yay! its the eve of xmas! not really in the mood of xmas.. dun ask me why.. my iphone is in more of a xmas mood than me!

december has been a month of ups and downs.. happy moments and moments filled with angst that i could just cry but i keep it in.. oh wells.. just enjoy and rmb the good moments yea!

this month, on the 4th and 5th had ester jie's hen's night at RWS which was awesome! lotsa fun joy and laughter! lotsa love all around! first fren to get married!! ahhhh!! we love you ester jie! you will always be our ah lian de jie! hahaha! hurry hurry!! we want to see a little ester or little zeff!! hehe.. and they got married on the 18th of dec! so happy for the two of them!

after wedding, girlies went out for movie and shoppping session which was awesome as well even thou we were shagged! finally watched rapunzel!! yay!! happiness!!

also watch narnia with primates+ern and dinner after that plus enting..

sher passed her driving test! YAY!! happy happy! hehe.. i so proud of you bgbf! muackz!

met up with 6-ers for nurani plus jianning bdae celebration! simple dinner lotsa laughter!

xmas gathering with primates+ern+ting+ting's bf kengliang.. pretty good and fun.. but we were shagged fast.. all of us couldnt wait to start zonking off cuz we were tooooo tired! and nice pressies from everyone!! and yay sher like my super belated birthday pressie.. sorry its always late.. i like to find the most almost perfect gift so its worth the wait yea! hehe

hmm wad else.. random outings with work clique! i likey likey!! i love my work clique! they bring me so much joy! they are reason why i love work so much!!






now to the bad parts.. at work.. kinda screwed up a little.. but thanx to my awesome colleagues, surgeons plus NC, i feel better.. they care for me so much that i feel so bad! i will keep improving ppl and thanx soooo much! seriously awesome gang of ppl.. other discipline will sabo their nurse(my fren kenna sabo! stupid ass dr!!) but mine said that she will take full responsibility for it and that im not at fault.. thanx dr ng! that really meant ALOT to me.. and yea, i think still going out for lunch with you is weird and awkward.. maybe next time yea! hahahaha

another occasion was when i truly felt like i din do any wrong but got scolded at.. i felt that it was responsibility to stay on to help but sister said no and scolded the seniors becuz of it.. i feel bad but i dun feel like i din anything wrong.. talked to sister and clarified things out and alls ok for now i guess..

the last thing and the only reason why i hate my work cuz of a stupid bitch who tortures everyone and just gets on our nerves.. and sadly for me, i always so prone to work with her plus she is in my team for sat duty.. haiz.. thats the reason why my blood boils at work..

other than all these, i seriously seriously seriously feel so blessed to be in urology.. seriously.. words cant describe how i feel cuz im so happy and glad to be in uro.. and i truly wonder if i will be this happy anywhere else at work.. firstly, i have got an awesome NC who doesnt exactly makes sense at times but is always there for us.. he scolds us, we listen, we talk back and laugh our heads off.. he cares for us regardless of whether we are in the right or wrong or not.. he fights for our rights and often covers our ass! we love to talk cock with him, esp us juniors!! haha and his fav line at the end of the day is "who say can go back?" or "why you all dun want to go back ahh.. still waiting for wad" hahaha! and on thursday, he predicted that the case will end late so he bought pm girls pizza hut! 200 bucks worth of pizza for like wad, 8 of us.. stuffed ourselves till we wanna puke plus i had a xmas gathering after that.. faints.. 5boxes of large pizza, 18 piece midwing chicken, garlic bread, pepsi.. killer! haha! he felt that regular was too small and decided on large instead.. faints! but each and everyone of us appreciates it!

another pretty ok sister who most of the time doesnt make sense but who cares for you oso.. you get scolded by surgeon, she will scold them back for you! haha.. she gives us little little stuff to eat sometimes and talks nonsense with us too..

i love my colleagues cuz we are always happy to see each other! hehe!

and finally my urobabes!! i love my urobabes!! huihia once told me during our lunch together that she envies us.. reason being "cuz you girls come to work like macam come to play like that" which is true! i feel like that too.. everywhere we go, we go together.. we are always there for one another.. one get scolded, the other goes and talks to the scolder why she scold the scoldee.. we have got one another's back.. some of the oldies dun really like that the fact that we are constantly glued to each other.. too bad for you guys.. lina also told snow that she feels jealous and on outs when she sees us cuz she doesnt have anyone in uro that close.. i guess the reason why we are so close is cuz we were good frens during mot foundation before we officially started working as compared to the rest who come to work, start work, then make frens.. so yea..

today is xmas eve.. sup to be pm but since no list everyone am plus halfday! awesome! and after we finished sat duties today since tmr is holiday, we had roll call.. during roll call, mr mahmood presented the HCAs jaafar, nelson and rommel with a "letter" to thank them for all their work during magnet! see even the HCAs gets recognised for their awesome work! which other department does that tell me??? and then every single one of us gets a pressie(sponsored by sister and mr mahmood!!) which is a 4gb thumbdrive, a bunch of chocs, sgh calendar and notepad.. awesome right.. right straight from their own pockets you noe! imagine you want to buy for urself already you think so much, to buy for a entire department of 40 staff!! woahh.. plus logcake! and they went through wad we have achieved this year, the good things, the bad things, things to strive for next year, constantly encouraging us..

this is the reason why i feel so blessed to be part of this urology family.. there are much more things to rmb than the scoldings we get at times.. i love uro!