yay! im on AL!!

last minute AL which was decided on monday cuz i have extra remainder days left which sister doesnt really approve of bringing forward to next yr.. so i have the coming monday till wednesday off!! yay! awesome.. so im gng kl tmr morning and only be back on tuesday! yayyy!! shopping and more shopping! cant wait..

was on afternoon shift this week.. boring pm shift i must say.. after we clean theatre and stuff still left nothing to do.. haiz.. by 5pm, its stoning time.. even sister and mr mahmood oso got nothing to give us to do.. sian sian sian.. haiz.. so just rot at work till end of shift.. and everyday super suay the auto door will spoil.. and everyday we call 4000 to call the vendor to fix the door.. and everyday the vendor will come until he oso cannot tahan and he ask mr mahmood to buy new doors.. haha.. nonsense..

work is pretty good other than the stoning.. i love work.. im happy when im working and when im with my frens at work! yay! and im more happier when im scrubbed up! hehe..

thursday, met sher for breakfast at chinatown.. then went to buy koi and walk walk around cuz the rain was crazy.. tapao-ed koi for my frens oso.. but end up snow's one huihia drink cuz snow was too full.. haha.. wasted.. but its ok.. got someone drink can already.. and sher gave me the book!! yay!! thanx for helping me find!! i cant wait to read finish my current book so that i can get started on the new book! hehe

yesterday was fun at work cuz of dr henry.. haha.. snow was showing me a new iphone4 and he got so excited over the phone and kept playing with it.. then both he and snow got scrubbed up so i ended up playing with it and he was like "ehh.. dun like that lehx.. keep seducing me with the iphone and make me so tempted" and so i kept waving it at his face.. wahahaha!! too bad! pls lor.. drs so rich dun even need to blink eye to get it can.. anyways his wife already reserved for him so its just a matter of time b4 he gets his iphone and start waving it at my face! rarr.. the entire day the convo between him and us revolved around the iphone.. haha..

one of prof lau's case came over to ot2.. so he and allen were doing the cases and i and snow cannot laughing cuz of prof lau.. hahaha.. and this stupid kumar tie gown oso dunno how to tie properly.. see prof wear the gown until like so xingku until i went over to tie properly for him..

another day scrubbed for prof foo's case.. prof foo super cute like a grandfather lahx.. us new girls love prof foo cuz he super cute and ahpek like!! hahaha.. makes us just want to go up and hug him and tell him to jiayou!! he does ops slowly cuz his hand still need to go for rehab.. so poor thing.. he cant even wear his glove properly on his left hand and needed me to help him.. super poor thing.. jiayou prof! you are good!! anyways, it was a scrotal abcess for this 22 yr old fella who was under LA only.. so malik, i and prof kept talking to him to keep him occupied and keep his mind of the surgery.. haha.. the convo ahh.. aiyo.. cannot take it man.. super RA! wad have i gotten myself into.. this uro department ahh.. so RA! everyone esp the scrub side all damn RA! i think the most RA in scrub side is malik!! waa.. cannot tahan.. normal thing oso can become so RA with him and dr henry.. faints man..

finally booked my hotel for bkk.. really cannot decide wad hotel to book so i finally decided on the one that wanyin stayed at last time.. its pretty near to everywhere and there loads of night market in the vicinity so yay! cant wait.. shopping time!! need to plan itinery soon.. hehe..

ok!! time to pack my bag!! and get ready for tmr! =))

as quoted by sammie, i truly am the accident magnet.. and i cant even help it!

work is pretty awesome nowadays except for the tiring part..

