hahaha.. couldnt sleep so decided to watch finish my drama..

and candice msn-ed me saying "ANDY WILL BE BACK IN JULY!!!" hahaha.. andy is of cuz ANDREA!! haha.. yayyyyy... so ok... im supp to pass the msg around to our other frens so that they will be bombarding her with welcome msg-es when she returns.. so hoping that she is not going to see my blog till then im going to spread the msg here too.. haha..

TO ALL STC DARLINGS!! : ANDREA NICOLE LIM IS GONNA BE BACK ON THE 9TH OF JULY FROM AUSTRALIA AND SHE IS GONNA STAY HERE FOR GOOD!!!! hahaha.. so there goes.. haha.. pass the msg around too k.. =DD

yayyy.. goodness.. haven seen her in a long while.. last time i saw her was during her farewell partie at cass's house which was like somewhere in late nov or early dec in 2006.. planning welcome party for her.. haha..

on another note.. just checked my calendar and there is so many ppl b-dae this up coming month. today was vic's b-dae, upcoming in late may is merina(my dear freshie) and in june will be sammie, weiwei, cass, sharifa, jas, rina, cheryl lim and bavi's b-daes.. waaa.. its time for me to go broke once again.. hahaha.. no lahx.. i gladly do it.. already tot of wad prezzies but for some still dunno.. hahaha.. eh.. if u guys noe wad u want, tell me k so i no need to crack my brain to think of sumthing.. hahaha.. i very wad rite.. hahaha.

so yea.. =DDD

omg.. i haven blogged for more than 2 weeks!!!! so much stuff has happened..

just had my OandG posting!! had the time of my life in the delivery suite and nursery!! we had sister leta as CI and oso shefaly who was a CI in training.. they are really nice and fun!! haha.. we are special to shefaly cuz we are her first ever bunch of students.. haha.. and guess wad.. she is a poster girl!! haha.. when u go to mrt station and you see a "join nursing" poster with a north indian lady posing thats HER!! haha.. cool eh! modelling.. haha.. learnt so much just on the first day alone.. the staff nurses and ward nurses are really nice esp SN judith who is really really cute and farnie and very very helpful cuz she always teach me stuff and very pretty too.. haha..

i went for my delivery suite posting on thursday in my first week there.. the very first delivery i saw was a c-section(meaning they cut open the uterus of the woman to deliver the baby).. wow man!! the birth of a baby thru c-section.. i saw the surgeon literally playing tug if war while trying to tear the final layer.. omg man.. felt the pain.. haha.. and of cuz it was held in a operation theatre meaning i got to wear OT attire!! waa.. coolios.. hahahaha.. then back to the delivery suite area to see 2 normal delivery.. the first normal delivery i saw was a 2nd delivery for the lady.. and its her first time having apidural( a type of anasthetic that they put it thru the gap in your spinal cord so its SUPER painful..) im a person who is scared of pain so when i saw the procedure i was like OMG!!! PAIN PAIN PAIN!! and had tears in my eyes already cuz im telling you, its really painful even thou they put LA at the site, when they put the spinal thingy in, its super painful man.. haiz.. then the 2nd delivery i saw was a first time mummy.. and i was with her thru the entire time helping her out and stuff.. i really have to salute her cuz she din take any pain reliever except for entonox which is a gas and air thingy that u breathe in thru a gas mask and it provides very little pain relieve only.. so thru the entire thing she was in so much pain cuz of all the pushing and all she was so tired and felt very sleepy also cuz of the side effects of entonox which makes the user feel sleepy.. and then came along her stupid auntie-in-law who is saw yayapapaya.. sister shooed her away and scolded her.. haha.. serve her rite!! i saw 3 miracles in one day.. wow.. haha..nice nice.. one thing in common i notice in all of these 3 births is that the daddies stay strong for their wives and sayang their wives and stuff but after the baby comes out they start crying(and they very shy about it so when we see them cry we muz pretend never see anything!! haha.. ) and go sayang their baby and ignore the wive abit.. hahahahaha.. weird eh these daddies.. got baby already ignore the mummy.. hahaha.. so yea.. it was a very fun experience..

after that i went out with tracy to BPP cuz 2 months never go out with her already so we went out for dinner which for me is extremely late brunch cuz during my break i only ate half a bowl of cup noodles and ran off to see delivery.. haha.. we ate subway!! tracy is my subway buddy too!! haha.. cuz the rest of my frens dun like vege so they dun really like subway.. sad rite.. haha.. nvm.. i still have tracy.. forgot to bring her prezzie that bavi told me to pass her.. haha.. and i got my belated my b-dae prezzie from her which is a roxy slipper!! haha..nice.. i like.. walk walk for a while and i had to go back home cuz mum helped to shift rooms with my big bro.. FINALLY!!! i get to have the bigger room.. so had to go home.. but going out with her soon again to go shopping!! hahaha.. usually its tracy shopping at her usual shops and me shoe shopping but nv buying anything.. haha.. but usually end up buy more pooh stuff or stationery.. haha..

