haiz.. ok.. i haven blogged for a very long long long time cuz i was too lazy to blog. but have to blog this out cuz im troubled..
sher told me about one of a fren's condition.. and while i was on facebook one of my fren's status also mentioned sher's fren.. its a small world.. my fren's sec school fren is sher's poly fren. anyway.. their fren ended up in hospital suddenly just this week, done op and currently in icu and is pronounced brain dead but is on life support as his parents are hoping for a miracle.. its really sad to hear that someone so young is going through all these and to think that his life is going to end when there could be more in the future.. since poly, i had frens whose frens have passed on due to many reasons like RTA and stuff and its super disheartening to even hear about it.. i still rmb when my fren came to school with her eyes swollen and tears fill her eyes when she told us wad happen.. just proves how fragile life is and anything can happen anytime.. everytime i hear this kinda stuff, i cant imagine wad i will do if im in their shoes, if this happens to my frens or even to anyone that i noe personally (CHOY!!! TOUCH WOOD!!) how will i feel and stuff.. haiz.. just cant stop thinking about it.. and just last sunday, my fren's dad passed away from a heart attack.. worst part, he was outside and someone found him lying on the floor.. just like that, a life is lost..
haiz.. just hope that throughout my nursing career i will nv have the need to witness a death.. i hope that i will nv be posted to a ward where life is on the edge.. just thinking about it is depressing..
=((