GREAT! now you have the honour of being the first person that i have shouted at at work..

my temper got the better of me and i totally lost my cool at work just now.. just couldnt take it anymore.. that one line was the breaking point of my outburst! well done bitch! you have done urself proud! but always rmb, KARMA IS ONE HELL OF A FUCKING BITCH!

i have never ever ever shouted at anyone at work.. and i nv thot that i would ever do.. no matter how pissed i get, i tolerate everything and just vent it to my frens.. today, i was no longer that girl who kept quiet and tolerate it.. you want to play, fine lets play! fuck seniority! so wad if you are the senior! that doesnt give you the right to bully the juniors! i tell it directly to your face but yet you still dun get it! goes to show just how dense you are..

he kept asking wads the problem but i din mention a single thing cuz i was just too pissed.. before i left, the one line from him made me happy that he noes wads going on even thou i dun have say a single thing! thank god for him.. i dunno wads going to happen when one day he retires.. i swear things will never be the same again.. esp with you around..

how i wish i can change team! i hate working with you.. hate is a very strong word, but my hatred for you is way beyond that.. you can make my life miserable but trust me, i can make yours just as miserable.. you can continue to curse me and my family just like you have done to many others before me but retribution is going to come back and fuck you in the ass! thats when all the curses you have spoken for others will befall upon you and your own family.. and probably even then you wouldnt repent, cuz you noe why.. you are just that such a bitch..

i used to put it past you and cont to respect cuz you are the senior.. things are not going to be that way any longer.. you dun respect ppl so you dun deserve any.. screw you and ur selfish attitude! i wish you screw up majorly and get fired! cuz thats when uro will peace!

day one of new year!

stoned at home the whole day.. parents decided to give it shot to malacca and try their luck.. me nahhhh.. so stayed home.. in the end sunny like siao!! super hot!!

at night went to BGBF's house to bainian and dinner(sorry i was late!! =(( ) and gambling session! haha.. first time in a really really really realllllyyyy lonnngggggg while i took bus to her house.. seemed to take forever to reach her house.. haha.. made some money! sher earned the most!! and poor thing ern lost quite a bit cuz he started of being the banker and cuz the rest of us seemed to be huat-ing! hahaha.. then watched charlie st cloud.. nice movie.. and cabbed home after that..

today.. went to prof foo's house to bainian.. as usual i was the first to reach.. followed by sharan.. started entertaining ourselves by taking pictures! haha. then finally met up with the rest and reached prof's house.. its a very typical chinese home with koi fish pond and stuff. pretty homely.. ate, wished the drs who were there happy cny, chatted with the rest, tried to make frens with jacky the dog but he was toooo scared.. i think too many ppl thats why.. poor thing.. then we left and headed for sister's place.. mr mahmood dropped us off.. but car not enuf place so sharan and dee cabbed over.. =((

sister's place was funner in the sense that we were more ourselves.. haha.. so thats good.. and all her kids looks like her.. even her granddaughter!! hahaha.. oh ya, and hani's sister came along too.. forgot wad's her name.. and she is uber friendly and crazy just a wee bit more than hani thats all.. haha.. but fun!

then time for home.. i did a good deed and helped a blind man wait for the bus and helped him board the bus.. yay! so proud of myself.. and more so at the expense of me reaching home after like 1 1/2 hours when sister's house is actually PRETTY near mine.. so oh yea.. hates buses that takes forever to come! ugh!!

then off to meet mum and bro to go mustafa to shop.. circled twice for a bloody lot! damn it!! irritating.. finally got a lot.. yay! supid ppl should stop hogging the lots! the parking lots are meant for cars to park.. not for you to sit or stand around and watch the damn tv across the road! ugh!! anyways, shop shop shop and spent a bomb just on toiletries!! feeling totally utterly broke right now..

and finally home at 1.30am!

not be mention, i still have work the next morning.. sleeeeeppyyy. cant they just give us off on sat if its the 3rd day of cny falls on a sat.. damn it.. somemore i team3.. haiz.. gotta get my ass off to work in 4 hours time!

yay! CNY is here! and that means public holiday! awesome-ness.. but then, the only reason i hate cny is cuz almost everywhere the shops are closed except for little india! and cuz my frens are not free cuz they are busy bainian-ing.. =((

last week was uro chalet/bbq and tracy's birthday celebration! fun fun fun!! laughing with the girls till got abs man.. and plus the cupcake decorating!! ooooo.. loves it!! yay to sharan!!hehe.. i love the cupcakes.. ahhhhh.. hehe.. only left with me hani and sharan cuz lina left early cuz she got work the next day.. and daddy mahmood was abit reluctant to leave us 3 girls alone in the chalet.. hahaha.. super daddy mans he.. but he did eventually after telling us to be safe and all and even left his home phone no behind, which we couldnt find.. hahaha

next day, woke up with really really really bad rhinitis all thanx to the aircon and cuz of that mega headache.. my nose developed cold sore and subsequently started flaking over the next few days.. and mr mahmood walked in on us when we were sleeping.. hahaha.. forced ourselves to sit up, bun our hair, wash up, heads out to kitchen and "good morning mr mahmood!!" hahahaha!! the 3 of us were soooo cute!! hehe

then went grovery shopping for bbq.. went back to chalet to prepare the food with hani, marlene and her 2 frens laila and charmaine and also jaafar! yay! jaafar came super early to help!! hehe!! my fav HCA!! yay!

