its a funkie funkie me

george yeo =((

2011-05-08T20:59:00.002+08:00

seriously, im feeling super buay song about it!! everytime 15 mins im gng out of my room to find my mum and talk to her about it.. i hate politics, and i avoid it as much as i can, but this i can tolerate no longer..

george yeo is gone just like that.. just like that he got retrenched by the ppl of aljunied!

saw this snippet on the yahoo news:

@energywen blamed Aljunied voters, saying, "You guys probably don't know that the stakes of your votes are not just ur local MP but the country's foreign minister as well. Thanks for screwing Singapore."

and you noe wad, i totally agree with him/her! seriously!! put some thot into it when you are voting! yes you are dying for a change! but at an expense of our foreign minister! you must be fucking out of ur minds! for all that he has worked his ass for, this is wad he gets.. i cant imagine the pain he must be feeling right now.. him and his family..

he needs to come back in.. he deserves to get his position back.. wad he lost was his GRC! that doesnt mean he should be losing his position as foreign minister as well.. i have no idea wad they are going to do, but all i noe is that he has got to come back! STAT!

WP, you better do a spanking good job! if not, karma is gonna come and bite you in ur ass!

2011-04-24T17:45:00.005+08:00

i really really didnt want to cry! but every single year you guys make me! why why why?? why cant you ppl just leave me alone!

and now you make it sound like its my mistake! ya ok thanx! i get it! the fact that i was born is my mistake! the fact that i was born into this family is my mistake! everything is MY FUCKING MISTAKE! happy!!

thanx huh.. just thanx! you ppl nv understood me and nv will.. then dun blame me for the way i behave! thanx for hurting me time and again for the past 21 years of my fucked up life!

i had zero expectation from the start.. but even so, its gng into negativity.. i hate it hate it hate it! if you cant do anything for me, so be it.. i already noe it would be such which is why i din ask for anything.. so just stop ruining wadever happiness i have left inside of me! every single day is a torture cuz of you ppl.. but even that is my fault right! cuz wad is not? i really dunno!! i come home happy after having a great day out, and my mood totally changes the moment i step into the house..

i doubt that you will, but even if you go buy a new one and return it back, its nv gonna be the same again.. to you it may be nothing.. but to me its everything.. thats the diff between you and me..

seriously, just stop ruining everything for me! i really had enuf of everything!!

2011-04-24T17:40:00.002+08:00

you cant do any shit for me but yet you do the one thing that told you SPECIFICALLY NOT TO DO!! thanx alot!! bloody fucked up loser! and thanx for ruining my happiness!

2 more days to being 21! yikes!!

2011-04-20T00:40:00.003+08:00

thank you poly girlies for such an awesome time tonight!! i had a blast and im sure you girls did too, considering the amount of fun you girls were having while bullying me! hahaha

wells, today started off with me meeting tracy for lunch! nice nice lunch at streets hk cafe at bpp.. farnie thing, they were playing korean hit songs in a hk cafe.. but then again, who is complaining! hahaha.. chatted about bands, friends, studies, work and everything in between.. nice simple lunch! jiayou trace!! meet you after your exams!! study hard!!

then off to grand cathay to catch "love and other impossible pursuits" with sher and ern.. pretty mundane movie.. but its filled with lotsa meaning.. just find her life very miserable.. and i hope mine wouldnt be like that at all! then shop shop walk walk..

and finally off to meet the girls! met kin, ester, ger and yt.. sam and bi were gng to be late(or so they told me! they were secretly preparing my birthday surprise!).. so after yt arrived and i went to pee, ester and ger threw the first bomb on me.. that i needed to be blindfolded.. ahhhhhh.. noooo.. whyyyy.. super embarrassing! but not wanting to spoil their plans, i just followed.. seriously.. i didnt noe where they were taking me.. i simply tot esplanade..

finally reached some place with live band.. and i sorta knew it was timbre.. hahaha.. havent been there b4 thou.. first time! fun fun fun! made to sit in my chair for the next 15 mins or so.. felt longer.. kinda got bored.. started stoning and ger shouted at me and ask me not to sleep!! hahaha. cuz it was nice and windy and i was blindfolded, so sleeping was like the next thing to do! finally got to remove my blindfold(which eventually was one of my bdae presents)! balloons! and sunflower!! and my very first key and its from fossil!! hehe thank you darlings!!

ate pizza, soup and bunch of other stuff..too full.. had to poop! hehe.. then soon after, i wasnt concentrating on wad was happening.. was zoning out into the surrounding.. and sam started nudging me! the band was doing a irthday song dedication for me!! oooooo!! worst part, they said "ROSYMAMA!!" ahhhhh!! wanted to dig a hole and hide! everyone was looking at me!! yikes!! thanx guys!! next time just stick to roshini or rosh alrights! hahaha. but it was fun lahx! and yummy banana crumble with vanilla icecream as cake! and more presents! i love my very first river island bag!! hehe didnt want to open it cuz its not my actual birthday yet.. but the rest of the girls haven see so ok lahx! haha.. told the girls my mum is gonna hate you girls and they tot wad happened.. and i told them, cuz its another bag to my collection! and they simply said, "tell ur mummy its branded!!" hahahaha! and when i reached home mum was like "haiyo bag again ahh!!" and told her "msg from the girls: AUNTIE! ITS BRANDED!" hahahahaha!!!! and the card is simple and lovely!

really really thank you girls! i was expecting a very simple sit down and chat and tok nonsense dinner but you girls made it a surprise! thank you thank you!! and trust me, i had such a hard time getting on and off the bus on the way home! thank god for a rather empty bus! hehe..

jiaqian and eve jie! it would have been even better if you girls were there!! you owe me bdae hugs!! hehe

first bdae celebration a blast! hoping the rest will be too!! hehe =))

2011-03-31T21:04:00.003+08:00

offdays midweek rawks!! felt so good going shopping when almost everyone else is at work! wahaha!! my poor girls are dying at work, but you can do it girls!! =)) tuesday, went anchorpoint to meet mum for dinner after work.. ad i bought a bag from charles and keith! yay!! hehe.. shall use it tmr for the conference! and bought duchess some treats! dad fetched us from there and we went to bukit timah for dinner! yumyum.. on the way home, asked mum if she wants to go jb on wed and she was so happy when she realised i took leave!! ahaha.. yay! =)) wednesday, off to jb with mummy!! spend the whole day with her shopping.. made her glasses which cost me quite a bomb.. almost 95% of the money i brought went to the glasses.. so end up she had to treat herself to swensons! haha.. bought her some stuff and card too.. and her white rose was no where to be found! i swear!! jb citysq mall and its vicinity has like no freaking florist shops AT ALL!! ughh!! in the end bought her when we came back to sg.. sadly, at the end of the day while waiting for the bus at the checkpoint mum said, "this is the worst birthday i have ever had" thanx mum.. after all that i did.. i had to beg sister to let me take leave, i had to pester her continously for the next one week b4 i finally got leave, i spent the entire day with you, it was mostly an all expenses trip for you other than dinner and you could still say this and of all ppl, to me.. i guess, at that moment and even till now, i more upset and disappointed than you.. and its all thanx to 2 ppl that she said this comment.. =( anyways, today ran errands.. then meet bi and sammie at town! in town on a midweek afternoon! nv felt better even thou was having mad rhinitis from the time i woke up! accompanied the girls to shop.. then early dinnered.. chilled a while.. supp to follow bibi to her psb academy briefing thingy but mum called and asked me to come home cuz of some relatives coming over.. ughhh!! so sorry bi! blame it on my relatives.. i would rather have accompanied you anytime, you noe that! sammie gave me and bi this little thingy.. i dunno wad do you call it.. but mine is bumble bee and bi's is owl!! yay!! that made my day!! bumble bee.. bi asked sammie why she got me a bumble bee and sam said that she remembers that i like bumble bee.. awwww!! sammie!! thank you dearie!! hehe.. i said that soooo long time ago and you rmb!! hehe.. i love it! gonna find somewhere to put it to use.. hmmm.. gotta say this, i cant wait for batam!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!! and, BGBF!! YOU ARE MISSED!!

2011-03-27T22:22:00.003+08:00

yay! fun day today!! woke up damn early to go for cousin's ceremony.. well, ended up to be toooo early.. so breakfasted with mummy and granny.. waa.. so long nv eat roti prata so early in the morning.. ceremony was boring oh wells.. family gathering are weird oh wells. left later than i hoped for.. haiz.. rushed home.. changed, and rushed out to meet hani at lot1 and headed for barrage.. fetched the girls from mbay and reached barrage.. stoned there for the first hour.. went out to fetch snow.. marlene and charmaine finally reached.. surprise done! but sadly the icings on the cupcakes melted under the scorching sun so the words were abit hard to make out.. but ok lahx.. have fun talking rubbish as usual.. left soon after cuz right after the scorching sun, suddenly there was a downpour.. so with sunburnt skin, watch-tan marks and stinky and smelly selves, we went to bugis for some shopping.. got split up in the crowd! damns! but me snow sharan and dee stuck together.. while waiting for dee's shoes to come we were chatting outside a "jewelry" shop.. and sharan suddenly suggested doing piercing! and guess wad! we did it!! oh my!! one of the most random-est thing i have ever done! getting a piercing.. thank god it was on my ear not anywhere else.. haha.. damn scary cuz of the pain but fun as well!! we are 2 psychos i must say! hahaha! then shopped shopped more.. finally left to meet mum at mustafa.. on the way there snow called and i realised that my wallet was with her!! ahhhh!! going shopping at mustafa without a single cent! im a genius!! so mum had to pay for my stuff... and i now i owe her.. haiz.. and plus i spent like 50 bucks on petrol just for the past 2 days!! girls! dun let me drive!! stop me from driving over to meet you guys ok!! cant wait to go to work tmr and meet my twin!! missed her for one week!!

2011-03-27T01:03:00.003+08:00

super pissed! if the majority already has a 50/50 mind of not turning up then how about you dun ask me to plan the class gathering next time! sick and tired of planning, and trying to fit into everyone's schedule and even asking me to inform everyone like 1 month early so that you girls and guys can request day off! wads the point when you are not even going to reply to fb msgs and hp msges!

and today, only 7 turned up.. still had fun nonetheless but the point is lost indefinitely! damn it! im not going to be planning anymore class gatherings.. i should just call for a makan session with just the girlies, malay girls and jovy! seriously! and we would loadsa fun and i dun have to get mad angry over stupid ppl! ugh!!

anyways today was a fun day! fetched sammie from work and headed to ecp.. caught in a bloody jam cuz of a stupid accident which happened in the super tight and narrow roads of east coast park.. irritating.. and found a lot which was so damn bloody hard to park in cuz of stupid and irresponsible drivers! but finally managed to park in another equally diff to park lot! ughh.. starting is already bad..

fad and yati were first to reach.. everyone else was going to be late.. as usual.. and as i suspected, instead of cycling we just headed straight to dinner instead! hahaha.. oh wells.. we were all too hungry anyways.. dinner at the hawker centre at ecp.. jovy's and my hokkien mee sucked to the max.. it was soooooo dry.. ugh.. the rest of the food was not bad! yumyum!

then dropped jovy off and headed to changi village for red tea jelly that bi and sam were dying over! mum called while driving and was speaking in tamil and my phone was on loudspeaker.. everyone in the car just stopped talking for awhile and listening in.. hahaha.. super farnie! and ya.. mum called to tell me not to pick up the phone if dad called cuz he is gng to scold me for using the car... hahaha!! and girls were saying that mum is damn cute to do that! and im like =.=!

red tea jelly, its yummy!! madness during the drive there thanx to the constant msging and calling! hahaha.. but fun still.. rabiah and fad were quiet.. as usual they dun talk much.. yati is crazy as always! makes me miss my subgroup.. haha..

sent the girls off to mrt station and bi sam and i chilled awhile longer.. kinda hard to talk with the rest of the girls around but when its the 3 of us, its madness.. HTHTs, discussing ester's bdae random talk about ward/ot brothers, work, studying etc.. hehe..

sent sammie home, sent bi to meet daniel and finally got my ass home.. ahhh... im sooo sleepy..
tmr, technically today, later, gotta leave house at 7.45 to head to cousin's house for her coming-of-age ceremony.. then meet hani and off to barrage to celebrate marlene's birthday! yay!! cant wait!! gonna have a blast and a damn as hell foolish time trying to fly a kite with the babes tmr.. haven flown one yet, but i already noe its gonna be foolish!

took leave for mum's birthday.. and sister asked me if i wanted to take thursday off as well cuz too many ppl on and she cant think of ways to fit 40 staff into 2 mot theatres.. so ok lahx.. 2 days AL midweek next week! finally!! hehe and i din tell mum im off on her birthday.. told her i have conference instead which ends at dunno wad time.. and she is pretty moody cuz she thinks she wouldnt get her swensen's this year as wel. heh heh heh..

april is going to be a good month!! cant wait for batam trip with hani, eve and sharan!! damn impromptu!! and i haven even told mum yet! gonna get blasted for it.. crap..
and my 21st is coming!! dun ask me wad im planning cuz im not planning anything.. if all goes well, im gonna go kukup with the 6-ers! hopefully vic and boss gets their leave approved!! and my plan would be to have individual lunch or dinners with my diff bunches of crazy frens! yay! cant wait! hehe!!

tracy! dun forget my chair ahh!! hehe

May leave aint gng anywhere.. cant go anywhere either if im going to go perth in august... so gonna rot away at home! august hurry come..

2011-03-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

yay! today was a fun and fast day at work! great-ness!!

dr tan and allen were in a good mood so yay! talked nonsense with them al the way and thanx to them, i was entertained greatly.. allen was having pretty bad backache thou.. and it was very hard for him to transfer patient.. plus its pcnl so the positioning is requires diff style as well.. the rest din realise and din really bother to help him.. poor thing thou.. he should have just let his dr tan and the SSNs noe so that they can help him.. saw him wincing everytime he had to bent which is pretty often considering he is so tall.. my heart went out to him.. for once.. cuz i noe how painful backaches can be.. haiz..

the one thing healthcare professionals should always take care of is their back! all the more for taller beings! see lahx! be tall oso got problem!

had a pretty good weekend! =))

suppered and pool-ed with sher, ern and kenny! yay! my skills have improved! but seriously, its all tyco one lor! hahah.. oh wells! at least i managed to get some balls in..

slept at 3am.. woke up at 6.30 am on sat to fetch parents. super duper duper tired to the max!! drove back home.. while they were getting ready at home, i was sleeping in the car.. damn shagged! off to jb, to settle some house thingy.. and minor shopping.. yay! in between, kept sleeping.. couldnt keep my eyes open.. ZZzzZZzzz..

finally home.. stoned in front of lappy for like 2hours plus.. met qian at my house carpark and off to meet girlies for dinner date plus celebrate yt's bdae! every meet session with the girls feels like christmas! seems like the season of giving nv ends! hahaha.. and once again, forgot to bring my pressie for them.. was like half way there then i rmb-ed! ughhh..

dinner supp to be soju bang korean bbq rest.. wayyy to crowded.. one hour later, the queue on the namelist hasnt even moved at all! wad rubbish!! so end up went to arirang at bugis.. yummy yummy!! all our tummies were rumbling! fun fun fun with the girlies! yay! and glad yt liked her birthday pressie! hehe..

got home around 11.45.. slept around 12.45am.. woke up the next day at 6.15!! total awesome-ness!! hehe.. woke up, saw the clock on my hp "6.15" and my first thot, "ehh.. 6.15.. why the sun come out so early.." -picks up my watch- "6.15" oso! oh gosh.. unbelievable.. headed outta my room to see the clock in the hall.. family walks in after going to uncle's house and mum was like "good morning!" and im like.. omggggg.. power!! hungry and the need to pee!!

hahaha.. supp to clean up my room on sunday.. was so determined to clean up my room.. but end up woke up in the evening.. ahhh.. my procrastination continues and still won! hahaha..

tmr, kfc lunch treat by sister peh! yumyum! hehe..

thursday, meeting tracy dearest for breakkie! plus tapao koi back for the rest! hehe..

and finally, FRIDAY is PAYDAY!! woohoo!! TGIPD!!!!

saturday, nr0713 cycling plus dinner session!

sunday, urobabes picnic lunch plus ate marlene's birthday surprise at marina barrage! yahoo!! cant wait!!

envious ok.. jealousy errrmmss..

