and im back! from a crazy morning but AWESOME morning at work!

totally had a blastingly wonderful time!! if only the yr end party was held at nite including a countdown, now that would have been perfect! uro is truly awesome!! and i love it!

combined party with involving OT, clinic staff, ward55b staff, surgeons gang and admin and lab staff.. so family! haha

went to work today, signed in.. everyone got ready and prepared ourselves for a wonderful day! pretty dresses and tops.. pretty flowers, makeup, hairdo etc! like macam for prom! haha so cute everyone!! then went down for the party where mr mahmood was the emcee! he is crazy as usual! had such a blast with everyone! lucky draw time and my name was picked.. and the first thing he said was "this person's father is a very influential person" and i knew it was me! DUH!! everyone loves my dad!! =.= there are so many ppl with the same name ppl!! ya so anyway they like to call me the minister's daughter even thou im not.. and everyone was wondering who is it and as usual those who noe were screaming my name.. so yea.. i won something.. i won a rice cooker! haha and my mahmood cont telling the story of how when i first met him and he asked me if i was truly the minister's daughter and all.. faints.. super malu-ating i swear, that old man!!

after that performances! 55b guys are damn ons and farnie!! OT performance was the best! rommel and nelson were just toooooo cute!! esp rommel!! i swear everyone was having such a good time thanx to the both of them!! mr mahmood started stuffing cash into their "cleavage" then angie followed.. then prof stuffed 20bucks into nelson's "cleavage" and to top it off, prof foo stuffed 2 PIECES of $50 notes into nelson's "cleavage"!! AWESOME man!! nelson just made big bucks there! hahaha but im sure he will share it with the everyone in the team! hahaha.. super farnie and awesome!

clinic staff danced something like a line dance to nobody nobody and the HO sang a song while kenneth was playing the guitar and baskar and palani were "dancing" more like "swaying" to her singing.. and then the music changed and they danced CRAZILY to lady gaga's bad romance! its was hilarious and fun to the max seriously!! esp the HO and kenneth who were awesome!! hahahaha super fun..

games were normal and fun.. then more lucky draw time... thats when the prof ang and prof lim and alot of the other ADONS and DDNs came.. weird mode but everyone still had a great time! OT won quite abit of lucky draw prizes and we were noisy to the max.. my area was pretty lucky.. my row is the luckiest!! everyone(me, izzati and snow) in my row won! even the HO who sat in my seat when i was away won the top prize!! haha makan time, the food was good but finishing very fast! mr mahmood started packing and kept going on and on and on so i decided to get him some food! so me and izzati got him food plus dessert just so he will keep quiet and eat instead of acting like a lunatic! hahaha.. but still fun!! urology really does noe how to have an awesome time, i must say! we noe how to work hard and we noe how to party harder!!

sadly sharan din come cuz she was on leave! haiz.. always one person missing.. it would have been alot funner if she also came! after that din feel like gng back so urobabes went to clarke quay starbucks to chill and chat.. and we gave survival tips to dee who will be coming into scrub on monday.. dunno who is going out to replace her.. haiz.. i hope its not me; and i really hope its none of the urobabes..

2010 hasnt exactly been the wonderful and fulfilling year for me.. lotsa ups and downs, lotsa problems, lotsa emo moments, lotsa times when i dun actually wad im doing and whether im doing it right, falling out with ppl and not knowing whether i should or want to make things better, lost some frens(or rather just din keep in touch with).. alot of things has happened in 2010.. prcp was over.. and that means student time is over and im officially a registered nurse with more responsibilities at work! feels as if i have left my childhood completely and stepped into the extremely unfamiliar adult world.. as much as im miss school, im glad to say im enjoying work! i turned 20(well most of us did) and that means no more "1" as the first digit, sadly..

but wad i know is it that i spent a good time in 2010 having loadsa fun meeting new ppl, becoming frens, becoming close frens.. new frens become close and close frens became closer! learning new skills at work!.. play time has been good as well and im getting better at pool(YAY!!)!

one thing i regret is not doing community work.. i feel so bored and empty.. after i stepped down from rac, i haven been doing much comm service and thats why the year is sooooo not fulfilling! so next yr im gonna start back doing comm service and its gonna start with the PPs(really hope everything will go thru smoothly)! and pack my schedule full full!! hehe

my one resolution for 2011 is to be happy! =))

2011 is going to be one hell of year and i just noe it!! EVERYONE is going to turn 21!! i have 4 21st birthday parties just in jan alone! im so gonna die i swear! lotsa new things going to be introduced in ot.. im going to go for an awesome holiday (just that now haven decide where only lahx!).. lotsa changes definitely.. one thing for sure, friendships gonna be tested and bonds are gonna get stronger!

seriously, 2011! you had better be a good year for me.. else...*smirks*

yay! its the eve of xmas! not really in the mood of xmas.. dun ask me why.. my iphone is in more of a xmas mood than me!

december has been a month of ups and downs.. happy moments and moments filled with angst that i could just cry but i keep it in.. oh wells.. just enjoy and rmb the good moments yea!

