.. achievement.. haha.. so proud of myself.. i realise some of the yr 2s in my attachment are pretty nice and pretty helpful.. haha.. love my yr 2 partner XJ.. haha.. she rawks big time.. haha.. then ate lunch with XF, SY and kinlai.. they started playing with ice lahx.. so childish tsk tsk.. haha.. then back to work.. so tiring.. actually the work is not tiring but the standing for 8 hours straight is very tiring.. scared that i will kenna veracous vein(dunno how to spell) after some time.. bonded better with the patients and staff.. my malay ah pek very cute.. haha.. then alot of farnie stuff happen lahx..then XF came over to my side then say he like wanna sleep on me(as in shoulder).. haha.. ya lahx.. play online game some more and dun sleep lahx.. stupid didi..

then off work at 3 but stayed till 4 cuz waited for khai to off work oso.. tot jas will come arnd 4 but actually she was already there at like 3.30-3.40 like that.. oops girl.. make u wait so long.. 3-4 khai sup to cont working one lahx.. but she ended up telling us ghost stories.. haha.. so farnie.. then i was telling her that if any SN or AN pop in, juz sae that u telling us ur experience or something like that.. haha.. i so clever.. then XF very quiet and look like sleeping. so we tot he juz to tired or wad.. in the end when we waiting for khai outside the ward cuz some stupid bitch chase us out, XF was telling us that he saw "something" in the ward in the morning.. he look like he gonna cry or sumting.. i think he like traumatised by that something lahx.. aiyo.. my poor "sister".. thats when i realise that XF is actually pretty soft type of guy lahx.. so cute.. haha.. then khai came and she so touched that we waited for her.. haha.. farnie girl.. she always feel so paisehx one.. its ok.. u like our big sister mahx.. haha.. juz rmb to invite us for hari raya yea.. haha.. *i so thick skinn*.. anyway gonna miss her hell lot cuz tmr is her last day in attachments.. next time we need help during work she wun be there le so sad.. and no one to crap and tok bad abt certain ppl anymore.. so sad.. loves loves..

haha.. then met jas below and left for the bus stop.. then we were toking and toking then 963 came and like all of us left except for kinlai cuz her bus haven come.. sori girl.. then was toking and toking all the way in the bus.. XF like sleeping lahx.. i guess he was really too tired.. then every few mins he open his eyes then i and SY told him to juz sleep then when come to SY house there then wake him up cuz he going westmall with SY.. haha.. very farnie in the bus.. =P

haiz.. then went home with jas.. bro came back.. botak.. haha.. and stinking like hell.. but i guess thats normal for ns guys.. to stink like hell.. omg.. -faints-

tmr dad sending me and khai again cuz morning shift again.. so tired.. rarr.. XF is my morning alarm and i am khai's morning alarm.. so if XF dun wake me up and i nv hear my hp alarm, e and khai both late.. haha.. then we prob take cab together.. haha.. damn lame lahx.. hope it doesnt happen thou.. haha.. -crosses fingers-..

i am still pissed at the whoever stole my money.. shit ass man.. u will never live in peace after that.. loser.. arrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh im broke liaoz...

haiz.. long day today cuz afternoon shift is basically stand arnd and do stuff only when they need help time.. haiz.. so sian.. haiz... consequences of wad happen yest and final point is that i wun get a good appraisal i guess.. so there goes my first attachment.. haiz.. no point duelling in it any more but i feel very guilty.. rarr.. haiz.. so cass i juz had to get it out of my system yea.. mm..

anyway.. today got 3 ntu engineering guys who came and wanted to see how do nurses turn a patient cuz they were working on a hospitel bed project kinda thingy.. haha.. so XF was the model (as usual haha) then i and another AN helped to demo.. haha.. very farnie cuz XF is one stupid patient who purposely dun wanna move and make things diff for us.. haha.. so we were like "molesting" him.. haha.. so our breakfast and lunch is basically covered for tmr get treated by that sister lady and stephen.. haha.. so farnie..

had break with XF and SY then we toking abt having our breakfast and lunch covered tmr.. then SY ask why.. then we explain.. then she sae no fair(includes her farnie facial expression) then we laugh and laugh.. haha.. anyway we were like bullying each other.. damn farnie..

my yr 2 is very very very cute.. haha.. ding dong ding dong... haha.. cuz we got this malay old guy patient.. then he like very farnie lahx.. cuz went the 8pm announcement for visitors to leve came about he did this,"ding dong ding dong.. terima kasih, nandri(thanx in tamil), xiexie".. haha.. then i and yr 2 partner laugh and laugh and laugh like hell.. haha.. so farnie man.. then after that every 5 mins my partner will come touch my shoulder and dingdongdingdong and then we laugh again.. haha.. so farnie lahx she.. she is very cute.. she makes my day in my ward room.. haha.. that farnie girl..

then end of the day dad send me(duh), XF, SY and khai home.. haha.. when XF saw my dad, he was like "hi uncle.. u still rmb me?" haha.. my dad was like ya ya.. haha.. aiyo.. he ah.. then khai like very paiseh cuz my dad send her home.. haha.. anyway in the car very farnie cuz my small bro bang XF back.. the convo damn farnie lahx.. so sad for XF.. i bet he nv kenna bang by a 13 yr old boy b4.. haha.. so farnie.. then everyone was toking with everyone.. haha.. damn farnie lahx.. and as usual SY damn blur blur.. haha.. then dropped XF and SY at SY house there and dropped khai at opp her block there.. then i b4 going home went to pasar malam with small bro and mum.. dad zhao-ed first cuz he need to go toilet.. din manage to go to those shop selling pooh stuff cuz i too tired.. haha.. tmr then go..

tmr dad sending me and khai to nuh.. but cant send XF and SY cuz he going work mahx so using the company van which can only sit 2 other ppl other than driver.. haiz.. next time guys.. he can send u home if afternoon shift thou.. haha.. yea..

haiz.. forcing myself not to watch dvds even thou got only 3 more eps to go..cuz tmr muz wake up at 5.. rarr!! the killer morning shift.. rarr!! tmr bro coming home from tekong and jas wants to surprise him.. haha.. sure girl.. =) .. super looking forward to going out on friday with SY, XF and kin lai.. yay!! my darlings of my attachment.. yay!!!

today was a super tiring day.. haiz.. felt like i got scolded for something that i din even do.. how was i to noe if that patient has done oral toilet when i was transferred to that room after the usual oral toilet time.. kenna scolded for nothing and im so pissed.. then i made a big hoo hoo which i take all responsibility.. i shouldnt have done that and im sorry..(sorry cassie, i juz had to lament.. haha..) rarr.. i feel like the whole attachment thingy its taking its toll on me.. haiz.. in the morning during report passing, my stomach pain like hell for no reason.. felt like can faint cuz of the pain.. and its not those -i need to shit now- pain.. its those sudden shooting pain that last for like mins.. lucky brought the med so quickly went to take it.. by the time come back report passing over.. haiz.. sian..

was asked to take over another room today.. ok lahx.. juz that i felt very sad for these patients cuz they are not the type who can do stuff on their own... one have to be fed, two were like on oxygen machines, one is like totally totally weak like hell.. its so depressing.. then got this other auntie hu was suffering alot too.. haiz.. its damn depressing when u see ppl like them.. its like no matter how much u try to make it much better for them, u fail and i get so irritated with myself.. then there is this whole language barrier thingy.. cant communicate with dialect speaking groups and malay patients and again irritates the shit out of me cuz i swear i dunno wad they wan.. so i try to listen for keywords but doesnt help.. rarr!!!