2011-03-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

weird weird.. and awkward..

sharan was telling me about one of her fren being jealous.. of me.. and im like "errrmmm ok.." considering the fact that i dun noe her and has nv talked to her b4.. this is how the story goes.. sharan meets fren.. and says "heyyyyy brooo(she calls everyone bro =.=!) long time no see pai(she calls everyone pai too.. =.=!).." fren replies, " of cuz lahx.. you very busy wad.. got rrrroooossshhhhiiiinnniii now wad" .. and when sharan told me this during lunch im like.. weird and awkward.. but sharan thinks its cute when one fren is jealous of that person's fren, cuz it shows that you care and stuff..

i get it too.. cuz some of my frens say the same thing.. but i dun really think about it.. cuz urobabes(has currently expanded adding in 4 new members! haha) are a tight bunch.. every week we hang out at least once after work or meet up for makan during the weekend.. but no need to jealous wad.. errrmmss.. haiz.. you just tend to be closer to the ppl you see everyday.. its sorta like a normal thing i guess.. just hope sharan's fren's jealousy doesnt go over the top, cuz it seems like she only mentioned me instead of the whole bunch of us..

pm shift next week! cant wait! im sick of waking up at 5.48 everyday morning.. and week after that pretty slack too cuz of urofair.. and then 3 weeks to my AL!! here i come babeh!! my long awaited AL after 5 months!! ahhhhh..

2011-03-06T21:35:00.003+08:00

bad bad week this week..

a week of running around.. a week of jam packed operations.. a week of not having enuf time to eat and rest properly during lunch.. a week of mixed emotions.. a week of everything poured into it..

and finally this week is over..

tuesday was rommel's last day of work.. pretty sad.. many cried.. he worked in uro for 6 years since he was 22 and now at 28 he has to leave cuz of his contract and he cant come back to work in sgh anymore.. haiz.. saddening.. he literally grew up in uro.. and he is the baby amongst all the HCAs! even when getting bullied by some seniors, there is still a smile on his face.. tita rommel! we will miss you!! come back and visit us ok! =((

yesterday, staff appreciation lunch at turf city.. seriously, the food was BAD to the max.. couldnt take it after the 4 course.. went out to puke.. came back.. took some water.. ran out to puke again.. puked 3 times in 15 mins.. gosh.. bad bad bad.. the others wasnt affected by it.. only me.. =(( supp to go out with the babes after that and send rommel off at night but went home to rest.. i swear, driving when you are feeling sick, puke-y and giddy is a major nono.. felt like passing out on the way home.. but no choice, gotta drive myself back since the rest of the girls' license is for auto cars not manual.. so yeap..

came home around 4.. took some dunno wad meds from dad's stash.. off to bed without even removing my make-up.. wanted to wake up around 8plus to talk to rommel for the last time but i totally slept thru.. heard mum yelling at me and asking if i was ok or am i dead in my room cuz i din come out at all.. haha woke up at 8.30 this morning.. first thing i did was to pee and look for food! puked everything i ate out yesterday and felt uber hungry today..

watched tv while lying on parents bed.. cool tv show in the morning at 9am on channel 5.. its called "the doctors show" or something like.. and today's topic was on antibiotics.. damn cool! mum said they play this show every morning.. wad an odd timing to play this show.. everyones on the way to work when they put this show on mans.. whose gonna watch?? housewives?? stupid ppl at tv stations! should put the show up during the primetime tv slots man! this is waayyyy more educational then any other junk they put on! PLUS the main dr on the show is HOT man! hahaha.. not point i noe!

woke up today.. went to grocery shop at geylang.. and to imm to shop for dad's birthday pressie.. saw this uber uber uber sweet and nice lappy!! ahhh.. instant love! baby! can i have you??!! its so pretty and sweet!! me likey likey!! but wondering if i should get a desktop instead.. hmmm.. so used to a lappy now but i wouldnt mind going back to desktop style.. hmmm..

came home and off to circuit road for dad's birthday plus big bro's farewell dinner.. bombed my pocket.. but oh well.. seldom treat so ok lahx..

anyways,
happy birthday dad and tania! <3~

2011-02-23T22:42:00.002+08:00

GREAT! now you have the honour of being the first person that i have shouted at at work..

my temper got the better of me and i totally lost my cool at work just now.. just couldnt take it anymore.. that one line was the breaking point of my outburst! well done bitch! you have done urself proud! but always rmb, KARMA IS ONE HELL OF A FUCKING BITCH!

i have never ever ever shouted at anyone at work.. and i nv thot that i would ever do.. no matter how pissed i get, i tolerate everything and just vent it to my frens.. today, i was no longer that girl who kept quiet and tolerate it.. you want to play, fine lets play! fuck seniority! so wad if you are the senior! that doesnt give you the right to bully the juniors! i tell it directly to your face but yet you still dun get it! goes to show just how dense you are..

he kept asking wads the problem but i din mention a single thing cuz i was just too pissed.. before i left, the one line from him made me happy that he noes wads going on even thou i dun have say a single thing! thank god for him.. i dunno wads going to happen when one day he retires.. i swear things will never be the same again.. esp with you around..

how i wish i can change team! i hate working with you.. hate is a very strong word, but my hatred for you is way beyond that.. you can make my life miserable but trust me, i can make yours just as miserable.. you can continue to curse me and my family just like you have done to many others before me but retribution is going to come back and fuck you in the ass! thats when all the curses you have spoken for others will befall upon you and your own family.. and probably even then you wouldnt repent, cuz you noe why.. you are just that such a bitch..

i used to put it past you and cont to respect cuz you are the senior.. things are not going to be that way any longer.. you dun respect ppl so you dun deserve any.. screw you and ur selfish attitude! i wish you screw up majorly and get fired! cuz thats when uro will peace!

2011-02-05T01:35:00.003+08:00

day one of new year!

stoned at home the whole day.. parents decided to give it shot to malacca and try their luck.. me nahhhh.. so stayed home.. in the end sunny like siao!! super hot!!

at night went to BGBF's house to bainian and dinner(sorry i was late!! =(( ) and gambling session! haha.. first time in a really really really realllllyyyy lonnngggggg while i took bus to her house.. seemed to take forever to reach her house.. haha.. made some money! sher earned the most!! and poor thing ern lost quite a bit cuz he started of being the banker and cuz the rest of us seemed to be huat-ing! hahaha.. then watched charlie st cloud.. nice movie.. and cabbed home after that..

today.. went to prof foo's house to bainian.. as usual i was the first to reach.. followed by sharan.. started entertaining ourselves by taking pictures! haha. then finally met up with the rest and reached prof's house.. its a very typical chinese home with koi fish pond and stuff. pretty homely.. ate, wished the drs who were there happy cny, chatted with the rest, tried to make frens with jacky the dog but he was toooo scared.. i think too many ppl thats why.. poor thing.. then we left and headed for sister's place.. mr mahmood dropped us off.. but car not enuf place so sharan and dee cabbed over.. =((

sister's place was funner in the sense that we were more ourselves.. haha.. so thats good.. and all her kids looks like her.. even her granddaughter!! hahaha.. oh ya, and hani's sister came along too.. forgot wad's her name.. and she is uber friendly and crazy just a wee bit more than hani thats all.. haha.. but fun!

then time for home.. i did a good deed and helped a blind man wait for the bus and helped him board the bus.. yay! so proud of myself.. and more so at the expense of me reaching home after like 1 1/2 hours when sister's house is actually PRETTY near mine.. so oh yea.. hates buses that takes forever to come! ugh!!

then off to meet mum and bro to go mustafa to shop.. circled twice for a bloody lot! damn it!! irritating.. finally got a lot.. yay! supid ppl should stop hogging the lots! the parking lots are meant for cars to park.. not for you to sit or stand around and watch the damn tv across the road! ugh!! anyways, shop shop shop and spent a bomb just on toiletries!! feeling totally utterly broke right now..

and finally home at 1.30am!

not be mention, i still have work the next morning.. sleeeeeppyyy. cant they just give us off on sat if its the 3rd day of cny falls on a sat.. damn it.. somemore i team3.. haiz.. gotta get my ass off to work in 4 hours time!

2011-02-02T22:22:00.002+08:00

yay! CNY is here! and that means public holiday! awesome-ness.. but then, the only reason i hate cny is cuz almost everywhere the shops are closed except for little india! and cuz my frens are not free cuz they are busy bainian-ing.. =((

last week was uro chalet/bbq and tracy's birthday celebration! fun fun fun!! laughing with the girls till got abs man.. and plus the cupcake decorating!! ooooo.. loves it!! yay to sharan!!hehe.. i love the cupcakes.. ahhhhh.. hehe.. only left with me hani and sharan cuz lina left early cuz she got work the next day.. and daddy mahmood was abit reluctant to leave us 3 girls alone in the chalet.. hahaha.. super daddy mans he.. but he did eventually after telling us to be safe and all and even left his home phone no behind, which we couldnt find.. hahaha

next day, woke up with really really really bad rhinitis all thanx to the aircon and cuz of that mega headache.. my nose developed cold sore and subsequently started flaking over the next few days.. and mr mahmood walked in on us when we were sleeping.. hahaha.. forced ourselves to sit up, bun our hair, wash up, heads out to kitchen and "good morning mr mahmood!!" hahahaha!! the 3 of us were soooo cute!! hehe

then went grovery shopping for bbq.. went back to chalet to prepare the food with hani, marlene and her 2 frens laila and charmaine and also jaafar! yay! jaafar came super early to help!! hehe!! my fav HCA!! yay!

anyways,met up with sammie early to go shopping for tracy's pressie and on the way go to the flea market and the new *scape.. raining all the way.. siansss.. then off to fullerton for tracy's birthday! tracy was uber gorgeous!! super pretty dress!! hehe.. and the buffet dinner was petty good! thanx trace and hope you like our pressie love! hehe.. you've got a part2 waiting for you cuz i forgot to bring it along.. hehe.. next time yea..

then off to meet bro to kope the car and the rain just kept getting worse.. damn it.. finally off to changi village to meet bi, jovy and glenn.. then got so excited over the fact that its a manual car and demanded to drive it around.. so we headed back to downtown east and glenn went for a spin in my car around the big open carpark that was pretty empty.. best thing was, he was going in the totally opp direction!! -faints- hahaha.. but still fun lahx.. so chilled with them at asli village.. and we started telling ghost stories.. too scared to go back on my own so everyone sent me back to the chalet and the girls used the toilet! jovy and glenn got freaked out when they realise got 2 doors!! wahaha!! i din noe till sam told me! hahaha..

by then already 1plus am.. so after they left, hani, dee, snow, marlene and me chilled at the balcony with beers, fruit punch, and keropok.. then dee scared us with something.. shant say here.. if you wanna noe, ask me instead.. hahaha.. mega gossip session i must say.. and also venting session.. gosh.. and awesome lahx.. haha.. went to sleep around 4am.. no more place to sleep so dee and i decided to sleep in the hall with makeshift beds using the sofa cushions.. snow dragged us back in.. and end up snow and i slept on the floor rite under the aircon.. freezing cold!! and we had no blankets somemore!! brrr.. so we off-ed the aircon.. first thing hani said when she woke up was "who off the aircon, so hot.. dee on the aircon" -faints- and dee was already off the bed and getting ready to leave by then and marlene was off to the toilet.. so me and snow quickly climbed onto the bed and snuggled amongst the blanket! hehehe!!

woke up 9.40.. supp to check out by 10.. crap.. mr mahmood was clearing up the stuff.. and i quickly went to take a shower.. crap! no heater! bathed in the freaking cold water plus it was storming outside!! brrrr x10!! hani oso din realise it.. so she oso froze.. yikes.. finally checked out.. fetched izzati and went to tampines for breakkie!! -hugs izzati- nice nice breakkie with the rest.. catched up with izzati on the week's happening and her grandma.. she seemed to be coping well and her family too so thats good..

sent the rest to the mrt stations and off for home.. ahhh.. finally home.. super tired after 3 days of rushing around but fun so thats awesome! yay!!

today half day at work.. this entire week at work is such a total waste of time i swear!! anyways, after work today went out with urobabes plus hani, umi and lina for lunch.. lunched at this north indian place at far east.. yummy!! ahhh.. finally had our naans and tandoori chix.. hehe..

and we were all toking about our first impressions about one another and stuff.. super farnie.. haha.. everyone tot i was super high all the time, super happy and enthu and loud and cuz of that irritating.. yikes girls! hahaha.. but i get that alot esp the loud and happy part.. sharan, izzati, hani and lina was stuck up mainly.. umi was quiet sweet sweet cute cute girl.. and snow was the quiet dun really disturb ppl kinda girl.. hahahaha.. wait till we all knew each other.. totally diff.. hahaha.. me mostly still the same lahx minus the irritating part cuz they noe im just happy over nothing.. hahaha.. the rest are not stuck up cuz they seem like that when they are busy.. hahaha.. snow is totally not quiet and she bullies us all the time and pretty violent too!! hahaha.. funfunfun!! lunch over.. walk walk.. then snow, izzati, lina and me headed for macs dessert.. more venting and updating izzati about work and stuff.. super farnie.. laughing our ass off.. then finally headed for home..

CNY is tmr!! supp to head to malacca but plans cancelled cuz of the floods! so yay kinda.. haha..
tuesday going to prof foo house then sister's house.. then maybe outing with urobabes.. and after that MJ session with bi, sam and jovy! yay! cant wait to MJ!! =))

2011-01-28T02:45:00.002+08:00

its already 3am and im still not in bed! yikes! oh wells.. haha

tmr, actually later, is our uro chalet plus bbq! yay! cant wait.. its gonna be a day of rushing around to buy stuff for bbq b4 heading to the chalet! hopefully it will be a blast and everyone will enjoy themselves!

tracy's 21st bdae party is on saturday! yay! cant wait! meeting sam and her sis b4 heading to tracy's party! sadly, its the same timing as uro bbq and obviously i cant split myself into 2.. so obviously i will go for tracy's party and rush back for the bbq after that! good thing sam stays in pasir ris so got company! hehe..

past few days at work has been not too good i feel.. my patience and temper was put to the test and i lost them a couple of times so i kinda yelled and rebutted back at my colleagues quite abit.. screw my hormones man!

monday, kenna say by stupid allen and i got pissed off and shouted back.. oh gosh.. my first time i shouted at surgeon.. theatre was so silent after that.. crap.. and yesterday, got so called looked down upon by stupid lfj.. he simply mumbles his instructions so how was i supposed to hear wad he was trying to say.. plus im not even from ot2.. i got dragged there cuz there was nobody around to circulate.. and he demanded for a senior.. end up i got the instrument for him and that shut him up! hey dude, i do my stuff ok! if only you could say it clearly the first time, i could have gotten it for you sooner! damn it! and today he was abit nicer and clearly stated his instructions..

today towards the end of the day was pretty horrible as well.. all juniors in theatre.. while the middle scrub.. somemore got so many specimens! and annoying senior just stays in the prep room without helping and leaving us to fend for ourselves.. then finally came in just to ask me to go home.. seriously, next time just let me finish my work first! im fine not claiming time.. ugh!! and i think au prof was abit shocked cuz i was like super bad mood pretty much the whole of today and din exactly give him face when he was toking to me.. haiz.. wadever lahx.. blame it on my period.. damn it.. finally settled everything and left at 5.30..

tot i was going to be late to meet sher.. end up i earliest.. haha.. and poor bgbf was really sick! ern was also sick and finally met yw after soooooo long.. everyone is falling sick.. haiz.. guys, pls pls take care of urselves!! eat more vitC! rina choo, pls go see a doc!! dun delay for too long..

on wed, prof treated us to lunch at this indonesian restaurant called kintamani(or something like that) at furama international hotel.. awkward but ok lahx.. food was not bad.. and prof made small talk us with us.. durian conversation is like totally =.=! haha.. and cuz of the treat by prof to only the ot1 girls, this is some displeasure amongst the other staff.. haiyooo.. they make it sound like they dun really care, but when you hear them complain ahh, gosh.. cannot tahan..

and uncle thng is killing me!! he is freaking KILLING ME!!! im already in such a bad mood, and then he disappears exactly the point of time when he is needed in theatre.. and then sister comes in to scold me and that i should have known where he go and blah blah! seriously wtf moment!! good thing huihia came in time to see sister scolding me and she defended me.. and here i am busily cleaning the ot and opening the things for the next case! and all i could keep repeating was that "he didnt inform ANYONE OF US and why are you shouting at me!!" seriously, i cant split myself you noe! i cant be cleaning the ot, opening the instruments, soaking instruments, jagar-ing uncle thng, making sure that the paperwork is done, transferring the patient, getting instructions from dr chong and also making sure the students are around! are you crazy!! omg.. and here you come, shouting at me infront of everyone like its my fault that uncle thng disappeared! oh gosh! im not the only nurse in the theatre and why are you shouting at the msot junior nurse around! arrrrghhhhhhh!!! bad bad bad thursday mans!

and izzati's grandma passed away wed morning.. haiz.. well, i guess at least her suffering has ended.. stay strong and take care my dear! -hugs-

2011-01-17T22:20:00.002+08:00

today has been a good day.. ot1 finished b4 1.30.. left only l6 which started late but still finish early all thanx to prof duh! hope the entire week is like that! finally a week of PMs with no pjp and lml.. finally!! its nice to work with lhh and lina after such a long time of not working with them on pm..hehe

today, my older bro is also weirdly nice.. he called me to ask me whether i wanted him to fetch me home.. waaa.. its been a long time since someone fetched me home after work.. dad used to fetch me home often when i was still a student cuz work ended at 9.35 cuz of the ward timings last time.. now most of the time end at 8.15 or slightly later.. so ok lahx.. only had the crazy traffic when it rains.. btw nae, rmb ahh!! my work ends around 8.15.. so call me b4 that!! and you are very welcome to fetch me tmr from vivo around 10+! thanx!!

and bgbf is spot checking my meals now.. hahaha i miss you!! haiz.. thanx to being broke, im grounding myself at home.. poor thing rite me.. roshini dhanabalan grounding herself cuz she is broke! damns!! nvm.. one more week to payday!! cant wait!!

i think kl trip with urobabes gotta be postponed cuz its hard to get buses and hotels.. =(( its our only chance of gng somewhere, anywhere out of singapore together.. haiz.. guess we would have to make do with jb.. oh wells..

tmr is going to be a long long long day.. hopefully i end work on time to meet 6-ers! today as i was ordering instruments, i was secretly cursing the surgeons for tmr! bloody hell!! here i was thinking since dr botak is not here, the list wouldnt be so full.. checks the system and the bloody list is flooded!! damn it!! ugh!! seriously hoping that i will end work on time tmr! -crosses fingers and toes-

now back to watching my drama! =)

good social life, insufficient bank account..

