there is only one way to describe my birthday, painful.. very very very painful..
its farnie how i can feel the love from my frens but not from my own family!! reading all the wishes after such a bad bad day breaks my heart and sends tears rolling down my face! thanx darlings! yes hafiza, im a real softie!
everyone wished me a happy birthday, but my family gave me a very very very sad birthday! its one of my lousiest birthday! you noe wad makes me sad.. cuz i feel like my family dun even care half of wad my frens does! you noe how much i wanted a family dinner! is it that hard to just sit down and have dinner together.. nvm.. next time, i dun even want to celebrate my future birthdays! in the future, every 22th april will remind of this day! thanx my beloved family!
an awesome dinner with loads of chatting, a camera filled with candid pictures and a smile upon my face.. thats all i asked for today.. and yet i couldnt get wad i want.. thanx mum for the pressie thou!
outside im smiling but inside im breaking, real bad..
and the tears cant stop falling...