im in a state of confusion now!!! cant make it my mind abt sponsorship and really dunno if i want one.. somedays, i feel like i want then other days i dun really want cuz i scared of the pressure that i will give me.. dunno whether if i can cope.. haiz.. mum keeps pressuring me without knowing my worries.. cant stand it.. rarr!! also worrying abt something else.. haiz.. stop worrying.. im so gonna have worry-lines soon.. haha..

khai invited me and nuh "family" and karno to her house for hari raya.. haha.. then we go crash at karno's house.. haha.. farnie girl..

my fren sent me an email about my horoscope..
this is how it goes!

TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

so sad that i come across as boring at first! haha.. boo hoo hoo.. haha.. endurance-mmm.. newly learned tolerance one.. haha.. stable and secure-mmm.. am i?? not looking for shortcuts-when i pissed, i guess i still look for it but juz choose not to use.. haha.. pride in beauty-helloo.. who are you kidding??? no beauty to talk of.. haha.. prone to ferocious temper tantrums- so true! so far nobody has seen my super temper other than family members and someone.. my temper is horrible.. alot of ppl see me as the type who wun get angry.. thats becuz u have nv seen me angry mahx cuz sometimes i noe how to hide my anger.. haha.. indulge themselves often-so true oso.. i indulge by buying pooh stuff which mum totally hates.. she always think that i indulge most on food.. but its wrong cuz i try not to but expensive food cuz i find waste of money when its juz gonna come out as crap.. so i prefer buying something that i can keep.. haha.. very generous-mmm.. wad can i sae.. haha.. dun find myself as generous lahx.. haha..

im so bored!!!! so gonna do quiz again..

If you were born before 1993, then this survey should be easy for you to fill out!
If you weren't, dont even bother, you'll just be confused!

What spice girl were you into when you were young?-none! too young then.. haha..

Backstreet Boys or NSync? : none then!

Did you watch S Club 7? : yup.. when i was super bored lahx..

What was your favorite, Sandlot or Little Rascals? : dunno wads sandlot.. little rascals are ok..

Did you ever have light up sneakers? : yea.. so funkie but wouldnt wear it now thou..

What was your favorite thing about recess? (in kindergarten) : playing with my frens.. haha..

Cinderella or Snow White? : cinderella..

Did you wake up really early just to watch cartoons on Saturday morning? :omg.. ya.. with my bros.. haha..

What was your favorite holiday? : dec hols.. yay!

Did you ever try to stay up on Christmas just so you could see santa? never belived it it.

Did you ever watch Bill Nye the Science Guy? dunno who is he.. watched dexter's lab thou.. hehe..

What grade did you like the best? :p6 and sec 4

Ninja Turtles or Power Ranger? : neither.. eww..

What Power Ranger were you? : none!

What was your favorite thing to eat? : then it used to be... i dunno..

What was your favorite color(s)? : black and blue..

Barney or Sesame Street? : barney.. sesama street irritates the shit out of me regardless of how educational it was sup to be... errgghh..

Do you ever miss being a little kid? : duh! who doesnt.. carefree days...

What was your first pet's name? : no idea.. fishie i guess..

Who was your best friend in kindergarten? : shantini, hari i guess.. someone wants me to sae him but nahx.. haha..

Are you still friends with the person you were best friends with in the 3rd grade? : i take 3rd grade as in p3... nope.. changed skool so nv really became best frens or wadeva..

Where did you live when you were 9? : as of my 9th b-dae still living at cck but preparing to move to je.. haha..

What did you want to be when you grew up?: then i wanted to be a teacher.. haha.. so typical..

Do you know all of the words to the Fresh Prince theme song? : huh??!!

What was your all time favorite movie? : nv really watched movies when i was young..

Which did you like, 'AHH! Real Monsters?' or 'Are You Afraid Of The Dark' ? :neither.. both are lame..

Did you like War heads? : as in the super duper sour sweets.. nope..

Did you ever want to watch slwell at time live? : wads that??!!

Have you ever wondered what the "slime" was actually made of : huh??

Who was your favorite rugrat? : none.. not into rugrats..


ok this is so weird.. cuz i juz went down to buy food while half way doing the quiz.. then after bying food had to walk back to the lift to go to my house when i saw something really weird.. i sw a girl who looks exactly like me.. slightly skinnier than me, same height, clothes she was wearing looked almost the same as mine.. i was like super shocked.. i was like thinking as i was in the lift"omg.. did i juz look at me walk past" it felt like i was looking at myself walk past.. it felt so real.. wow.. but apparently she was with someone who looked like he was her dad or sumting.. thanx god the dad din look like my dad or i would have been even more freaked out.. haha

outss!