2011-01-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

wow! im hating 2011 already!! actually i started hating it on 3 jan onwards when all the 21st bdae invites started pouring in!! ahhhhh!! but oh wells, i cant spilt myself to so many places so have to prioritise..

this week has been a good week!! yay! monday met sher and ern for lunch at clementi.. felt lke so long since i met them! hhaha.. then after that went to meet sammie to shop for bibi's bdae pressie!! rain and rain and rain, we shop and shop and shop.. finally found the perfect bag.. the moment we saw it we knew we had to get it for her.. super nice!! i likey!! hehe.. then to bras basah to buy sammie's stuff and to find a nice photo album for bi.. saw one very nice one but overbudget so damns! dinnered at tongseng.. yumyum..

over the next 2 days i made bibi's album! SUPER NICE!! basically i used wad i had for the book to make the book and im amazed that i actually got it right!! yessah!! hehe.. final product so nice and pretty!! it fell from the trolley while laichin was pushing the trolley from uro to mot.. and she saw it and ask if it was mine.. and i said yes.. and she was like "waa.. so creative and nice!! next time can give you assignment to do stuff for uro already!" and i was like faint!! seriously, i do stuff for my frens.. and it doesnt always turn out nice.. i try to do the same thing again and it turns out rather horrible.. and plus, i hate ppl making use of me so pls dun give me any assignments thank you! if im not interested, i aint gonna do it.. anyway, the reason i brought it over is so that kin could see the finaly product and write her love note!

bibi's birthday celebration plus post xmas and new year meet up! dinnered at ichiban.. poor girl is sick!! haiz.. everyone is falling sick when i am just recovering.. then headed to chinatown for dessert so that is easier for kin to meet us after her shift.. yay!! happy that bi likes her pressie! hehe..

everyday sleep at 12plus.. shagged like shit cuz everyday we try to finish the cases asap so that we can do other things, clean up and we can rest faster and so that the pm girls dun have to do so much work.. work hard play harder.. i seem to be tiring myself out so much that the moment i hit the pillow, i zonk out! its good actually cuz at least i dun end up with insomnia but damns, still super tired.. friday i was super shagged out and tired.. but i was still a happy monkey as usual and layhar(new staff) was saying to me "why you so happy??!!" and im like "CUZ IM HAPPY" and giggles!! ok! im crazy i noe.. i go crazier when im tired and shagged and i need to perk up!! and anyways, why do ppl have a problem with me being happy!! damn it!!

team 3 ons this sat.. lucky theatres all cleaned, items all topped up.. so nothing much to do other than washing trolleys and ordering instruments.. so i decided to help uas to call pts.. omg!! its pretty difficult, cuz firstly they almost always dun answer the hp or home phone and 2ndly, they ask wayyyy too many qs!! and they lke to last minute cancel case and stuff.. i think i gave kimnai more trouble than helping her.. thank god she is ok with it and told me to learn slowly.. yikes! haha.. but quite ok lahx.. oh and language barrier is very hard to overcome despite the fact that i could speak chinese.. gosh.. cuz i dunno how to say like how to come up to uro ot and like describe the operation in chinese and stuff so diessss.. haiz.. nvm! shall do better next time and i gotta learn more from kimnai!!

came home dying of tiredness once again.. felt as if i did night shift or something.. watched my dramas, fell asleep halfway.. woke up late.. rushed to westmall to meet sopna and buy uma's bdae pressie.. super last minute i noe! but i aint got the time! but anyways the pressie is nice!! hehe.. headed to csc for uma's party.. only me and sop were friends.. the rest ALL family.. AWKWARD!! but her mum was very nice! and sop wasnt feeling well and she puked twice.. so once the cake cutting was over, cabbed her home and cabbed myself home.. poor thing.. meet her after so long and she is sick.. ahh poor girl.. but birthday girl was damn pretty!! as usual! haha. truly the princess!! sopsop, pls get well soon!! and uma darling, happy birthday!! we gotta meet up soon!! got super loads to catch up on!! hehe cant wait!!

finally sunday is here(tmr), and ive got the whole day to myself!! im going to stay at home the whole day and not step outta the house!! i need some ME time desperately! im going to wake up late, sit on my ass in front of the computer and catch up on my dramas AND TUMBLR which i have been neglecting alot.. finally!!

damns! one more party invite on fb.. i. am. broke. and. im. getting. sick. of. parties. seriously.
ppl, my birthday no major parties ok! lets have a mahjong, pizza and sleepover session instead! *grins*

i need more income.. seriously..

2011-01-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

welcome 2011! today is the first day of the new year!

nothing much.. like any other day.. but hey its a nice date- 1/1/11! haha

yest, i was pretty out of moods after coming home.. didnt feel like gng out or doing anything.. so headed to bed around 9 plus and only woke up this morning feeling like crap all thanx to ms period! screw period man seriously.. thanx to family, holidays are rather crappy ones anyways.. so screw holidays too!

felt bored at home.. if only i was at work, i would be having a hell lot of fun rite now.. haiz.. actually working during holidays and doing night shift is very fun and entertaining! at least you dun have to think wad to do and yet still hang out with ur frens! haha..

so i met up with hafiza and xiaoli after their shift ended.. hafiza met me at my house in the pouring rain to drive over to jurong safra.. rain like SIAO!! gosh! but the sunset was beautiful as the rain subsided slowly.. nice i likey! first sunset of the year with a crazy and tired woman!

anyways, super random outing.. hehe.. went to play pool.. they even more noob than me cuz their first time handling stick and balls! haha but good thing is they VERY SHAMELESS one (yes come kill me! wahahaha) so they damn ons! hahaha.. fun fun! and dinnered at pizza hut at 8 plus.. my first meal and drink of the day even thou im up since 11+.. hungry to the max.. but full very fast! haha

after dinner, sent hafiza home and came back home..

and today i set up another new tumblr.. threehundredsixtyfive2011.tumblr.com.. i hope at the end of 2011 i can look back at this album and gladly say that i enjoyed every single day of 2011!

=))

2010-12-31T16:59:00.003+08:00

and im back! from a crazy morning but AWESOME morning at work!

totally had a blastingly wonderful time!! if only the yr end party was held at nite including a countdown, now that would have been perfect! uro is truly awesome!! and i love it!

combined party with involving OT, clinic staff, ward55b staff, surgeons gang and admin and lab staff.. so family! haha

went to work today, signed in.. everyone got ready and prepared ourselves for a wonderful day! pretty dresses and tops.. pretty flowers, makeup, hairdo etc! like macam for prom! haha so cute everyone!! then went down for the party where mr mahmood was the emcee! he is crazy as usual! had such a blast with everyone! lucky draw time and my name was picked.. and the first thing he said was "this person's father is a very influential person" and i knew it was me! DUH!! everyone loves my dad!! =.= there are so many ppl with the same name ppl!! ya so anyway they like to call me the minister's daughter even thou im not.. and everyone was wondering who is it and as usual those who noe were screaming my name.. so yea.. i won something.. i won a rice cooker! haha and my mahmood cont telling the story of how when i first met him and he asked me if i was truly the minister's daughter and all.. faints.. super malu-ating i swear, that old man!!

after that performances! 55b guys are damn ons and farnie!! OT performance was the best! rommel and nelson were just toooooo cute!! esp rommel!! i swear everyone was having such a good time thanx to the both of them!! mr mahmood started stuffing cash into their "cleavage" then angie followed.. then prof stuffed 20bucks into nelson's "cleavage" and to top it off, prof foo stuffed 2 PIECES of $50 notes into nelson's "cleavage"!! AWESOME man!! nelson just made big bucks there! hahaha but im sure he will share it with the everyone in the team! hahaha.. super farnie and awesome!

clinic staff danced something like a line dance to nobody nobody and the HO sang a song while kenneth was playing the guitar and baskar and palani were "dancing" more like "swaying" to her singing.. and then the music changed and they danced CRAZILY to lady gaga's bad romance! its was hilarious and fun to the max seriously!! esp the HO and kenneth who were awesome!! hahahaha super fun..

games were normal and fun.. then more lucky draw time... thats when the prof ang and prof lim and alot of the other ADONS and DDNs came.. weird mode but everyone still had a great time! OT won quite abit of lucky draw prizes and we were noisy to the max.. my area was pretty lucky.. my row is the luckiest!! everyone(me, izzati and snow) in my row won! even the HO who sat in my seat when i was away won the top prize!! haha makan time, the food was good but finishing very fast! mr mahmood started packing and kept going on and on and on so i decided to get him some food! so me and izzati got him food plus dessert just so he will keep quiet and eat instead of acting like a lunatic! hahaha.. but still fun!! urology really does noe how to have an awesome time, i must say! we noe how to work hard and we noe how to party harder!!

sadly sharan din come cuz she was on leave! haiz.. always one person missing.. it would have been alot funner if she also came! after that din feel like gng back so urobabes went to clarke quay starbucks to chill and chat.. and we gave survival tips to dee who will be coming into scrub on monday.. dunno who is going out to replace her.. haiz.. i hope its not me; and i really hope its none of the urobabes..

2010 hasnt exactly been the wonderful and fulfilling year for me.. lotsa ups and downs, lotsa problems, lotsa emo moments, lotsa times when i dun actually wad im doing and whether im doing it right, falling out with ppl and not knowing whether i should or want to make things better, lost some frens(or rather just din keep in touch with).. alot of things has happened in 2010.. prcp was over.. and that means student time is over and im officially a registered nurse with more responsibilities at work! feels as if i have left my childhood completely and stepped into the extremely unfamiliar adult world.. as much as im miss school, im glad to say im enjoying work! i turned 20(well most of us did) and that means no more "1" as the first digit, sadly..

but wad i know is it that i spent a good time in 2010 having loadsa fun meeting new ppl, becoming frens, becoming close frens.. new frens become close and close frens became closer! learning new skills at work!.. play time has been good as well and im getting better at pool(YAY!!)!

one thing i regret is not doing community work.. i feel so bored and empty.. after i stepped down from rac, i haven been doing much comm service and thats why the year is sooooo not fulfilling! so next yr im gonna start back doing comm service and its gonna start with the PPs(really hope everything will go thru smoothly)! and pack my schedule full full!! hehe

my one resolution for 2011 is to be happy! =))

2011 is going to be one hell of year and i just noe it!! EVERYONE is going to turn 21!! i have 4 21st birthday parties just in jan alone! im so gonna die i swear! lotsa new things going to be introduced in ot.. im going to go for an awesome holiday (just that now haven decide where only lahx!).. lotsa changes definitely.. one thing for sure, friendships gonna be tested and bonds are gonna get stronger!

seriously, 2011! you had better be a good year for me.. else...*smirks*

2010-12-24T19:02:00.002+08:00

yay! its the eve of xmas! not really in the mood of xmas.. dun ask me why.. my iphone is in more of a xmas mood than me!

december has been a month of ups and downs.. happy moments and moments filled with angst that i could just cry but i keep it in.. oh wells.. just enjoy and rmb the good moments yea!

this month, on the 4th and 5th had ester jie's hen's night at RWS which was awesome! lotsa fun joy and laughter! lotsa love all around! first fren to get married!! ahhhh!! we love you ester jie! you will always be our ah lian de jie! hahaha! hurry hurry!! we want to see a little ester or little zeff!! hehe.. and they got married on the 18th of dec! so happy for the two of them!

after wedding, girlies went out for movie and shoppping session which was awesome as well even thou we were shagged! finally watched rapunzel!! yay!! happiness!!

also watch narnia with primates+ern and dinner after that plus enting..

sher passed her driving test! YAY!! happy happy! hehe.. i so proud of you bgbf! muackz!

met up with 6-ers for nurani plus jianning bdae celebration! simple dinner lotsa laughter!

xmas gathering with primates+ern+ting+ting's bf kengliang.. pretty good and fun.. but we were shagged fast.. all of us couldnt wait to start zonking off cuz we were tooooo tired! and nice pressies from everyone!! and yay sher like my super belated birthday pressie.. sorry its always late.. i like to find the most almost perfect gift so its worth the wait yea! hehe

hmm wad else.. random outings with work clique! i likey likey!! i love my work clique! they bring me so much joy! they are reason why i love work so much!!

now to the bad parts.. at work.. kinda screwed up a little.. but thanx to my awesome colleagues, surgeons plus NC, i feel better.. they care for me so much that i feel so bad! i will keep improving ppl and thanx soooo much! seriously awesome gang of ppl.. other discipline will sabo their nurse(my fren kenna sabo! stupid ass dr!!) but mine said that she will take full responsibility for it and that im not at fault.. thanx dr ng! that really meant ALOT to me.. and yea, i think still going out for lunch with you is weird and awkward.. maybe next time yea! hahahaha

another occasion was when i truly felt like i din do any wrong but got scolded at.. i felt that it was responsibility to stay on to help but sister said no and scolded the seniors becuz of it.. i feel bad but i dun feel like i din anything wrong.. talked to sister and clarified things out and alls ok for now i guess..

the last thing and the only reason why i hate my work cuz of a stupid bitch who tortures everyone and just gets on our nerves.. and sadly for me, i always so prone to work with her plus she is in my team for sat duty.. haiz.. thats the reason why my blood boils at work..

other than all these, i seriously seriously seriously feel so blessed to be in urology.. seriously.. words cant describe how i feel cuz im so happy and glad to be in uro.. and i truly wonder if i will be this happy anywhere else at work.. firstly, i have got an awesome NC who doesnt exactly makes sense at times but is always there for us.. he scolds us, we listen, we talk back and laugh our heads off.. he cares for us regardless of whether we are in the right or wrong or not.. he fights for our rights and often covers our ass! we love to talk cock with him, esp us juniors!! haha and his fav line at the end of the day is "who say can go back?" or "why you all dun want to go back ahh.. still waiting for wad" hahaha! and on thursday, he predicted that the case will end late so he bought pm girls pizza hut! 200 bucks worth of pizza for like wad, 8 of us.. stuffed ourselves till we wanna puke plus i had a xmas gathering after that.. faints.. 5boxes of large pizza, 18 piece midwing chicken, garlic bread, pepsi.. killer! haha! he felt that regular was too small and decided on large instead.. faints! but each and everyone of us appreciates it!

another pretty ok sister who most of the time doesnt make sense but who cares for you oso.. you get scolded by surgeon, she will scold them back for you! haha.. she gives us little little stuff to eat sometimes and talks nonsense with us too..

i love my colleagues cuz we are always happy to see each other! hehe!