the next day friday, i had my nursery posting.. so so so so so cute.. hahaha.. i fed the babies, changed their nappies and bathed one baby!! lucky me. the baby i bathed was the first baby that i witnessed being born via c-section.. i think i did pretty ok.. hahaha.. and i send one baby to his mummy and guess wad.. it the mummy whom i stayed with her thru out the entire delivery.. haha.. sent her baby and was chatting with her and asking her whether she rmb me.. haha.. and she was like "of cuz!! thanx so much for yesterday!! =D" haha.. so sweet yea.. hahaha.. during obs evaluation, i had good comments... yayyy.. haha.. so happy!!

saturday supp to go sentosa with my cca.. but couldnt go cuz had to look after small bro who fell and broke his arm on wed and was on cast and had wires in his arms.. so suay!! was planning to have a fun day out with them and celebrating vic's b-dae in advance.. haha.. later that nite, vic was telling me how they bullied them.. hahahaha.. rarrrr.. i so wanna be there!! rarr.. if not for stupid bro!

sunday, group project meeting.. hahaha.. quite fun lahx.. managed to do alot.. almost finished with my slides.. haha.. we were like having a picnic in the library.. hahahaha.. then we all left and i went over to sher's house to scan my passport.. ate dinner there.. her dad cooked.. haha.. then left for home arnd 7.30 like that.. haha.. fun day!!

monday, vesak day!! went for cca too.. pretty fun.. haha.. we were first aiders.. but more like ppl standing arnd doing nothing[or more like waiting for sumthing to happen(we were hoping that nothing happens!! haha.. )].. me,boss, vic, sri and jianning.. quite fun lahx cuz as usual we had our own agenda and happily chatting away.. hahahaha.. sri and i were planing for our aussie study tour.. haha.. like wad to bring and where to go shopping.. her fren is bringing her clubbing(obviously the tchers dunno lahx!! haha.. ) and i obviously will be in the hotel watching tv since i dun go clubbing.. haha.. we gonna do as much shopping as we can within the very limited time we have for recreation.. haha.. and off for home..

my 2nd week was gynae.. ok lahx.. after first day went to kinlai house to do reserach for case study and terminologies for my gynae stuff.. waa.. so tired after that..

rest of the week ok lahx.. thursday went to sher's house again cuz weiwei was there and called me along.. haha.. so after attachies went over to sher house since its on the way and i needed to finish and print my case study oso.. hahaha.. so yay!! sher's house rocks!! hahahah.. i reached there arnd 3.45 like that but only started doing work at 5.. hahahaha.. till then, of cuz chatting eating, stoning, enjoying aircon in sher's room, watching tv while sher was doing her fashion parade which was basically wearing one dress seeing wad kinda tights/leggings match it.. in mine and weiwei's opinion: NONE!!!! hahahaha..sher should just wear it as it is but she finds it too transparent so we suggested buying skin coloured tights and bra but she dun wan.. haha.. see lahx.. dun listen to your besties.. but the dress is quite nice and suits her skin tone.. haha.. then her mum came back home and we continued stoning in front of the tv for a while b4 heading back to her room to start on our work.. haha.. my work is case study while sher's was surfing, msn-ing and looking at photos.. weiwei's work is looking thru her dance videos.. hahaha.. actually weiwei got research to do lahx but i was using her lappy so she waited for sher to finish using lappy and then borrow sher's lappy but when finally the lappy came, she too lazy.. hahaha.. that one another pig.. haha.. then we poked sher's blisters than she had on her leg cuz of her hockey shin guards.. she scream so loud lahx.. omg man.. haha.. then finally at about 9+ we left sher's place.. so much for needing to leave at 7+ hor weiwei.. hahaha..

friday, case study presentation.. so nervous can.. hahaha.. cuz its our first time presenting case study.. sis leta and shefaly was like "waaa.. so many pages ah" haha.. thats cuz we have 14 medications to talk about!! so many!!!!! haha.. so anyway.. the farniest moment was when i was talking about patient education.. i said " if the patients feel itchy at her vaginal area, we muz tell her that she shouldnt scratch" and the entire room burst into laughter.. wth!! haha.. ok.. in the room there was me, sis leta, shefaly, kinlai, siying, jiaqi, shalon, wanyin, eileen, lili and xiyan.. omg man.. and i still can like blur blur "wads wrong with saying dun scratch!" hahahaha.. hilarious man.. haiz.. sis leta and shefaly couldnt stop laughing.. then after cont with the presentation and got another part where have to mention the same thing, sis leta sae "mm.. ya.. so muz tell the patient dun scratch k!" and cont laughing!!!! rarrr.. sis leta bully me.. hahahahahah.. but ok lahx.. very fun.. haha.. had so much fun laughing that i had stomach pain and headache.. hahaha.. so farnie man.. haiz.. sis leta bully ppl man.. haha.. shefaly oso bully me everytime.. bunch of very farnie ppl.. haha.. overall comments: not bad.. pretty well done and very detailed.. just a bit of disorganization cuz some parts has to be put infront another.. so ya.. haha..