anyways,met up with sammie early to go shopping for tracy's pressie and on the way go to the flea market and the new *scape.. raining all the way.. siansss.. then off to fullerton for tracy's birthday! tracy was uber gorgeous!! super pretty dress!! hehe.. and the buffet dinner was petty good! thanx trace and hope you like our pressie love! hehe.. you've got a part2 waiting for you cuz i forgot to bring it along.. hehe.. next time yea..

then off to meet bro to kope the car and the rain just kept getting worse.. damn it.. finally off to changi village to meet bi, jovy and glenn.. then got so excited over the fact that its a manual car and demanded to drive it around.. so we headed back to downtown east and glenn went for a spin in my car around the big open carpark that was pretty empty.. best thing was, he was going in the totally opp direction!! -faints- hahaha.. but still fun lahx.. so chilled with them at asli village.. and we started telling ghost stories.. too scared to go back on my own so everyone sent me back to the chalet and the girls used the toilet! jovy and glenn got freaked out when they realise got 2 doors!! wahaha!! i din noe till sam told me! hahaha..

by then already 1plus am.. so after they left, hani, dee, snow, marlene and me chilled at the balcony with beers, fruit punch, and keropok.. then dee scared us with something.. shant say here.. if you wanna noe, ask me instead.. hahaha.. mega gossip session i must say.. and also venting session.. gosh.. and awesome lahx.. haha.. went to sleep around 4am.. no more place to sleep so dee and i decided to sleep in the hall with makeshift beds using the sofa cushions.. snow dragged us back in.. and end up snow and i slept on the floor rite under the aircon.. freezing cold!! and we had no blankets somemore!! brrr.. so we off-ed the aircon.. first thing hani said when she woke up was "who off the aircon, so hot.. dee on the aircon" -faints- and dee was already off the bed and getting ready to leave by then and marlene was off to the toilet.. so me and snow quickly climbed onto the bed and snuggled amongst the blanket! hehehe!!

woke up 9.40.. supp to check out by 10.. crap.. mr mahmood was clearing up the stuff.. and i quickly went to take a shower.. crap! no heater! bathed in the freaking cold water plus it was storming outside!! brrrr x10!! hani oso din realise it.. so she oso froze.. yikes.. finally checked out.. fetched izzati and went to tampines for breakkie!! -hugs izzati- nice nice breakkie with the rest.. catched up with izzati on the week's happening and her grandma.. she seemed to be coping well and her family too so thats good..

sent the rest to the mrt stations and off for home.. ahhh.. finally home.. super tired after 3 days of rushing around but fun so thats awesome! yay!!


today half day at work.. this entire week at work is such a total waste of time i swear!! anyways, after work today went out with urobabes plus hani, umi and lina for lunch.. lunched at this north indian place at far east.. yummy!! ahhh.. finally had our naans and tandoori chix.. hehe..

and we were all toking about our first impressions about one another and stuff.. super farnie.. haha.. everyone tot i was super high all the time, super happy and enthu and loud and cuz of that irritating.. yikes girls! hahaha.. but i get that alot esp the loud and happy part.. sharan, izzati, hani and lina was stuck up mainly.. umi was quiet sweet sweet cute cute girl.. and snow was the quiet dun really disturb ppl kinda girl.. hahahaha.. wait till we all knew each other.. totally diff.. hahaha.. me mostly still the same lahx minus the irritating part cuz they noe im just happy over nothing.. hahaha.. the rest are not stuck up cuz they seem like that when they are busy.. hahaha.. snow is totally not quiet and she bullies us all the time and pretty violent too!! hahaha.. funfunfun!! lunch over.. walk walk.. then snow, izzati, lina and me headed for macs dessert.. more venting and updating izzati about work and stuff.. super farnie.. laughing our ass off.. then finally headed for home..


CNY is tmr!! supp to head to malacca but plans cancelled cuz of the floods! so yay kinda.. haha..
tuesday going to prof foo house then sister's house.. then maybe outing with urobabes.. and after that MJ session with bi, sam and jovy! yay! cant wait to MJ!! =))