and finally my urobabes!! i love my urobabes!! huihia once told me during our lunch together that she envies us.. reason being "cuz you girls come to work like macam come to play like that" which is true! i feel like that too.. everywhere we go, we go together.. we are always there for one another.. one get scolded, the other goes and talks to the scolder why she scold the scoldee.. we have got one another's back.. some of the oldies dun really like that the fact that we are constantly glued to each other.. too bad for you guys.. lina also told snow that she feels jealous and on outs when she sees us cuz she doesnt have anyone in uro that close.. i guess the reason why we are so close is cuz we were good frens during mot foundation before we officially started working as compared to the rest who come to work, start work, then make frens.. so yea..

today is xmas eve.. sup to be pm but since no list everyone am plus halfday! awesome! and after we finished sat duties today since tmr is holiday, we had roll call.. during roll call, mr mahmood presented the HCAs jaafar, nelson and rommel with a "letter" to thank them for all their work during magnet! see even the HCAs gets recognised for their awesome work! which other department does that tell me??? and then every single one of us gets a pressie(sponsored by sister and mr mahmood!!) which is a 4gb thumbdrive, a bunch of chocs, sgh calendar and notepad.. awesome right.. right straight from their own pockets you noe! imagine you want to buy for urself already you think so much, to buy for a entire department of 40 staff!! woahh.. plus logcake! and they went through wad we have achieved this year, the good things, the bad things, things to strive for next year, constantly encouraging us..

this is the reason why i feel so blessed to be part of this urology family.. there are much more things to rmb than the scoldings we get at times.. i love uro!

nite nite =)

2010-11-28T04:22:00.003+08:00

its 4.15 AM and im blogging.. yes im psycho.. nothing new there! haha..

today(ok technically yesterday) was sgh DnD! and its was fun cuz of urobabes!! reached late cuz i left house late to fetch the kin,ester,joey and yt.. had to uturn back to my house cuzi forgot to bring the invitation card.. damns.. so yea.. uber lahx.. reached at like 7.. shittttss..

but i had so much fun camwhoring with the sharan, dee, izzati, hani, umi, alma, dyne, joyce, marlene, kim, nelson, rommel!! i swear.. the girls are crazy.. its so hard to take a solo pic with any one of the girls cuz the rest of the girls will chiong into the picture.. but it was crazily fun.. hahaha.. nelson took hold of my camera and happily camwhoring as well!!hahaha.. total craziness! seriously, i think the programme was abit boring, the food sucked BIG TIME(come on man, its RWS!! supp to have standard!!) and our waiter guy is like totally....-pukes blood-.. but oh wells, the company was AWESOME so it makes up for the loss!!

toilets are one of the best places to meet old frens.. so happy to meet all my crazy old frens.. met xueting in the toilet, and i suddenly miss my prcp gang.. damn!! i miss the whole gang of us going out for dinner!! hahaha.. there was like a moshpit sorta thing(seriously, the mc is pretty good to get the crowd going mans..) towards the end and it was so fun!! urobabes were screaming their lungs away.. hahaha.. and when i turned, i saw rouzel!!!!! ahhhhhh.. uber happy!!! she is my all time fav EN and i love her to bits! big fat kiss from her!! hahaha..

then went for mini photo taking session with vic, angie and boss and a big fat kiss from vic too.. ahhhhh.. i miss 6-ers soooo much!! i demand a meetup!! asap!! muackz muackz!!

alot of ppl left early.. last ones left were me, izzati, kim, jaafar, wirda and husband, shuqin and kid.. so gave everyone a lift to mrt station then me and izzati went to liang court to meet umi and hani for a little while plus ice cream.. and finally home sweet home at 2.30am! im shagged out..

suayness of the day-staining my dress.. damn shit!! lucky i noticed it early so quickly went to wash it off and sharan helped me dry my dress using the hand dryer.. seriously shits mans.. always end up staining on impt days.. ugh!!

wanted to msg bgbf b4 i left house but i was in such a rush that it completely slipped off my mind.. and yay!! so happy to receive a msg from you!! i love you bestie! hurry come back.. i miss you!! seriously, its a good thing you wun be gng overseas to study(for now).. wad am i gng to do mans.. 2 more days!

and i miss hnin pwin phyu!!! we all major miss you snow!! one more week b4 you come back! next time dun go back home during DnD period.. you miss out on alot of fun my dear! and you are like totally uncontactable lahx!! i tot myanmar can FB?? rarrrr.. we need a major gossip session with the babes once you are back i swear.. you are too outdated by just 5 days..

and bi is coming back too on monday!! so yay!! we can finally start planning for the games for ester.. seriously, we were supp to do the planning while she was gone, but wad bull, no one had the time... hahaha.. so bo pian..

so much planning to do.. gotta plan for xmas outings, birthdays to come, class outings, prcp gang outing, urobabes outing and uro+mot babes outing(which has been pending for damn long).. ahhhh.. im gng crazy..

but for now, i shall head for my bed!

nights world! or rather good morning world!

2010-11-20T13:01:00.002+08:00

bad week at work, worse week at home!

seriously fucked up! and nae, i noe you will be seeing my blog so im telling now!! be happy if ur ship/plane wadever gets delayed in coming back home.. cuz there is no joy in being at home anyways.. you come home and all you will feel like is leaving this damned place! so take ur time.. no need to rush coming back..

say all you want cuz i have given up.. given up long long long ago.. you keep saying i create drama when my frens call home looking for me when im actually with them.. are u freaking outta ur mind!! why on earth will they call you if im already with them.. you think i only hang out with one person is it.. thats prob you not me.. cuz you live a sad miserable live.. and thats wy you are not happy when my life is awesome and thats only awesome when im NOT AT HOME!! cuz life is miserable at home! not a day of peace! and who are those fucking assholes who report my whereabouts to you.. if they have got the fucking guts to tell tales then they should jolly well come say hi when they see me! you call me ask me where i am, i tell you where am i.. you ask me who am i with, i tell you who i am with.. you ask me wad time am i coming back, i tell you that i will be late.. simple as that.. and most of the time wad i say its true.. why the hell would i say im in town when im not or vice versa.. and i very willingy stay out that late cuz i noe i have got so many buses that till get me home asap from all the places im usually at! if i noe transportation is going to be a problem, i come home to get the car or i leave from wherever i am early! im not stupid you noe! i do noe wad im doing!! im not a 5yr old kid! im 20! i earn my own living and i can do wadever i want!

you say my frens are bad just cuz im not home most of the time.. you noe why i dread coming home.. you think im really not tired after work! i tell you! the reason i go out even thou im fucking tired is cuz i dun want to stay in this fucking house! i dun want to stay at a place where i can scolded and blamed and shouted at for doing nothing! i dun even mind overtiming at work just so i can come home late.. this is my sad fucking life that has become like that cuz of you 2! you blame my frens.. you say they will backstab me and i will suffer one day cuz of all these ppl.. well you noe wad.. im happy to say that i haven felt betrayed by my frens b4.. and if one day, should i get betrayed then so be it.. cuz ive still got a bunch of other ppl i trust and can enjoy myself with.. all the dirty and crude things you sae reflect your fucked up thoughts that you have of your own daughter! which i must say are rather pathetic.. i talk back and you sae someone taught me to sae all these.. no one taught me.. oh no.. you 2 did.. you 2 taught me how to talk crudely rudely cuz thats wad i see and hear as i grew up.. you sae i have changed.. no i havent.. its called growing up.. its called fighting for urself.. its called knowing wads right from wrong.. its called justice.. you compare me and other indian girls.. sorry to say.. so now you think of urself as indians! wtf is wrong with you! one moment when you hate indians youre not and when you feel like it you are? your race doesnt change wad you are! you compare me with my cousin sisters.. one moment you complain about them, the next you are praising them.. one moment you dissing your family members, the next you are toking to themon the phone like they are ur best friends! wad nonsense.. at least i dun talk to a person i dun like and pretend as if we are frens just cuz you can get juicy gossip about the others! wad the hell is wrong with you.. is this wad all housewifes do?? and all this freaking godly fucking shit, save it for urself! i gave up on god cuz of you 2! if god really exist, all these shit wouldnt be happening.. you talk bad about other ppl but have you taken a look at urself and wad you are! you talk so well of my frens one moment and when you are pissed you talk bad about them! i dun even to say anything, even little bro sees it and comments on it! that proves how fucking screwed up you are! hypocritical and contradictory! i dun even understand how can one person sae all these things about ppl that barely noe! and sae more bad things about their own daughter.. and you noe, i wun leave this house.. why should i.. u tell me to jump down.. sorry to say.. i dun think that will ever happen cuz its a painful death and im scared of pain.. sooo nahh.. that aint an option.. you say that im going to be the next one to slashed.. well you noe wad, i cant wait!! then maybe at least i will be in peace not having to face all these anymore.. you noe why i dun really care or feel scared about all these slashings? cuz you can protect yourself as much as you want, but you nv noe wads going to happen the next moment.. you rush home cuz you scared you will kenna slashed but then guess wad happens.. as you are rushing and crossing the road, you get knocked down and die on the way.. so is it worthwhile? thats why i dun really care.. its no point.. they say when one door closes and another opens.. same thing.. as much as you try to run from death, death will surely find another way to get you.. its no point running..

my pt yesterday.. this 22 yr old fella.. he is paraplegic(paralysed from waist down).. and i was thinking prob born with it or kenna accident or something like that.. but no.. he was a normal kid.. when he was 9, he sat down.. and could nv get up after that.. drs couldnt say why either.. life is like that! shit happens! but you gotta keep moving on! so thats why i cant be bothered with wadever you say.. im going to do wadever makes me happy.. i dun care! cuz why should i, when i can just die the next moment..

i have managed to suppress and tahan all these bloody shit for 20 years of my horrible life and i will cont doing so just cuz i want to see how long more you can go..

im not a typical stupid girl who listens to everything you sae.. ive got my own brain and i can do my own thinking! i dun need someone else to work my brains for me..

no more AL till feb 2011 =(

2010-11-08T19:44:00.002+08:00

last and final week of AL was over last week.. sadly.. no more AL left till feb 2011.. haiz..

first day of AL was spent shopping and pedicure and movie session with BGBF! awesomeness! yay! bought shoes and cardigan! yay!! hehe.. watched life as we know it.. not bad pretty nice! i love catherine hiegl! hot stuff! hehe.. dinnered at Hans fried rice is awesome man! yumyum!

monday, sher came over to my house after her driving to rot! hehe.. i love a boring day spent in my boring house with my boring(oops) bestie! hahaha we just rotted at home.. and its awesome! i din feel like gng out and neither did she so yay! haha..

tuesday, went to the bank to run errands.. and then realised wrong bank! damn it!! stupid me! ugh! then sent duchess to her doggie hotel.. back home.. showered stoned and off to msia.. stayed at bukit bintang for one nite.. i like it there.. but sucky hotel thou.. lucky only one night.. but other than nice place.. i likey! then off to genting.. boring.. seriously, one more time gng there with family, and i might as well kill myself! super bored!! seriously.. every single time i go i run out of things to do and end up spending more time in the hotel room and watching lousy tv programs.. bored as shit.. deepavali was sucky! like major sucky.. well wads new.. i would rather have stayed at home in sg seriously.. haiz..

finally back home.. couldnt wait to come back home.. yes ah!

back at work today.. super sian.. screwed up work day thanx to some ppl..

person1: runs off to squeeze her precious breast milk just when the theatre starts getting busy! woman!! im not saying you can go pump! just dun do it when everyone is busy!! dude, you are the senior in the theatre!! seriously, be responsible! ugh!! somemore dun let me go for break when you noe my case is gng to take like super long! but when the 12-9 come to relieve, you zoom out for ur break! totally selfish and irresponsible! urgghhh!! while you were happily sitting on ur ass in front of the computer(and there we were thinking you were doing the OTM, which we realised NOT when we checked! stupid!!), we were running around trying to solve the problem!!

person2: stupid surgeon ask if me and dee are classmates and when we replied “no” and asks again, “then why you girls so close” =.=! dude, same batchgirls always tend to stick together one wad.. stupid! you and lewis oso very close.. whole day talk cock! same with girls lahx! and yes, the 5 of us are really damn close! much to the envy of many of the other staff in ot.. too bad..

person3: idiotic surgeon who keeps shouting at us! from case 1 till case 4.. urgh!! damn it! lucky for me, he din really shout at me but just keep nagging at me why i din check my equipment.. excuse me, you have been using the same ultrasound machine, same handpiece, same probe for the previous 2 cases this morning, then how come during my turn then all spoil.. suction tubing changed, probe changed, even the handpiece oso changed… everything changed but problem still exist! so it aint my fault and this he knows which was why he finally gave up and decided to bring in the pt again on wed..

person4: STOP STEALING MY FREAKING PENS AND THOSE WHICH I GIVE TO MY UROBABES!! seriously!! you can freaking two-time ur BFs but you got no time to buy urself a stupid pen!! bitch! (when snow told me this morning, she was afraid that i will get pissed off and made me promise her that i wun get angry.. the moment she told me about the pen, she din even have to say who and i mentioned the person first! stupid bitch!! seriously! the one thing i hate, is ppl using my pen[or my fren's in this case] without my permission!!)

person5: stupid anaesthetist mo who think he is damn farnie but is getting on the nerves of the au nurses.. gosh! somebody! pls go tell him to shut it.. he confuses the nurses and the pts!

so far i have only met one of the 4 new uro MOs.. eve and snow say he is not bad and nice and then snow said "maybe they are new thats why they are nice now.. wait a while longer and their horns will start coming out" hahaha!! true that!

cant wait to meet sam bi and jovy for movie tmr, dinner with poly girlies on wed, jianning's 21st on friday, roadtrip with rina and girls on sat and sun got something on but i cant rmb wad.. yay!! i like a schedule filled week!! that reminds me, i need to get a schedule book real soon! damn it!

and DnD theme is not out yet!! hurry can!! if not got nothing to wear! haiz..

i hope to have a dreamless nite tonight and the nights to come and an awesome day at work for the remaining of this week! =)

AL is here once again!

2010-10-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

long long long day at work this week.. shagged!

last week, bbq and mahjong session at jovy's house.. yay! mahjong at last! reached home at 2am! and thats only cuz when i finally wanted to leave, i was winning mahjong 4times in a row! damn it!! next time i should just keep saying i need to leave so that i will win.. and sam and jovy said its like tabbo to leave when you are winning. damn it! and i cant like purposely lose so praying for someone to win! hahaha but fun fun fun! and GREY IS SOOOO CUTE!!

last saturday was urology bowling day! total awesomeness even thou we din win anything sadly.. the ward staff are really good man!! gosh.. anyways after bowling, me and izzati didnt want to go home.. so end up me, izzati, umi, hanisah and eve in my car plus amalina in her bike headed to town! parking is bloody ex lahx! but nvm, everyone shared.. haha.. shopped and ate and chatted! happy happy..

then after that fetched sher from church and we went to lot1 for dinner with mum at hk cafe and window shopped as well! hehe.. life is awesome..

sunday, accompanied sher to her interview at the zoo!! and off to jurong point for lunch/dinner and shopping again.. hehe.. but we mostly controlled ourselves so that we can shop today!

work this week was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E! SERIOUSLY! shagged to the max.. like i said, tired is truly an understatement! tuesday and thursday me and dee went out for dinner after work cuz we were just too hungry! and on friday we bought koi back for sister(her first time drinking!! wahaha), huihia, eve and sharan and of cuz ourselves! hehe.. sister like so excited like that! hahaha.. work was fun with lina and huihia! and apparently im the metro girl cuz of all the packing! wahaha! super fun even thou tiring!

scrubbed for lap nephrec case with prof cheng, allen and adrian.. and as usual allen bullied adrian.. i couldnt take it and told him to zip it! like seriously.. he was sort of shocked but whatever. i cant all that bullying even thou its not at me.. seriously, other ppl are humans too you noe, no matter how much you dun like them.. gosh.. anyway, prof is damn fast!! so ended pretty quick.. only reason it got dragged was cuz he had to unscrub half way to help out with another case next door..

work is tiring and we were literally complaining everyday.. this week is seriously madhouse! desperately wanted icecream cuz i was in a foul mood thanx to someone and yay mummy bought me chocolate with choc chip.. yumyum! icecream makes my day..

today, met bgbf for shopping! bought tix at cathay and went for lunch at ps toast box.. a young fella made sher's teh ping! i was pretty impressed cuz its hard for me to drink the milo that i made myself and im surprised how can my pts down it down.. so yea! hahaha movie at 2.. we started rushing at 1.55.. and it was POURING!! shits! none of us had umbrella so no choice run in the rain.. my slippers abit cannot make it so takes it off and runs! super farnie!! hahahaha!! cannot stop laughing.. sher looks like she just came out of the shower without drying her hair! hhaha!! and me, just looked messy! haha.. off to pee and into the theatre freezing away! movie was not too bad. quite nice! i likey! catherine heigl is hot!! hehe

after movie, went to perlini silver to collect her stuff.. then walked to ion to shop shop at rubi and new look! then off to far east for dinner and pedi! loving my toenails!! its turqoise! hehe! sher's is a lighter shade of turqoise, more bluish and more shiny! haha.. dinnered at han's and yes, their fried rice is damn nice! yumyum!