ate lunch in the staff room today cuz dun have XF, kinlai and SY to accompany me.. they afternoon shift.. even eileen din come cuz she mc.. haiz.. help sn stephen to buy food too.. nuh food is like super de damn ex.. rarr.. trying not to spend too much this week cuz going out with XF, kinlai and XY on fri.. not sure whether eileen coming not.. super looking forward to it.. i guess its the only thing thats driving me to end of this week.. haiz.. XF super siao today.. i was toking to him abt yest then he suddenly burst into laughter.. then the others ask wad happen.. so i was telling the others wad happen when dad drove XF home last nite... haha.. then they laugh and laugh.. then SY say XF is qian da.. duh lahx.. almost got me into trouble.. then everytime we pass by he keep saying 'bye girlfriend'.. so i oso playplay lahx.. i oso sae 'bye boyfriend'.. people dunno us will think we damn siao can.. haha.. so farnie.. anyway kenna pep talk by this nurse educator guy called andy.. why do these ppl look so scary man.. rarr.. haiz..

then came home and juz bath and sleep till 6 plus.. mum went grocery shopping so she kept calling the house and my hp to call me come down to help her carry stuff up.. apparently i din hear cuz i was sleeping till i was drooling.. haha.. how glam.. then woke up and went to makan downstairs with mum and small bro..

i wanna say something.. but cant say here.. haiz..

anyway, sher, hurry come back.. ur best infinite fren is dying here.. =(

today was a long day cuz its was afternoon shift for me.. and afternoon shift is usually long and boring.. haizz....

reached nuh late cuz missed one bus and had to wait for 20 mins for the next bus.. so irritating... reached 14 mins late.. lucky sister nv scold if not sure die..
then kenna lecture by sister to all of us.. haiz.. depressing.. my 2 replacement days are this sat and next sat morning shift.. rarr!!!

my yr 2 partner damn nice girl.. haha.. she always let me do tpr then she do bp.. then sometimes when she too busy i help her.. haha.. i think we make a good pair.. haha.. kinlai calls her the pretty china girl.. haha.. i agree too.. cuz she is the prettiest china girl in the yr 2 bunch.. haha.. then she like always help me when i dunno and try to partner me when doing things.. tmr i morning shift.. so when i told her, she was like "huh u morning shift ah.. i afternoon shift.. then i alone.." in the cute way lahx.. then i was like "ya lahx.. sister change my shift if not i everytime will partner with you.. =)".. haha.. then she like always ask whether i want to go for break first or wad and stuff.. then the sn said something farnie lahx and her facial expression damn farnie can.. aiyo.. i now think oso still laugh lahx.. omg..

haiz.. makan-ed with XF and kinlai(KL sounds too weird so her name is spelt out.. haha) during break.. and found out couple of stuff abt my current cubicle person.. like omg can.. haiz.. no choice have to attend to that patient.. hope he doesnt diss me if not he get hell.. rarr!!! then i said something, forgot wad i said.. then XF say that i dun sound like indian AT ALL.. i sound totally like a chinese.. haha.. i get that alot.. like all my frens tell me that.. i think im happy and im proud of my chinese heritage.. haha.. i guess i was born with the chinese gene being much more stronger compared to my indian gene.. haha... mum said that when i was a baby i look exactly chinese-ish.. so everyone tot i was a chinese baby not indian baby.. haha.. wad to do.. cant help it..

then dad came to fetch.. send XF home too.. then XF keep saying i very rich cuz my parents got car.. i was like "ok wad.. got car doesnt mean rich mahx.." anyway, my parents got car doesnt mean i rich mahx.. it juz means that they can afford to buy a car.. like that only..

haha... mum and small bro oso came.. then was introducing XF to mum dad and bro.. he is my first guy friend to be intro-ed to my parents and first guy friend that my parents sent home.. haha.. then he intro himself like that "hi..errmm.. im XF.. errmm.. im errmm roshini's errmm boyfriend..".. like omg lahx.. gonna kill him man.. then i said "as if.. he is my boyfriend as in a boy who is my friend lahx..".. then guess wad he say??!! he said "she is juz being shy".. like OMFG.. i was like "yea rite".. if my parents take it the wrong way im so screwed man.. luckily mum could take jokes.. dad juz remain quiet.. aiyo.. XF ah.. u really want me die hor.. kills you tmr rarr.. then ask him guess my bro age.. he guess my bro 7-9 years old.. i was like" he actually sec one lehx".. he was like "huh!!!! omg.. oops.. sorry".. haha.. damn farnie lahx.. haha... then like tok tok all the way home.. haha.. then like at bb there he realise that since my house at bp might as well go there straight since his fren house oso there and he going there.. haha.. so headed home and dropped him off at opp pending lrt station.. haha..

im so sad.. tmr i morning shift.. which means if i sleep at 11.30 i only have 5 1/2 hours of rest.. rarr!!! so tiring.. and so sad again cuz tmr my attachments buddies not there.. they are at afternoon shift.. yr 2 partner oso not there cuz she oso afternoon shift.. so sad.. tmr dunno who to hang out with.. muz make new frens le.. haha.. haiz..

ok.. gonna watch dvd for one hours now.. yippee.. then muz go zzz le.. woots!!

pretty tiring today cuz went shopping with mum and small bro..
uncle sent money from canada for us to buy wadeva we like.. haha.. he does that occasionally cuz he is a bachelor mahx.. then when he was in singapore he always bring me and my bro out go buy things or juz play play and sometimes try out new recipes on us.. haha.. then like very long time nv see him..last time saw him was on april last year.. he went to nz and from there went directly to canada.. so long time nv come see us.. prob gonna come during cuzzie's wedding early next year bah.. so yea..

haha.. we were having a shopping spree can.. divided the money among me, small bro and mum equally.. but mum always end up like paying all the small amounts stuff for us.. then makan oso she pay mahx.. so basically she bought little things for herself.. i tried to stick within my amt and have remainder lehx.. so bought them drinks.. haha..

i bought myself these:
-2 pairs of earring and one more for mum
-one necklace(so pretty haha..)
-tim tam(2) (something like choc biscuits but they are uber delicious.. finally found them..)
-one myuk wallet from wallet shop(yay!! miss my bum wallet thou.. )
-winnie the pooh uno cards..
-winnie the pooh scotch tape(bought like 5 of it.. so happy)
-bro bought me a name key chain(with winnie the pooh) and i bought him one too(playboy pattern)..
-ankle socks(3)(they even had pooh ones but i too poor buy then to buy.. so sad)

yay.. spent the most on the wallet but money totally worth it..
bro bought a zinc bag, myuk wallet, ankle socks,key chain(i buy for him).. thats abt it..
mum bought herself a bag and doorstopper.. haha.. thats it.. doorstopper is cuz my doggie keeps biting every doorstopper my mum buys.. so my mum has to keep buying new ones to replace the ones that my doggie bites.. haha.. she was actually looking at a seahorse four leaf clover pendant thingy.. cost abt 120 bucks.. very nice.. haha.. but short of cash.. so called dad but dad too busy too come over.. so dad promised her that he bring her go buy in the next few days.. and i was like" i oso want".. haha.. then bro oso extra cuz he say he oso wan.. haha.. that time my house here sold the winnie the pooh four leaf clover pendant.. mum wanted to buy one for me and one for someone else cuz its super pretty and nice.. haha.. but it was our brokest time of the month so no money.. so sad.. hope the vendor comes again.. i swear i will buy at that time man.. rarr!! haha..