ended at 2.30.. we spent the remaining 30 mins b4 shift ended to write cards for our two very fun CIs.. haha.. i learnt alot man.. seriously.. haha.. and photo taking session inside the nursery cuz we coulnt find any other place that could fit 13 ppl and wun pose any form of hindrance.. haha.. and also in the 2nd week we had ite students nurses doing attachies oso.. they very fun!! haha.. esp amelia, komesh, nazura and one other girl whom i dunno the name.. haha.. and guess wad nazura is actually my primary school mate. haha.. no wonder we found each other so familiar.. haha.. i was like asking her which sec shool was she from and then which pri school.. and she was like "fuhua" and i was like "no wonder!" haha.. but she is not from my class.. she doesnt even noe which class is she from.. haha.. farnie girl.. and komesh is my sec school mate but she sec 5 so she is same as zube but graduate same time as me.. haha..

saturday, supp to go study with kinlai they all at germie's house but mum wanted me to stay at home.. then went to bpp in the evening for dinner and walk walk at the pasar malam happily with no money.. hahaha.. see thing oso cant buy.. rarrr..

sunday which is today!! haha.. went to cwp.. shopping!! bought a pooh pen and file and some clothes for home wear.. haha.. and bought a shawl for sharifa mummy for belated mummy day! haha.. then went to bpp again.. dunno why oso.. hahaha.. went to pop to see b-dae card for uncle.. not nice one.. they only have alot of daddy day card.. haha.. no uncle day card.. haha.. then i bought a small book to do photo montage and a winnie the pooh optical mouse!!!! hahahah.. woots man. its super nice.. when i went home to test it, it has 2 lights somemore.. haha.. coolios man.. haha.. then after that went to minitoons and mum bought me "you're the best" flower thing thing.. haha.. she was choosing between that one and a good luck one.. and i chose the "you're the best" cuz the "good luck" one like currently serves no purpose.. haha.. unless she buy me that for exams or sumthing.. hahaha.. then after that we went to pasar malam again..this time with money!! so yayy.. haha.. actually i only go and buy 2 things.. one pooh ezlink card holder cuz my old one wad torn in the side and a water bottle.. hahaha..

and back home again.. took bus from pasar malam area and it was mum's first time taking 920 and she was like "ohhhhh.. the bus while pass by here all ah" haha.. wth rite.. so farnie.. cuz the bus passes by my grandma house oso.. hahaha.. wth man.. reached home.. mum kapoked my photo frama(from ikea) to put auntie's 1000 pieces puzzle in it.. the previous one she bought was too big and she happened to see my photo frame(new one u noe!! i haven even use lor!! planning to use it as my photo montage to hang in my room) and happily use it.. rarrrr.. she owes me one.. and she promised to do my 1000 pieces pooh puzzle too so yayyyy, but she still owe me one photo frame..

watching my drama now.. almost gonna end so i gotta start looking for a new drama to watch.. haha.. tmr is a start of attachments at a paediatrics ward for the next two weeks.. heard from frens that the ward sister is NOT nice and very unreasonable and the staff are so so only.. haiz.. still hoping for the best thou!

so long.. and i noe its a freaking long post!!! hahahaha..

woots!!! they all just left my house.. haha.. pretty fun playing mahjong..

morning mum woke me up.. rarrr.. so early!!! left for cck polyclinic.. finally got my referral letter.. while waiting for it was playing psp.. then the referral counter lady was like " girl.. can ask u sumthing?" and i was like "err.. ya.." and she was asking me about psp.. haha.. so farnie lahx.. she ask like wad is the thing that i was playing.. i told her that its a psp.. and she was like wad is is for.. and i was like " playing video games.." haha.. and she cont asking me how much lahx, wad package lahx, whether i got time to study to study if i played that lahx and blah blah blah.. hahaha.. so farnie.. anyway.. my stupid appt is on 20 may at 2 at nuh!! so like SHIT!! cuz it clashes with my attachies time.. i end at 4 on that day.. so i was thinking of taking 2 1/2 hours off from attachies.. can show them my referral letter so evidence.. at most, i pay back the 2 1/2 hours as 3 hours lahx.. i dun mind anyway.. so ya.. haiz..

then came home.. ate breakfast.. watched hong gil dong!! its pretty nice.. not too draggy.. lots of politics involved thou.. but still ok lahx.. very farnie.. haha.. i love comedy!! hehe..

