I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RITE NOW!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

wad the blady hell were you thinking.. omg!!!!!! i dunno wad to sae anymore.. this was the reason why i forbidded mum from allowing you to bring the psp to school and now u see wad happens.. arrgggggghhhh.. i am so pissed.. it cost THREE HUNDRED OVER DOLLARS ok.. not 30 cents.. can u can hide it for so long??!!! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.. i am so pissed!!!!! good luck to you man.. i actually didnt want mum to buy you a psp in the first place cuz i felt it was unfair that u get ur gadgets at such a young age whereas big bro and i get ours after we grow up and that u were too irresponsible just by looking at the way u handle ur hp.. and now happened??? wad happened to all ur promises?? in the end we bought you one cuz we didnt want you to be left out.. wtf did you do???!!! mum bought you a phone, u sell away change it for an even older phone each time.. u bought a brand new phone using ur own savings and a week later u do the same thing.. i think u are too fortunate compared to me and big bro where we literally had to beg and persuade mum and dad to buy for us.. for you, just becuz u are the youngest u always get your way.. all you have to do is open ur mouth and you get it.. wad happen to all the money u get for cca expenditure.. buy spoil buy spoil buy spoil.. all these things werent cheap u noe.. ur first phone was a samsung ultra edition.. mine was a freaking 3310 and big bro even better.. his was a free hp from kfc.. why dun you look at how lucky you are compared to us.. u are the youngest so they dun even scold you much as compared to if we lose our psp.. its fucking expensive u noe.. its not like it cost 30 cents or 30 dollars.. even me, the most expensive thing i have lost is my 6610 hp which was worth less than a hundred bucks then.. but you.. u lost a psp that is worth $350 in just less than 2 months after we bought it.. and see, i dun even hear mum scolding you now.. she was just nagging at you for 5 mins and now its back to normal.. u just dun realise how much it cost.. u think money drops from the sky.. i never bought anything that cost that much when i was sec 2.. the most expensive thing i had then was prob my discman or my hp(a freaking black and white hp) and we had to share one pathetic computer but u.. at sec 2 u HAD a brand new camera 3.5g hp, a psp, a computer for urself, more pocket money compared to me and big bro put together and loads more.. mum and dad always sae like waa, do good in ur studies and i buy for you lahx and blah blah blah.. even then i nv got wad i truly wanted.. i always only got a substitute of that.. but you, u dun do well in ur studies, ur attitude SUCKS, u have a freaking attitude problem(its prob due to ur rebellious age but stil??!!) that they dun realise cuz they simply dote on you too much and so many other reasons to show why u dun deserve wad u have.. i wasnt very good in studies in sec skool but at least i wasnt as bad as you.. mum doesnt push you as much as me and big bro just becuz u have heart problem which i feel is the stupidest excuse ever!!! shouldnt ppl with medical condition be all the more motivated to do well in their education and life.. well i dunno abt you but ya.. thats how i feel.. and farnie-ly i dun see you regret any of ur actions.. if me, i would be worried sick and wun even dare to come home and would keep looking for it but u could still be so relax, cool and calm about the whole thing.. oh wait.. i noe why.. cuz u noe that mum and dad wun scold you that much.. plus u have mum as ur back-up so wads the big deal rite.. thats why u nv learn from ur mistakes.. u have never gotten it bad thats why u can still slack and do nothing and not even be worried.. mum always says that i have changed thanx to my frens and blah blah blah.. well at least i have frens who have always been there for me and we were always in the right track together.. wad about you? i have seen wad type of frens u make in just the first week of school in sec one and i have seriously nothing to sae about that becuz i swear i have never made such "GOOD" frens like u have.. i rather be spoiled and have changed by my frens than grow up like you with no responsibility wadsoever.. i have no words left to sae except that u are no longer the little brother that i used to like when we were younger.. u have changed and its not for the better.. im not sure if its cuz of the way u grew up with more love or wadeva, but the path u are taking now its not good.. if u can lie and not feel guilty about losing such an expensive thing, i dunno wad else can u not do..

one word of advice: beware when dad and esp big bro noes abt this!!

to ppl who just read that, u might feel that i am just older sister who is jealous of her younger brother.. well.. i cant sae im not.. i definitely am.. but i am more upset and angry at his irresponsibility and pure stupidity.. to me i dun think he just lost it like that.. i feel that there is more to wad happen since he is in a boys school and maybe prone to getting bullied by his seniors or even ppl hanging arnd there.. but in any case he should have told us and not lie to us for sooooooo long..

PS: u just spoilt my entire mood.. thanx so much ah!