tmr is back to attachments.. haiz.. bet i will be super tired.. but its ok.. miss my patients and wonder if they still there.. hope they are not thou.. haha.. want them to be healthy and be back at home.. haiz..

tmr.. start of a new week.. =)

heyzz..
together was a totally fun day cuz i had company for the whole day.. haha.. yay.. so not borin..
jas came to my house today.. played monopoly twice.. haha.. first round i won but god noes how much cuz we nv count.. then ate lunch.. then 2nd round she won by super alot can.. i was like 20000 plus.. small bro like 2000 plus.. she like almost twice of me lahx.. pro-ness.. haha.. then download the songs from her hp to my lappy using bro's usb cable.. haha.. i so clever.. then later slowly can transfer to my hp.. heh heh heh.. then left together cuz she have to go home and i have to go skool for cca.. then very farnie cuz in the train got this young guy come in never zip.. then from wear jas was sitting, she got full view of everything man.. haha.. she can even see wad color undies he wearing can(white).. haha.. so farnie.. then we like super paiseh can.. so i told her when i going off then he still there then i tell him.. so were like discussing on how to tell him and like wad his reaction will be... haha.. damn farnie lahx.. in the end he got off at yishun and jas was like saying that now so many more people will be looking at that guy.. haha.. so farnie..

then skool. quite ok lahx.. juz that leo club people like very de not sociable.. they nv tok to us so we oso nv tok to them.. only the events organizer and one other woman tok to us..
then do stuff and stone.. then ate dinner with boss, khairul, angie, jianning, jeslin and annie.. haha.. cuz we waited for khairul and boss to break their fast cuz dun want them to eat alone mahx.. all for one one for all.. haha.. they were like "this the first time we break fast to a chinese song man".. haha.. cuz the leo club people were entertaining the elderly by singing some chinese song.. haha... so farnie.. was chatting with cassie all the while on hp cuz was like super bored when doing nothing cuz juz stone and chat and joke joke with the others.. haizz..

then wanted to play sparkles but like overtime and others have appointment haha so save the sparkles for next time.. cassie not to worry i saved for u already.. haha.. come my house picnic then we play.. haha.. i so crapp lahx.. the left skool with angie, jianning, khairul and boss.. boss meet her fren so go other way.. suddenly like khairul stay behind so wondering where he go then realise he was lighting up.. mm.. so like was like err ok.. the smell not so bad cuz was keeping a distance.. then angie and jianning was toking abt stop smoking and stuff then he ran forward to keep up with angie.. then when almost reaching the train station, jianning very cute lahx.. he stood like a few meters in front of us juz to wave to us b4 running to angie.. damn cute lahx.. haha.. farnie man..

then reached home and got this blady asshole smoking rite in front me and the wind blowing backwards so blowing the smoke to me lahx.. cant walk past him oso cuz the walkway too crowded.. so like kenna stuck behind him all the way to the traffic light.. haiz.. then come home and stupid bro made me piss.. that asshole.. haiz...

sher has gone to melbourne for hols and hope she has a safe journey there.. =)

yay! haiz.. dunno why i yay oso.. weird me..

haiz.. the day was spent rather boring-ly(if there is such a word)..

basically all i did was lay in bed and watch dvds.. so boring lahx..
ordered fried fish soup for brunch but the stupid lady gave me fried fish noodles..
so i had to had like drain out the soup and separate the fish and veggie from the noodles cuz i din want to eat noodle.. by the time i do that mum already eat finish her food lahx.. haha.. waa lao so fast.. anyway i took so long to eat again and i din even eat finish.. had like half a bowl of rice left cuz i use the rice mum cook to eat with the soup..

rarr.. then back to watching dvds.. watched like 6 ep finish.. now watching the 7th ep.. haha.. so damn sian.. then kept taking temp to monitor like every hourly.. farnie thing is i feel cold and slightly feverish but when take temp its quite ok.. my temp keeps ranging from 36.3 to 37.5 .. so irritating.. rarr! super fluctuating.. and stomach still feels gassy and pain.. then the clinic lady called.. she called to ask if my fever has gone down.. i was like "yup.. thanx for calling".. the clinic people are really nice lahx.. waa.. they do more than juz consultation.. mum was super impressed.. haha.. i was like at first shocked when she called.. haha.. then felt touched oso cuz they so concern over their patients.. haha.. nice people.. thank god i chose that clinic among the 5-6 clinics below my house.. haha..

tmr jas is coming to my house.. haha.. welcome welcome.. =)
then will leave together cuz i have to go for skool for cca and i doubt she wanna stay when neither me nor bro at home.. haha..

damn it.. stupid woman is in my house.. i hate her lahx.. blady b***h.. she come only i have no peace cuz she make my house so noisy with her stupid voice... errrrgggghhhh.. i have seriously never liked her ever since i noe her.. mum always sae the united thing between me and my bros are that the 3 of us hate her to the super duper core.. haha.. dunno why mum got this type of fren oso! aiyo.. so irritating.. she come only i run away to my room man.. haha..

i wonder if my patients got discharged today? wonder how the day went in the ward today.. wonder if SY still made any mistakes(hope she din).. haiz.. wonder if anything interesting happen today.. IM SO BORED!!! rarr..

tracccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccyyyyyyyyyy, can we have mini picnic again.. im damn bored girl..... cassie, i wanna go out again toooooo.. bavi, i noe its impossible to call u out, but u have chance to go out call me yea.. see if i can make.. haha.. rarr!!! im so desperate not to stay at home.. haha.. i damn farnie lahx.. haha..

haiz.. ok.. shall get back to watching the dvds.. haha.. yay.. tmr no need to stone at home le.. yippee!

*i miss my frens alot.. boo hoo hoo..

haha.. so farnie cuz went to fe's blog to wish her then saw that i have been tagged to do this quiz thingy.. haha

so here it goes..

List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
#1: a huge winnie the pooh by my bedside..
#2: my room to be changed into a winnie the pooh paradise
#3: excellent results for exams
#4: for all my frens to be happy always
#5: for me to have 5 more wishes everytime i answer this 5th qs.. haha..