then kinlai arrived at my house.. haha.. i was in my room watching drama.. then suddenly i heard my name and i tot was my bro's gf(jas) or mum so i replied with "waaaad?" and then i heard my name again and i was like "ehh.. that voice sounds diff" so went out to check and kinlai was standing at my doorstep.. haha.. farnie man.. her mahjong set is SUPER heavy!! hahah.. then left house to fetch rina and kinlai decided to walk my dog.. haha.. went to fetch rina from my house bus stop.. then fetched jiaqian and bizhen too.. haha.. come home.. watched -meet the spartans- and played mahjong.. haha.. conclusion: major distraction!! hahah.. we were watching more than playing.. hahaha.. then jas joined us.. rina dunno how to play so she observe first.. haha.. then jas taught her how to play.. haha.. final result out of 8 rounds: bizhen-6 wins, me-2 wins and the rest 0 wins.. hahaha.. very fun lahx playing with them.. cuz we dun play very strictly.. just play play.. haha.. jas was like "ehh.. wrong.. mistake" etc.. pro man that girl.. haha.. rina is learning from the shifu.. hahaha..

called wanyin whether she wanted to join in and told her to come down 2 storeys.. haha.. she totally forgot that we playing mahjong.. haha.. in the end she nv come cuz she is hooked to the com.. hahaha.. after playing we went to makan at the coffeeshop.. i ate fried fish soup.. kinlai and rina ate fried fish noodles and bizhen ate sliced fish porridge.. jiaqian nv eat cuz she waiting for ah ong.. that girl told her bf to come to bukit batok when we are actually at bukit panjang.. oops girl.. haha.. then rina had to leave to meet fad so i sent her to the bus stop and walked back home.. then bizhen, kinlai and jiaqian had to leave too.. so yea.. ah ong came to fetch jiaqian and bizhen hitched a ride from him to woodlands mrt.. i and mum walked kinlai to the bus stop to take her bus.. haha.. i had so much fun with you girls.. kinlai left her mahjong set in my house so next time easy to come and play at my house.. haha.. so yayy.. i can practise oso.. hahahaha..

bizhen just sms-ed.. haha. she so fast at bedok interchange already.. so fast rite.. haha.. its becuz jiaqian decided to eat at geylang so they dropped bizhen off at aljunied.. haha..

rina!! muz go out again ok.. next saturday!! go sentosa with my cca peeps yea!! hahaha.. =D btw girl, u forgot ur dvds.. hahaha.. i oso totally forgot about those.. hahaha.. shall return to you when i see you again.. =DD

i had fun today!! muz play again ok girls!! and sammie, u have to make it ok!! haha..

=DDD
in a joyous mood!!

ok.. i haven posted for about 4 days now.. loads of stuff once again.. but b4 that i have to talk abt sumting else..

was watching survivor just now on channel 5.. i couldnt take the betrayal and taking advantage of other ppl in the game and i just left after telling mum to just tell me who got kicked out in the end.. this time erik got kicked out.. i think this is one series among all the other survivors series that contains so much betrayal and taking advantage of.. i noe its a game and its a competition and stuff but still.. im a person who will nv do such a thing esp to that extent.. i dunno man.. im not seeing this cuz its erik who got kicked out or cuz he is cute or wadeva.. im solely commenting on the strategy in the game.. goodness.. time after time erik is trying to redeem himself.. and its like u can sense his sincerity when he decide to follow wad amanda said and stuff.. yet this bunch of girls time after time only make use of him to their advantage.. esp when during the last 2 eps he actually followed everything that amanda said and he even said "i knew u sent me to exile for a reason".. he is guillible and naive but thats only because he is simple minded and trust ppl easily esp back stabbers like parvati and amanda.. i so hate ppl like parvati and amanda.. its like to me, that should NOT be the way u treat someone regardless of whether u are in the game or not.. its just so mean and the betrayal is really too much to take.. like F***.. rarrr.. pissi-fying.. for me, friendship is above everything else.. i dun think and hope that i will never betray anyone whom im frens with esp if its for sumting like for a game or money.. fucking ridiculous!!


anyway.. back to normal stuff.. dun wanna think about that anymore..

tuesday.. nothing much.. dun really rmb wad i did other than i go to school.. oh ya.. din have nite classes.. YAYYY!! so get to go home early.. wandi was like "finally can see the sun still when i go home on tuesday" haha..

wednesday.. nothing much too.. normal.. had fun in school.. ended at 3.. then went for our aussie study tour briefing thingy.. abit not worth it.. kinlai confirm not going.. i have to go home and check with mum first.. to me still ok cuz i want to see their uni, hospital and stuff.. cuz i din think i will ever get a chance to go there for overseas attachment cuz of my not so good grades so my only chance to go to their hospital.. and the uni.. wanna see for my future planning for furthur education.. haha.. anyway, accompanyed kinlai till 5.45 when she has cca.. we went to amk to stone and stuff.. haha.. walk walk and she bought a hp for fendy.. then i went home.. then online and heard from angie and boss that their fren, seri, oso going.. then chatting with boss online and she sae the girl mentioned my name to boss.. and i was like OMG!! cuz i dun even noe her fren.. prob her heard my name cuz the tcherin-charge is my personal mentor and he keep asking whether sri(my another fren who is going also) is on the way already not.. haha.. oops.. so paisehx man.. haha..

thursday.. sammie gave me a photo of me her and kinlai and with writing at the back.. haha.. thanx girlie!! haha.. love ya loads too..

