its already 3am and im still not in bed! yikes! oh wells.. haha

tmr, actually later, is our uro chalet plus bbq! yay! cant wait.. its gonna be a day of rushing around to buy stuff for bbq b4 heading to the chalet! hopefully it will be a blast and everyone will enjoy themselves!

tracy's 21st bdae party is on saturday! yay! cant wait! meeting sam and her sis b4 heading to tracy's party! sadly, its the same timing as uro bbq and obviously i cant split myself into 2.. so obviously i will go for tracy's party and rush back for the bbq after that! good thing sam stays in pasir ris so got company! hehe..

past few days at work has been not too good i feel.. my patience and temper was put to the test and i lost them a couple of times so i kinda yelled and rebutted back at my colleagues quite abit.. screw my hormones man!

monday, kenna say by stupid allen and i got pissed off and shouted back.. oh gosh.. my first time i shouted at surgeon.. theatre was so silent after that.. crap.. and yesterday, got so called looked down upon by stupid lfj.. he simply mumbles his instructions so how was i supposed to hear wad he was trying to say.. plus im not even from ot2.. i got dragged there cuz there was nobody around to circulate.. and he demanded for a senior.. end up i got the instrument for him and that shut him up! hey dude, i do my stuff ok! if only you could say it clearly the first time, i could have gotten it for you sooner! damn it! and today he was abit nicer and clearly stated his instructions..

today towards the end of the day was pretty horrible as well.. all juniors in theatre.. while the middle scrub.. somemore got so many specimens! and annoying senior just stays in the prep room without helping and leaving us to fend for ourselves.. then finally came in just to ask me to go home.. seriously, next time just let me finish my work first! im fine not claiming time.. ugh!! and i think au prof was abit shocked cuz i was like super bad mood pretty much the whole of today and din exactly give him face when he was toking to me.. haiz.. wadever lahx.. blame it on my period.. damn it.. finally settled everything and left at 5.30..

tot i was going to be late to meet sher.. end up i earliest.. haha.. and poor bgbf was really sick! ern was also sick and finally met yw after soooooo long.. everyone is falling sick.. haiz.. guys, pls pls take care of urselves!! eat more vitC! rina choo, pls go see a doc!! dun delay for too long..

on wed, prof treated us to lunch at this indonesian restaurant called kintamani(or something like that) at furama international hotel.. awkward but ok lahx.. food was not bad.. and prof made small talk us with us.. durian conversation is like totally =.=! haha.. and cuz of the treat by prof to only the ot1 girls, this is some displeasure amongst the other staff.. haiyooo.. they make it sound like they dun really care, but when you hear them complain ahh, gosh.. cannot tahan..

and uncle thng is killing me!! he is freaking KILLING ME!!! im already in such a bad mood, and then he disappears exactly the point of time when he is needed in theatre.. and then sister comes in to scold me and that i should have known where he go and blah blah! seriously wtf moment!! good thing huihia came in time to see sister scolding me and she defended me.. and here i am busily cleaning the ot and opening the things for the next case! and all i could keep repeating was that "he didnt inform ANYONE OF US and why are you shouting at me!!" seriously, i cant split myself you noe! i cant be cleaning the ot, opening the instruments, soaking instruments, jagar-ing uncle thng, making sure that the paperwork is done, transferring the patient, getting instructions from dr chong and also making sure the students are around! are you crazy!! omg.. and here you come, shouting at me infront of everyone like its my fault that uncle thng disappeared! oh gosh! im not the only nurse in the theatre and why are you shouting at the msot junior nurse around! arrrrghhhhhhh!!! bad bad bad thursday mans!





and izzati's grandma passed away wed morning.. haiz.. well, i guess at least her suffering has ended.. stay strong and take care my dear! -hugs-