1. The person who tagged u is: fedora
2. Your relationship w her is: good frens
3. Your 5 impressions of her: nice, farnie, caring, helpful, goes high all the time.. haha
4. The most memorable thing he had done for you: cheer me on during dunno wad.. i forgot..
5. The most memorable words that she had said to u: "rosy, who do u think in our class has lost their Vs..?" haha.. fe is so gonna kill me.. haha
6. If she becomes your lover, you will? : err.. im perfectly straight.. haha..
7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on: nothing.. cuz she wun be.. haha.. im straight..
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will? : juz be so dissappointed in our frienship..
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is: i dunno.. but i hope that time nv comes..
10. The most desire thing you would like to do for her now is? : be a good fren?! haha..
11. Your overall impression of her: she is a nice girl and fren.. haha..
12. How do you think people around u will feel about u: that i am cheerful, kind and have alot of frens.. haha..
13. The character u love about yourself is: err.. im super nice! haha.. i not so thick-skinn one lor!
14. On the contrary, what character u hates about yourself: my damn temper..
15. The most ideal person I would like to be: me myself and i..
16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them: i care and love you guys too.. =)
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u. Hey, please do k? Its quite fun though its long.Thanks! :)

1#cassie
2#candice
3# angie
4#jasmine
5#fadzillah
6#boss
7#belinda(sorry girl u have to do twice haha)
8#jianning
9#germaine
10#hayati

Who's #2 having relationship with:err.. dunno.. haha..
Is #9 a female/male: female
If #1 & #10 be together, will it be a good thing: haha. nope.. they both are straight..
How about #3 & #4: haha.. no.. both have BFs
#2 studying about: err.. MI
When was the last time you chatted with #3:attachments and an email reply.. haha..
What kind of music does # 8 like: i have no idea
Does #6 has any siblings? : i think have one sister..
Will u woo # 3? : she is straight and have BF lahx.. haha.. and i oso straight..
How about #7?: good frens.. my girl man.. haha..
Is #4 single: nope.. she is attached to my bro.. haha..
Surname of #5: i have no idea.. haha..
What’s the hobby of #5:playing with cats i guess.. haha..
#3 studying at: nyp nursing..
Have u try developed feelings for #8? : 8 is attached to 3.. haha..
Where does #9 live: chai chee drive..
What colour does #4 like: anything but pink i guess.. haha..
Are #1 & #3 best friend: nope.. they dun noe each other..
Does #7 like #2?: yup.. same class for two years.. haha..
How do you know #2.: same class in sec 3 and 4..
Does #5 has pet: have no idea.. prob cats..

thats it.. rarr!
i wanna go for attachment!!!

im so bored at home..
i wanna go for attachment. it may be tiring but at least have something to do at attachment..
i think mum got worried at the gastric flu part so she dun let me go for attachment.. rarr!
sister mien li oso dun allow me go.. erghhhh.. i felt perfectly fine but mum sae i still have fever.. i took my temp its 37.2 its within normal range wad.. rarr!

i miss my patients.. if im not wrong abt 3 or 4 patients geting discharged today.. michael, malay man and mr seah and maybe that young indian man.. rarr! wanna go see them.. i very scared of the mrsa patient that i attended to yest and not becuz he have mrsa but cuz he have this sinister look on his face and wadeva he tok no one i repeat NO ONE understands.. we dun even noe wad language he toking.. haiz.. so call XF to help me check hu are the patients getting discharged today and my monday's shift..

i wanna go back for attachment.. im so bored at home.. basically i have like 4 days of mc cuz of sat and sun.. haiz.. how to pass the time, watch dvds.. rarr.. im super bored..

can someone plz entertain me!?

today is fe b-dae.. happy birthday girl! u are finally seventeen too..
its also XF b-dae.. happy birthday man! u are finally seventeen too..

haha.. im bascially repeating everything except for the names and gender.. haha..
this is wad boredom does to you..

boo hoo hoo

im like super bored lahx.. so keep blogging..
went to eat porridge.. eat for so long can.. one bowl i ate for like slightly more than 1/2 hour.. mum and bro finish their food then like juz wait for me to eat finish cuz i eat so slow.. gosh.. wads wrong with me.. then suddenly had ice-cream craving.. haiz..
not supposed to drink milk(doc's order)(i hate milk anyway) but very hard to find a ice-cream which doesnt contain milk lahx.. saw the moo ice-cream cone version and so wanted to try but thats so milk-ish lahx.. so bought paddle pop rainbow ice-cream instead.. after eating it, the bitter taste of sickness came back so felt very disgusting.. ergghh..

then realised something.. tmr is XF b-dae.. aiyo.. so sad..wanted to have like mini b-dae party for him by us but so sad i tmr on mc! rarr!! my new fren's b-dae and cant celebrate.. rarr! hope the others have fun together.. im starting to miss the company of them cuz so used to being in their company for like 4 days now.. rarr!

the bitter taste! my next med time 2.30 am! oh no! sleeping time! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

today was a bad day!
firsly after blogging my last post, i and mum went to bpp to buy new shoes for attachment..
my new shoes are so comfortable i simply love them.. yay.. size 10.. waa.. so big but juz nice for my feet thanx to my stupid long toes that i inherited from my chi grandma..rarr! why did u have to have such long toes grandma?!

i felt ok lahx.. like no fever except for diahrrea.. but then in the bus started feeling feverish again.. so took my temp cuz i brought my own thermometer.. it was like 38 degrees..
then thru the whole day in the ward i was feeling sick but was controlling it.. then keep going to staff room and toilet to monitor my temp.. then like went to the toilet 2-3 times cuz of diahrrea.. i felt so weak lahx.. couldnt stand it already so ask my SN whether can go home.. he sae he cant juz let me go home like that.. have to call sister mien li and nyp lecturer.. so i called sister mien li and told her.. she call me call nyp lecturer who happened to be lydia hu was my chinese elective module lecturer.. then she sae i can go home.. so i called mum and told her i going home then go see doc.. then went to staff room to get bag and then i juz sat there and started crying cuz i felt so weak and i hate the weak me! its so sickening..

then went home and when open bag to take out wallet realise my mr bean pancake still inside.. totally forgot abt it.. then realise that so far for the whole day i ate nothing.. and that was like at 4++.. like going on diet man.. haha.. then went to see doc at below my house clinic..

the doc saw me in my nursing uni then got this big grin on her face.. haha.. very cute.. i like this clinic cuz they like have the nicest doctors.. haha.. so to those hu live anrd bukit panjang go to this clinic (the clinic is b4 the fish tank shop).. anyway the doc was like advicing me on like sponsorship and nursing and stuff.. then she ask me i how long attachment liao.. i told today is only my fourth day.. she was like "oh.. its ok... its normal to get sick when ur first first attachment cuz ur body is like not immune to the whole hospital setting place where got so many sick patients.." i was like "oh"..haha.. then she ask if any of my frens sick.. i sae no except for one fren who stomach pain yest (cass) haha.. then she ask wads my ward like.. so i told her a infectious and ortho ward.. then she ask infectious as in dengue all that is it.. then i say "no lahx.. like those infectious wounds and all that and even have mrsa cases.." then she ask "so u got attend to him".. i said ya.. then she sae "oh no better be careful cuz he may have spread some germs to you" i was "SHIT".. then she like call me lie on the medical bed and ask me where i stomach pain.. then she say maybe gastric flu.. then she say if right lower pain then come back and see her immediately.. then she ask whether i got sinus prob cuz when i tok i sound as if i having block-nose.. haha.. i was like no..

then final diagnosis is fever, weak intestine, gastric flu(maybe),diahrrea.. then she call me eat like porridge then if still have diahrrea then call me eat porridge soup.. i was like porridge soup!!! dots man.. haha.. anyway its like 7+ now and mum call me go eat something but i not hungry.. wanna lose weight, get sick! haha.. was telling mum that i may have gastric flu and doc call me go see her if i still stomach pain.. haha.. mum was like "U.. gastric flu!" haha.. damn farnie lahx.. haha.. then doc gave me meds and one of it is to let off gas cuz my stomach very gassy.. haha.. so after i ate meds i told mum that if i keep farting or burping dun blame me cuz the doc prescibe that med.. haha.. u should have seen her facial expression..

