waaaaaaaaaaa...

im finally back from camp.. 6 days of camps man..

everynight since last thurs nite i sleep for less than 5 hours.. thats bad.. rarrr..

first camp was rotaract retreat.. pretty fun.. haha.. boss's fren(nurani) and cuzzin(adenin) came along.. haha.. uber fun.. first nite del came over.. haha.. dunno why oso.. grace was like del is here.. and i was like WAD.. ok.. how come he is here.. haha.. mind you.. we were at safra changi.. which is pretty far away from like main roads or wadeva.. and the time was like 1+.. he came to see lela and syifa and after that go meet his frens.. so went out and sat to tok tok and abt to sit missed my leg on the bench then fell and hit the back of my head.. they were all like super worried and asking me where its painful and stuff.. i just lie there laughing.. haha.. super paiseh man.. aiyo.. then talked till abt 2+ then went back in to sleep.. syimah and vic super the scandalous.. haha.. shall kapok the pics from cass then post it here.. and sri was snoring.. cass who was sleeping got awoken and we started laughing at sri's snores and syimah passed her hp to record the snoring.. haha..

then next day, went for fp.. pretty fun today.. the kids very cute.. cassie's monkeys din come thou.. so sad.. haha.. then after that we went back to safra changi but we missed the bus so rtn koh came to fetch us from the mrt station.. haha.. his car damn cool lahx.. waa sehx man.. got gps.. i was sitting in front so could a super good view of the map and the directions and stuff.. the thing even talks man.. haha.. its even shows the gold pit and stuff.. haha.. super farnie.. damn steady lahx.. then ate super late lunch and went to join in the games. quite ok.. some stuff abit stupid thou.. haha.. dinner then bowling.. i kenna one strike.. haha.. yayyyyyy.. nurani oso not bad man... chantel was like uber proness.. haha.. then adenin like couldnt play to save his life.. haha.. so rtn william was like teaching him.. haha.. then finally he learn how to bowl correctly.. haha.. im no pro and i can at least bowl lahx.. haha.. adenin finally got his first strike in his last round last game.. haha.. that happened to be his last as well.. haha.. so farnie.. his pose after bowling always the same.. super small singapore u noe.. haha.. cuz soumi and adenin are in the same class in sp.. like wooowwwoooww.. singapore is uber small lahx.. somehow u are always linked to ppl in various manners.. haha..

then at night again slept at 2 and woke up like 6-7.. snores man.. i was snoring and evryone tot that it was sri except for sri and cass.. haha.. so farnie lahx.. ehh.. i was like super dead tired ok.. i only snore when im super tired.. haha.. then end of camp and went home after makaning with lela, sri, syifa and eechew at changi village.. then lela dropped me off at cwp and i took a cab home from there.. wanted to go home and sleep then mum dragg me go buy traditional clothes for sis's engagment.. thats why no time no blog on sunday.. monday wanted to sleep in so can be fresh for mentor camp but nooooooooo.. mum just had to go to little india to sew her sari blouse.. rarrr..

chionged home and rushed for mentor camp.. yayyyyy.. i love mentor camp.. to me, its the best leadership camp ever cuz of my team and the some of the activites even thou the food is like north canteen food.. haha..

first day reported on monday at 5.. sri late as usual.. then went to the tut rooms to put our bags and stff then come down for dinner and the whole thing starts.. first day pretty ok lahx.. basically getting to noe ur team members.. my team is known as KAMIKAZE(if dunno the meaning, google it) and has 4 guys and 11 girls.. out of the 4 guys, one is jovy(classmate duh i noe him), khairul( cca bod), sit naing(cca and lect group fren) and faizal also known as abang faizal cuz he is like 24 years old and very brotherly.. haha.. out of 11 girls i only like noe 1 which sri.. haha.. but th rest of the girls are all pretty nice.. haha.. first nite went to sleep at 1.40am ..

2nd day, woke up at 5.30am to get towel and pad from dad cuz i forgot to bring and so suay kenna menses.. my first time kenna menses during camp man.. rarrrr.. then had water parade.. abit fun lahx in the sense that it easily makes you pissed.. haha.. then games.. was this super fun game.. first round my group came in 2nd.. 2nd round we came in first.. yayyy.. so overall for that challenge we came in first.. so proud of KAMIKAZE !! haha.. then lunch this other game and seriously made the whole group mad and we started having mini disputes.. but we came to a conclusion that now is not the time to have disputes and that we should concentrate on our challange.. haha.. i was split into 3s with nurul and jannah.. haha.. we rawk man.. we guess the movie title so fast during the games lahx.. the other groups who were there like super slow lahx.. haha..