long day at school.. really long day.. started at 10 all the way till 6 with only ONE HOUR break from 2-3.. shit rite.. goodness.. dying already.. then after that i still have cca meeting.. after meeting nothing to do.. so me boss and angie went out to makan dinner at amk central banquet.. haha.. vic's doctor fren dropped us there.. haha.. after that go home lahx.. haha

chatting with rina.. i soooooooo long nv go out her with le.!!! hahahah.. i miss my babe.. hahaha.. called her to play mahjong with me and my polyfrens on sat too.. haha.. and she is calling cheryl too.. haha.. yayyy.. nv see her for 2 months plus already i think.. haha..

friday.. which is today.. school was pretty sian.. cuz only one hour lecture... then 4 hours break.. then electives.. sian rite.. goshh.. but cant go too far to eat oso cuz still have project meeting.. so me, kinlai, sammie, bizhen, ester and jiaqian went out to amk to eat(after much planning.. haha.. ).. we decided to go to suki sushi to eat.. in the end suki sushi havent open.. so we went to eat at pizza hut.. haha.. quite fun lahx.. but jiaqian and ester had to leave first cuz their project start earlier.. then the rest of us went to walk walk.. bizhen went bra shopping and sammie went to buy body gel.. then so farnie cuz at that shop they sell perfume oso so she was sniffing at one and then she put in back and said "omg... that perfume smells like del(our classmate)".. hahah.. and i couldnt help but laugh.. hahaha.. then me and bizhen rushed back to school for project..

electives sian once again.. no lectures but more of like summary of wad the tcher taught us.. not bad lahx.. pretty ok.. only thing i started falling asleep suddenly.. suddenly felt so sleepy.. dunno why oso.. then sharifa siad i was snoring whichi seriously doubt so cuz i only snore when im freaking tired.. hahaha..

after electives, went to cwp with nenek zawani to look for my nursing shoes.. some were nice but dun have my size or suitable for nursing.. haha.. so we decided to go bpp instead.. then we took 963 and this is where the fun starts.. haha.. cuz of bus passes by the highway.. hahahah.. then like less than 1/5 into the highway, the bus started like severelu vibrating like as if going on gravel.. so we tot nothing much.. then suddenly a while later the same thingy happened except that this time pieces of rubber was exploding and we saw the tired of the bus THAT WE WERE IN rolling away to the extreme right hand side of the road.. hahahahahhaa.. can u just imagine the scene.. omg man.. so obviously the bus cant carry on and was stalled.. hahahahah.. hilarious man.. i and zawani was having a freaking hilarious time... even thou we knew that should anything more extreme happen we could have been injured and stuff but the entire thing happened so quickly that we couldnt help but laugh.. then we like took pictures of the runaway tire, our complimentary bus ticket, stupid pics of ourselves, and of the mess that rubber tire made.. hahahaha.. farnie man.. zawani was like "monday we should tell everyone" and then realise wait.. monday is attachies.. no school.. haiz.. sad.. cant share our fun with our frens. haha. so ya.. was telling zawani that the tire thingy should have exploded/run away towards the end of the epressway so like that at least i can walk back home.. hahaha.. ppl who noe where i live will understand.. hahahah.. so ya..

anyway, after that hilarious incident we cont with bpp shoe shopping.. finally bought my new nursing shoes from BATA(buy and throw away) again.. only this time the shoe's heels are more more more lower so my heels wun be so painful.. hehehe.. yayy.. thanx nenek for shoe shopping with me.. haha.. im a fussy shopper.. hahaha.. then we went to get her bro's chocs and milk and headed home.. then on the way home i was like "haiz.. i like attachie and hate attachies"and she was like why.. and i was saying that like now i go to school majority of the time with her and stuff.. so like will miss going to school with her in the morning and her daily morning sms-es asking where am i and meeting at the train platform and also enjoying school and lectures with kinlai, sammie, bizhen, jiaqian, germie, ester, sharifah, zawani, mk and all the rest.. haiz.. will miss all my frens for sure.. this is me.. a person who gets too attached.. sad rite.. hahaha.. the next time i will see all of them is like 6 weeks later.. except for kinlai cuz i will see her during attachies.. even then i wun see her for long cuz diff shift.. but still.. haiz..