then called sister mien li cuz she told me to call her after i see doc.. told her that if i feel well i will go back for attachment tmr.. she told me since doc gave me 2 days mc, i juz stay at home at rest.. then call me call sister rahimah and tell her i wun be coming for work tmr..sister rahimah sound like so not happy.. she was like asking me for my diagnosis and all that.. haiz..

so here i am stoning on my bed after eating my meds and ready to fall asleep any moment.. rarr.. bavi and cassie were like lecturing me on how i should take care of myself.. haha..farnie peeps.. bavi was like totally scolding me man.. haha.. juz like wad i did to her when she had gastric problem too.. haha.. love u guys.. haha..

mum found a similarity.. i fell sick on a thurs during my fourth day at nyp and now i fell sick on a thurs again on my fourth day at attachment.. haha.. i was like " waa u notice all these ah.. haha.. so coincidental man.." haha..

haiz.. ok.. the meds are making me drowsy so im gonna go zzz aka sleep..

ps: sorry to SY cuz i told her that dad will fetch her home after our shift end at nite at 9 but din cuz i left early.. sori girl.. next time during end of afternoon shift i make sure my dad send u home too yea.. and dun worry abt the mistakes u made juz think of it as a learning yea.. =)

rarr! im like sick..
fever 38.3 last nite..
shot up to 39+ in the next two hours..
mum gave me some farnie blue pills to eat.. 2 somemore..
woke up in the morning fever gone but replaced with diahrrea.. rarr!

i juz knew it..
i knew i was falling ill yest cuz i kept like feeling giddy and cold..
not -im freezing in the lecture theatre- cold.. but like -i feel sick- cold..
but i juz tot maybe its becuz i was too tired..
3 days of attachment and im sick.. immunity so low man..

cass oso sick.. haiz.. we had too much fun yest thats why both of us fall sick.. haha...
she kept telling me not to go for attachment today.. haha.. but i feel ok in the end then i will go lahx.. dun wanna have to come on a sat or sun to work man.. i will prob be the only student then.. haiz..

my shoes hurt me so much that i have a mini boil on my last toe.. rarr! so gonna get new shoes at bpp later b4 i go for attachment.. hope they have a shoe that fits me man.. me and my stupid long toes that makes it so diff for me to buy shoes! rarr!!

realised that im filled with complaints these past few days! stop it rosh!
haiz.. im back to stoning for now.. and im still so tired i can still sleep and break my old record of sleeping for 18 hours straight without waking up! haha..

off for attachments! boo! =)

haiz.. long day on my feet today...
woke at 7 today and my shift started at like 8.. super the late lahx.. reached there at 8.28 and walked to my ward so crazily fast that i reached there in like 3 mins lahx.. can u imagine walking across the LONG bridge at nuh and still have to walk so far inside to the ward there and i only took 3 mins.. woww.. that is an achievement man.. haha.. but after that feet very pain.. rarr!!

cant really blog abt attachment except that my cubicle are not really nice i feel.. so scared juz to attend to them and to make things worse i got the guy room.. rarr!!!.. other than that i think the staff are nice.. sister mien li is really farnie and nice.. wait till something goes wrong(CHOY) then she sure blow up.. hope i dun do anything wrong.. rarr!!.. anyway for lunch nine of us went for lunch together.. no table enuf for 9 ppl to sit.. so we joined 4 tables together.. haha.. then some wanted to buy sweets so go to 7-11 then XF wanted to buy medical scissors so followed him go pharmacy to buy.. then lunch time almost over so rush back to ward only to realise we were not late oso lahx.. pang sai.. break from one hour extend all the to 2 hour+ cuz sister was busy with something else.. haha..
haiz.. feel so weird calling her sister cuz im like used to the mindset that sister is used for nuns.. haha.. anyway of cuz have to call her sister goh or sister mien li lahx.. anyway at the end of the day sumting sad happened and eileen and XF were affected by it.. eileen almost cried.. actually she was like tearing already lahx.. haiz..

then after knock-off time went home with SY and XF.. then in the bus XF was toking toking.. then he put is finger on his chin kinda thing and did his signaure head shake thingy.. then i control my laughter but SY bursted into laughter so i oso laugh lahx.. haha.. then he like question mark.. haha.. so farnie.. then we told him why we laugh.. haha.. then he keep doing it again and again.. haha.. SY laugh cuz she found it very gay but i laugh cuz i found it gay, cute and very very boyish.. like small boy like that.. anyway his birthday this fri lahx.. so younger than me by like 5 months so considered small boy oso lahx.. haha.. then he keep doing it unknowingly.. aiyo.. laugh until like hell.. then got this guy looking girl board the bus and stand in front of me.. then i keep thinking "eh.. she like very familiar lehx.. who ah".. got down the bus then realise it was kenny's cousin whom i met at his grandma's funeral.. so like.. "yay.. i figured out who she is le".. haha.. damn lame can.. SY tot that was guy but XF tot girl.. i think quite easy to guess lahx cuz stc got so many this kinda ppl mahx.. haha.. i think she those butch sporty type of person cuz the last time i saw her she oso dress similarly.. haha.. mm..

then she call us accompany her to westmall wait for her sis.. haha.. we went lahx.. so we had to change bus at her house there and took 173.. waa lao.. we were like happily toking and all then this 2 ite ppl board the bus and kachiao us lahx.. blady f***ers.. shit them.. so pissi-fying.. if my fren was here they sure kena hell.. then we went to buy sweet talk.. i bought milk tea which was so white looked as if i was drinking milk lahx.. then XF bought soursop, the lady put the fresh soursop then he ask wads that.. i was like the actual soursop flesh lahx.. haha.. then SY bought oreo crush.. then bought corn.. haha... XF wanted to go arcade.. but we were like in nursing uni then not nice wear this go play acrade.. haha.. so we decided next thurs go amk hub(most prob) after attachment then play arcade.. me and SY treat but XF pay.. haha.. farnie man.. haha..

then go to 4th floor outside the san bookshop there then sat and started toking ghost story and stuff.. haha.. so farnie lahx.. like SY was telling one particular ghost story, then she only look at me and tell the story.. cuz she sitting in the middle of us so the neck muz keep turning so ma fan and pain mahx.. haha.. then after she say finish rite, XF say "i so sad.. she only look at you(meaning me) and tell story.. never look at me.." haha.. then me and SY laugh and laugh and laugh.. aiyo.. so farnie lehx.. esp joined together with his expression damn farnie lahx.. haha.. waa lao.. so the next story rite SY tried to look at his face and say.. the moment she turn to face him she start laughing haha.. aiyo... damn farnie lahx.. she laugh till her stomach pain.. i laugh till my head pain.. haha.. aiyo.. super farnie can.. then everytime he put his finger on his lips and shake his head we start laughing again.. haha.. then SY sister came.. she quite nice person.. haha..

then i and XF left and took train towards.. so chun... we came to the platform then train arrive.. then someone got off at the bukit gombak station.. and happily use his damn elbow and knock my forehead at the right hand side the bone there.. at least he said sorry.. i was like 'ah' then rub that part.. damn painful lahx.. it was near the place where i had stitches last time.. and stupid XF started laughing at me lahx.. that pig.. rarr!! then got off at cck walked thru lot 1 and crossing the zebra crossing then saw 190.. so chun again.. haha.. so left took the bus and XF walked home cuz he live juz opp lot 1.. haha.. haiz.. long day man..

