i am so freaking pissed rite now and it has nothing to do with attachments..
some blady fucker stole my money.. 10 bucks lahx.. aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh.. i was banking on that and my advance pocket money to go out tmr... im so pissed im crying now..blady shit.. to the asshole who stole my money, u will lose 100000000000000 more than the amount u stole from me.. i am cursing hell lot.. arrghh.. im so pissed im so pissed.. omg.. i seriously cant imagine who could have taken my money.. i guess i was too stupid not to carry my wallet arnd with me during attachments.. brought 20 bucks today, the last time i checked my wallet(at 11am) still have 1 $10 note, 1 $2 note and some coins.. then i checked my wallet like at 8.45 pm left only the $2 note and some coins.. like WTF.. omg.. im so pissed.. rarr!!!! 10 bucks enuf to watch movie lehx and still have remainder somemore.. i noe its def not my frens cuz they were with me the whole day.. and no one help me carry my wallet wad.. blady shit.. if i find out who is it, that blady person is super screwed BIG TIME.. why muz this happen to me.. other ppl more loaded can.. i so poor oso want to steal from me.. rarrrrrrrrrrrr.. i so pissed.. mum sae how can i be so stupid to leave my wallet in my bag in the staff room when there is no lock for the locker somemore.. answer to this qs: how was i to noe that have some asshole will steal my money.. i was never the sort who carry the wallet with me all the time oso.. aiyo.. im so pissed lahx blady shit.. i swear i will never forgive the person who steal my money.. i noe its only 10 bucks but i really wanted to use the money to go out and buy stuff mahx... waa lao.. i feel like blady loser.. fucking asshole..

anyway..
morning shift today.. dad sent me and khai to nuh.. met XF at the bus stop.. then met kinlai and SY at staff room.. haiz.. today was a tiring day for all of us cuz we afternoon shift then morning shift.. like no rest lahx.. haiz.. but i liked today oso cuz i did the most work today since i started.. i actually bathed the most difficult patient in the ward(to me lahx..) alone with a language barrier somemore.. wow.. achievement.. haha.. so proud of myself.. i realise some of the yr 2s in my attachment are pretty nice and pretty helpful.. haha.. love my yr 2 partner XJ.. haha.. she rawks big time.. haha.. then ate lunch with XF, SY and kinlai.. they started playing with ice lahx.. so childish tsk tsk.. haha.. then back to work.. so tiring.. actually the work is not tiring but the standing for 8 hours straight is very tiring.. scared that i will kenna veracous vein(dunno how to spell) after some time.. bonded better with the patients and staff.. my malay ah pek very cute.. haha.. then alot of farnie stuff happen lahx..then XF came over to my side then say he like wanna sleep on me(as in shoulder).. haha.. ya lahx.. play online game some more and dun sleep lahx.. stupid didi..

then off work at 3 but stayed till 4 cuz waited for khai to off work oso.. tot jas will come arnd 4 but actually she was already there at like 3.30-3.40 like that.. oops girl.. make u wait so long.. 3-4 khai sup to cont working one lahx.. but she ended up telling us ghost stories.. haha.. so farnie.. then i was telling her that if any SN or AN pop in, juz sae that u telling us ur experience or something like that.. haha.. i so clever.. then XF very quiet and look like sleeping. so we tot he juz to tired or wad.. in the end when we waiting for khai outside the ward cuz some stupid bitch chase us out, XF was telling us that he saw "something" in the ward in the morning.. he look like he gonna cry or sumting.. i think he like traumatised by that something lahx.. aiyo.. my poor "sister".. thats when i realise that XF is actually pretty soft type of guy lahx.. so cute.. haha.. then khai came and she so touched that we waited for her.. haha.. farnie girl.. she always feel so paisehx one.. its ok.. u like our big sister mahx.. haha.. juz rmb to invite us for hari raya yea.. haha.. *i so thick skinn*.. anyway gonna miss her hell lot cuz tmr is her last day in attachments.. next time we need help during work she wun be there le so sad.. and no one to crap and tok bad abt certain ppl anymore.. so sad.. loves loves..

haha.. then met jas below and left for the bus stop.. then we were toking and toking then 963 came and like all of us left except for kinlai cuz her bus haven come.. sori girl.. then was toking and toking all the way in the bus.. XF like sleeping lahx.. i guess he was really too tired.. then every few mins he open his eyes then i and SY told him to juz sleep then when come to SY house there then wake him up cuz he going westmall with SY.. haha.. very farnie in the bus.. =P

haiz.. then went home with jas.. bro came back.. botak.. haha.. and stinking like hell.. but i guess thats normal for ns guys.. to stink like hell.. omg.. -faints-

tmr dad sending me and khai again cuz morning shift again.. so tired.. rarr.. XF is my morning alarm and i am khai's morning alarm.. so if XF dun wake me up and i nv hear my hp alarm, e and khai both late.. haha.. then we prob take cab together.. haha.. damn lame lahx.. hope it doesnt happen thou.. haha.. -crosses fingers-..

i am still pissed at the whoever stole my money.. shit ass man.. u will never live in peace after that.. loser.. arrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh im broke liaoz...