spent my one week's allowance in one day! heartache! but oh wells, i dun really shop often so ok lahx! hehe.. money well spent!

first day of AL is spent shopping and pedicuring with bestie! yay! hehe

monday, meet tracy! do i dunno wad.. gotta think! haha

tuesday, send duchess for her hotel and off to msia till sat!

sat, fetch duchess from her hotel!

sunday, meet my dearest chew chew!! yay!! long time no see her!! i miss you chew kinlai!!!

so thats it!! yay! ok shall go back to my dramas and tumblring! bye bloggie!

bad day gone good~

2010-10-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

day started with me gng to work.. damn! its my freaking AL and i hate the fact that i have to go to work just cuz sister doesnt allow me to change my saturday with joyce..

went to work and sister told me to rush down to pass the robotic lens and other instruments to sister wee.. couldnt find her and she had this super buay song face when she finally found me.. rarr!!

nothing to do at work at all.. damn sian.. trolley's been washed and cssd and other stuff has been topped up already.. so just prepare for monday's major cases.. sister then told us to go for the scientific congress at suntec.. supp to be me abidah alma wirda and mukimah go.. end up cuz cab can only fit 4 ppl sister ask alma to go with jipeng later.. abidah paid for cab.. hehe thank you! scientific congress was pretty boring.. was busy entertaining myself by msging jovy sam and ger.. happily msg till batt left with 20%.. damn!! sians..

then went to meet sam for flea market.. made 2 new frens(her frens lahx) one is cassandra and the other is wanlin(i think..) but they are pretty nice and crappy oso.. haha.. the flea was really small so nothing much to shop oso and sam was super disappointed that she din buy any clothing! hahaha.. so headed back to clarke quay for a drink and down to cathay to meet jovy..

damned movie tix sold out.. heade to gv and bought tix "buried" instead.. then went for dinner at xinwang where my papaya soup noodles sucked big time!! i basically just ate the nooodles, egg and soup only.. the rest din eat and kenna say by the auntie who cleared my bowl.. even jovy tried it and said its sux ok! so aint my fault.. it really sucked!! went down to buy bubble tea and jovy went off to smoke break while me and sam went up to the movies first..

super stupid the both of us, ok mostly me!! we entered the wrong theatre.. and on our row only got 2 seats left but supp to have 3.. so like abit weird.. on the way out i tripped and fell at the stairs! ouch!! then we went out to check the seating.. correct lehx.. so we went back in and i told the guy that probably he has to move in or something cuz we bought 3 seats and he looked at his seat no and said no lehx its correct.. so we went out again and this time realised we entered the wrong theatre!! hahahaha!! oh mans! major embarrassment!! hopefully the guy doesnt recognise me anywhere.. thank god for the darkness man.. gosh!!

anyway the movie sucked as well.. pls dun watch if you are intending to! total waste of our money.. the entire 90+mins was spent watching a guy in a wooden box! i swear!! goodness me! and i fell asleep for like less than a minute b4 i got woken up by jovy.. rarr!! seriously, i should stop sleeping in the theatres! waste my money.. recently i keep sleeping during movies.. i think its not my fault, blame the movies for being so boring! damn it!

after that went to eat rocher tauhuay.. jovy hated his cuz it was cold and wayy to sweet.. sam loved hers.. mine was just right until the end where it got damn sweet.. and the 2 of them eat the same way as sher! they chop their tauhuay to little pieces!!!! only diff is sher is more violet when it comes to chopping the tauhuay! brought back horror memories of her birthday dinner!! hahahaha!! and when i told the both of them, they did it more.. rarr!!! jovy's frens came to find me so soon after eating, we left.. me and sam walked to bugis to take bus and train.. and yay! i reached home first!! haha but only cuz sam waited with me for my bus!! awww.. so sweet! haha..

haiz.. cant wait to see the whole gang again even thou its kinda hard i seem to be meeting the east girls more often than the west girls.. haha! its ok! i miss the whole group of us!!

loved today minus the movie! =))

bangkok awesomeness!

2010-10-15T16:42:00.003+08:00

back from bkk yesterday! awesome-ness..

5 days of not thinking about anything but just where to shop next and wad to eat for meals.. yay!!

din sleep the entire night after cousin's wedding cuz was busying heading to zawani's place to meet her b4 her wedding, catching up on my dramas so that i wun have to watch so much after im back and finally speed pack.. so when i reached the airplane and was settling in, i fell asleep.. sat, tuck my bag under the seat, fasten my seatbelt and zonked out.. and b4 i knew it, i was up in the sky already.. totally slept thru the safety briefing that the cabin crew will always give.. haha.. too tired man.. woke up, plugged in my earphones and cont sleeping..

touch down baby! bkk im finally here! hehe.. cleared customs, collected luggage, took taxi and headed to hotel.. dumped bags there and headed to jj mall for brunch and shopping at chatuchak.. hot like siao!! best buy, bags of cuz!! total awesomeness! i love it! hahaha.. not as crowded as the last time i came and lesser shops were open but still shopped like crazy! back to hotel.. went night market shopping.. dinnered at hotel cafe.. zonked out..

day2.. super suay! kenna menses!! super pissed with my uterus!! why now of all time when im on holiday in bkk where the toilets arent really even 3star standard.. damn it.. but oh well i survived!! shopped at platinum mall and the mini shopping malls opp.. pretty good buys.. bought so many shorts! and we were at the top floor, i heard someone behind me saying in chinese "ya.. she from our school one.." and i just turned around and saw 3 girls.. 2 girls i dun recognise but one of these 2 said that im from their school.. then i saw the 3rd girl and yes she looks damn familiar and she was telling her frens "ehh, that girl really very familiar lehx.. i think i got talk to her b4.." and we just walked away.. thats when i realise that she is actually the cheerleading girl whom i share the clubroom with and she is also in nursing.. hahahaha! too many singaporeans in bkk.. but yea, we din bump into each other after that..

went to hotel asia after that for naraya.. looked for wanyin's wallet but dun have.. mum bought stuff thou.. wanted to go eat at the thai seafood place but no more shop there so damn! so we go cut and wash hair.. disastrous!! my hair looks like crap now and its super short!! rarrr!! then headed back and we were super hungry and we just went to wadever restaurant we could find cuz we too hungry to care..

day3.. chinatown.. mum hated it cuz it was so crowded.. me sort of oso but i just tahan for the shopping.. din buy much things for myself.. mostly accessories for izzati cuz it was super cheap and gave me money to help her buy.. spend like 70+ SGD for her accessories alone! hahaha! then headed to mbk.. went to look for iphone4 cover. but when i went to mbk, i totally regretted buying iphone4.. should have bought blackberry instead cuz they had sooooooooo many NICE bb covers lahx!!! and for iphone4 so little and mostly not very nice.. ahhhhhh!! im so jealous!! bb is like totally popular in bkk.. damn it!! s one super nice pooh cover, but got scratch and the seller keep saying that its pattern.. stupid, you think cock-eyed ahh.. im not blind ok.. its clearly a scratch lor!! rarrr.. end up bought another one but when i tried it on, realised not very nice lehx.. haiz.. sian.. nvm.. shall look out for more..

and from mbk went to suan lum.. raining like SIAO!! and suan lum was flooded! and me kenna menses still can run in the rain!! yikes man!! but fun lahx, cuz raining, so the shopkeepers let us bargain till we happy happy and bought stuff at pretty cheap prices.. sadly din get my watch still cuz they dun have the design i like.. saded, tot i can get back the watch that i lost.. haiz.. then ate at the big big makan place at suan lum and mum loved it cuz of the ambience.. got live band and all somemore.. haha.. nice nice! i likey.. and finally back to hotel..

day 4, mum was sick of travelling in cab.. and she wanted to find things in platinum mall so it was back in that area.. quarelled with her at night cuz she want to go suanlum just for a god statue and i got pissed off.. then at night when out for dinner and night market shopping.. and back in hotel for packing.. and sleep time! i love it when im back in the hotel cuz they have KBS world channel and it has english subtitles!! so yay!! was pretty much watching korean shows all the way and also top chef and greys anatomy on another channel as well!! hahaha.. yay ness!

day 5, mum woke me up at 6.45am bkk time!! rarr!! and she was saying late already blah blah.. i looked at clock, stared at mum and went back to sleep.. that mum of mine! ugh!! woke up a while later, washed up, packed up, checked out, left out luggage with the concierge and went out for breakfast.. din catch any breakfast cuz we were sick of eating at the same area.. so we went to do mani pedi instead(i hate my mani!! ugh!!).. then managed to catch a cab with an awesome good price!! 280baht back to airport!! muahaha!! mum was amazed how i managed to get a cab at this price back to hotel.. cuz usually they will ask for at least 350 to 450 baht.. hehe!! so headed to airport, and ate brunch there.. in the airplane, zonked out again b4 the safety briefing.. i swear im gng to panic one day if something happens on board and i have no idea wad to do cuz im busy snoring away!! (CHOY thou!!)

once, we will waiting for the lift in our hotel and this extremely tall white man was talking to me and mum.. and apparently he is from england.. and mum was like "i cant imagine if i have to keep talking to him.. i think i need to go to the sinseh shop once back in sg" hahaha!! cuz he is just so tall!! and there were many bunch of singaporeans as well.. and mum kept giving me ahhh-same-species face! hahaha annoying!!

touch down to sg! yay! i miss my darling duchess!! dad and bro fetched us home! and its rest time!!

so thats it!! my trip to bkk!! hehe

cant believe im saying this but im pretty sick of travelling for this yr already!! hahahaha

2010-09-21T19:00:00.002+08:00

well, yesterday i scrubbed my 2nd robot surgery.. the first was done last thursday.. thursday's one was fun cuz i was entertained by dr allen.. that irritating annoying person who has no respect for his colleague.. so yea..

it was pretty good except for the beginning.. dr sim wasnt too happy cuz i din noe which port he wanted next.. shitty.. cuz previously whenever they wanted wad port, dr lincoln and allen will just tell me but no.. dr sim expects you to noe.. so shits! anyway now i noe already so ok lahx.. and plus he took so bloody long cuz he had to say something for everything that lincoln and daphne were doing.. op which can end by 12.30 only ended at 2.15!! oh faints!! even lincoln and daphne were so tired and kept rolling eyes at everything he said..

went for break finally and kenna called by dr henry a racist.. that botak man came into the tearoom and asked me if the mooncake was halal! and i replied saying that i dunno cuz i nv eat.. and he was like "waa.. racist sia.. dun want to eat halal thing" and im like "=.=! you then racist lor.. first thing you ask if whether the moodcake is halal or not" like as if it matters to him cuz he oso not muslim! crazy botak man!

claimed time and met hafiza for dinner and pedicure at far east! xiaoli came to join us after work! yay! so long nv see xiaoli oso! yay to meeting prcp bestie and prcp partner! was walking around with this bloody pomelo in my ag super duper duper heavy!! all thanx to prof cheng who gave each and everyone of us a pomelo! =.=! anyways, i love my new nails!! yay!!

today work was pretty good.. went to work already saw a hottie!! plus msg from BGBF made my morning awesome! haha.. and fangjann wasnt so evil.. so thank god for that.. if not my mood would have gone down the drain.. became surgeon's 2nd assistant for the hernia case.. basically just stand there and hold the langenback and retract and stuff.. but overall farnie thanx to alma and fangjann.. haha.. "finally feeling useful??" HELL YEA! haha!

then scrubbed for meatoplasty.. for a guy who became a girl.. and jonathan ask me why got this kinda crazy ppl(referring to the pt).. so yea.. pretty cool! and it was dr ng who did the op.. and when everytime she sees me she calls me xiaomeimei.. and she only calls me xiaomeimei! =.=! she calls sharan and snow by name.. i have nv heard her call izzati.. but she always call me xiaomeimei.. and she automatically speaks to me in chinese.. anyways, as i was looking at the you-noe-where of the patient and the way somehow they managed to create the female body parts onto a male, i felt so fascinated.. like so cool lahx! haha

only towards the end of the day dr lie was abit unhappy with the acmi system.. things always go wrong when he is doing surgery.. light cable cannot bright enuf.. working element stuck.. machine spoil.. etc etc etc.. hahah.. and he complains about everything!! oh that man! sometimes can feel like stabbing him!! and sharan was light hearted about everything while scrubbing for him so we were basically entertaining ourselves! hahah.. and i was telling sharan that i was in town walking around carrying the bloody pomelo and dr lie couldnt stop laughing!! rarr!!

and finally off for home! im so tired!! its going to be another long day tmr.. =(

2010-09-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

yay! had fun today!!

tuesday met tracy for dinner! yay!! super happy!! so long nv see that crazy girl! had fun talking rubbish and all sorts of crappy stuff! cant wait to see her again..

friday met rina for dinner after work oso.. nothing to do while waiting for her to off work so end up i stayed on at work and stoned.. then end up i was late.. oopsie! haha.. dinnered at food for thought which is a pretty nice place! and the genius me forgot to the stuff for her.. and the even more genius her gave me souveniers from her holidays.. one of it was a wired keychain.. supposedly it was supp to have my name on it.. but noooo.. it had rina's name on it!! hahah!! and yes, it brought has much laughter! hahaha..

then uncle came to fetch me and we went out to mustafa where they were all shopping and and suppering till like 1+ and i only went home at 2am!! gosh! im shagged..

the next morning, fucked up working day.. got scolded for i have no idea wad.. but yea fuck it! seriously, he wasnt listening to our explanation and just insisted on us answering who the senior was and who needed the respect.. and i guess he din realise that was the exact moment i lost all respect for him.. totally unreasonable asshole!! sharan was pissed to the max and when she is pissed, you are so screwed.. i wasnt happy at all.. i guessed it showed on my face.. cuz marinus(no idea how to spell my HCA's name! haha) saw me and was jokingly talking to me as usual.. we always joke around and stuff.. and i din really reply me him.. and he was like "be happy!" grins, and walks away.. then the 2nd time round i was at the photocopy machine photocopying documents.. and pts relatives were at the sitting area.. and he just came up and told me "hey smile!" and i just jokingly punched his arm.. i guess even he knew that i wasnt in a good mood that morning.. cuz i will usually like tok cock and stuff with him.. haiz.. bad bad morning..

anyways, finished our work.. and me and sharan stoned.. i was so bored i fell asleep for a good 30 mins.. and sharan had to wake me up to go home.. haha.. went home.. slept all the way.. woke up to meet sher and gang for dinner to celebrate yw's bday..

most awkward bday celebration ever i swear.. and but while waiting for yc and yw, me sher and ern had a good time laughing and joking around.. anyways after dinner off for home..

today was fun fun fun! met sher and joel for lunch.. sher is really dumb!! sorry bestie, i just had to announce to the everyone!! i really had to!! but i shall not say the reason why you are dumb! hahaha!! so yea.. ate suki sushi buffet!! yumyum!! wayyyyyy to full.. joel felt nauseas..

then we headed to kino cuz i wanted to see the planners.. i felt so disappointed.. kin already told me there was only one design for the winnie the pooh planner.. but shit man! i din expect it to be so pathetic.. they had so many nice mickey and minnie ones!! super duper disappointed.. haiz.. i thought of just getting the pooh one but my heart was happy.. so i thought of getting the baby mickey one but i dun like its me to get a mickey one.. haiz.. super not happy..

joel cabbed home cuz he felt unwell and i and sher headed to raffles city to see more planners.. but its actually the same.. haha.. oh well.. disappointmentx2.. its ok.. forget it.. ern came to find us and we walk walk and headed to marina bay for the kite festival! haha.. total craziness!! we met up with chongming and gang.. koped a kite.. tried to fly it countless time and all failed miserably!! hahaha!! oh faints.. but still had a good time lahx! not bad.. haha

dinnered at commonwealth.. and off for home! so yeap! thats my week!! hehe

plans for coming week..
monday, meet prcp bestie, hafiza aqma!!! yay!! pedi session and dinner! hopefully sister will let me claim time since there is not much cases tmr..

thursday, kiv meet sher or meet angie and kin for dinner.. depends on how much moolah i have left..

friday, kiv outing again..

saturday, urology nursing course day!! ugh!! sian!!

sunday, celebrate sher's birthday!! YES SHER!!! I JUST SAID CELEBRATE SHER's BIRTHDAY SO YOU BETTER BE THERE!! YOU ARE BOOKED BY ME ON SUNDAY AND TUESDAY!!

and finally, i <3 my BGBF!! hehe!! thanx for all the fun joy and laughter!! =))

wad a week..