looking forward to see cassie tmr at vivo! yay.. haha.. and prob do some shopping with her cuz she wants to buy clothes and me nursing shoes cuz my current shoes seriously suck big time.. my feet is so painful cuz my toes were like squashed inside my shoe cuz of the my shoe and toe part is like inverted V kinda thing and i have like long toes cuz super painful.. so guess wad i did.. i actually like folded the end part of the shoe inwards so my heels will be resting on the end of the shoe and my 2 unglam plasters are exposed for the world to see.. haha.. cuss was like laughing at the unglam plasters part when i was telling her.. haha..

haiz.. long day today.. i assume tmr is gonna be longer.. hope the time pass very very very fast.. then zoom end of day.. i happiest.. haha.. yay! to tired to do quiz today cuz i have to do some cca now.. so cya! woots

"wo duo me xiang mei yi ci de mei li shi yin wei ni"
my fav line from wo ke yi..
if i not wrong it means, -i always hope that every beautiful thing is because of you-
waa... sweetness.. haha..

anyway first day of attachments.. quite ok lahx..
my ward sister quite ok.. at first we tot she very pang sai cuz she bring us arnd the hospital then walk so fast and bring us go dunno where where all so weird lahx.. u all were like lost can..
then after that she quite nice lahx..

day started of with talks and talks..-yawns- so boring but impt.. haiz..
then tour of hospital by ward sister..(pang sai)
then makan.. very farnie part.. my group got 9 of us same ward. then 2 had to go back to nyp for remedial so left 7.. then when makaning we were looking for table.. found one..
then so farnie.. this auntie is juz sit with us by inviting herself cuz got one empty seat beside me.. i was like errrr.. ok.. dots man... then my group like had chicken rice feast or something.. haha.. not bad lahx.. very farnie group of us.. made new frens XF,SY,M,E,Z, and china girls.. dunno wads their name.. forgot.. haha..
anyway we were really good at crapping.. haha.. i felt totally at home with these people.. haha..

then go back to ward.. sister not there yet cuz we were early.. so kuai rite.. haha..
so were stoning and toking crap till she came..
then she came and tok and tok and tok and joke so like realise that she not very strict after all.. haha..

then finally can go home cuz end liao.. haha..
XF dunno how to go home from nuh cuz that pig took mrt to buona vista then take cab.. haha.. everyday do that taxi driver very reach already.. haha... so told him actually got bus but muz change bus.. haha..
then eileen oso very farnie.. she was pondering and pondering how to go to woodlands when there is direct bus lahx.. haha.. that farnie girl.. so in the end me, XF,SY and E went home in the same bus.. XF dunno where he go oso keep changing his mind.. E go in the bus already found a seat already then sleep.. haha.. then XF, SY and i tok and tok and crap all the way to their destination.. sudden brake and SY fell into these sec skool boys.. like really bang bang.. then ok already.. haha.. haiz.. both of them drop off at SY's stop cuz dunno where XF wanna go.. siao lahx.. haha..

reached home and was toking with mum.. then mum call me go eat.. i was so pissed cuz she cooked sotong rice when im allergic to sotong.. all thanx to dad who suddenly wanted to eat sotong so bought and call mum to cook.. helllllllllllllloooooooooooo .. all of u can eat except me lehx.. so i eat wad??!!! im allergic to it then mum can scold me somemore.. she say"i clean the sotong very clean already.. wun kenna rashes again.. cant u juz go and eat.. dun eat then i tmr dun cook already lahx.. always cook but dun eat then i cook for wad?!" and she bursted at me like as if its my fault that im allergic to sotong and stupid dad had to buy that.. blady shit..
and that was at almost 5.. now is 9.31 and i still haven eat anything.. surviving on that one plate of chicken rice during lunch cuz i dun wanna spend money and too lazy to go down to the coffeeshop to buy food.. rarr!!! my stomach growling.. i feel i like going on strike can.. haha.. NO SOTONG.. ELIMINATE SOTONG FROM THE WORLD!!! haha.. so crap man..
well thanx to you i oso kenna certain type of hand allergy thingy so can only use certain type of soap.. recently discovered that im allegic to DETTOL!!! like wtf lahx... dettol the so called super good soap and im allergic to it.. then the white colour lux soap and sometype of plate washing and clothes washing detergent and hand washing soap oso.. if i use my hand will have this red red blisters like thingy at my fingers and sometimes palm oso kenna.. so i also never fail to blame her side of the family for this allergy thingy cuz apparently my mum's side of the family oso suffer from this allergy.. my mum one got so bad till got blood come out b4.. aiyo.. so sickening..

today was an ok day except that im suffering from sleep deprievation cuz only slept from 4.30 to 5.30 in the morning for the whole nite.. rarr!! then feet hurt like hell cuz my toes too long then keep touching the sides and front of the shoe.. blisters make that worse.. rarr!!! super suayness.. rarr!!! tmr is gonna be a long day man! haha..

so long!!=)

the time now is 2.32 am and im still not sleeping..
two reasons: 1) super engrossed in my video-watching
2) cant seem to fall asleep

haha.. so now i watch alot of vids..
was chatting with cassie alot today and we talked abt alot of things..
all i can sae is im dissappointed and pissed at this certain someone.. haiz...
cass, add oil yea!

anyway few more hours b4 start of attachment..
and im not falling asleep.. tmr confirm very tired one... aiyo..
bro is off at ns and jas misses him alot.. few more days girl.. relax and chill yea..
study for exams too yea..

anyway results were out on fri..
was depressed at first cuz was not up to expectations.
and then figured that i shouldnt be like that cuz its only my first exams..
haven tell mum yet cuz i noe she sure scold me despite the fact i passed all and even got one A and one b+..
i noe she will confirm sae things that will hurt my feelings so im not telling my grades.
haiz.. thank god they dun send results to our houses.. if not i sure die..

anyway was visiting my jas's blog and got this music song thingy..
its wo ke yi by cai min you or sumting like that..
its like stuck in my head..
i like the song cuz its really nice esp the chorus.. haha..
only thing i dun like that his when he sings at certain parts of the song like doesnt really blend in with the music.. so weird lahx.. thats for me.. i dunno how is it for other people.. haha..

haha.. i feel sleepy and not sleepy at the same time.. haiz.. im stoning man.. and watching vids at the same time.. haha..

time for quiz!..

1. Are you a child of the 70s, 80s, or 90s?-90s

2. Where were you born?-singapore

3. Which city did you grow up in?-singapore

4. Did you enjoy your childhood?-mmm.. can say so lahx.. hehe

5. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?-teacher.. haha..

6. What do you want to be now?-mmm.. sumting like social work..

7. Were you a fun little kid?- yea!

8. What was your first best friend's name?-my true best fren, sherryn

9. Is he/she still your friend?-duh! haha..

10. Can you name all the schools you ever attended?-pap, de la salle, yuqun pri, fuhua pri, chij stc, nyp-shs

11. Were you closer to your mom or dad as a kid?-mum i guess

12. What was the first record, tape or CD you remember buying?-tape,A1 and westlife; cd, smash hits

13. How old is a good age to have kids?- 25-27 i guess..

14. Are you scared of anything as a kid?-heights.. till now..

15. What was your favorite subject in primary school?-english

16. Did you buy school lunch or bring your own?-buy lahx..

17. Broken any bones or had any freaky accidents as a kid?- once, bro chase me and i fell kenna fracture of leg; 2nd, stupid merz benz went over my foot..

