ok.. i haven posted for about 4 days now.. loads of stuff once again.. but b4 that i have to talk abt sumting else..

was watching survivor just now on channel 5.. i couldnt take the betrayal and taking advantage of other ppl in the game and i just left after telling mum to just tell me who got kicked out in the end.. this time erik got kicked out.. i think this is one series among all the other survivors series that contains so much betrayal and taking advantage of.. i noe its a game and its a competition and stuff but still.. im a person who will nv do such a thing esp to that extent.. i dunno man.. im not seeing this cuz its erik who got kicked out or cuz he is cute or wadeva.. im solely commenting on the strategy in the game.. goodness.. time after time erik is trying to redeem himself.. and its like u can sense his sincerity when he decide to follow wad amanda said and stuff.. yet this bunch of girls time after time only make use of him to their advantage.. esp when during the last 2 eps he actually followed everything that amanda said and he even said "i knew u sent me to exile for a reason".. he is guillible and naive but thats only because he is simple minded and trust ppl easily esp back stabbers like parvati and amanda.. i so hate ppl like parvati and amanda.. its like to me, that should NOT be the way u treat someone regardless of whether u are in the game or not.. its just so mean and the betrayal is really too much to take.. like F***.. rarrr.. pissi-fying.. for me, friendship is above everything else.. i dun think and hope that i will never betray anyone whom im frens with esp if its for sumting like for a game or money.. fucking ridiculous!!


anyway.. back to normal stuff.. dun wanna think about that anymore..

tuesday.. nothing much.. dun really rmb wad i did other than i go to school.. oh ya.. din have nite classes.. YAYYY!! so get to go home early.. wandi was like "finally can see the sun still when i go home on tuesday" haha..

wednesday.. nothing much too.. normal.. had fun in school.. ended at 3.. then went for our aussie study tour briefing thingy.. abit not worth it.. kinlai confirm not going.. i have to go home and check with mum first.. to me still ok cuz i want to see their uni, hospital and stuff.. cuz i din think i will ever get a chance to go there for overseas attachment cuz of my not so good grades so my only chance to go to their hospital.. and the uni.. wanna see for my future planning for furthur education.. haha.. anyway, accompanyed kinlai till 5.45 when she has cca.. we went to amk to stone and stuff.. haha.. walk walk and she bought a hp for fendy.. then i went home.. then online and heard from angie and boss that their fren, seri, oso going.. then chatting with boss online and she sae the girl mentioned my name to boss.. and i was like OMG!! cuz i dun even noe her fren.. prob her heard my name cuz the tcherin-charge is my personal mentor and he keep asking whether sri(my another fren who is going also) is on the way already not.. haha.. oops.. so paisehx man.. haha..

thursday.. sammie gave me a photo of me her and kinlai and with writing at the back.. haha.. thanx girlie!! haha.. love ya loads too..

long day at school.. really long day.. started at 10 all the way till 6 with only ONE HOUR break from 2-3.. shit rite.. goodness.. dying already.. then after that i still have cca meeting.. after meeting nothing to do.. so me boss and angie went out to makan dinner at amk central banquet.. haha.. vic's doctor fren dropped us there.. haha.. after that go home lahx.. haha

chatting with rina.. i soooooooo long nv go out her with le.!!! hahahah.. i miss my babe.. hahaha.. called her to play mahjong with me and my polyfrens on sat too.. haha.. and she is calling cheryl too.. haha.. yayyy.. nv see her for 2 months plus already i think.. haha..

friday.. which is today.. school was pretty sian.. cuz only one hour lecture... then 4 hours break.. then electives.. sian rite.. goshh.. but cant go too far to eat oso cuz still have project meeting.. so me, kinlai, sammie, bizhen, ester and jiaqian went out to amk to eat(after much planning.. haha.. ).. we decided to go to suki sushi to eat.. in the end suki sushi havent open.. so we went to eat at pizza hut.. haha.. quite fun lahx.. but jiaqian and ester had to leave first cuz their project start earlier.. then the rest of us went to walk walk.. bizhen went bra shopping and sammie went to buy body gel.. then so farnie cuz at that shop they sell perfume oso so she was sniffing at one and then she put in back and said "omg... that perfume smells like del(our classmate)".. hahah.. and i couldnt help but laugh.. hahaha.. then me and bizhen rushed back to school for project..

electives sian once again.. no lectures but more of like summary of wad the tcher taught us.. not bad lahx.. pretty ok.. only thing i started falling asleep suddenly.. suddenly felt so sleepy.. dunno why oso.. then sharifa siad i was snoring whichi seriously doubt so cuz i only snore when im freaking tired.. hahaha..