then after that some water games where i was so unfortunate to be the wetest among my whole team.. worse part was that i was having Ms lahx.. rarr.. thank god not like drenched man.. then the most diff game to me was the poison river challenge.. i really salute to abang faizal, khairul, sitnaing and jovy for making so many trips back and forth to get the girls and to nurul(bangwa) for being to supergirl of KAMIKAZE.. she wanted to bring the chairs back but we scared she too tired so called jovy to bring back.. but she insisted and sae she can do it.. and she did very well while still pausing to rest and lying so confortably on the chairs and drinking water from the senior mentors and can still pose for pics.. haha.. well done girl.. im also thankful to jovy, khairul and abang faizal for helping me when it was my turn to cross the "river".. haha.. many times i almost fell and u guys pulled me back up.. i was like molested through and through for this game man.. haha.. no worries.. i understand it was for the game and our safety.. esp abang faizal for doing in the most no. of rounds and letting us trust you and cross the river with ease.. he suffered from back pain after that cuz it was too strenous for his back and this ended up with back sprain in the night.. take care yup! KAMIKAZE respect you all the way abang! haha...

then after that wad dinner and a stupid game that ended only at 3am. haiz.. i din like that game cuz too me it was too boring.. i understand there were morals behind the whole game and sorry man.. its kinda boring for me.. deej like knock off already when we went to our prison cell while wating to be rescued.. thanx to the girls who constantly came backto try to rescue us.. haha.. and amelia-who after she got rescued came back too rescue us.. she failed once and managed to get all of us out of the prison in the second try and still stayed on to do punishment with us even thou it was not required for her too.. this is wad i call true team spirit and camaraderie.. love ya girl.. muackz.. dun emo k.. hehe..

went to bath at 4.10 am.. bathed in the guys toilet cuz girls side too packed and no guys.. then 3 guys came while i was entering the toilet.. haha.. they waited for all the girls to finish bathing first and leave the guys toilet b4 they bathe.. sorry guys.. then have way bathing heard the guys again.. they were like "how many more girls to go ah?" and someone shouted ''4 more" and the guys were like "orrhhhhh" haha.. then one of the girls sae " aiya guys u wanna come in wait and then go bath just come..we dun mind one.." cuz anyway we dun leave the cubicles naked mahx.. we come out fully clothed mahx.. so ya.. so i could hear the guys talking talking for a while then they went out to sit.. haha.. poor things.. we invade their toilets and privacy oso.. haha.. who ask there to be more girls than guys lehx.. haha.. then when we left we told the guys that we leaving already and they could go and bath.. haha.. so farnie man..

by the time i slept was already 4.50am this morning.. waa lao.. then woke up at 8am to start the last day of camp.. haha.. breakfast was abit the wth.. but the fishballs were good..

"prize giving ceremony".. haha.. basically we were told to point out a person whom we think did the following the best in our team all at once.. haha.. only have like 6 pocky prizes.. haha.. so ya.. khairul got the leading one i think.. then sri got the SMOKER.. its doesnt mean that she smokes.. it means that she tok alot of crap but ultimately she is totally nice and funkie person.. haha.. which she is.. then jovy got one prize too.. i forgot wad the title was.. then abang faizal got one too for being the most chilled and like very cooly get things done and very very hardworking who contributes alot to the team.. haha.. then amelia got one too and she truely deserved hers.. but i forgot wad is her title oso.. most surprising was i oso got one.. yayyy.. wow.. haha.. i got the dynamite title or sumting for like not giving up and keep cheering on ppl to carry on and finish our challenges and stuff and basically like cheering and motivating and stuff lahx.. haha.. well thanx guys.. i tot jane would get it even i oso vote for her cuz she damn enthu in cheers and stuff.. haha.. but like waa lao when so many point at me i suddenly felt super sabo-ed but this was a good sabo and thanx guys for everything.. love you guys too.. muackz.. haha.. thanx to jovy, sri, deej, abang faizal, amelia, jannah, nurul, shidah and all the others.. haha.. omg.. im emoing now.. rarrr..

anyway then, we were told to think of grad day and write sumting now that u think u will be 2-3 years later.. think of all the frens and all the experiences kinda thingy and blah blah blah.. i was like feeling 'oh no.. the camp is gonna end soon.. we gonna go our separate ways after today.. nooooo.. i still want to stay and play with with bunch of ppl.. these are my life in this camp.. i dun wanna leave'.. that kinda thing.. and amelia was like " eh.. tell sir(thats wad we call our camp instructor) dun sae like that lehx.. i will cry one".. then i was like sayanging her lahx.. cuz i understand her feelings.. its damn sad lahx.. our bond in the team ir pretty strong after all the challenges and stuff and we grow to understand each other better and love each other.. and now the end is nearing.. damn sad lahx.. haiz.. i have never felt this bonded to any camps other than sec 3 and sec 4 camps.. then she started crying already lahx.. i see her cry i oso start tearing man.. luckily i noe how to control.. no tears spill.. heng man.. amelia like cry lahx.. trying to stop her tears.. sayang her all the way.. a friendship softie.. just like me.. haha... i love amelia.. haha.. still rmb i used to call her emily on the first day.. haha.. wth.. we started off knowing no one in our group except our own frens and now we are like a family.. KAMIKAZE forever!

