yest was total rest day for me.. drank so much water yet my lips are still so dry and i still breathe through my nose cuz its super blocked.. i can barely leave my house without tissue paper.. mum kept calling me to go out and i was like NOOOOO!!! tmr then go out.. haha.. all my frens who saw me online were like "never go out today ah" haha.. do i go out really often?? haha.. only went down for meals.. other than that stayed at home all day long watching vidoes and finding nice blogskins and pics from photobucket..

photobucket has pretty good pics.. shall post some of the pics later.. went back to the website that i watched my jap drama and guess wad!!! the most latest drama that i watched and commented on my blog saying that i dun like the ending has a special ending.. haha.. the reason i tot that was the ending was cuz the website ppl haven load the special episode ending yet.. haha.. so yayyyyy.. omg.. the ending sososososososos cute and farnie.. haha.. one of the most perfect ending to me i guess.. haha.. the last episode somehow was way farnie-er than the previous episodes.. haha.. and stupid mum buy all goodies and chips and say i cant eat cuz i sick but still can tempt and bully me.. rarrr.. keep drinking so much water but still no cure.. haiz.. my lips are as dry as ever and i keep using my teeth and peel the skin.. so painful!!.. but im like that.. always peeling my lip skin.. haiz.

was watching a youtube video on felix's blog.. haha.. its titled "call somebody".. shall not tell you wad its about but its hilarious.. everytime i watch it, i laugh like siao cuz its cute and farnie.. haha.. go watch it on youtube.. haha..

then at nite alot of things happened in that one hour.. sometimes i feel like i dunno wad to sae.. i try to sae my piece but somehow it gets all blocked in my mind and my mouth doesnt want to open... i noe some of you will be reading this and i just want to sae dun quit.. dun let something stupid like this bring us down.. u guys noe how much u have worked just to bring our club this far.. it started from a 4 member/bod club to a 50 over member club.. u guys put so much effort to plan thus far and now u want to give it all up just over a misunderstanding... i understand that we all have our different types of anger and tolerance level.. but by saying im quiting and stuff like that isnt helping anything.. we are a team, a BOD, we have to work together to make even wrong things right.. it may be difficult but wad to do.. we cant just quit after coming this far.. we may feel hurt over wad some ppl might sae, but sometimes we oso have to think.. how did we behave so much so that ppl sae like that.. sometimes a big fight brings us closer as a team, we might not realise till much later.. this is something i have learnt in sec skool... after a big fight, after we voice out ALL our displeasure, we come together and work together as a better team.. u noe why ppl fight? do u noe why ppl even bother to angry.. sometimes we are only angry and fight when we care about the person or team.. if not why bother.. fighting solves problem sometimes.. i noe that cuz i am the youngest i may not have much say on things or sometimes even i dunno whether u guys will listen to me.. but i just want to sae that we cant be like this.. lets not be quitters k.. this is not why you guys worked so hard for.. this is not why u brought the club this far for.. we have to work together as a team.. it will be diff but i guess we have to put aside our differences for a while now.. somehow some people will always have to make some form off of sacrifices.. instead of one person or the same group of people making sacrifices all the time, why not we take turns.. that will be more fair and thats how a team works.. taking responsibilities for one another.. like that everyone will be more happy.. sometimes wad the decision is, still there will be people not happy, but wad to do.. the world is unfair and we can never please everyone.. the least we can do is to keep the displeasure to a minimum.. wads the point of holding all these and never letting go.. haiz.. i dunno wad to sae already.. i just sincerely hope that we get back together to be the same bod we were just like last time..

PS: bavi: thanx for listening girl..


~if this is wad growing up is all about, then i guess i dun ever want to grow up.. ~