seriously, im feeling super buay song about it!! everytime 15 mins im gng out of my room to find my mum and talk to her about it.. i hate politics, and i avoid it as much as i can, but this i can tolerate no longer..

george yeo is gone just like that.. just like that he got retrenched by the ppl of aljunied!

saw this snippet on the yahoo news:

@energywen blamed Aljunied voters, saying, "You guys probably don't know that the stakes of your votes are not just ur local MP but the country's foreign minister as well. Thanks for screwing Singapore."

and you noe wad, i totally agree with him/her! seriously!! put some thot into it when you are voting! yes you are dying for a change! but at an expense of our foreign minister! you must be fucking out of ur minds! for all that he has worked his ass for, this is wad he gets.. i cant imagine the pain he must be feeling right now.. him and his family..

he needs to come back in.. he deserves to get his position back.. wad he lost was his GRC! that doesnt mean he should be losing his position as foreign minister as well.. i have no idea wad they are going to do, but all i noe is that he has got to come back! STAT!

WP, you better do a spanking good job! if not, karma is gonna come and bite you in ur ass!

i really really didnt want to cry! but every single year you guys make me! why why why?? why cant you ppl just leave me alone!

and now you make it sound like its my mistake! ya ok thanx! i get it! the fact that i was born is my mistake! the fact that i was born into this family is my mistake! everything is MY FUCKING MISTAKE! happy!!

thanx huh.. just thanx! you ppl nv understood me and nv will.. then dun blame me for the way i behave! thanx for hurting me time and again for the past 21 years of my fucked up life!

i had zero expectation from the start.. but even so, its gng into negativity.. i hate it hate it hate it! if you cant do anything for me, so be it.. i already noe it would be such which is why i din ask for anything.. so just stop ruining wadever happiness i have left inside of me! every single day is a torture cuz of you ppl.. but even that is my fault right! cuz wad is not? i really dunno!! i come home happy after having a great day out, and my mood totally changes the moment i step into the house..

i doubt that you will, but even if you go buy a new one and return it back, its nv gonna be the same again.. to you it may be nothing.. but to me its everything.. thats the diff between you and me..

seriously, just stop ruining everything for me! i really had enuf of everything!!

you cant do any shit for me but yet you do the one thing that told you SPECIFICALLY NOT TO DO!! thanx alot!! bloody fucked up loser! and thanx for ruining my happiness!

thank you poly girlies for such an awesome time tonight!! i had a blast and im sure you girls did too, considering the amount of fun you girls were having while bullying me! hahaha

wells, today started off with me meeting tracy for lunch! nice nice lunch at streets hk cafe at bpp.. farnie thing, they were playing korean hit songs in a hk cafe.. but then again, who is complaining! hahaha.. chatted about bands, friends, studies, work and everything in between.. nice simple lunch! jiayou trace!! meet you after your exams!! study hard!!

then off to grand cathay to catch "love and other impossible pursuits" with sher and ern.. pretty mundane movie.. but its filled with lotsa meaning.. just find her life very miserable.. and i hope mine wouldnt be like that at all! then shop shop walk walk..

and finally off to meet the girls! met kin, ester, ger and yt.. sam and bi were gng to be late(or so they told me! they were secretly preparing my birthday surprise!).. so after yt arrived and i went to pee, ester and ger threw the first bomb on me.. that i needed to be blindfolded.. ahhhhhh.. noooo.. whyyyy.. super embarrassing! but not wanting to spoil their plans, i just followed.. seriously.. i didnt noe where they were taking me.. i simply tot esplanade..

finally reached some place with live band.. and i sorta knew it was timbre.. hahaha.. havent been there b4 thou.. first time! fun fun fun! made to sit in my chair for the next 15 mins or so.. felt longer.. kinda got bored.. started stoning and ger shouted at me and ask me not to sleep!! hahaha. cuz it was nice and windy and i was blindfolded, so sleeping was like the next thing to do! finally got to remove my blindfold(which eventually was one of my bdae presents)! balloons! and sunflower!! and my very first key and its from fossil!! hehe thank you darlings!!