then went home.. realised that there was still bloody discharge.. called the clinic and toked to doc.. she told me come down soon..i was down in 5 mins.. haha.. she said she has to refer me to surgeon.. she gave me referral letter.. but told me to get another referral letter from polyclinic so that when i see the doc it will be cheaper.. if i go from the private clinic i automatically have to pay for Aclass service.. shit lahx.. so ex.. FREAK!!! where to go for the moolah man.. rarr.. go to surgeon sure cost a bomb.. she "drew" out the thingy for me to explain wad is happening.. apparently, there is prob a connection from my belly button to peritoneal cavity in my stomach causing all the discharge and blodd is from the discharge.. and in my mind all i was thinking about was "SHIT.. is it serious?? will it be painful.. need to admit? how much? can do non-invasive??" and etc.. she mentioned that she wun give me anymore antibiotics cuz i already ate one set of super strong antibiotics(amocla/amoxillin) and din exactly work.. so like die die die!! rarr.. i so dun wanna go can.. i mean its like i dun really like seeing doc cuz they make me feel so vulnerable and weak.. like i cant be myself.. i noe im blabbering but ya.. ignore me.. then doc can still say "dun worry.. u muz stil be bubbly" and etc.. i guess she saw my facial expression so ya.. wth man.. super dreading it.. hopefully wadeva they are doing doesnt affect my attachies, my school term, and my aussie trip.. haiz.. blady shit man.. screw my hols i dun care.. just dun affect my attachies, school term and aussie trip can already.. i dun wanna take so much mc till i hve to repeat my attachies or school term..i have no intention of staying back for another 6 months.. i wanna graduate on feb 2010!!!


haiz.. sian.. tmr still have to go see doc in the morning.. after that around 4-5 kinlai, sammie, bizhen, rina, cheryl coming over to play mahjong.. not sure if jiaqian coming not cuz she not feeling well.. take care girl..

to sammie: LOVE YA TOO SAMMIE!!!! hahaha.. ur most welcome.. ahaha.. love the photo too.. but got qs.. got so many nice nice pics why u choose blur blur one lehx???? hahaha.. =P

waa.. so long nv blog and so much stuff has happened..

thursday.. school as usual.. cant rmb much wad happened.. haha.. except that i went to ikea to buy stuff for my room.. bought a red round carpet, mirror(which my bro almost broke in less that one min after i paid at the cashier),one huge photo frame, 6 small photo frames, one vase, two random flowers, 200 candles, one candle holder, one big soft board, one pack of thumbtacks and one green ceiling to floor length holder thingy that can throw in all my random stuff.. haha.. wanted to buy shelf but not enuf money cuz its pretty ex and dad isnt sponsoring me to do my room.. rarr.. but mum said that she doesnt mind painting my room for me.. so yayyyy.. shall paint it pink so small bro will stop coming in.. haha.. then mum reminded me then small bro doesnt mind pink actually so like DAMN!! haha..

friday.. school again.. me sammie and kinlai were lamenting about being unable to sleep at night at all cuz of the recent humid weather.. its so hot that sammie and kinlai on their aircon oso dun work.. i washed my fan yet still so hot.. damn the weather man.. makes things worse for me cuz i go to bed but only 1 hour+ later then only i sleep cuz theres so much things running thru my mind meanwhile.. thanx to the weather, i cant even sleep at all.. at least kinlai managed to sleep for 2 hours.. for me its like, close eyes, mind eye still open thru out.. how to sleep.. rarrr..

had 3 hour break.. first 2 hours me, kinlai, sammie, jiaqian, bizhen and ester went to j8 thai express to eat lunch.. yummy man!! kinlai is really good at intro-ing food.. haha.. she can go be a food critic already.. haha.. bizhen was concerned she cant eat cuz she wasnt feeling well so we asked the lady whether they had sumthing that is not spicy and i have to sae that the customer service there is really good.. -thumbs up- she pointed out some food items that were not spicy and stuff.. haha.. and they were really friendly.. we tried each other's food.. all was yummy man.. ester bought tomyam soup noodle.. usually all the tomyam soup i see outside are really redand looks so spicy and sour-y but hers wasnt.. yet when i tried it i could tast the sour-ness of the soup.. not bad.. kinlai's fried hor fun not bad.. the sauce that they use to cook is yummy.. sammie's food oso very nice but SUPER SPICY!! she had to keep refilling her drink.. haha.. thai express is really not bad.. then at the end of the meal, the lady asked us "so girls.. did u all enjoy the meal?" with a smile.. and we were like 'yea.. except that sammie's dish was tooooo spicy"and she laughed.. hahaha.. nice ppl.. haha..

then went to walk walk.. but i and bizhen had to go back for proj meeting.. so sad.. i wanted to shop shop.. bizhen was like "nooo.. we have to go back for meeting".. haha.. in the end by the time we went back they had finished almost everything cuz we late.. sorry yati.. its my fault..

then lecture and off again to watch movie at cathay.. harold and kumar is uber uber uber uber farnie!!!!! the movie to catch.. haha.. super hilarious.. zawani told me that it should have been r21 and i totally agree.. its totally r21 man.. ahahaha.. laugh till my stomach so pain.. then bought stuff for my mirror and photo frames from spotlight at ps.. ate ljs for super early dinner.. headed home.. mum din even ask who i watch movie with and stuff.. she just say "ok.. just buy me back delifrance" haha.. but sorry mum, they din have deli at ps.. haha..

