attachies are coming!!! like next week!!

sunday, went out with boss and vic after like uber long!!! super long nv see them and im so happy to see them after so long.. haha.. makaned at sakura cuisine at far east and i bumped into huifang.. haha.. she went with her bf and dance frens.. then we stoned at mos burger to talk and i bumped into bibi and ruizhi(her bf).. haha.. super farnie cuz i keep seeing my frens.. haha.. talked.. and talked and im glad i talked with them cuz if not i will keep all this to myself i think. loads of advice but i dunno whether i can do wad im have to do cuz im not that type.. haiz.. its diff in diff situations.. so yea.. then went shopping for vic's stuff and zhao-ed home..

monday, school as per normal.. boring as usual.. had to sacrifice ernest's farewell-to-NS-dinner to study for stupid psycho test.. haiz.. enjoy man! did project and studied.. so freaking tired..

tuesday, school, SBL! quite farnie.. haymahn can ACT!! haha.. not bad man!! then got home, studied like crazy.. so freaking tired.. keep taking short naps then wake up and study cuz there was 2 books to study and i haven even finish the 1st one on monday.. haiz.. in the end i fell asleep hugging my lecture notes.. haha..

wednesday.. supp to wake up at 7 to go for meeting.. but slept through.. only woke up when i felt vibration from my hp.. couldnt be bothered to wake up to answer the call.. open my eyes.. light was coming though the curtain!! shit gonna be late.. saw my hp and realised jovy called!! rarr.. call me so early but good thing thou if not i wouldnt have woken up.. called back stupid convo thou!! "why you sleeping??!!" tired lahx.. then.. haiz.. had this stupid problem with my shoulder and i cant really bend it to take out things from my pocket cuz it hurts like crazy.. and i keep forgetting cuz its my right arm and i usually put things into my right jeans pocket so everytime i reach i grimace.. pain!!

met bibi at yck and we tot we will the late ones in the end we were the first man!!! hahaha.. super nonsense.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIBI!! hehe.. first in the 1990s to become 19.. haha.. then end up we studied all the way.. the only project moment was printing of slides and splitting of slides.. the rest of the 3 hours was spent discussing about test and studying.. i slept for 10 mins i think and sharifa woke me up.. time check and went to sleep again for another 5 mins.. thanx alot girl!! test!! rather stupid cuz of the way we sitting and it felt so ridiculous to be doing an EXAM in the tiny lecture hall where there is nv enuf space for my lecture group to the extent that the tchers had to bring in more extra chairs which doesnt have tables somemore.. some of the them even have to sit on the floor and use the chairs as their tables.. wth!! we paid school fees lor!!! and school doesnt even bother to fix the broken chairs or tables.. stupid man!! after test, tuts.. sian..

got home.. did stupid stats blog which gave me so much problem!! so freaking pissed.. rarr.. finally its over!!!

thursday, helped wanyin with her hair for her performance.. haha.. then me and ger stoned for the next two hours.. bumped into ivan and sugi while they were bringing their "troupe" around the school for open house.. haha.. then bumped into peishi, jannah, nurul and etc.. haha.. lecture was super boring!!!! me and bibi spent the entire time toking and toking.. damn sian.. haha.. ohhh.. summer and wanyin gave me, kin and fafa chocs.. and its the quite ex that kind.. girls ah.. you really shouldnt have you noe!! cuz thats wad frens are for!! helping each other and stuff!! and plus you guys helped us too man.. but still, thanx alot!! next time no ah!! haha..

then dinnered at macs with BOD and meeting after that.. dunno hw to sae it but ya.. i guess vic and boss noes wad im thinking.. kenny called vic when she was in the toilet so i was talking to him and he was giving advice as well.. how??!! i dunno how to do it.. i guess im not the type who will tok down to my frens even thou i noe the need to draw the line between work and frens.. i have only shouted when pissed at my frens twice b4 and i din feel good about it at all and i hated myself for it.. i guess im the type as kenny says will talk reasonably and try to make sense with them instead of scolding them.. which was exactly wad i did.. i hope we can all learn from this. and ya.. no hard feelings.. anyone displeased with wad i said can always find me, im open for discussion.. haha. we cn do it guys!! jiayou!!! team work yea!! its tough i noe wad with our differing scehdules and all, but we can and will and must work through all this k!!

chatted for a while with bavi.. got home.. msn-ed.. chatted with sb and felt more better and cheered up after listening to his stupid jokes!! i bet he didnt noe i wasnt in my best mood.. haha.. yea..






to my dear fren!!(you noe who you are.. haha): girl!! dun upset or worry ya..its hard to get over it even thou you noe its faded.. when you called i noe something was wrong.. i couldnt do much but just listen to you.. just rmb that no matter wad, we are here yea!! and dun hide ur feelings or tears k.. like wad she said, want to cry, just cry! want my shoulder??!! haha.. SMILE!! i want to see the crazy you again..










lots of thoughts flittering through my head












that one side of me is enuf! i think =DD