a new beginning also means that there will be an ending for it.. prcp is ending soon.. in less than a week.. and that also means that thats the end of poly life.. happy as i may be, i dun want things to end.. i hate endings.. the ppl i spent the last 3 months with during prcp, my prcp-mates, my awesome colleaguesat work who helped me so much in the past 3 months and with whom i had so much fun with, everything is gng to become a past next week onwards.. now thats sad.. and i hate it..

soon after one and a half months we are all gonna start work and then its gonna be harder than ever to meet up.. even then it will rarely be the entire bunch of us.. haiz.. treasure the moments ppl..

past few days at work was good and very fun.. im making the most of it.. hehe.. was super close to getting a distinction for my 12th week appraisal.. haiz.. saddening.. but well, an A is good enuf too.. but hell man, i keep whining about it esp since i know i was actually given a dist and it got taken away.. damned! hoping that the combined grades from wk 4 and wk12 would be good too..

my preceptor is gng for tonsillectomy(removal of the tonsils) on monday.. really hope she gets well soon.. i din even noe it was her bdae the other day and she was sick.. so sad..

finally bought my bumble bee water bottle.. super happy!! yay! bought another one too cuz it was too nice to miss.. so double yay!!

bkk trip is confirmed plus chopped.. 26-30th march.. cant wait.. apparently bro is oso gng bkk during that period but haven confirmed yet.. expecting a great time with the girls!!! triple yay!!

for the record, the bottom part of the previous post is not for my supposed bf.. i dun even have a bf so how to write such things for him.. everyone keeps asking me.. and ya the answer is no.. its just about someone thats all.. dun bother asking who..

i want another getaway.. preferably me alone or with 1 or 2 other close frens.. not too many or else it will be chaotic and messy.. to somewhere ulu and away from civilisation, into the countryside maybe for a month or 2.. back to basics.. staying in a flat house made out of wood, gng to the river to catch things to eat, killing a chicken for dinner(ok.. maybe not that, its way too gross and i can bear to kill something to eat), soaking in the culture of another place, meet new ppl and make new frens, enjoy the breath-taking views on this planet. watching the sunrise and set and go to places less travelled and learning new things that you cant learn just from books or attending lessons in school, sitting on top of a mountain and looking at things from a bird's eye view, paragliding, skiing, sky diving(im scared of heights but i do wanna try just for the adrenaline rush).. and maybe just maybe, experience some natural disasters.. im not psycho but its def something different from normal.. experiencing something that cannot be faked.. just doing things that are relaxing and not using too much of my braincells.. slow paced life.. thats wad i want, even if its for a month or 2.. life in sg is way too fast for our own good.. everything is done chopchop so much so that sometimes things are done without thinking.. i want slow slow slow paced.. it will be hard to adapt to but hey its worth a try.. i could give up internet, facebook, blogging, drama-ing.. all i want it my hp, camera and mp3.. at my current stage, this is impossible.. hopefully, after my 3 yrs of work life, i can do something like that b4 cont studying.. if only i can be like kenny.. off to another whole a place alone without a care in the world, he went to turkey btw for an entire month..