saturday.. wanted to do up my room.. i actually sat at the kitchen with a stack of paper and drawing the outline of where where i wanted to place my items while mum was cleaning up the kitchen and doing the laundry.. then guess wad.. i realised that if i did my room the way i wanted it to be, there will be no place left for small bro's cupboard, table and bed.. so was complaining to mum and either small bro should share room with big bro or i and small bro should exchange room with big bro..cuz its unfair that i and small bro have to share the smaller room while big bro gets the bigger room all for himself and he only comes back in the weekends.. so waited for big bro to come back home and gave him two options.. 1) exchange room, 2) share his room with small bro.. he decided to go for option 1.. so yayy..i get the bigger room and that means i get the phoneline toooooo.. haha.. yay!! finally.. have to keep making phonecalls using my hp even when at home cuz my dumb room doesnt have a phoneline thanx to the stupid house owner b4 we moved in.. but the thing is that he is only willing to move rooms when he gets his block leave from NS in two weeks time, meaning during my attachments meaning i will be dead tired to move rooms. haiz.. nvm.. theres still mum to help me.. she gonna paint the room too.. yes.. still thinking wad colour to paint.. hate my current room colour so no light blue definitely.. maybe shall go for a more solid colour instead of always going for pastel colours.. maybe two diff shades of the same colour.. maybe red and black but mum wun allow black.. so maybe red and something else.. haha.. new room yippee!!

after all the planning and stuff.. i couldnt stay at home at all.. so sian.. so i dragged mum out of a stoning mode.. headed to CWP for shopping.. bought shorts for mum from john little and bought a top for myself from bossini.. super farnie lahx.. cuz when i was paying the guy asked me whether i have citibank wadeva card.. and i was like "dun have" and he carried on asking whether i had popular card.. and i was ya..and he asked for it.. i was like for wad man??! haha.. in the end use popular student card oso have discount man.. 15% discount.. hahahaha.. super hilarious lahx to me.. then after pay i went back to my mum there and mum ask why i give him my popular student card? and i told her it was for discount.. and she was like "huh!! discount.. popular student card oso can get discount at bossini ah!" hahaha.. farnie man.. then dun feel like going home so early so we went to amk hub since mum has nv been there.. pretty boring thou since it was freaking crowded..go back home only at like 10++..

sunday was uber sian day.. was chatting and kinlai and we both were lamenting about being so sian at home.. hha.. we whine and whine and whine.. haha.. then back to complaining to mum cuz i super going siao staying at home.. then mum was like "aiyo.. so whining can.. see lahx.. everyday go out and come back so late thats why u cant even stay at home for one day.." haha.. sian mahx!! then mum was watching a 80's tamil village-y movie on tv.. and she was like "i muz you to this kinda place then see how u survive..!" and i was like " i will survive but will eventually die after one or two days due to boredom cuz there is no hp, no lappy, no tv and no electricity, no internet, no psp, no nothing!!!!!" and mum was like "omg.. see how fortunate u are in singapore!".. and its true.. im not like other ppl who insist they can live without their gadgets.. i for one definitely cant live without my gadgets.. i need them all the time.. even when its running low on batt, i still need them.. goodness.. my generation grew up with gadgets so if u take them away, we cant survive man.. we cant like go back to the past and play 0 point, 5 stones and etc all day long can we.. haha.. so ya..

monday!! today.. school finally.. can get out of my house.. haha.. but i so din wanna wake up.. felt so tired.. got ready for school.. went to the bus stop.., stupid freaking bus stop that is always soooo crowded.. have to miss so many buses b4 can board one.. wanted to board one but still so crowded.. i got so irritated that i even wanted to take a cab to the mrt station man..then turned and saw wanyin walking to the bus stop.. haha.. so joined her and started lamenting abt how long i have been waiting for the stupid bus.. then finally a bus came and went to take bus and train with her.. met zawani on the train.. super farnie thing happened on the train.. haha.. wanyin was totally malu-ated thanx to me.. haha.. sorry girl.!! then yck she waited for her fren while i walked to school with zawani.. haha..

school was ok today.. sbl was pretty ok.. was sitting beside wandi.. and i have to sae.. his jokes all very cold cold one lehx.. he said a joke and looked at me and i was like "huh?" and he was like "nvm.. i just said a joke but u nv laugh".. ahahahaha.. and i was like " ohh.. haha.. not farnie lahx.. haha.. " hahahahaha.. really i swear.. his jokes cold cold one.. not farnie.. then was toking about snicker bars cuz he was complaining that he cant seem to find snickers bars anywhere.. school cheers, yck cheers even his house there dun have.. haha.. i think his jokes so cold cuz he nv eat his snickers today. haha..

then sammie gave me a winnie the pooh wearing a panda costume hp accessories thingy.. haha.. so cute!! its a random prezzie.. but very cute!! hahaha.. thanx sammie.. then germie gave me, jiaqian, bizhen, kinlai, sammie a flower each.. haha.. flower pretty pretty.. haha.. thanx girll.. 2 random prezzies in a day.. haha.. my frens very cute i noe.. haha.. thanx germie!! everyone was like why got this bunch of girls carrying flowers arnd.. haha.. so farnie.. and its only us 5.. haha..