today was like dunno-how-to say! hahah.. was preparing my instruments for URS/RPG and DJ stent insertion.. sister helped me dish out my URS scope.. and i had to "shower it like a baby"(as according to sister) and kept getting nagged by her.. well, she really nags ALOT!! and then i had to flush my luerlock which has a attached 2-way-tap.. i had to fluch thru every lumen to get rid of the adaspor(disinfectant solution) inside it.. and dunno how i turn the tap till squirt sister!! wahahaha!! somemore sister very short so it went up to her neck and almost her face.. hahahaha!! i couldnt help but laugh.. so i kept laughing while trying to turn the tap so that it doesnt shoot her but dunno why still shoot her.. hahahaha!! and she was like "i noe i nag alot and you cannot tahan lahx but no need to squirt at me" hahahaha!! omg!! cannot tahan man.. even dr lie kept laughing at me lahx!! super irritating he!! and he noes i noe chinese so he kept suanning me in chinese and say "waa.. even i dun dare do this to sister.. not bad ah you.. taking revenge right.." waa piang!! faints.. then i keep shhhh-ing him and he said "i noe you understand.." and conts laughing!! can really faint man! and he kept laughing at me till the end.. and during the op.. while expelling air from my syringe, i squirted saline at huihia who was like " waa.. you hate me oso ahh" and dr lie went " haven squirt finish ahh".. and finally, i had to use a special 'balloon" called uromax to dilate the ureter to put in the stent.. its a equipment that is very seldom used but dunno why always i scrub then will use.. its super diff to use lahx.. anyways was withdrawing the diluted contrast medium into uromax syringe and the entire back of the syringe fell off and spilt all the diluted contrast onto my trolley!! seriously!! how many things can go wrong for me during one op man!! ughhhh cant tahan.. even dr lie had the "unbelievable" look on his face.. good thing he sick so nv rush alot today.. if not sure die.. then after that went to ask sister if she ok and whether the adaspor got kenna her face ( cuz the solution is extremely strong and powerful and ppl can get irritation easily if on direct skin).. and she was like " ya lor.. everyone keep saying you hate me and you taking revenge......." and blah blah blah in a jking way and kept laughing at me.. hahaha.. but she noes i din mean it lahx.. haha.. good thing i have extremely naggy but pretty nice and nonsensical sister and brother.. if not sure die ahh.. haha

during the 2nd op that i scrubbed for, lagi worse.. changed my gown 4TIMES!!! seriously!!
1st gown: was the old cotton gown which is extremely uncomfortable to wear so my hca suggested i wear another gown.. 2n
2nd gown: got this huge hole at the side
3rd gown: kenna contaminated by my hca cuz he din see me behind me and knocked into me..
4th gown: finally!! kept telling everyone in my way to siam! hahaha

hhaha.. fun day thou.. got this colorectal surgeon come over to uro for 3 neurostimulation procedures.. and he is super nice and fun to scrub with cuz he keep toking nonsense with us.. haha.. awesome.. some days are just so nice..

yesterday was pretty good oso.. din really get scolded by the fierce doctor.. and apparently, izzati told me that he told our seniors to tell us not to be afraid of him.. like seriously, how not to be afraid of him when he is always rushing us and shouting or talking damn loudly at us.. but yesterday was ok.. dunno why he so nice yest.. prob nag at us only like twice.. hopefully tmr he is in a good mood oso im in ot3 and the entire list of cases are his! oh faints!! maybe we should cook his tea tmr to put him in a good mood.. hehe.. and dunno why everytime i scrub for PCNL its always him, and always very suay cuz will have 2nd or 3rd puncture!! like always!! simple and direct cases always becomes complicated and require alot of things last minute when im scrubbed up! sickening!
























i cant wait for payday!! 7 more days!! pls hurry come.. i need money!!

i feel so fucking cheated now.. like super duper duper fucking cheated.. and im super upset with myself..

im the kind of person who thinks of everything in a postive way.. i always think that someone is nice first even thou i dun really noe them.. and when they behave otherwise i noe they are not the kind of person i tot they were.. i guess i really was too gullible..

i dunno how to say it but all i noe is that i feel so bloody cheated.. like wad i explained to the girls and my parents.. i still dun get it. i still dun understand.. and after meeting with the lady of the car.. and after settling everything she says that one thing that makes me feel so cheated.. which pretty much makes me know that my thots were right afterall.. kept talking to mum about how cheated and sad i felt.. throughout the entire bus journey, there was only one thot and the most common word that came out from my mouth was "chated cheated cheated".. came home and the first thing dad told me was that " i think you just got cheated" and like a lightbulb that went off in my mind, the words "fuck! i just knew it!" popped up..

mum consoled me by saying nvm, if they really cheat you, they will get retribution and somehow or other you will get more money in return.. but you noe, thats not why im upset.. yes.. money of cuz makes me sad, but the fact that they cheated me when i thot they were nice ppl, thats wad upsets me..

i have almost nv been cheated.. im trust ppl easily and i guess that was wad led me to this.. i tot every person is a good person.. and thats how i see ppl.. i dun like to see ppl in the bad way.. im not cautious enuff against ppl.. but i guess thats how simple minded and naive i am.. cuz that aint the truth.. ppl can be nasty and scheming in the face of money and pushing the blame.. and this case, ppl can seem nice and still be nasty and scheming all the more being evil ppl.. why are there such ppl? why cant everyone be just nice and happy ppl.. why why why??