ate pizza, soup and bunch of other stuff..too full.. had to poop! hehe.. then soon after, i wasnt concentrating on wad was happening.. was zoning out into the surrounding.. and sam started nudging me! the band was doing a irthday song dedication for me!! oooooo!! worst part, they said "ROSYMAMA!!" ahhhhh!! wanted to dig a hole and hide! everyone was looking at me!! yikes!! thanx guys!! next time just stick to roshini or rosh alrights! hahaha. but it was fun lahx! and yummy banana crumble with vanilla icecream as cake! and more presents! i love my very first river island bag!! hehe didnt want to open it cuz its not my actual birthday yet.. but the rest of the girls haven see so ok lahx! haha.. told the girls my mum is gonna hate you girls and they tot wad happened.. and i told them, cuz its another bag to my collection! and they simply said, "tell ur mummy its branded!!" hahahaha! and when i reached home mum was like "haiyo bag again ahh!!" and told her "msg from the girls: AUNTIE! ITS BRANDED!" hahahahaha!!!! and the card is simple and lovely!

really really thank you girls! i was expecting a very simple sit down and chat and tok nonsense dinner but you girls made it a surprise! thank you thank you!! and trust me, i had such a hard time getting on and off the bus on the way home! thank god for a rather empty bus! hehe..

jiaqian and eve jie! it would have been even better if you girls were there!! you owe me bdae hugs!! hehe

first bdae celebration a blast! hoping the rest will be too!! hehe =))

offdays midweek rawks!! felt so good going shopping when almost everyone else is at work! wahaha!! my poor girls are dying at work, but you can do it girls!! =)) tuesday, went anchorpoint to meet mum for dinner after work.. ad i bought a bag from charles and keith! yay!! hehe.. shall use it tmr for the conference! and bought duchess some treats! dad fetched us from there and we went to bukit timah for dinner! yumyum.. on the way home, asked mum if she wants to go jb on wed and she was so happy when she realised i took leave!! ahaha.. yay! =)) wednesday, off to jb with mummy!! spend the whole day with her shopping.. made her glasses which cost me quite a bomb.. almost 95% of the money i brought went to the glasses.. so end up she had to treat herself to swensons! haha.. bought her some stuff and card too.. and her white rose was no where to be found! i swear!! jb citysq mall and its vicinity has like no freaking florist shops AT ALL!! ughh!! in the end bought her when we came back to sg.. sadly, at the end of the day while waiting for the bus at the checkpoint mum said, "this is the worst birthday i have ever had" thanx mum.. after all that i did.. i had to beg sister to let me take leave, i had to pester her continously for the next one week b4 i finally got leave, i spent the entire day with you, it was mostly an all expenses trip for you other than dinner and you could still say this and of all ppl, to me.. i guess, at that moment and even till now, i more upset and disappointed than you.. and its all thanx to 2 ppl that she said this comment.. =( anyways, today ran errands.. then meet bi and sammie at town! in town on a midweek afternoon! nv felt better even thou was having mad rhinitis from the time i woke up! accompanied the girls to shop.. then early dinnered.. chilled a while.. supp to follow bibi to her psb academy briefing thingy but mum called and asked me to come home cuz of some relatives coming over.. ughhh!! so sorry bi! blame it on my relatives.. i would rather have accompanied you anytime, you noe that! sammie gave me and bi this little thingy.. i dunno wad do you call it.. but mine is bumble bee and bi's is owl!! yay!! that made my day!! bumble bee.. bi asked sammie why she got me a bumble bee and sam said that she remembers that i like bumble bee.. awwww!! sammie!! thank you dearie!! hehe.. i said that soooo long time ago and you rmb!! hehe.. i love it! gonna find somewhere to put it to use.. hmmm.. gotta say this, i cant wait for batam!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!! and, BGBF!! YOU ARE MISSED!!

yay! fun day today!! woke up damn early to go for cousin's ceremony.. well, ended up to be toooo early.. so breakfasted with mummy and granny.. waa.. so long nv eat roti prata so early in the morning.. ceremony was boring oh wells.. family gathering are weird oh wells. left later than i hoped for.. haiz.. rushed home.. changed, and rushed out to meet hani at lot1 and headed for barrage.. fetched the girls from mbay and reached barrage.. stoned there for the first hour.. went out to fetch snow.. marlene and charmaine finally reached.. surprise done! but sadly the icings on the cupcakes melted under the scorching sun so the words were abit hard to make out.. but ok lahx.. have fun talking rubbish as usual.. left soon after cuz right after the scorching sun, suddenly there was a downpour.. so with sunburnt skin, watch-tan marks and stinky and smelly selves, we went to bugis for some shopping.. got split up in the crowd! damns! but me snow sharan and dee stuck together.. while waiting for dee's shoes to come we were chatting outside a "jewelry" shop.. and sharan suddenly suggested doing piercing! and guess wad! we did it!! oh my!! one of the most random-est thing i have ever done! getting a piercing.. thank god it was on my ear not anywhere else.. haha.. damn scary cuz of the pain but fun as well!! we are 2 psychos i must say! hahaha! then shopped shopped more.. finally left to meet mum at mustafa.. on the way there snow called and i realised that my wallet was with her!! ahhhh!! going shopping at mustafa without a single cent! im a genius!! so mum had to pay for my stuff... and i now i owe her.. haiz.. and plus i spent like 50 bucks on petrol just for the past 2 days!! girls! dun let me drive!! stop me from driving over to meet you guys ok!! cant wait to go to work tmr and meet my twin!! missed her for one week!!

