haiz..

i feel like today was a total waste cuz i felt like i was skiving or sumting.. haha..
cuz when i went there meera wanted to "interview" me and menaga for her skills( for her CI course).. haha.. then XF juz joined us.. we were like totally skiving can.. haha.. anyway meera din get wad she wanted from us.. but we toked abt the ward ghost stories and the nurses there and stuff.. and meera was toking her abt how she started off as a nurse and all.. and i only have one thing to sae to her.. " i take my hat off you lady".. she like can be our role model or sumting lahx.. haha.. then sister wanted to tok to me.. my turn finally.. haha.. waited for so long.. was toking with her and apparently she din noe wad happened.. so ya.. on one hand, i felt super guilty to the patient and on the hand, i felt guilty becuz of my honesty i "hai"(caused) 2 ppl to get into trouble.. i really din noe wad to sae.. so went back to staff room and felt super emo.. haiz.. so i juz went to wash my face and came out.. then sat down and was telling them abt it and they tot i was crying.. haha.. then XF can say "i feel that u cry very fake lehx" when i wasnt even crying at all.. haha.. he sot liao.. haha..

then went out and carried on with stuff lahx.. haiz.. so sian.. but today nv really carry out my duties much cuz was busy with sister and meera was assessing my para.. then went for break then came back.. patients al very cute when we went to tell them today will be our last day at nuh.. they were all like shocked.. haha.. but very nice cuz they like shake hand and said bye bye and stuff and i heard that XF cried.. haha.. that xiao didi ah.. XF came back at like 8 even thou he was morning shift cuz he wanted to go out makan.. hahax.. in the end he makaning with stephen cuz kinlai going home and dad came to fetch me and SY home.. haha.. poor thing..

haiz.. im so tired.. afternoon shift today morning shift tmr for make up and still have meeting for cca.. i am so tempted to dun go tmr cuz i very very tired.. haiz..

ps: boss, if i dun go for meeting tmr, sorry ah.. cuz i very tired lahx.. i will make it up by helping out in more projects or sumting ok.. sorry girl.. =(

-snores-