but thats me.. is that going to change after this incident.. i dunno.. but i def dun want to become one of those evil ppl.. im not scheming enuf.. im not cautious enuf.. i guess im just too nice.. good or bad.. i dunno.. but thats me..














thanx alot.. for making me feel so cheated.. thanx....... alot

ok.. i said i would update but too many things have been happening lately.. haiz..

i got into a minor accident yest together with sharan.. like bloody shit. but thank god its really minor like just scratches and stuff only.. nothing happened to us! so ppl stop worrying!! im perfectly ok! it happened in the carpark so low speed.. so yea.. and then after that we out for shopping and we put coupons but when i got back to the car i was still summoned!! shit rite!! how can i attract such bad things man!! i have no freaking idea.. apparently, my coupons got flipped over and so i got summoned.. i think it could have happened when me and sharan closed the door so got wind that flipped the coupons.. so bloody unfair rite!! thats nature which did the bad deed man!! why do u get fined for it.. super upset!! ugh..

anyways good thing is that the owners of the other car are like super nice.. and cuz im pretty gundu about accidents and stuff they told me wad i should do and stuff which was super helpful.. and plus my parents were in sg.. so crap! but nvm.. all is good now and i even got a discount from the amount i have to pay for their repair so thats awesome!! she sounded impressed when i told her i am a nurse so yea! it helps if you do a (wad everyone says) "noble" job i guess!! wahaha!! ok.. i shouldnt be so happy cuz i need to spend on fixing up my dad's car as well.. crap.. less money for my bkk trip!! =(( but well, it kept me out of trouble so ok lahx.. worth it i guess.. plus she says she will send me the receipt to proof they she did send the car for repair.. so thats honest as well.. at least i din kenna accident with some total assholes who are just out there to suck money from ppl.. so HENG ah! and im not grounded from using the car! so double heng!

mum was worried mostly cuz im still p-plate and i only got less than 2 months to take mine out.. and dad was worried that they will cheat me.. like say okok but after getting the money, go report or something.. and small bro as usual was just being a total asshole and kept rubbing it in..

so anyways other than all these, met up with sher on friday for breakfast b4 work.. almost 2 weeks nv see her.. so yay! macs breakfast with "neighbours" listening into our conversation.. abit no privacy.. haha.. and off for work with muffins from her! thanx babe! and everyone at work keeps saying "waa so sweet.. ur bestie make muffins for you!" wahahaha.. taste ok lahx.. pls minus the blueberrys next time k!! hahaha

then out with sher again on sunday.. cuz i was super bored.. imm.. shopped and makan-ed.. damn farnie.. sher kept trying to fight cuz she said we have nv fought b4.. so we desperately tried fighting.. hahaha.. but you noe seriously, i really hope we dun fight.. we may have disagreements which each other but i really hope we will nv ever ever fight and not talk to each other.. i will be depressed man!! once is enuf in my life time.. i dun think i will ever forget that one time.. thank god all is ok now..

ern joined us for dinner.. jap food.. ern was sweating like siao and red face cuz he bit onto a chilli padi.. and clever sher decided to try his soup.. genius sher genius! haha!! my was ok.. not too bad.. if only they had udon.. home after that..

monday.. PH.. but went to work to clean up theatre cuz of the renovations.. but we did work so fast we had nothing left to do after one hour.. haha.. so we took a damn long break.. and finished up the rest in the next 1 hour and off for bowling where the accident happened.. sharan and i had a super good time bowling.. hahaha!! and we both have the same problem.. are balls always tend to cruve to the left side! always!! sickening.. after 2 games, i won her by over 80 points!! yay!!! hahaha!! cant wait to bowl with the rest of the girls next time! then off to vivo where i got fined.. and then home..

since sister gave the both of us off today, we wanted to bring our doggies to ecp.. but end up i cancelled cuz needed to fetch parents.. and also sup to meet subgroup girls for dinner but also cancelled cuz dad say want to go the car's owners' place.. but end up just settle everything over the phone.. so ok lor.. haiz..

sorry girls! this time the plan got cancelled cuz of me! i feel so bad and made you girls worried somemore!! dun worry!! im totally fine! its the cars that are not with really minor injuries!!

work is pretty awesome lately.. sister is also not in her cranky mood and we are having fun at work all the time now.. so thats great! hope it last.. just hope that the seniors at work stop being so cranky and irritating and keep picking on us and being sister's spies!
















i have my bad moments really bad at times~