hols are here and im juz staying at home and doing nothing.. wth.. im like so freaking bored..

was looking at cand's and cassie's blog and they were talking abt stc days.. like omg..
i really felt like crying already.. its like those were the times when u din have to bother abt anything but frens and Os..

its so hurting to see that we really miss those days but noe that time will never turn and we can never be the people we once were.. its juz so sad that no matter how gatherings or reunions it will never be the same stc 4d '06.. despite our many differences be it in our attitudes, our "rivalry" between diff cliques and all eventually being 4d 06 means being a family and supporting our frens in wadeva things that come about in class..

its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo diff in poly now.. i dunno how many people realise that no matter how much we think that poly life may be better life compared to stc, stc still plays a part into wd we have become today.. compared to other skools, we are way more fortunate.. being a part of this ij community, we have a sense of belonging. we may sae we dun like this ij or that ij, in the end, when us ij girls are "attacked", we defend ourselves as a whole ij community and not by saying "its not us lor, its this ij or that ij".. its juz so diff how other skools work..

and the countless camps that we find so tiring and so lazy to attend in the first place turns out to be such wonderful memories for us to keep foreva.. we whine and groan and moan but eventually we share wonderful memories.. i stil rmb grumbling to someone why does mev has to sleep opp me and in that position cuz when im facing her, i can see the whole wide world.. haha.. and that time in taman negara dorm where bee chng and thurges "quarelled" over a pillow.. its seems so trivial now.. gosh.. wads wrong with me.. arrrggghhhh..

something abt cass's post made me miss stc once again.. this is wad she posted"i juz miss the times we could jump over the small wall outside the rifle range to hit the grass hills leading down to the bridge cuz we were to lazy to do a whole round." there was even once where we discovered one frog croaking away juz at that spot where we usually land after jumping over the wall.. haha.. and those girls who are either too vertically challenged or were not wearing shorts whining or more like sreaming in super high pitched voices.. haha.. one very good example, joleena.. haha.. and mrs leong always complaining to me that 4d is too non-responsive and all.. haha.. since sec3 till we grad she complain and complain.. and those times we had to drawour eyes for bio class... good thing we had gym room with this huge mirror at the back.. haha.. yay to that... and taonan and clique bullying me from behind.. haha.. stupid taonan..

i miss hardcourt morning "meetings" where we start crapping and talking nonsense and be the noisest bunch of people esp with bebe's and andrea's laughter.. haha.. celebrating b-daes together in gym room... the "rock cake" haha.. my beloved recess bunch... cand and her hello kitty lunch box.. haha.. lak and her cooking in her cute mini lunch box and fork and spoon.. and me and tracy sometimes trying her cooking.. top shell yummy.. haha..

miss being the snrs of the skool and not need to greet good morning or afternoon instead saying " hey ms wadeva or mr wadeva"(only to friendly teachers haha) and running the moment we see mrs kong..

mr sng and his farnie antics during geog class and still caring for us even when punishing us.. when punishing us during recess, he made sure we stand for long but not under the sun.. how to get such a good teacher who cares for us even when punishing us.. haha.. he got the best teacher thingy in stc every year and back in sec one and two i never understood how come the snrs like him so much when he so strict.. haha.. but after being in his class, i now noe.. cant believe i could still fall asleep during his class.. best thing is i sitting rite in front somemore... haha.. wad to do.. got fan and aircon mahx.. haha..

tamil teacher foreva reminding us that we were the worst batch of tamil students he have eva gotten and nonetheless always there when we needed him for wadeva reason.. and all the other teachers who made such an impression on 4d.. ms seah going on maternity leave and we having so many nannies to look after us when she not here.. ms lee, mr tan, mrs phang, ms puspalm, mdm zu and so many others.. and her almost tearing when we did so bad for our prelims.. gosh.. and tracy scolding me cuz juz that nite b4 i was watching PH all nite without sleeping or studying.. sori girl..

talking abt tracy.. haha.. that girl always scolding me when i sick but dun see doc.. haha.. i miss getting scolded by that girl though.. haha.. and cassie buying me lemon barley drink when i was kinda sick and din feel like going for recess and was sitting and leaning on the back door.. haha.. thanx girl.. fel always saying yes, no prob to everything and never saying no.. i love that girl.. and its not because she always does things for us its cuz she is always there whenever we need her or not.. that girl nv fails to make me smile.. so many times we tell her dun like that cuz we could see that some people were taking advantage of her kindness.. but she always sae" aiyo, nvm lah.. its ok one" so we take turns to follow and help her too.. haha.. and of cuz her darling bel who asked my permission b4 hugging me during caving in taman negara.. so cute.. she was so afraid of the first hole in the cave that after she came out of that hole she ask me "rosie, can i hug you" of cuz i said yes lahx.. cant let my fren tremble on her own.. she hug me and started crying.. thats when i knew she was such soft girl.. best part was that i had only known her for 3 months.. haha.. thats when our friendship started.. haha.. gosh.. so many memories..

the probs btwn me and lak and having so many people being concerned abt us.. and we eventually made up.. im so glad we made up if not it will be my biggest regret in my whole life.. all thanx to mission day which made us understand our friendship better.. u may not believe this but i still have the note which she gave me in my wallet from then till now.. and the rest of the notes in my memory book... the probs btwn bavi and hx and they to made up.. thank god.. i can imagine the work and talks we had.. gosh..

i miss my recess bunch where we chop the umbrella table or the tables near the dnt lab.. duh tableS cuz recess bunch have 9 of us.. haha.. though we sometimes split up into our threesomes we still makan and crap together.. haha.. and mdm mas always asking us when we wanna do her quiz thingy which we up to now nv do.. haha.. wth..

the almost-whole-class towning day.. haha.. 18 of us towning in our whites grad day clothes.. haha.. and me staining and not noeing.. so malu.. haha.. thanx lak for her scarf.. haha.. neo prints so many.. haha..

those were the good old days.. gosh din noe i have been typing for more than hour non-stop..

I LOVE MY BELOVED RECESS BUNCH, STC, 4D '06 AND my ccas.. yay.. =)