18. Were you a mean kid?-only to my bros.. hehe..

19. Favorite board game of all time?- monopoly.. ?!

20. Did you play house or pretend to be a super hero?-neither..

21. Seriously, are you still just a kid at heart?-can say so..

and juz cuz im super bored.. another quiz..

1. 3 names you go by?-roshini, roshi, rosh etc.. haha..

2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:-shirt, shorts and specs

You must answer every questionTRUTHFULLY*

[01] Do you still have feelings for your ex?-no ex..

[02] Have you ever been given roses?-yup!

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?-mmm.. no favs..

[04] How many times have you honestly been in love?-0.. haha..

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?-yup..

[06] What's your current problem?-attachment and cant sleep..

[07] Have you ever had your heartbroken?-by a fren yes..

[08] Had a Long Distance Relationship?- nope..

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?-mmm..

[10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?-depends..

[11] How many kids do you want to have?-have one adopt one..

[12] What is(are) your favorite color(s)?- black, blue, yellow, green, red(only certain shades of these colours)

[14] Do you believe you truly only love once?-no i guess..

[15] Imagine you're 79 and your spouse just died, would you get re-married?-wad for? so old liao..

[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?-p5..

[17] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?-wo ke yi.. my latest fav song.. haha..

[18] Do you know someone who likes you?-nope..

[19] Do you like anyone?- nope..

[20] Are you currently in love?-nope..

bro left for ns today.. sent him off the saf jetty place..
past few days spent at home and skool and out makaning.. other than that boring so so very boring.. felt like my whole hols were spent doing nothing constructive and worthwhile.. its so pathetic.. cant even go genting.. rarr.. im so pissed that i have to stone at home all day long... i have run out of tv shows and movies to watch.. can u believe it.. omg.. i seriously cant believe it..

haiz.. watched secret on crunchyroll yest.. its super super nice.. but then i din really get the ending.. like class photo then -dots- .. wad happen???i kinda dun like movies or dramas that dun have a proper ending.. it juz irritates me so much.. ergghhhhhhh.. anyway it was a good movie with a bad ending and i cant believe jay basically was the scriptwriter, director and main lead and he can still manage the movie quite well.. simple storyline which turns super complex.. wow...

attachments starts next week at nuh.. to all those hu said they wanna come visit me, plz dun come lahx.. later i more pressured.. haha... no visiting regardless of visiting hours or not.. haha.. i had better start revising my clinical stuff over the weekend, if not sure kenna scolded by the staff nurses or whoever.. haiz..

as usual end of with a quiz.. heh heh..

Q: Favorite fast food restaurant?
A: no favs but loves long john fries

Q: Something you could eat for twoweeks and not get sick of it?
A: fried fish soup

Q: Pizza toppings of choice?
A: anything with chicken

Q: What do you like on your toast?
A: garlic.. haha..mouth smells after that..

Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A: right-handed

Q: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A: nope..

Q: A heavy item you last lifted?
A: 6 kg of charcoal from bukit panjang-bedok-ecp-bukit panjang.. so heavy!

Q: Have you ever been unconscious?
A: yea..

Q: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A: i dun think so.. i will keep worrying..

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A: nothing.. roshini is nice..

Q: What color looks best on you?
A: i like black

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-fooditem by mistake?
A: err.. dunno..

Q: Have you ever saved someone's life?
A:mmm.. i hope i did but i not sure..

Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
A: not sure too.. prob the doc who help my mum to give birth to me.. haha..

Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A: peck yes.. french no way..

Q: Would you allow one of your littlefingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A: NO WAY.. i scared of pain..

Q: Would you never blog again for$50,000?
A:mmm.. make that $1 000 000.. haha.. so demanding..

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle ofhot sauce for $1000?
A: nope.. im 'urban indian'(khairul says so) who dun really like too spicy stuff.. haha

Q: Would you take someone's life for$1,000,000?
A: nope.. im kind.. *ahem* haha..

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: no left pocket..

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite a good movie?
A: wads that?

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: stand..

Q: How many flip flops do you own?
A: many but only wear one.. haha..

Q: What would you be when you grow up?
A: mmm.. a woman.. haha..

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 6?
A: bavi..

Q: last Friend you talked to?
A: bavi..

Q: Last person who called you?
A: small bro

Q: Person you hugged?
A: my dog duchess..

Q: Person you kissed?
A: no one..

Q: Missing someone?
A: yea.. my frens

Q: Mood?
A: super bored..

Q: Listening to?
A: when you're gone-avril lavigne

Q: Watching?
A: lappy.. haha..

Q: Worrying about?
A: how im gonna survive thru attachments..

Q: First place you went this morning?
A: toilet.. haha..

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: go to genting.. i need a break from staying at home.. im "home-sick" sick of home!!!

poly class bbq yest!
but only 9 of us and then bi zhen joined us right at the end..
quite fun lahx..
met kl and went to germ house with grace to prepare food..
germ house have dog!!!! haha.. very cute.. ex ex neighbour's dog's breed.. dunno how to spell..
haha.. anyway.. then left for east coast park.. at first supp to have bbq at jovy old house condo.. in the end ecp.. haha..

reached ecp then realise forgot to buy somethings.. so me and grace went to buy.. mini shopping spree.. haha.. at NTUC.. wth.. was talking to her and realised that she is kinda like a risk taker and accident prone.. haha.. farnie girl... nv really tok to her in class and we chatted alot.. oh ya.. then she is like afraid of dogs lahx.. so got so many dogs at ecp.. everytime she sees one, she keeps a super long distance.. haha.. apparently she actually not afraid but eversince a particular incident with a dog, she had a phobia.. haha.. hope she overcomes it..

kl and germ started the fire going.. they were like the macho girls of the bbq.. haha..
then cook cook and eat and listen to songs and talk talk.. the usual stuff..
then kl had to leave for home.. rabiah and khalilah left too.. left me grace germ hayati and fadz.. so little.. haha.. then bi zhen and her frens came over.. haha...

at like 8+ at the ecp "lighthouse" there were sooooooooooo many stars.. so pretty.. haha.. and bright.. wow!!!! so i and germ went up the"lighthouse" to check the stars.. then we saw this cloud and started saying like wad the cloud looked like.. haha... so we kinda like went from one cloud to another.. basically the clouds looked like fishes, mermaids, dolphins, aeroplane, sea and etc.. then we started talking abt this someone and i found out that actually alot of dun like this person.. well.. it din come as a surprise.. haha.. i tot i was the only one who din like this person and then alot ppl oso feel the same way.. guess im not the only one.. hmmmm.. haiz.. wad can i sae.. then talk and talk..

then went down, packed up and realised have alot of spagetti left.. so i suggested to like give it to the surrounding people at ecp juz like wad fizah did during guides farewell in 2005.. haha.. so i and germ went to 4 diff groups of people.. the 3rd group guy sae "dun give up till u give it away" haha.. so we really nv give up.. then at finally gave it to the 5th group.. it was a group of filipinos.. haha.. they so farnie.. they were like stoned and stunned when we first ask them if they wan.. so germ like repeated saying that we had extra food then dun wanna waste etc.. the first thing the guy ask was" IS IT FREE?" hahahahaha.. i was like yes its free.. totally free.. haha.. so farnie.. so we gave it to them..