2010-09-12T21:27:00.002+08:00

today i went to my boss's (aka mr mahmood) for raya.. not bad.. quite fun! haha.. ppl in attendance would be deanna, eve, dyne, marlene, amalina, wirda and husband, hanisah and finally sister tee, her son and her husband..

mr mahmood's house is totally not malay-ish at all!! i have been alot of malay frenss homes and his is the most non-malayish.. maybe its cuz his wife is chinese.. and his kids(not really kids lahx.. they are around my age..) are pretty and handsome! haha.. the family is really nice.. we had DIY laksa at his house.. haha.. super farnie! haha.. and when sister came, only eve was left eating and sister said "huh! you tapao your own food ahh!!" cuz mr mahmood gave his those disposal tupperware to eat from.. WAHAHAHA!!! everyone cannot tahan and burst into laughter! seriously lahx sister!! aiyooooo!! hahaha then mr mahmood say "cuz they all children mahx.. like break the bowls how.. i only got a few bowls in my house!" HAHAHA!! super cannot tahan the oldies man!! and we took pictures and stuff and mr mahmood printed one for each of us.. the big part-of-the-family picture will be given to us next week cuz we were all gng to leave already.. haha.. mr mahmood is seriously super nonsensical.. haha.. i love my uro family!!

then after dropping the girls off at the mrt station, me and mummy went grocery shopping.. shop for grocery till i want to sleep.. dunno why i feel so tired.. must be cuz of my period.. haiz.. anyways, bought stuff for work so the girls got things to eat during break.. then reach home, unloaded the groceries, loaded bro in the car and off for dinner at adam road hawker centre.. yumyum.. we put 2 pieces of 1/2 parking coupon, but we only used the 1/2 hour.. so i told mum to give the other coupon to a malay family who was just only parking so that we dun waste the coupon.. the driver of the car tot that its free parking.. hahaha.. he nv check b4 he park oso.. haha.. one good deed today.. yay! happy happy! haha..

then was talking about mine and small bro's future plans with studying.. hmm.. hopefully i can save enuf money so that i dun need to depend on my parents for my further studying.. i will still take my degree in nursing and also study something else after that.. i am not a planner so thats about it for my future.. anyway the only thing i need is to be happy wad wadever i am doing and im satisfied..

ohhh.. and i collected my iphone already! its one week old already!! haha... sher got a new phone on the same day too! so happy one week birthday to ur E5 too sher!! hahaha.. stupid singtel ppl.. hahaha.. im a genius man!! woohoo!!

met sher for breakfast on thurs.. then accompanied her to her volunteer interview.. then i left for work.. yay!

pm shift for the whole week last week.. total craziness.. was so busy till felt so tired by the end of the day.. but mr mahmood still made our day by talking nonsense! haha.. wednesday was the craziest! for the first time on PM shift, i work from the start of shift till end of shift.. usually around 4 or 5 plus then got nothing to do already.. but on wednesday i was working till the time i signed out on the logbook.. phew.. super tired.. actually still had work to do.. but nvm lahx.. the morning ppl can prepare the things themselves..

thursday.. eve of raya.. many super big cases oso.. waa.. all i hoped for was to go home on time.. end up go home early! really salute everyone man!! each and every one of us chionged and did our part so that we will end the ops on time or even better early so that the pm staff and quickly clear up and clean up and dun need to OT.. haha.. we even had time to clean theatre and still end work early!! yay!! haha.. cuz its the eve of raya, sister let us off at 7.20..

but then bloody shit!! at 7.57 i was still at chinatown!! stupid shit man!! so pissed off!! 40 mins later i was less than 2km away from my workplace!! waa.. super pissed man. and i reached home only at 8.50!! even mum called and ask me how come i so late.. she tot i last minute go eat dinner with my fren or something.. stupid bloody bus!! ugh!! like that no point oso sister let us go home early.. rarr!! sian!!

saturday, half day work.. topup, wash trolleys, etc.. and stone.. after work, met mum for lunch and chinatown to put the skin protector for my iphone.. and so suay i kenna menses.. waa can really faint.. nv had this kinda cramps in my life b4.. worse cramps ever!! my uterus wins hands down man.. i had no mood to do anything.. and i walked really really slowly.. at one point i almost teared cuz of the pain.. oh gosh.. and they say childbirth is 100 times worse!! how can mummies tahan the pain.. i think if me i will freaking die man! mummy see me so poor thing so we went back home.. and usually she will ask me to clean up my room which will nv happen.. but this time round she ask me to go sleep.. haha

i din even bother to switch on my laptop which is usually the first thing i do when i reach home.. i wash-edup, read a bit of my book and zonked off.. only woke up for dinner.. and even dinner oso i eat so slowly.. killer man this cramps.. gosh..

haiz.. tmr is back to work again.. i feel so lazy to wake up so early for am shift after doing pm shift so often.. haha..

29 more days to bangkok!! here i come!!
13 more days to payday!! hurry hurry!!

im enjoying life! (anti jinx spell)

2010-08-28T15:09:00.004+08:00

yay! im on AL!!

last minute AL which was decided on monday cuz i have extra remainder days left which sister doesnt really approve of bringing forward to next yr.. so i have the coming monday till wednesday off!! yay! awesome.. so im gng kl tmr morning and only be back on tuesday! yayyy!! shopping and more shopping! cant wait..

was on afternoon shift this week.. boring pm shift i must say.. after we clean theatre and stuff still left nothing to do.. haiz.. by 5pm, its stoning time.. even sister and mr mahmood oso got nothing to give us to do.. sian sian sian.. haiz.. so just rot at work till end of shift.. and everyday super suay the auto door will spoil.. and everyday we call 4000 to call the vendor to fix the door.. and everyday the vendor will come until he oso cannot tahan and he ask mr mahmood to buy new doors.. haha.. nonsense..

work is pretty good other than the stoning.. i love work.. im happy when im working and when im with my frens at work! yay! and im more happier when im scrubbed up! hehe..

thursday, met sher for breakfast at chinatown.. then went to buy koi and walk walk around cuz the rain was crazy.. tapao-ed koi for my frens oso.. but end up snow's one huihia drink cuz snow was too full.. haha.. wasted.. but its ok.. got someone drink can already.. and sher gave me the book!! yay!! thanx for helping me find!! i cant wait to read finish my current book so that i can get started on the new book! hehe

yesterday was fun at work cuz of dr henry.. haha.. snow was showing me a new iphone4 and he got so excited over the phone and kept playing with it.. then both he and snow got scrubbed up so i ended up playing with it and he was like "ehh.. dun like that lehx.. keep seducing me with the iphone and make me so tempted" and so i kept waving it at his face.. wahahaha!! too bad! pls lor.. drs so rich dun even need to blink eye to get it can.. anyways his wife already reserved for him so its just a matter of time b4 he gets his iphone and start waving it at my face! rarr.. the entire day the convo between him and us revolved around the iphone.. haha..

one of prof lau's case came over to ot2.. so he and allen were doing the cases and i and snow cannot laughing cuz of prof lau.. hahaha.. and this stupid kumar tie gown oso dunno how to tie properly.. see prof wear the gown until like so xingku until i went over to tie properly for him..

another day scrubbed for prof foo's case.. prof foo super cute like a grandfather lahx.. us new girls love prof foo cuz he super cute and ahpek like!! hahaha.. makes us just want to go up and hug him and tell him to jiayou!! he does ops slowly cuz his hand still need to go for rehab.. so poor thing.. he cant even wear his glove properly on his left hand and needed me to help him.. super poor thing.. jiayou prof! you are good!! anyways, it was a scrotal abcess for this 22 yr old fella who was under LA only.. so malik, i and prof kept talking to him to keep him occupied and keep his mind of the surgery.. haha.. the convo ahh.. aiyo.. cannot take it man.. super RA! wad have i gotten myself into.. this uro department ahh.. so RA! everyone esp the scrub side all damn RA! i think the most RA in scrub side is malik!! waa.. cannot tahan.. normal thing oso can become so RA with him and dr henry.. faints man..

finally booked my hotel for bkk.. really cannot decide wad hotel to book so i finally decided on the one that wanyin stayed at last time.. its pretty near to everywhere and there loads of night market in the vicinity so yay! cant wait.. shopping time!! need to plan itinery soon.. hehe..

ok!! time to pack my bag!! and get ready for tmr! =))

you are really..the accident-magnet.....

2010-08-17T20:52:00.002+08:00

as quoted by sammie, i truly am the accident magnet.. and i cant even help it!

work is pretty awesome nowadays except for the tiring part..

today was like dunno-how-to say! hahah.. was preparing my instruments for URS/RPG and DJ stent insertion.. sister helped me dish out my URS scope.. and i had to "shower it like a baby"(as according to sister) and kept getting nagged by her.. well, she really nags ALOT!! and then i had to flush my luerlock which has a attached 2-way-tap.. i had to fluch thru every lumen to get rid of the adaspor(disinfectant solution) inside it.. and dunno how i turn the tap till squirt sister!! wahahaha!! somemore sister very short so it went up to her neck and almost her face.. hahahaha!! i couldnt help but laugh.. so i kept laughing while trying to turn the tap so that it doesnt shoot her but dunno why still shoot her.. hahahaha!! and she was like "i noe i nag alot and you cannot tahan lahx but no need to squirt at me" hahahaha!! omg!! cannot tahan man.. even dr lie kept laughing at me lahx!! super irritating he!! and he noes i noe chinese so he kept suanning me in chinese and say "waa.. even i dun dare do this to sister.. not bad ah you.. taking revenge right.." waa piang!! faints.. then i keep shhhh-ing him and he said "i noe you understand.." and conts laughing!! can really faint man! and he kept laughing at me till the end.. and during the op.. while expelling air from my syringe, i squirted saline at huihia who was like " waa.. you hate me oso ahh" and dr lie went " haven squirt finish ahh".. and finally, i had to use a special 'balloon" called uromax to dilate the ureter to put in the stent.. its a equipment that is very seldom used but dunno why always i scrub then will use.. its super diff to use lahx.. anyways was withdrawing the diluted contrast medium into uromax syringe and the entire back of the syringe fell off and spilt all the diluted contrast onto my trolley!! seriously!! how many things can go wrong for me during one op man!! ughhhh cant tahan.. even dr lie had the "unbelievable" look on his face.. good thing he sick so nv rush alot today.. if not sure die.. then after that went to ask sister if she ok and whether the adaspor got kenna her face ( cuz the solution is extremely strong and powerful and ppl can get irritation easily if on direct skin).. and she was like " ya lor.. everyone keep saying you hate me and you taking revenge......." and blah blah blah in a jking way and kept laughing at me.. hahaha.. but she noes i din mean it lahx.. haha.. good thing i have extremely naggy but pretty nice and nonsensical sister and brother.. if not sure die ahh.. haha

during the 2nd op that i scrubbed for, lagi worse.. changed my gown 4TIMES!!! seriously!!
1st gown: was the old cotton gown which is extremely uncomfortable to wear so my hca suggested i wear another gown.. 2n
2nd gown: got this huge hole at the side
3rd gown: kenna contaminated by my hca cuz he din see me behind me and knocked into me..
4th gown: finally!! kept telling everyone in my way to siam! hahaha

hhaha.. fun day thou.. got this colorectal surgeon come over to uro for 3 neurostimulation procedures.. and he is super nice and fun to scrub with cuz he keep toking nonsense with us.. haha.. awesome.. some days are just so nice..

yesterday was pretty good oso.. din really get scolded by the fierce doctor.. and apparently, izzati told me that he told our seniors to tell us not to be afraid of him.. like seriously, how not to be afraid of him when he is always rushing us and shouting or talking damn loudly at us.. but yesterday was ok.. dunno why he so nice yest.. prob nag at us only like twice.. hopefully tmr he is in a good mood oso im in ot3 and the entire list of cases are his! oh faints!! maybe we should cook his tea tmr to put him in a good mood.. hehe.. and dunno why everytime i scrub for PCNL its always him, and always very suay cuz will have 2nd or 3rd puncture!! like always!! simple and direct cases always becomes complicated and require alot of things last minute when im scrubbed up! sickening!

i cant wait for payday!! 7 more days!! pls hurry come.. i need money!!

2010-08-11T21:22:00.002+08:00

i feel so fucking cheated now.. like super duper duper fucking cheated.. and im super upset with myself..

im the kind of person who thinks of everything in a postive way.. i always think that someone is nice first even thou i dun really noe them.. and when they behave otherwise i noe they are not the kind of person i tot they were.. i guess i really was too gullible..

i dunno how to say it but all i noe is that i feel so bloody cheated.. like wad i explained to the girls and my parents.. i still dun get it. i still dun understand.. and after meeting with the lady of the car.. and after settling everything she says that one thing that makes me feel so cheated.. which pretty much makes me know that my thots were right afterall.. kept talking to mum about how cheated and sad i felt.. throughout the entire bus journey, there was only one thot and the most common word that came out from my mouth was "chated cheated cheated".. came home and the first thing dad told me was that " i think you just got cheated" and like a lightbulb that went off in my mind, the words "fuck! i just knew it!" popped up..

mum consoled me by saying nvm, if they really cheat you, they will get retribution and somehow or other you will get more money in return.. but you noe, thats not why im upset.. yes.. money of cuz makes me sad, but the fact that they cheated me when i thot they were nice ppl, thats wad upsets me..

i have almost nv been cheated.. im trust ppl easily and i guess that was wad led me to this.. i tot every person is a good person.. and thats how i see ppl.. i dun like to see ppl in the bad way.. im not cautious enuff against ppl.. but i guess thats how simple minded and naive i am.. cuz that aint the truth.. ppl can be nasty and scheming in the face of money and pushing the blame.. and this case, ppl can seem nice and still be nasty and scheming all the more being evil ppl.. why are there such ppl? why cant everyone be just nice and happy ppl.. why why why??

but thats me.. is that going to change after this incident.. i dunno.. but i def dun want to become one of those evil ppl.. im not scheming enuf.. im not cautious enuf.. i guess im just too nice.. good or bad.. i dunno.. but thats me..

thanx alot.. for making me feel so cheated.. thanx....... alot

how suay can i be??!!

