day 3 of attachies over.. 80 more days to go!!
yest.. nothing much.. CI gina is damn damn fun and good!! met angie after work when leaving for home.. haha.. ohh and during lunch, when i was on my way to the ward to check roster, this idiot pissed me off!!
waiting for the lift.. 2 lifts open at the same time.. i was at one lift.. and aquaintance(she is nto even my fren.. just someone i noe) suddenly shout "ROSHINI!! wad you think you doing!! its already one and now then you gng up to check ur roster! you going to be late!" LIKE WTF MAN!!! i dun care her and cont to take the lift.. i and eve were like stunned lahx! seriously.. still got 15 mins till end of lunch break b4 we need to head back to the patho lab.. go check oso wrong mehx.. and anyways, i late i late lahx.. wtf is ur problem.. i can walk faster than you can run OK!! omfg man! eve was like horrified! that girl literally SHOUTED at me man and there were so many ppl waiting for the lift.. they prob think that i must be someone who is somewhere where im not supp to be man.. waa.. we got so pissed thanx to her! -faints!-
i think im pms-ing.. today was a bad bad day.. i get easily irritable. rarr.. one of the reasons i got into nursing was so that i no need to do maths anymore.. but today, drug calculations drove me nuts.. i got so pissed at myself for not being able to do the calculations.. i follow the formula oso can get wrong.. seriously.. i got so pissed that i just threw my pen on the table and stared at the screen.. the only thing that can get me this upset is maths!! man!! the frustration that maths brings me!i dun understand at all lahx!! urgh!! and next yr, sure got drug calculations test and stuff.. sure die..
then shifts got prob oso.. another person made me fume! cant believe im gonna work with her for 3 months! seriously dreading it.. shoot shoot shoot me so much and yet no guts to tok the sister when you were the one who DEMANDED to see sister! seriously wtf is wrong with you... tok like you so big like that, as if you noe everyone in the hospital, as if the ward sister macam your fren like that then can still demand that i go tok the sister.. wtf is wrong with you man! get the fact straight.. i got my info right ok! its you who is wrong!! wad made me even more pissed was wad you said right at the end! im sorry man.. the last sentence aint gonna make peace!
on the way home, i usually sleep, but i was so pissed till i couldnt sleep oso.. lucky kin called me and i braaaaa-ed to her and the frustration off! thanx alot girl! im gonna miss you so much man.. haiz.. the only with me for all my hospital attachments!! even thou sometimes we diff shift, we still at the same ward!! now no more!! =(( jiayou kk!!
came home.. stoned.. dinnered at the coffeeshop with mum.. complained the whole time esp about the maths part.. maths seriously drive me crazy man.. ugh!! more frustration cuz i need to see the dentist too thanx to my swollen and raw gums surrounding my wisdom tooth!! ughhhh!!
cant wait for day off man!!
i miss my frens!! nowadays, my post are all about prcp! =((