super pissed! if the majority already has a 50/50 mind of not turning up then how about you dun ask me to plan the class gathering next time! sick and tired of planning, and trying to fit into everyone's schedule and even asking me to inform everyone like 1 month early so that you girls and guys can request day off! wads the point when you are not even going to reply to fb msgs and hp msges!

and today, only 7 turned up.. still had fun nonetheless but the point is lost indefinitely! damn it! im not going to be planning anymore class gatherings.. i should just call for a makan session with just the girlies, malay girls and jovy! seriously! and we would loadsa fun and i dun have to get mad angry over stupid ppl! ugh!!

anyways today was a fun day! fetched sammie from work and headed to ecp.. caught in a bloody jam cuz of a stupid accident which happened in the super tight and narrow roads of east coast park.. irritating.. and found a lot which was so damn bloody hard to park in cuz of stupid and irresponsible drivers! but finally managed to park in another equally diff to park lot! ughh.. starting is already bad..

fad and yati were first to reach.. everyone else was going to be late.. as usual.. and as i suspected, instead of cycling we just headed straight to dinner instead! hahaha.. oh wells.. we were all too hungry anyways.. dinner at the hawker centre at ecp.. jovy's and my hokkien mee sucked to the max.. it was soooooo dry.. ugh.. the rest of the food was not bad! yumyum!

then dropped jovy off and headed to changi village for red tea jelly that bi and sam were dying over! mum called while driving and was speaking in tamil and my phone was on loudspeaker.. everyone in the car just stopped talking for awhile and listening in.. hahaha.. super farnie! and ya.. mum called to tell me not to pick up the phone if dad called cuz he is gng to scold me for using the car... hahaha!! and girls were saying that mum is damn cute to do that! and im like =.=!

red tea jelly, its yummy!! madness during the drive there thanx to the constant msging and calling! hahaha.. but fun still.. rabiah and fad were quiet.. as usual they dun talk much.. yati is crazy as always! makes me miss my subgroup.. haha..

sent the girls off to mrt station and bi sam and i chilled awhile longer.. kinda hard to talk with the rest of the girls around but when its the 3 of us, its madness.. HTHTs, discussing ester's bdae random talk about ward/ot brothers, work, studying etc.. hehe..

sent sammie home, sent bi to meet daniel and finally got my ass home.. ahhh... im sooo sleepy..
tmr, technically today, later, gotta leave house at 7.45 to head to cousin's house for her coming-of-age ceremony.. then meet hani and off to barrage to celebrate marlene's birthday! yay!! cant wait!! gonna have a blast and a damn as hell foolish time trying to fly a kite with the babes tmr.. haven flown one yet, but i already noe its gonna be foolish!

took leave for mum's birthday.. and sister asked me if i wanted to take thursday off as well cuz too many ppl on and she cant think of ways to fit 40 staff into 2 mot theatres.. so ok lahx.. 2 days AL midweek next week! finally!! hehe and i din tell mum im off on her birthday.. told her i have conference instead which ends at dunno wad time.. and she is pretty moody cuz she thinks she wouldnt get her swensen's this year as wel. heh heh heh..

april is going to be a good month!! cant wait for batam trip with hani, eve and sharan!! damn impromptu!! and i haven even told mum yet! gonna get blasted for it.. crap..
and my 21st is coming!! dun ask me wad im planning cuz im not planning anything.. if all goes well, im gonna go kukup with the 6-ers! hopefully vic and boss gets their leave approved!! and my plan would be to have individual lunch or dinners with my diff bunches of crazy frens! yay! cant wait! hehe!!


May leave aint gng anywhere.. cant go anywhere either if im going to go perth in august... so gonna rot away at home! august hurry come..