this week has been a crazy week cuz i am so busy and i cant sleep well at night.. haiz.. i even went to sleep early much to the dismay of some of my frens who noe i will sleep late usually.. hahaha.. in the end still cant sleep.. haiz..

school as normal.. nothing new..

tuesday went for threading with bibi and qiann.. first time and b4 i went in bibi told the lady that i scared of pain.. gosh.. so paisehx.. haha.. but still, its was so freaking painful till i cried! can you believe it!!! i cried!! goshhhh.. super embarassing can.. i was like controlling and jumping everytime i felt pain and the lady said i cant jump so i started to shake my legs, the more pain the faster my legs shook.. crazy man.. to make things worse, the light was pretty glaring so when i opened my eyes, my tears just flowed down.. super duper embarrassing man.. goshhhh.. then rushed back to school for lecture.. then met mum at bpp and dinnered there, bought groceries and waited for dad to fetch us..

wed school ended at 2 so after school, accompanied sharifa to CWP to buy prezzies for ajib's b-dae and i brought them home so that he wun find out and also cuz it was raining like crazy and they were taking bike and its so dangerous.. so yeap..

came back home, did some research for projects, stoned, read my manga and watch my drama and went to sleep at 8.35pm.. super early rite.. haha.. wanted to catch up on much needed sleep and cuz thursday school start at 12 can sleep longer!! but NOOOOO!! in the middle of night, i woke up after a dream.. its not a nightmare thou.. just a dream that made me lose my sleep and make me so troubled..

its too personal so i cant blog it out but its been troubling me like crazy till i cant sleep, cant think about other things and stuff.. haiz.. in the morning, on the way to way to collect my hp(i sent it for repair last week), i was telling bavi cuz it was troubling me too much.. bavi was like saying that the dream was romantic.. wad the hell!! haizz.. but after toking to her felt abit better but still so troubled..

why im troubled?
1) how come got this kinda dream?
2) why must be that person?
3) why did that happen in the dream?
4) why did i do wad i did?
5) wad were the reasons as to why i did that?
6) why was is so difficult for me to tell the reasons of my action to my frens in the dream?
7) why am i so troubled cuz of the dream
8) why am i even more troubled because of the person's reaction in the dream?

but back to reality, i dunno wad the reasons are for qs6. bavi is so gonna kill me when she sees this. sorry girl, but i cant stop thinking about no matter how much i try cuz it automatically pops into my thoughts. haiz.. its the first time i am so troubled because of a dream!!! arrrgghhhh.. shit man..

anyway, today, was the bangle ceremony for my fren's fren's (who is now my fren) wedding.. so yea.. her father looks like my big uncle.. hhaha.. and they have a husky!!!!! sadly its injured.. get well soon max(name of the husky)..

mum just came in to scold me cuz im home late! like wth!!! this whole week only today i come home late and she is scolding me!!! like as if i dun have anything else on my mind now i have to face this oso!! im too tired ok!






ROSY!!! stop thinking so much and get some sleep cuz you have class at 8am tmr and the relief teacher will kill you if you are late!!





stop thinking