2010-08-10T19:43:00.002+08:00

ok.. i said i would update but too many things have been happening lately.. haiz..

i got into a minor accident yest together with sharan.. like bloody shit. but thank god its really minor like just scratches and stuff only.. nothing happened to us! so ppl stop worrying!! im perfectly ok! it happened in the carpark so low speed.. so yea.. and then after that we out for shopping and we put coupons but when i got back to the car i was still summoned!! shit rite!! how can i attract such bad things man!! i have no freaking idea.. apparently, my coupons got flipped over and so i got summoned.. i think it could have happened when me and sharan closed the door so got wind that flipped the coupons.. so bloody unfair rite!! thats nature which did the bad deed man!! why do u get fined for it.. super upset!! ugh..

anyways good thing is that the owners of the other car are like super nice.. and cuz im pretty gundu about accidents and stuff they told me wad i should do and stuff which was super helpful.. and plus my parents were in sg.. so crap! but nvm.. all is good now and i even got a discount from the amount i have to pay for their repair so thats awesome!! she sounded impressed when i told her i am a nurse so yea! it helps if you do a (wad everyone says) "noble" job i guess!! wahaha!! ok.. i shouldnt be so happy cuz i need to spend on fixing up my dad's car as well.. crap.. less money for my bkk trip!! =(( but well, it kept me out of trouble so ok lahx.. worth it i guess.. plus she says she will send me the receipt to proof they she did send the car for repair.. so thats honest as well.. at least i din kenna accident with some total assholes who are just out there to suck money from ppl.. so HENG ah! and im not grounded from using the car! so double heng!

mum was worried mostly cuz im still p-plate and i only got less than 2 months to take mine out.. and dad was worried that they will cheat me.. like say okok but after getting the money, go report or something.. and small bro as usual was just being a total asshole and kept rubbing it in..

so anyways other than all these, met up with sher on friday for breakfast b4 work.. almost 2 weeks nv see her.. so yay! macs breakfast with "neighbours" listening into our conversation.. abit no privacy.. haha.. and off for work with muffins from her! thanx babe! and everyone at work keeps saying "waa so sweet.. ur bestie make muffins for you!" wahahaha.. taste ok lahx.. pls minus the blueberrys next time k!! hahaha

then out with sher again on sunday.. cuz i was super bored.. imm.. shopped and makan-ed.. damn farnie.. sher kept trying to fight cuz she said we have nv fought b4.. so we desperately tried fighting.. hahaha.. but you noe seriously, i really hope we dun fight.. we may have disagreements which each other but i really hope we will nv ever ever fight and not talk to each other.. i will be depressed man!! once is enuf in my life time.. i dun think i will ever forget that one time.. thank god all is ok now..

ern joined us for dinner.. jap food.. ern was sweating like siao and red face cuz he bit onto a chilli padi.. and clever sher decided to try his soup.. genius sher genius! haha!! my was ok.. not too bad.. if only they had udon.. home after that..

monday.. PH.. but went to work to clean up theatre cuz of the renovations.. but we did work so fast we had nothing left to do after one hour.. haha.. so we took a damn long break.. and finished up the rest in the next 1 hour and off for bowling where the accident happened.. sharan and i had a super good time bowling.. hahaha!! and we both have the same problem.. are balls always tend to cruve to the left side! always!! sickening.. after 2 games, i won her by over 80 points!! yay!!! hahaha!! cant wait to bowl with the rest of the girls next time! then off to vivo where i got fined.. and then home..

since sister gave the both of us off today, we wanted to bring our doggies to ecp.. but end up i cancelled cuz needed to fetch parents.. and also sup to meet subgroup girls for dinner but also cancelled cuz dad say want to go the car's owners' place.. but end up just settle everything over the phone.. so ok lor.. haiz..

sorry girls! this time the plan got cancelled cuz of me! i feel so bad and made you girls worried somemore!! dun worry!! im totally fine! its the cars that are not with really minor injuries!!

work is pretty awesome lately.. sister is also not in her cranky mood and we are having fun at work all the time now.. so thats great! hope it last.. just hope that the seniors at work stop being so cranky and irritating and keep picking on us and being sister's spies!

i have my bad moments really bad at times~

lost my voice

2010-08-01T00:57:00.004+08:00

awesome.. im pretty voiceless or rather having a damn as hell sexy voice right now.. so i have to refrain from toking so that it gets better by monday for work.. and just great cuz got nurses's day celebration event tmr(actually today) and alot of ppl are going to be there and we expected to interact but how to do so in my sexy voice man!! faints!!

i have decided to start blogging again and im hope to make time for it.. miss blogging.. working just doesnt give me the energy to do so.. haiz..

today was prostatic awareness day.. but me, sharan, eve and joyce were sent for radiation awareness instead which included lectures and a pretty redundant "exam" paper.. seriously.. the behind ppl were doing the "exam" in this manner by lying out the papers: notes from the lectures, qs paper, answer sheet! like seriously.. faints!

supp to go out with rina but cancelled cuz supp to go out with uro ppl which also became cancelled for i dunno wad reason.. haiz..

anyways, after that went back to uro to stone for a while.. stoned and crapped with izzati and snow.. koped some yakults.. sister keep asking us to go eat lunch at tearoom but dude, everytime we enter the room everyone stares at us like we dun belong to uro! stupid bloody us.. so anyways decided to meet kin for lunch instead with kin.. so waited for her to finish mot.. then me her and eve plus trisa who happened to bump into us went for bachormee down the hill.. yumyum..

felt sick since thursday nite.. feverish.. but stubborn me didnt want to take mc cuz if not unpay leave since haven confirmation yet.. so just tahan all the way.. tahan thru my 5 hours of laparoscopic op! awesome!! come home and zonked out.. today full blown sorethroat.. haiz.. nvm.. wun kill ppl anyways..

but still felt like seeing darlie so kin came over to play with duchess.. then went over to kin's ahma's house to play with darlie.. waaaa.. darlie now big already then keeeeeeeeep barking! hahaha. then bite me somemore.. oh and i just looked at my finger and her bite is still there with a cut.. my very first doggie bite.. but its ok since she will outgrow it anyways.. so yea.. then headed to kin's house.. her mummy see me keep coughing gave me grassjelly jelly to eat.. hehe.. yumyum.. thanx kin and kin's mummy!! and yea her house as always got alot of things to eat.. hahaha.. then sent them to jp and me and mum headed to imm.. wanted to look for my storybook but dun have already.. haiz.. im so sad!! seriously.. go so many popular already its either last piece left in horrible condition or dun even have.. siannnnnn..

then auntie called and ask us to go over to her house.. cuz she bought for all the females in the family a tradional costume each.. not bad lahx.. since not already got one i can ask my parents dun buy already.. buy oso no use.. keep in my cupboard collect dust only.. only wear for my cousins' wedding or engagement or deepavali.. even deepavali oso i dun wear cuz dun celebrate and this yr most prob gng cruise with family minus big bro.. i dun think bug bro want to go on cruise oso since he already on ship like 3/4 of the yr! hahaha..

went there stoned and rotted for like 2hours plus.. then off to mustafa for dinner.. crap shit.. no dinner cuz the shop ran out of food! seriously! and somemore its a 24hours open shop! how can a 24hr food shop run out of food man!! horrible.. and anyways, bought kenny's army farewell pressie there.. something that he wanted so ok lahx.. and i asked mummy to buy me a pair of earpiece for nurses' day pressie.. one was 13 and another 15.. but she decided to buy a adidas wallet that cost alot more.. but in the end i decided not to get anything.. siannn.. and i should stop going out and spending money.. running out money already... haiz.. stop stop stop.. actually i din really buy things for myself this month oso.. mostly put aside, pay bills, for duchess and pressies.. like that only.. nvm.. i shll save to spend in bkk!! cant wait!!

so ya.. so much for wanting to stay at home and sleep for my throat.. end up whole day go out and talk so much at auntie's house.. haiz..

tmr supp to go out with poly buddies but end up cancelled oso becuz of sister.. haiz.. this sister ahh.. seriously..

SUPPULAKSHMI W/O NAGALINGAM aka GOH POH CHENG

2010-07-29T21:41:00.004+08:00

29 july 2010 marks the 11th death anniversary for my grandma.. and i miss her..

happy anniversary kannu-patti!! i love you and i miss you sooo much!!

how i wish you are still here right now watching us grow up and watching my cousins get married.. how i wish you were still here to cook awesome food for us and at the same time transfer some of ur cooking skills to ur dearest 4th daughter aka my mummy so that she wun torture us with food that even she wun eat.. everytime she tries to do ur dishes she fails terribly.. me and big bro can vouch for that i swear!! if you were still around, mummy and kumar mama would be taking care of you and he will still be around and not migrated to canada..
i was only 9 yrs old when granny pass away.. but i still rmb stuff that happened.. me overnighting at her house every weekend and sleeping with her in her room while sometimes my brothers will be sleeping in the hall.. then mama will wake me up at 7am just to go buy prata for breakfast.. and he will kenna scolded! " just let her sleep lahx..you want you go buy urself!" hahaha.. and i will wake up at 11am and sit and watch tv for the rest of the afternoon and evening till i go home.. haha.. poor uncle! i miss her cabbage soup(which me and big bro totally love!!!!! and my mum cant make it for nuts!! i swear!!! she tried like so many times but it taste NOTHING like wad my grandma cooks!) i miss her sambal!! we all love the sambal.. its superrrrrrrrrr spicy, but we still eat it.. with bread or rice or just dip our fingers and lick it up.. its super tasty!!! and i love the toaster!! garlic toast anytime of the day!! yum yum..

when she still stayed at redhill, we will always go her house and rot there then go to the swimming pool and play with my other cousins..

0nce big bro slapped me and my shaky tooth dropped out and grandma scolded him like siao! haha!! serve you right nae!! and everytime when i get scolded or kenna whack by my parents i would take the bus and head to her house.. haha.. yes.. i was already rebelling even back then..

and i got into a car accident that very year during the june holidays and she couldnt take care of me cuz she was sick as well.. i rmb when she stayed at my house and mum was looking after her and she cant really walk that much.. she needed to go to the toilet and no one was at home.. only me and her.. i went outside to ask my neighbours for help but no one was around.. in the end, i took my brother's roller chair and somemore managed to help her to move from her bed to the chair and wheeled her the toilet, all the while wishing for someone to come and help me and almost close to tears.. i cant rmb if she fell or not thou.. if she fell its all becuz of me..and i was felt really guilty and like useless cuz i couldnt even help my own grandma.. i was really helpless then..

i rmb when i was primary 1.. after school.. granny was in the hospital for her dialysis.. mum forgot to bring her CAPD book.. and i had to take bus 190(from cck) all the way to sgh ALL ON MY OWN and bring the CAPD book to her.. and by the time i reached sgh bus interchange, the sun was already setting and the sky was very dark.. mum came to fetch me from the hill there(and noe even thou the bus interchanged has changed alot, everytime i see that walkway on my way home after work, i rmb that moment).. my very first time on the bus on my own.. mum and granny were so proud of me that they had chicken rice waiting for me for dinner.. haha!

i rmb her grumbling whenever the docs suggested to do another procedure for her and stuff.. she will scold aout her docs to us.. haha.. pretty farnie to listen.. "stupid doctor!! see lahx.. cut here and there everywhere!!" and blah blah blah..

the days leading to her death i cant really rmb.. but i know she stayed in the icu.. and my cousins told me that like my mum, i din cry when my grandma pased away.. i dunno why i din cry.. maybe part of me was sad but more relieved that the worst is over.. no more suffering for my grandma.. she is gng to suffer no more and is gng to be free of pain.. and the then first lady oso passed away a few days apart from her.. so it became a family joke that she is having a good time and drinking tea with the then first lady..

i guess wads good is that she is over her suffering.. thats why i told my mum that if she or dad are sick or wadever, just quickly pass away.. dun hang on for too long.. mum scolded me for thinking of them as burdens but thats not wad i meant.. wad i meant was the longer you hang on, the more you suffer.. so just, dun suffer and dun let ur caregivers suffer.. we have seen my grandma suffer and its heart wrenching.. its not a good feeling to see ur loved ones suffer at all.. of cuz..

this is the only readily available pic i have of my grandma cuz mum wanted me to help her with this a few months back..

the first picture is her and my grandfather aka her husband.. haha

the 2nd is at my parents wedding at some temple..

from left: grandfather, dad, mummy, granny

she is like damn tall lahx.. she is taller than her own husband and also my dad.. so ppl, stop asking why am i tall! its the tall genes i got from her! and i guess only i got those genes in my family cuz my brothers are pretty short for guys!

I LOVE YOU SUPPULAKSHMI W/O NAGALINGAM aka GOH POH CHENG! and i miss you.. i really wished you were right here with us, like you never left..

i dun usually post songs or lyrics on my blog.. but this is for you! and this song is one of my fav songs!

"Because You Loved Me"

-celine dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

what if..

2010-06-13T18:30:00.004+08:00

i dun want to work.. its not that i hate work or anything, in fact i love my workplace and enjoy working together with my frens, the staff and even the surgeons who are ever willing to teach.. but thinking that i could be out there doing something else other than working at 20 years old makes me dun want to work.. i want to study.. i want to study wad i like.. so many thots going thru my head.. if only i was given the opportunity to not get bonded i could have been studying right now instead of working.. if only i have all my options open.. well tough luck for me.. i only have one option for now and thats to finish my 3 yrs..

i dun feel the motivation to go to work at all.. home makes it worse.. coming home after work, i feel damn sian.. mum shouting at me b4 i even remove my shoes.. sometimes i come home, there is even no dinner to eat.. i just watch my drama, read my book, shower and head to bed.. next morning, wake up and dad sends me to work .. a whole new day of more operations that we scrub for day in day out.. and if im lucky dad is free to fetch i reach home earlier.. sometimes we might end just abit later cuz of meetings..

once or twice a week i meet up with my frens after work, for dinner and birthday celebrations.. we dun really seem to do fun things anymore.. everyday we all just seem to think about not going home late cuz most of us have work the next day.. i do to.. of cuz.. none of us want to be tired for work wad..

maybe i just miss ward work.. maybe im not suited for ot or for office hours work.. maybe im not interested in ot in the first place.. maybe i dun feel the job satisfaction like i do at wards despite the craziness the comes with it.. i guess i need more patient interaction.. i feel like none of the skills and stuff that i learnt in school are being put to use in ot.. i dun hate ot but i have no special feelings or interest for it either..

everyday i learn more about the instruments, equipment, implants that we use.. i learn more about the way documentation is being done in the ot.. i learn more about the usual items that we need to prepare b4 the op starts.. i learn more about each surgeon's preferences on wad kind of sutures they like to use etc and how to anticipate wad to hand out next.. i learn how to take picture if the dr ask to, and how to record a particular op.. i noe which surgeons to stay away from and which surgeons you can joke with.. i noe which staff are nice and fun which staff are strict and scary.. i noe which solutions to use for a procedure and which cleansing solutions to provide the dr with.. i learn how to be a better circulating or scrub nurse.. i learn how to help the anesthetist at times even thou its not my job.. i learn how to pack the intruments properly and carefully so that the cssd staff do not come after me or my senior staff nurse.. i learn how to choose the right cap at work so that its not big on my head.. i learn how to maintain sterility and not contaminate any sterile items.. i learn how to open sterile items properly.. i learn how to help the hca to clean up the theatre when they are busy and i learn to stay clear after they have scrubbed the floor so that i dun dirty the freshly washed theatre.. and everyday i get better at the work i do..

i learn so many things everyday but at the end of the day, when i leave for home, i feel like i have learnt nothing or very minimal stuff.. and that sucks! big time..

=) or =(

2010-04-28T20:49:00.005+08:00

updates..

last week..

monday! first day of work! oh mans! woke up late.. mega shit! dad sent me to work! got stuck in the freaking traffic jam at bukit timah/clementi area.. went to work 30 mins late! omfg! bad start.. haiz.. then went for hepb booster jab with sahidah and hafiza.. super painful! the expression of pain after each of us came out was like priceless! hhaha.. but yea.. its was damn painful.. haiz.. hb results were good and in the normal range so yay.. but got one last blood test to check hepb antibodies level.. haiz.. due on 31 may! sian sian.. more pain coming my way.. hopefully the levels are above 100 if not have to go back for one more booster jab.. haiz..

dinnered with tracy.. then went to find kenny to get my pails back.. and we(tracy, kenny, joel, sylvia and myself) ended up at island creamery.. wahaha.. super farnie.. enjoyed myself! yay! thanx for the chocs trace! yummy!!

tuesday, after work, birthday dinner with poly besties! swenson's! thanx girls for the treat and the purple "underwear"! i will wear it well!! hehehe! love you girls! muackz!

wednesday, after work, met up with zarinah and sri babes! hehe! had dinner at xin wang! wahahaha!! awesome time man! then walk walk and window shopped at 313.. and we went to 'the icing room'! zarinah and sri made my cake after which we sat at the adjoined cafe and celebrated my birthday! eeeek! so nice! hehe!! loadsa of crapping, camwhoring and video-ing! home sweet home! i love my babes! no matter how much they bully me just cuz im the youngest! hahaha

thursday, fucking disaster.. dun wanna talk about it.. haiz.. anyways, thanx sher, kenny and joel for coming to find me! appreciate it alot! drove over to find weiwei too! chocs from joel from germany! yumyum! [and damn it! i lost my ezlink (with 20 bucks cash inside) card and m(phosis hp pouch! =(( keep losing stuff lately.. haiz.. ]

thanx to everyone who wished me! you guys made my day! =)

friday.. work and home.. sians..

saturday.. half day work.. then met up with sher and kenny at night for chilling! thanx sher for the pressie! now i noe why you needed the 10 pics! haaha! love you!!

sunday.. went to fetch big bro from jas's house! yay!! my new crumpler bag!! thanx nae! but aint gonna use it till later cuz i still have brand new bags that i bought from bkk but haven even use yet..

then went out with kin and wanyin.. window shopped around bugis and settled down and chilled at starbucks! the sun is crazy man!! macam suntanning session!! ugh! kin left to meet fendy.. and we were off to town.. can you believe there is no freaking bus to orchard!! like seriously! then me and wanyin being lazy ppl decided to cab down instead of walking back to the mrt station.. wahaha!! then shopped at ion and cine for her slippers and off for dinner.. sadly, no salmon sushi anywhere all thanx to the flights being disrupted thanx to iceland's volcano madness! poor wanyin.. so we settled for waraku.. omfg! pls ppl, dun try their spicy ramen promotion thingy cuz it sux majorly!! ugh!! at least i finished my meat.. wanyin din even finish hers at all.. haiz.. walkwak around 313 and off for home!

this week! monday.. work.. super sian.. haiz.. the moment te speaker for that lecture picks up the mike i automatically fall asleep.. sian.. during mini breaks head over to hafiza's side to chat with her and trisa.. haha.. always end up with loadsa of laughter and me about to fall off the stupid chair! sickening!

tuesday.. work again! thanx hafiza for the pressie!! loves it so so so much!! 100% handmade pouch with winnie the pooh! omg!! and she filled in the pouch with diff types of purple coloured sweets!! hahaha!! i noticed babe! thanx alot for the effort babe! its awesome! loves you!! muackz!

wednesday today... slept for a good 2 hours during lecture.. so bloody boring i tell you!! and it started raining + aircon! freaking cold.. decided to thaw outside and was sitting on the table with my jacket wrapped around me while kin went to the toilet.. suetmei and xueting walked by coming back from their shopping at 711.. and they tot i was sick! hahaha!! no girls,. i wasnt ill, just sick of listening to those lectures.. and i pee-ed like 5 times during the 2nd half of the work today.. so bloody cold..

on the way my bladder was super full!! needed to pee but kept controlling thinking i can just rush home to pee.. but waaa.. couldnt take it so dropped off opp far east.. rushed to royal plaza and relieved myself! gosh! and all these while i was still in my uniform! faints.. the nature's call overwhelms all other concerns man.. phew!

and home now.. bored.. watching my dramas and shows.. nicey! but i freaking hate the broken links.. ugh!

wanyin left for work on tuesday and will only be back after 11 days! take care of yourself and come back soon safe and sound k! have fun! =)
ps: take care of my precious!! hehe

ward allocations are going to be out by the end of this week hopefully.. really hoping i get into neonatal but i wun be surprised even if i dun.. haiz..

i want to live a carefree life and just doing wad i like but i guess that wun be possible anymore cuz of the burden of this huge responsibility and committment.. reality sux!