after electives, went to cwp with nenek zawani to look for my nursing shoes.. some were nice but dun have my size or suitable for nursing.. haha.. so we decided to go bpp instead.. then we took 963 and this is where the fun starts.. haha.. cuz of bus passes by the highway.. hahahah.. then like less than 1/5 into the highway, the bus started like severelu vibrating like as if going on gravel.. so we tot nothing much.. then suddenly a while later the same thingy happened except that this time pieces of rubber was exploding and we saw the tired of the bus THAT WE WERE IN rolling away to the extreme right hand side of the road.. hahahahahhaa.. can u just imagine the scene.. omg man.. so obviously the bus cant carry on and was stalled.. hahahahah.. hilarious man.. i and zawani was having a freaking hilarious time... even thou we knew that should anything more extreme happen we could have been injured and stuff but the entire thing happened so quickly that we couldnt help but laugh.. then we like took pictures of the runaway tire, our complimentary bus ticket, stupid pics of ourselves, and of the mess that rubber tire made.. hahahaha.. farnie man.. zawani was like "monday we should tell everyone" and then realise wait.. monday is attachies.. no school.. haiz.. sad.. cant share our fun with our frens. haha. so ya.. was telling zawani that the tire thingy should have exploded/run away towards the end of the epressway so like that at least i can walk back home.. hahaha.. ppl who noe where i live will understand.. hahahah.. so ya..

anyway, after that hilarious incident we cont with bpp shoe shopping.. finally bought my new nursing shoes from BATA(buy and throw away) again.. only this time the shoe's heels are more more more lower so my heels wun be so painful.. hehehe.. yayy.. thanx nenek for shoe shopping with me.. haha.. im a fussy shopper.. hahaha.. then we went to get her bro's chocs and milk and headed home.. then on the way home i was like "haiz.. i like attachie and hate attachies"and she was like why.. and i was saying that like now i go to school majority of the time with her and stuff.. so like will miss going to school with her in the morning and her daily morning sms-es asking where am i and meeting at the train platform and also enjoying school and lectures with kinlai, sammie, bizhen, jiaqian, germie, ester, sharifah, zawani, mk and all the rest.. haiz.. will miss all my frens for sure.. this is me.. a person who gets too attached.. sad rite.. hahaha.. the next time i will see all of them is like 6 weeks later.. except for kinlai cuz i will see her during attachies.. even then i wun see her for long cuz diff shift.. but still.. haiz..

then went home.. realised that there was still bloody discharge.. called the clinic and toked to doc.. she told me come down soon..i was down in 5 mins.. haha.. she said she has to refer me to surgeon.. she gave me referral letter.. but told me to get another referral letter from polyclinic so that when i see the doc it will be cheaper.. if i go from the private clinic i automatically have to pay for Aclass service.. shit lahx.. so ex.. FREAK!!! where to go for the moolah man.. rarr.. go to surgeon sure cost a bomb.. she "drew" out the thingy for me to explain wad is happening.. apparently, there is prob a connection from my belly button to peritoneal cavity in my stomach causing all the discharge and blodd is from the discharge.. and in my mind all i was thinking about was "SHIT.. is it serious?? will it be painful.. need to admit? how much? can do non-invasive??" and etc.. she mentioned that she wun give me anymore antibiotics cuz i already ate one set of super strong antibiotics(amocla/amoxillin) and din exactly work.. so like die die die!! rarr.. i so dun wanna go can.. i mean its like i dun really like seeing doc cuz they make me feel so vulnerable and weak.. like i cant be myself.. i noe im blabbering but ya.. ignore me.. then doc can still say "dun worry.. u muz stil be bubbly" and etc.. i guess she saw my facial expression so ya.. wth man.. super dreading it.. hopefully wadeva they are doing doesnt affect my attachies, my school term, and my aussie trip.. haiz.. blady shit man.. screw my hols i dun care.. just dun affect my attachies, school term and aussie trip can already.. i dun wanna take so much mc till i hve to repeat my attachies or school term..i have no intention of staying back for another 6 months.. i wanna graduate on feb 2010!!!


haiz.. sian.. tmr still have to go see doc in the morning.. after that around 4-5 kinlai, sammie, bizhen, rina, cheryl coming over to play mahjong.. not sure if jiaqian coming not cuz she not feeling well.. take care girl..

to sammie: LOVE YA TOO SAMMIE!!!! hahaha.. ur most welcome.. ahaha.. love the photo too.. but got qs.. got so many nice nice pics why u choose blur blur one lehx???? hahaha.. =P