break.. makaned at koufu.. my freshies came over to bully me.. haha.. then lecture.. ok lahx.. was playing psp during mini break and mummy sharifa bully me and i was like "noooooo.. let me clear this level.. " and like whining whining and mummy sharifa was like "no.. stop playing.. listen in class".. and i was like "class haven even start.. let me clear the level" and germie who sitting in front was laughing at us cuz she sae sharifa sounded like mummy taking away her kid's toy and i sound like a kid throwing a tantrum and asking for a another 5 more mins of playing time.. hahahahaha.. yea.. mummy sharifa lah.. so sad.. make me lose 15 tokens of points.. boo hoo hoo.. haha.. then was holding my psp in my hand while walking to tut class.. used my other hand to snap sammie's belt and she moved and my psp fell and batt fell out.. i totally freaked out man.. cuz i was so scared that the LCD screen will be broken and the other parts damaged.. luckily nothing happened.. RELIEF!!! haha.. only thing is that there is one part that is popping out and apparently, i have to dismantle the entire thing just to put that back.. rarr.. nvm.. called kinlai to help me with that.. she is my psp-savior..

tut.. pretty fun.. i prefer this tcher to our original tut tcher.. haiz.. her class more fun-ner.. haha.. then class ended.. time to go home.. yayy.. kinlai went off to meet ah fen so me, jiaqian, sammie, bizhen, ester and grace left school together... i, sammie and jiaqian crapping all the way.. haha.. farnie man.. those two ah.. then took train with jiaqian..toking toking all the way.. and she was like " so sad.. ur going home best fren abandon you le.. " haha.. she referring to kinlai lahx.. hahaha.. cuz i usually go home with kinlai but today she gong out with ah fen mahx.. then i dun want be lamppost.. ahaha.. so left with jiaqian.. hahaha..

mum called while i was on the way home in the train and asked if wanna go grocery shopping.. and i was like ok.. she wanted to sheng shiong at ten mile junction but i told her to go to the woodlands one cuz they have more things.. so waited to mum at kranji so she can change bus.. she took ages to come man and i couldnt breathe while waiting for the her to arrive cuz o many ppl were smoking.. i moved from one end to the other end but can still smell the smoke.. omg.. then there was this 2 indian ladies who was chatting so loudly and irritatingly.. freaking irritated me lahx.. i can hear them thru my ear piece and i was blasting my music man.. rarr.. mum finally came and we took the bus.. finally can breathe.. my poor lungs suffered so much during the past 40 mins of waiting for mum.. and guess wad.. the stupid ladies took the same bus and freaking chatting away so noisily and was telling mum " can those two stupid woman shut up.." and mum just looked at me.. rarr.. and when we got down, they got down too and walked in the same direction as me and mum.. OMG!!! i so freaking cant stand it man.. literally dying..

went grocery shopping, only the dry stuff like toiletries, noodles, rice etc.. super just nice with the budget that we had.. haha..dad gave 120 to buy.. and just nice came 120.90 hahaha.. mum asked me whether i want to buy mineral water cuz i always buy in school.. and one bottle at sheng shong cost only 30 cents.. i took one bottle but mum told me to take 2 more.. so like ok lor.. haha.. then told mum that in schooli everyday spent 70 cents to buy ice mountain mineral bottle cuz im too lazy to bring my own water bottle so i just buy from school canteen and just throw away if finish if not bring back home the bottle so almost everyday my rubbish bin got one ice mountain mineral bottle.. hahah.. and mum was like "omg!! u might as well but a whole carton from sheng shiong.. can save money and u still get ur daily one bottle of mineral water.. " hahaha.. siao man.. isnt that the same as bringing water bottle to school.. hahaha.. then was looking at chocs and sweets to myself awake during lectures and came across snickers.. rmb that wandi was whining that he cant get his snickers so msg-ed him whether he wanted them.. and bought them for him.. then dad came to fetch us and the groceries and was telling him that he owed me 90 cents.. and he was like "why?" and i was like "cuz total bill 120.90 but u only gave 120 so i had to put in the extra 90 cents!!" and mum and small bro was laughing at me and dad cuz dad gave me -WTH!! so demanding and niao- look.. hahahaha.. for fun only lahx.. u think i really so particular ah.. haha.. unless im broke lahx..then i will get it back as 5 bucks.. hahahaha.. then ate dinner there and headed home..

im so tired.. haha.. mum is still sick and still have so much sputum in her.. whole day spitting out and spitting out.. other than that i think she is fine.. went down to the shops below with my mum for a while and saw my next door neighbour auntie.. so walked back home with her too.. that poor lady.. has so many sicknesses.. i like her 2 grandkids who always come over.. haha.. they very cute.. always want to come to my house to play with my dog.. haha.. their maid oso very nice person..

one more week for attachments to start!! cant wait!! i guess this time it will be pretty fun cuz it OnG and paeds!! haha.. gonna enjoy my attachments i hope.. only thing is that im not same shift and kinlai.. so sad.. haiz..

so long!

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