lonely day today cuz im the only student nurse in my ward and prob the whole of nuh who have to come on sat juz for make-up.. rarr!! haha

anyway today quite ok lahx.. its actually not busy one.. but suddenly busy becuz my side only have me, 2 sn and 1 en i/c of 2 rooms.. so like have to do everything in a rush.. haiz.. pretty tired.. was helping nurul so much and im so proud of myself.. haha.. i bathed 2 patients on my own and fed ng twice.. yay!! achievement on my last last day of attachment.. everyone there see me so poor thing cuz only one to come back.. haha.. i was like its ok.. miss you guys mahx.. hahax.. partly oso true.. it nv properly register in me that i wun be coming to work there anymore so like during thelast hour when i really had nothing to do and was juz standing arnd i went to tok to my cubicle patients.. haha... 2 getting discharged today.. yay!! one new one hu came in at 2+ so like i no need to bother so much cuz sn will do.. then all the aunties and uncles told me byebye and take care and study hard and all that like very touching lahx.. now i noe why XF cried yest.. haha.. its really very nice to see them joking and toking and laughing at the slightest joke and all.. i guess i will definitely miss them.. then last 15 mins maliza walk past me and see me nothing to do so juz told me to leave.. but i din want to cuz scared get into trouble so juz went to staff room to sit sit and tok with mr ng( a very nice en) and maliza(got to noe her better only this week).. then left at 3.00 sharp.. haha.. then say byebye again and the emos started flooding back in.. haha.. will nv forget the memories i had at my first ever attachments..

then too tired to go for meeting and anyway by the time i go there meeting prob over so told boss and she said ok.. so came home and was chatting with a very emo person who is currently depressed over something(dun kill me if u are seeing this).. haha.. take it easy and dun be so hard on urself.. yea =)

haiz.. im stoning with lappy on my lap and im sitting on my bed and leaning on the wall.. -classic stoning position- haha.. i wanna sleep.. juz now in the bus keep felling asleep and so scared that will miss my stop.. so was poking at my temples to try to keep me awake.. haha.. it worked i guess.. haha..

okies.. im gonna go read my book finish today and start on harry potter and the deathly hallows.. haha.. start so late rite.. i noe.. no laughing pls thank you! haha..

cyaz.. wooots!!