i really really didnt want to cry! but every single year you guys make me! why why why?? why cant you ppl just leave me alone!
and now you make it sound like its my mistake! ya ok thanx! i get it! the fact that i was born is my mistake! the fact that i was born into this family is my mistake! everything is MY FUCKING MISTAKE! happy!!
thanx huh.. just thanx! you ppl nv understood me and nv will.. then dun blame me for the way i behave! thanx for hurting me time and again for the past 21 years of my fucked up life!
i had zero expectation from the start.. but even so, its gng into negativity.. i hate it hate it hate it! if you cant do anything for me, so be it.. i already noe it would be such which is why i din ask for anything.. so just stop ruining wadever happiness i have left inside of me! every single day is a torture cuz of you ppl.. but even that is my fault right! cuz wad is not? i really dunno!! i come home happy after having a great day out, and my mood totally changes the moment i step into the house..
i doubt that you will, but even if you go buy a new one and return it back, its nv gonna be the same again.. to you it may be nothing.. but to me its everything.. thats the diff between you and me..
seriously, just stop ruining everything for me! i really had enuf of everything!!