Yours Truly

lost track of days..

really.. i lost track of the days... and my roster sux majorly.. work for 3 days off one day.. and it repeats over and over again till jan 10.. new roster not out yet.. haiz.. surprised im not doing night with my preceptoron 2jan.. anyways, like i guessed, im working on new year's day.. damn bloody sian! new year's eve pm shift and new year's day am shit.. shits man.. grace even better.. she doing night so she will be counting down to the new year at work! hahaha.. but that actually sounds quite fun thou.. i wouldnt mind! hahaha..

anyways, christmas was quite good.. boxing day was even better.. hahaha..

xmas day.. lunched with qian and kin.. next time im gonna be damn damn damn late.. haiz.. sian of waiting for the girls.. girls ahhh.. dun late can.. anyways, we makan-ed at marina sq xinwang! yumyum! hehe.. then walk walk for a while and headed to je to meet the gang.. boring ad fun at the same time lahx.. as usual the drinking game.. but this time we drank ice lemon tea, 100+ and ate wang wang biscuits and pudding.. cannot man.. no more laughing rule! but i must say jeremy was DAMN good lahx.. he can really control man.. hahahaha.. gift exchange. sher got me a winnie the pooh storybook(cuz she noe i noe nothing about the stories! hahhaa) and LONDON PADDINGTON BEAR!!!!! awesomeness!! hehehe.. thanx girl!

next day, boxing day.. slept in.. shiokness.. then off to bugis to meet vic, boss and nurani.. shop shop shop.. me and nurani shop till sian.. end up jn and angie were also shopping for 4 hours.. which was very weird cuz we were ALL in the same place yet we didnt bump into each other.. bugis got that big mehx??!! hahaha.. walked to arab st.. ate at this arabian grill place.. the food is good man! esp the prawns! awesome!!!! then we played lame games and all of us kept bursting into laughter esp angie!! hahahaha.. gift exchange!! nurani got me a winnie the pooh table lamp!!! so lovely!! i love it!! and plus its def over the supposed budget.. thanx alot girl!! and i bought jn a schedule book.. hahaha.. then we camwhored!! boss is making us a video.. ooo.. hehehe.. angie let us take one polaroid each using her new fuji instant from korea and i love mine!!!! its perfect!!! yay-ness!! camwhore camwhore camwhore! awesome awesome awesome! hehe..

next day back to work.. sians.. but quite nice cuz the day was very slow and relaxing.. and evil SN attacks again.. he almost stabbed me with his scissors this time round (once again in the disposal room).. one scary sn man.. and he said "this is fate man.. im gonna you disposal girl from now on!" and then he started calling me disposal girl just because we always meet in the disposal room.. totally =.= damn saddening.. then he kept caling me disposal girl for the rest of the day.. waa faints.. then the best part is when going home,weirdly we took the same bus oso.. and he din realise i was behind him till i past by him towards the seat in the bus.. and his face was priceless man!! damn hilarious man!! hahahahaha.. next day, he cont calling me disposal girl but i dun reply him.. then he sae "ok ok.. wads ur name" really faints.. haiz.. and that reminds me.. i dunno his name..

veron my another sn is oso damn fun.. she is an ij girl too! hahaha.. should see her when she is so tired.. she goes crazy.. i like the staff at work.. they are quite fun to work with so thats pretty good.. hopefully nothing will go wrong in the next 2 months.. 2 more months.. 2 more months.. haiz.. hopefully it will zoom with nothing happening.. will i have my long break when my preceptor go bkk??? i want a long break!!! veron is like only coming back to work on the 4th of jan lahx!! =((

anyways, i think that drs are sometimes stupid.. maybe i should rephrase it.. they are too clever about all the intellectual stuff so much so that they forget the simple things, like eg, how to use the fax machine.. the best part is when they have figured out how to use the fax machine, they insert the paper the wrong way in.. AND they get frightened when another paper comes out from the fax machine.. for god's sake.. they are HO and MO man.. hahaha.. hilarious.. so i ended up helping them.. and i love despatching blds or wadever cuz its so fun to press the buttons on the thingy.. haha.. but i hate waiting for it to be sent cuz it takes so bloody long so i end up standing there for a long time or i leave them there and i come back later to check on it.. today was a crazy day.. so busy.. went for break at 2PM!! seriously.. even the front room en was shocked when he saw me having my break.. "waa.. so late then eat ahh.. they bully you rite" muahaahx.. no lahx..just busy.. suddenly so many procedures, so many wound inspections, last min discharge etc etc etc.. total craziness.. im so tired.. slept all the way home till i almost missed my stop.. again..

supp to meet wei.. but she ot-ing.. and i felt so sleepy so decided to postpone it.. hopefully tmr..

sad to say.. my parents dun give me a break when im back home from work.. talk about being supportive, someone throw me a vomit bag man! bloody day at work.. even bloodier day at home.. i dun noe why is it my fault that my roster is like that.. you think i 3 day work 1 day off i happy is it.. my weekends all burned cuz im working i happy is it.. i wednesday off.. random days off.. wad can i do.. go to sister and request for all weekends off ah??? you think hospital line is like that is it.. you think patients no need to be taken care of on the weekends?? hospital new rule.. 5 day work week.. nurses need holiday.. so friday nite pts all go back home.. come back on monday morning.. live or die we dun care.. is there such a thing?? i working on public holiday and you ask me how come i working on pulic holiday.. HOW I NOE!!! i oso want my public holiday to be off wad!! sister put like that means must be like that wad.. i already had my xmas off so of cuz must give and take with the other staff who were working on xmas wad.. i really dun understand how you guys can be so un-understanding! forget the fact that after a long day at week there is nothing for dinner.. just at least shut the hell up and let a tired person rest.. you complain that last time you work come home still have to clean the house.. i dun have to clean the house but i have to listen to your nagging day in day out! which is even worse than cleaning the house.. all i ask for is some peace and quiet.. you noe wad sux.. this is wad sux! me tossing and turning in bed trying to fall asleep cuz of insomnia.. finally.. finally when im about to fall asleep, you scream and shout and kick a bloody fuss about something.. watch tv extremely loudly.. talk damn loudly as if the person you talking to is 1km away not 1meter away.. seriously, if you cant help me, at least dun be a hindrance.. u complain that i dun feel tired when im going to meet frens after work but when at home always complain tired and need to rest.. you noe why??!! its all the noise that you produce that makes me EVEN more tired than i already am.. all that nagging and black face.. save it for someone who cares how about that..

tmr is my off day and i can already predict how the day is gonna be like..

cant wait for 25feb!! hurry come!!



hanging on.. tightly!













im not that kinda girl.. so save it for someone else who is like that..