then went back to our shelter and took group pics.. haha.. then zhao-ed home.. the freaking bus was so crowded.. lucky me.. managed to find a seat.. then got this stupid fella.. he stomped on my foot and din even sae sorry lehx.. i was like so pissed.. like wth.. wad?! my foot was part of the ground ah...!!!! stupid pig..

reached home arnd 10.45 .. so much for a "half and hour bus ride only" by big bro.. was feeling sick in the bus basically cuz i was super tired and smelled of bbq and sweat, kinda hungry cuz all i ate was junk food and the freaking bus was so noisy and crowded..

bathed ate super late dinner(finally a proper meal haha) watched remainder of wadeva movie was on tv then ZZZZZ..

and stupid mum had to slap me awake in the morning cuz i din wake up.. pig..
big bro wanted to go jb in the morning and last nite i said if he going then wake me up i oso wanna go.. so he went out then call mum to wake me up then meet him him at house below so can go.. after i woke up then only mum told me.. i was why nv wake me up.. she sae she tried to wake me up but i nv wake up so bro go on his own.. i was like waa lao.. u could have slapped me awake rite juz like wad u did hours later.. aiyo..

then went grocery shopping in the afternoon.. and bought myself a sketch-book and colourpencils.. haha.. im in drawing mood now.. but basically all i can draw is pooh.. i drew the pooh that was on my hp pouch.. haha.. quite nice lahx.. not bad for a person hu cant draw for nuts... haha.. ok.. anyway.. gonna read my book now..

no quiz for today! woots!

its been almost a week since i last blogged.. haha.. haiz.. wad a week..

i sat and pillion-ed on a motorcycle first tine in my life.. wow.. so scary.. haha
was too lazy to take bus or walk to bpp so call bro to send me there ON HIS BIKE... gosh..
that was hell of a ride for a newbie.. haha.. BUT it was super fun.. i was like making noises at him cuz he kept going faster and faster at this stretch of road.. haha.. waaaaa...
and he sent me back home.. but like half-way started getting cramps at the "thigh-meets-your-pelvis" site.. cuz i dun usually sit in that kinda position.. u noe the "bike" position.. haha.. was controlling the pain.. oww.. then bro stopped cuz he wanted to get spray paint.. and i was like RELIEVED from the pain.. haha..
went home and told mum the experience of riding bike and abt the cramps part..
she was like "do u noe u cant control cramps cuz u might get paralysed" and i was like "WHAT!!! dun lie.." and i chose not to believe her till i study that in skool.. but then the pain lasted like for 1 1/2 day... owww... nonetheless, great experience..

haha.. then went to skool on tue for cca stuff.. pretty ok.. din eat skool food for like so long.. haha.. but then north canteen got ALOT of people.. so angie and i figured that its prob the accelerated dip ppl.. haha..
met mum and bro and went to mustafa after that to get some stuff.. wanted to find that choc biscuit thingy that big bro bought from there, but couldnt find the damn thing..small bro and i went thru the rows like 3-4 times.. so fed up cuz cant find then gave up.. haha.. forget it man..

next few days were practically days of doing nothing but stoning and watching vids all day long.. SO BORING.. this is like the most boring hols ever.. haiz.. so like when frens ask me to help them do stuff, im like SURE.. haha.. super bored lahx.. wad to do..

was watching ANTM on thurs.. and there was this girl N. who hated people burping.. so when this other model girl burped and claimed that she feels that people should be themselves and juz burp instead of so ewwwwww abt it(other girls agreed with this girl too), the N. girl then said, "i dun think models should burp, its not how a model should behave!".. i was like talking to myself this,"WAD!!! models are like humans too... so this means wad?!, if models cant burp, then kings and queens cant fart???!!!! " and my mum heard this and started laughing at me.. i was like "WAD! its true wad.. this is so stupid.."

saw tags juz now and was reply them then realize, "aiyo now the tagboard flooded with my tags.. should have replied these tags in my post" haha.. aiyo.. i damn de lame can.. haizz...

busy day tmr and sun.. FP and class bbq.. yay.. finally out of the house.. breathing too much nagativity at home.. sad!!!

ok.. as usual, end with a quiz.. yippeeeee.. yay!!!

[A] - AVAILABLE: yup

[B] - BIRTHDAY: 22041990

[C] - CRUSH : nahhh

[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: tea

[E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: bavi

[F] - FAVORITE MUSIC GROUP/BAND: no favs and no hates..

[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy bears

[H] - HOMETOWN: singapore my homeland(waa so patriotic.. haha)

[I] - INSTRUMENT : i like the violin but dunno how to play..

[J] - JUICE: apple-orange

[K] - KILL SOMEONE: most likely would be my small bro for irritating the shit out of me..

[L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE: couple of hours..

[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate.. oooooo..

[N] - NUMBER OF PETS: 1

[O] - ONE WISH: to be the person that i have always been forever..

[P] - PERSON WHO YOU CALLED LAST: small bro

[Q] - QUIET OR LOUD: im loud... haha

[R] - REASONS TO SMILE: my frens

[S] - SINGLE AND READY TO MINGLE? yea..

[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP: errr.. 10.34.. haha..

[U] - UNDERTHESEA: errr huh???!!! mermaid??

[V] - VIOLENT: yea when im really mad..

[W] - WORST HABIT: bad temper i guess

[X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: a couple..

[Y] - YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL(S): dog, dolphin,whale,horse..

[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN: horse-neighhhhhh

haha. so long.. wheeeeee...

had bod meeting today...
only four of us.. haha.. so little..
meeting meeting meeting..

then went to amk hub.. haha.. went to nebo...
first time.. nebo is a nice place.. ate choc waffle with cookies and cream ice cream..
vic ate choc waffle and choc ice cream and ng ate apple waffle with choc ice cream.. haha..
uber yummy man.. haha.. somemore got discount cuz syimah aka boss is nebo-ian.. haha.. then play nezband or something like that.. haha.. so farnie..
the vic had to go off.. so left me, boss and ng.. then we started playing jenga.. its something like uno stacko and truth and dare combined together.. haha.. everytime the stacko falls angie screams and everyone in the place turns and look at us then we laugh and laugh and laugh.. haha
too noisy liao.. so we decided to change game.. then boss had to leave.. but still got 1 hour left and dun wanna waste money cuz we paid 16 bucks for 4 ppl for 2 hours.. so call meiqin and her bf to play with us.. played the kiddo version of nezband.. haha.. this was even more hilarious then adult nezband.. haha.. so farnie.. then 1/2 hr left but we left already.. haha..

then now at home blogging away.. haha.. another quiz time.. yea!!!

1. WHAT'S YOUR BROTHER'S NAME?-vijay and harvin

2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?-blogging

3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?-black

4. MTV, V Channel, OR MYX?-neither.. haha

5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW,WHERE?-anywhere but home cuz im bored..

6. NAME A PERSON WHO'S NAME STARTSWITH THE LETTER "D"?-diana

7. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO EAT ICECREAM?-anywhere.. so long as u have good company.. haha..

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?-mm.. bio i guess..

9. HOW DO YOU MAKE MONEY?-err.. from parents.. haha..

10. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE?-black and silver

11. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?-nothing planned as of now..

12. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK?-never..

13. WHO DO YOU EASILY GET ALONG WITH?-my frens

14. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?-hairspray..

15. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE?-none!!!

16. WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?-neeta.. sher and many more..

and another one!!!