then we wrote our future lahx.. then amelia drew my name on my card and jane drew a manga on my card.. i saw the manga and i tot of moka first.. haha.. no one can beat moka's manga man.. hers is damn nice lahx..haha..

then we got our certs and wrote our names and turn to the back and wrote our cheers and loving msg-es to our team.. we oso wrote for our dear senior mentors angela, a very very nice girl who is always there for the team and cheering us on and she said this to us " i feel the determination and unity in this team even thou there are many individuals in this team.. i like the way u guys cont to finish up ur challenges even thou for the past two challenges u guys came in 2nd last. u guys din like give me and sae that anyway we gonna lose so might as well dun bother to do the rest of the stations.. i like ur determination to strive thru.." haha.. thanx angela.. angela was supporting us all the way and we love you too.. muackz.. haha.. actually we were abit disheartened during the taboo game.. there were disputes happening.. then we decided to sit in front of ltk3 and think instead of doing things recklessly.. glad that amelia and abang faizal and all the rest of us pycho-ed ourselves to cont and finish this challenge even thou they may be a chance we come in last.. the most impt is not the results of the challenges but the process of how team has bonded thru all this frustrations and dilemmas.. and our other mentor jianning who nv fails to bully me and use his rolled up papers and whack my head, butt and all the other places and constantly bullying me but nv failing to cheer me up.. haha.. i bullied you back too.. neninenipupu.. haha.. -sticks out tongue-haha.. super touched by wad my team wrote for me.. reminds me of stc and ms lee made us doo the same thing.. i still have that paper!!! haha.. its like precious.. haha.. thanx again to amelia dearie, angela, grace sit naing, jianning and everyone.. haha.. =))))

finally camp ended.. collected our bags, makaned helped out with the clearing and took more photos and stuff.. then the senior mentor called the guys to help arry the big fans to the store room.. no more guys left cuz all busy taking photos and stuff.. so abang offered.. i and sri was like" eh.. ur back pain rite.. dun go if not u will injure ur back more".. he say nvm.. the way he walk there already like very pain lahx.. then the tcher noticed and stopped him.. so i went to help out.. the stupid senior mentor dun believe that i can carry lahx.. asshole.. i proved him wrong in the end.. haha.. wth.. the guys were like woowwoowwooww.. haha.. woman not weaklings ok.. but then dunno why yest the chair i cant carry.. maybe i too tired yest.. haha.. then like halfway there another senior mentor took over me.. i was like "i can i can" but he just snatched it away from me lahx.. waa lao.. its those type of humongous metal fans that they usually put in halls.. those big big heavy type.. so wth man!!! then when wanted to leave already jovy keep asking me to accompany him till 3 when he meets wandi.. waa lao.. so long lahx.. haha.. in the end i still left early and when leaving this 3 malay guys from mentor camp were like "bye rock my world baby".. haha.. they were refering to my shirt that i was wearing.. haha.. they really nice lahx cuz we dun even noe each other and only noe that we from mentor camp and only toked once i think and they said bye to me.. haha.. very nice bunch of ppl i met in mentor camp.. those 3 guys oso helped to move the fans lahx so one guy ask me "eh.. why u nv carry the fan all the way.. why u let the senior mentor snatch the fan from you??".. haha.. so i said " i told him i can carry.. he snatch away from me mahx..".. haha.. and he said "aiyo.. must fight for ur rights.. dun let the senior mentor think u so weak..".. haha.. damn farnie lahx the guy.. thanx guys.. i have no idea wad ur names ah.. all i noe is that u are my new frens' frens and from mentor camp.. haha..

anyway, stupid bro dun wanna fetch me so came home on my own.. so tired.. wanted to blog b4 sleeping so here i am.. still bloggin since 4+ cuz was doing other stuff in between.. haha.. super sian..

i need to proclaim sumting!!!

I LOVE MY KAMIKAZE TEAM!!!!
muackz!

miss you guys so so so so so so much.. must go out and watch movie k.. =))))


ps: will load the pics in installments cuz tooooo many pics.. total now is over 230 pics over 6 days of camps..

BAVI!!! I MISS YOU!!!!