this month, on the 4th and 5th had ester jie's hen's night at RWS which was awesome! lotsa fun joy and laughter! lotsa love all around! first fren to get married!! ahhhh!! we love you ester jie! you will always be our ah lian de jie! hahaha! hurry hurry!! we want to see a little ester or little zeff!! hehe.. and they got married on the 18th of dec! so happy for the two of them!

after wedding, girlies went out for movie and shoppping session which was awesome as well even thou we were shagged! finally watched rapunzel!! yay!! happiness!!

also watch narnia with primates+ern and dinner after that plus enting..

sher passed her driving test! YAY!! happy happy! hehe.. i so proud of you bgbf! muackz!

met up with 6-ers for nurani plus jianning bdae celebration! simple dinner lotsa laughter!

xmas gathering with primates+ern+ting+ting's bf kengliang.. pretty good and fun.. but we were shagged fast.. all of us couldnt wait to start zonking off cuz we were tooooo tired! and nice pressies from everyone!! and yay sher like my super belated birthday pressie.. sorry its always late.. i like to find the most almost perfect gift so its worth the wait yea! hehe

hmm wad else.. random outings with work clique! i likey likey!! i love my work clique! they bring me so much joy! they are reason why i love work so much!!






now to the bad parts.. at work.. kinda screwed up a little.. but thanx to my awesome colleagues, surgeons plus NC, i feel better.. they care for me so much that i feel so bad! i will keep improving ppl and thanx soooo much! seriously awesome gang of ppl.. other discipline will sabo their nurse(my fren kenna sabo! stupid ass dr!!) but mine said that she will take full responsibility for it and that im not at fault.. thanx dr ng! that really meant ALOT to me.. and yea, i think still going out for lunch with you is weird and awkward.. maybe next time yea! hahahaha

another occasion was when i truly felt like i din do any wrong but got scolded at.. i felt that it was responsibility to stay on to help but sister said no and scolded the seniors becuz of it.. i feel bad but i dun feel like i din anything wrong.. talked to sister and clarified things out and alls ok for now i guess..

the last thing and the only reason why i hate my work cuz of a stupid bitch who tortures everyone and just gets on our nerves.. and sadly for me, i always so prone to work with her plus she is in my team for sat duty.. haiz.. thats the reason why my blood boils at work..

other than all these, i seriously seriously seriously feel so blessed to be in urology.. seriously.. words cant describe how i feel cuz im so happy and glad to be in uro.. and i truly wonder if i will be this happy anywhere else at work.. firstly, i have got an awesome NC who doesnt exactly makes sense at times but is always there for us.. he scolds us, we listen, we talk back and laugh our heads off.. he cares for us regardless of whether we are in the right or wrong or not.. he fights for our rights and often covers our ass! we love to talk cock with him, esp us juniors!! haha and his fav line at the end of the day is "who say can go back?" or "why you all dun want to go back ahh.. still waiting for wad" hahaha! and on thursday, he predicted that the case will end late so he bought pm girls pizza hut! 200 bucks worth of pizza for like wad, 8 of us.. stuffed ourselves till we wanna puke plus i had a xmas gathering after that.. faints.. 5boxes of large pizza, 18 piece midwing chicken, garlic bread, pepsi.. killer! haha! he felt that regular was too small and decided on large instead.. faints! but each and everyone of us appreciates it!

another pretty ok sister who most of the time doesnt make sense but who cares for you oso.. you get scolded by surgeon, she will scold them back for you! haha.. she gives us little little stuff to eat sometimes and talks nonsense with us too..

i love my colleagues cuz we are always happy to see each other! hehe!

and finally my urobabes!! i love my urobabes!! huihia once told me during our lunch together that she envies us.. reason being "cuz you girls come to work like macam come to play like that" which is true! i feel like that too.. everywhere we go, we go together.. we are always there for one another.. one get scolded, the other goes and talks to the scolder why she scold the scoldee.. we have got one another's back.. some of the oldies dun really like that the fact that we are constantly glued to each other.. too bad for you guys.. lina also told snow that she feels jealous and on outs when she sees us cuz she doesnt have anyone in uro that close.. i guess the reason why we are so close is cuz we were good frens during mot foundation before we officially started working as compared to the rest who come to work, start work, then make frens.. so yea..

today is xmas eve.. sup to be pm but since no list everyone am plus halfday! awesome! and after we finished sat duties today since tmr is holiday, we had roll call.. during roll call, mr mahmood presented the HCAs jaafar, nelson and rommel with a "letter" to thank them for all their work during magnet! see even the HCAs gets recognised for their awesome work! which other department does that tell me??? and then every single one of us gets a pressie(sponsored by sister and mr mahmood!!) which is a 4gb thumbdrive, a bunch of chocs, sgh calendar and notepad.. awesome right.. right straight from their own pockets you noe! imagine you want to buy for urself already you think so much, to buy for a entire department of 40 staff!! woahh.. plus logcake! and they went through wad we have achieved this year, the good things, the bad things, things to strive for next year, constantly encouraging us..

this is the reason why i feel so blessed to be part of this urology family.. there are much more things to rmb than the scoldings we get at times.. i love uro!