-stop __________________ , when you dun even make the effort to meet up with frens but you keep repeating the same stuff over and over again.. its irks me everytime i see it..

-if you cant help urself, no one else can.. stop being selfish and think about the ppl who are hurting because of you! i think its time for you to grow up and to stop being like as if the entire world owes you..

2010-04-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

there is only one way to describe my birthday, painful.. very very very painful..

its farnie how i can feel the love from my frens but not from my own family!! reading all the wishes after such a bad bad day breaks my heart and sends tears rolling down my face! thanx darlings! yes hafiza, im a real softie!

everyone wished me a happy birthday, but my family gave me a very very very sad birthday! its one of my lousiest birthday! you noe wad makes me sad.. cuz i feel like my family dun even care half of wad my frens does! you noe how much i wanted a family dinner! is it that hard to just sit down and have dinner together.. nvm.. next time, i dun even want to celebrate my future birthdays! in the future, every 22th april will remind of this day! thanx my beloved family!

an awesome dinner with loads of chatting, a camera filled with candid pictures and a smile upon my face.. thats all i asked for today.. and yet i couldnt get wad i want.. thanx mum for the pressie thou!

outside im smiling but inside im breaking, real bad..
and the tears cant stop falling...

2010-04-18T03:50:00.004+08:00

april started off with a bad bad note and its been getting ever since.. hehe!! everyday is a happening day with loadsa fun joy and laughter just like how i like it to be! so yay!!

yay! yesterday was an awesome awesome day!! hehe!!

friday night.. mum and i couldnt sleep so we decided to go to mustafa for some shopping and supper at the makan place near there.. wahahaha.. left at 12.30 am and only back at 4am! awesomeness!! ahahaha!!

saturday aka yesterday!! awesome awesome awesome day!! 6c primary school class gathering!! totally awesome!! only 18ppl came but we still had so much fun!! ehe..

met up with sher, kenny and hongleng first to prepare the stuff.. dexter and fazi were the first to arrive and slowly ppl start trickling in.. hehe.. i started the fire and the wind was doing an awesome job in keeping the fire going!! hehe!! then gabriel came and helped me out with the fire and the bbq.. we were the 2 to man the bbq area right till the end and also with the help of benjamin, yc, dexter and the rest..

and we celebrated my birthday!! thanx sher!!! hehe!! happy cuz first time celebrate my birthday with the class!! wahaha!! still rmb last time in p6 ms yeong called me, benson and yingnan go to down to the staff room to take our exercise books up and felicia from 6d(who passed by our classroom and overheard ms yeong instructing the class) came to tell us that ms yeong told the class that it was my birthday and ask the class happy birthday song when we came back.. wahahahaha!! super farnie!! so yea! fun times!

then cont bbq-ing the food plus marchmallows.. nobody wanted to eat already so poor gabe tried to chow down the chicken wings.. he managed to clear 3/4 of it which eventually gave him a stomac upset at the end of the night.. poor thing.. haha..

bball-ed, cleaned up.. transported the remaining stuff to yc's house.. and yc sat my car for the very first time!!! wahahah!! finally!! super farnie! but after the ride he said he felt safe with me being te driver so its cool! hahahaha.. we couldnt stop laughing!! finally the ego man steps down and accepts a car ride from a girl! hahaha

then the remaining 12 of us split into 3 cars.. actually its 1 car, 1van and 1 lorry.. hahaha.. to kenny house for mahjong and cards session.. played till like 12++ then the final remaining 10 of us went for supper at bukit timah.. yumyum! hehe!! awesome fun man!!

then off for home.. i supp to send those gng to lakeside home while kenny send those who gng je.. but farnie cuz innchiat chased up after me and said that since he gng lim chu kang he sent them off then i can go home! haha.. so went home after the guys dropped off and switched to innchiat's car..

felt too happy so din feel sleepy.. hahaha.. just find it so nice to have a gathering after 8yrs and yet we dun really feel like awkward with one another.. def still have abit of awkwardness lahx but we cn still like talk crap make stupid jokes and dun feel shy in bullying one another and stuff!! loadsa stupid convos and lame talk!! and benjamin really made me laugh with all his random qs just to start a conversation!! hahahaha!! eg, so wads ur state now, so when you getting married, are you a christian.. hmm!! nice starting of convo lines ben!! hahahaha couldnt stop disturbing about it! hahaha!! awesome nice pleasant day! hehe..

finally went to bed at 4.30am.. but woke up at 9.30am.. 5hours of sleep where got enuf!! roll of my bed and lay on the floor.. just nice my big pooh oso on the floor so it acted as my pillow!! wahahaha!!

went to jb with mum.. she wanted to bring me on a shopping spree for my birthday.. small bro joined us after we fully woke up.. sad part, nothing for me to shop so like sians.. then she keep asking me to buy things but really nothing tat i like.. haiz.. end up i found 2 water bottles that i like and she readily bought them for me!hahahaha!! then she say "you can open water bottle flea market oso" cuz the last time i bought 2 water bottles oso.. and i still haven use one of it.. haha.. then saw one bumble bee winnie the pooh that was pretty cute but abit too ex! 100riggit for a softie is crazy.. but mum and small bro bought me a smaller version which they saw in another shop as part of my birthday pressie! yay!! hehe!! bumble bee winnie the pooh!! and i bought a rainbow pencil case!! woohoo!! loving it! =D

then more random shopping like for notebooks and bookmarks and stuff.. haha.. super tired.. lack of sleep.. finally back home.. i need to rest!!

starting work tmr! cant believe it!! omg!! im officially starting work!! im going to be a working adult!! and like wd the rest said yest, im gng to be the only one with a fixed income!! OMFG!! and i haven even prepare my stuff yet.. so gonna hate the tests coming my way soon man.. and i badly need to revert back to normal sleeping pattern.. no more sleeping at 4am and waking up at 12noon.. back to bed by 11 and wake up at 6 for the next 3 weeks at least!! how can!! i dun even feel sleepy b4 2am.. haiz..

good luck to everyone starting work tmr!!! i cant believe this is happening to us already!! we are going to start work!!omg!!

2010-04-15T23:48:00.003+08:00

wow.. i have been posting like everyday cuz life is justtttt so happening! =.= more like cuz i have no dramas to watch... haha

anyways, slept early yest cuz i was tooooo tired from all those late nights.. knocked out by 12.30.. tossed and turned 3 times and off to lala land! yay!

so din feel like waking up today.. haiz.. dragged myself outta bed.. I WANT TO SLEEPPPP!! late by 30mins to HR cuz the bus damn bloody long and plus got traffic jam along the way.. slept majority of the way there.. super tired.. sians.. and lucky they haven start so those went came early abit wasted.. hahaa..

haven even start work but pay increment already! yay! 100 bucks more every month! and more money if we do night shift.. see doc oso can claim!! good good!! hahaha.. got my nametag.. HATES it cuz its my FULL NAME with my dad's name and all.. so long! hates it.. ugh.. then blah blah blah.. and finally got our transcripts.. got into the director's list!! woohoo!! yay!! cuz of attachments!! awesome man! another thing to celebrate!! yay!!

done by 10am.. yay! off to tiong for breakfast with kin.. walk walk and chat chat.. sorry kin, i abit sian cuz i was damn tired.. we will go out soon again kk!! hehe.. and i saw WINNIE!! hehe.. so happy.. so long nv see her.. wahaha.. then off home.. slept on the bus.. super tired..

so tired till i just dun feel like doing anyting.. and the weather was a bitch! scorching HOT man.. stoned in bro's room cuz got aircon while watching tv.. fell asleep.. got woken up 2 hours later cuz of the lightning flashes.. sickening.. cuz see the flashes even thou my eyes were closed.. then suddenly the room so hot.. woke up and realise the power tripped.. so went to switch on the main switch.. good thing not dark if not thats it.. i wun dare to move.. somemore no one at home cuz mum accompany small bro go buy new hp.. sian..

poor duchess so scared of the lightning and thunder.. kept running from room to room and following me everywhere cuz she cant find a place to hide from all the lightning and thunder.. poor doggie.. cant imagine if she is alone at home and its raining this heavy.. kenna scolded by mum after she came back cuz i din close the kitchen windows! ugh! i wanted to close but everytime i put out my hand, the lightning strikes.. waa damn scary.. crazyness man!!

off to imm to meet sher, kenny and hong leng for bbq shopping.. mum needed to buy grocery oso so kill 2 birds with one stone! hehe.. kenny came with me to pass mum some stuff to buy.. then mum said kenny looks so handsome in his office wear(cuz he came after work).. then when i was telling sher this, kenny was like "oh really!!" with a big grin on his face!! wahahahaha!! that face was priceless!! super farnie!! haha.. and sher left with her itouch in my pocket.. alamak! cat wait for prischool class gathering of saturday!! yay!

off for dinner and home! today was a nice and tiring day but i love grocery shopping so yay.. and i need more sleep!! oh mans.. haiz..

mama msg me today to wish me happy birthday!! wrong day lahx! -faints- so i msg him saying "im so sad.. you got the date wrong.." and he replied "really.. nvm at least be happy im the first to wish you" =.=! told mum and she couldnt stop laughing!! she sae mama very stressed cuz he still awaiting his PR status in canada.. hahahaha.. stress like that!! haiyo!!

work is starting in 3 days.. haiz.. dunno wad ward i gng to get.. the suspense is killing me.. dun want to get into one of previous choices cuz of someone.. so now i keeping my fingers and toes crossed and hoping that i will get my first choice!! please please please please please pretty please..

=))

in coming, responsibilities...

2010-04-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

yest msn convo with bibi was damn farnie!! was like 2am already and both of us were SUPER hungry!! i was lazy to go down to get something to eat, and bi was lazy to walk to her kitchen.. hahaha.. so we sat infront of our lappies and keep yakknig about how hungry we were!! ahahahaha.. gosh!! cant stand the 2 of us!! hahaha.. super farnie!! and she told me to bring duchess down with me if i scared... hahahaha.. end up i gave in to my hunger and when down to buy cup noodles whereas went back to bed.. hahahaha.. oh mans! end up i slept at 5 and wake up at 8.30! im so sleepy!!!!

finally collected my uniform and shoes today together with kin and fiza.. super heavy!! me and fiza lugged that all the way to bugis for our birthday brunch at seoul garden..

too early so we walked walked at bugis street.. couldnt take it.. too hungry and tired and sleepy.. so stoned outside kino while waiting.. finally went to makan.. ate till our clothes stank like crazy!! smell of burnt food cuz the grill at fiza's side was like wayyyy too hot so the meat gets burnt super fast.. but dunno why i smelt worse.. sian.. and we went to watsons to spray each other with silky girl sample perfume!! wahahahahaha!!

then we went to take neo-prints!! waaa.. like super duper duper long nv take neoprints man!! hahaaha.. last time i took was like 2 yrs ago i think.. hahaa.. ehh no.. last yr.. but ya.. hahahaha..went high.. decorate decorate, cut cut and eeee so nice!! hahahaha.. conclusion: when forget to bring camera, take neo prints! aaha.. fun fun! once again another spontaneous activity.. always end up doing something totally random with her! aha..

reached home.. stoned.. felt so sleepy while waiting for the car to go lot1 to print pics and fetch mum and small bro.. hungry oso.. lot1 super crowded.. so mum decided to head to bpp to have dinner.. sadly kopitiam was under renovation.. no korean food for me!! i miss the cucumber kinchi!! kfc-ed instead.. after so long.. yumyum..

reached home again.. sleepy again.. need to head to bed soon if not tmr confirm plus chop late.. sian.. dunno why HR put the timing so early.. make me have to wake up at 7.. omg! how long has is since i woke up at 7 man.. plus i have to change bus!! haiz..

i hate being an adult!! so many NOs and SO much responsibility!! i dun want to grow up!!! i want to be student forever!! i dun want to wear my SN uniform, i want to cont wearing my nyp uni!! can i can i can i!!?? can i remain as a 19yr old for the rest of my life??!!

sweet stranger

2010-04-13T23:34:00.010+08:00

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALDINE KOH SHENGQI!! hehe!! all the best in anything and everything!! =DD

2ndly, BON VOYAGE SEET WANYIN!! have loadsa fun, teach the rite things(wahahaha) and take care of urself!! when its cold, stay warm and when its warm, stay cool!! cya when you're back neighbour!! =DD

3rdly, THANX MAMA FOR THE CARD PLUS MOOLAHX! my uncle is always the first to send me a birthday card.. and he is good at choosing cards cuz they are always so nice(even thou its seems that he always gets me pink cards! haha)!! haha.. decided to use the moolahx to buy myself the crumpler bag or the adidas watch that i have been aiming.. hmm.. i think i should get the watch instead since i will use my watch more often and currently i need the watch more than the bag(bought 4 bags in bkk and so far only use one..).. and im not intending to change the canadian money cuz if not i will sure use so wait till i get my pay then change the currency ad get my new watch!! ahhh!! cant wait!! adidas watch, HERE I COME!! payday why cant you come sooner, cant you see how broke i am!! =((

4thly, outing with 6-ers!! yay!! outing with 6-ers always end up with crazy camwhoring session!! cant wait for the pics!!

when i was leaving the house to meet the 6-ers, it was pouring like CRAZY!!! super duper heavy rain!! searching for my umbrella but dunno where they all went to.. i have 3 umbrellas and yet i dunno where they went to! sickening!! and plus i was running late so i just left the house without the umbrella thinking that i will just dash across the road so i wun get that wet..

but guess wad!! luck has it that i was stuck in the middle of the road cuz of the traffic!! waa sian!! and the rain started coming down heavier.. but then a super sweet stranger offered to share with me her umbrella.. hehe! so sweet i tell you.. and her little kid was looking at me and his mummy prob thinking "why is my mummy sharing her umbrella with this stranger" haha.. so sweet.. i could see that she is from china cuz she dunno how to speak and just kept smiling at me and making simple sounds to show that i could share her umbrella with her and like holding the umbrella abit towards me so that i could share the umbrella with her and her kid.. so sweet rite!! and that put a smile on my face for the rest of the day.. was smiling all the way in the bus.. its nice to see someone offering another person some help regardless of the language barrier and plus the fact that she needs to shelter herself and her kid too.. hehe!! i love my stranger! =DD

anyways, i was like 15mins late cuz of the damned traffic thanx to the rain.. whitley road was like flooded!! prob like 5cm of rain at the bottom of the slope.. ppl who pass by there will noe wad im toking about.. free wheeling for the cars man! the risk for accident just rised like crazy! thank god i wasnt driving!

ate dinner at fish and co. yum yum!! the service was damn good!! the staff readily cleared our plates and even volunteered to help us take pictures and are very attentive and polite! nice!! and we left a thank you post-it for them!! hehe! then walked to orchard central basement for camwhoring.. got tis really nice place and not many ppl go there so its nice to camwhore! haha.. and off for home!

thank you sweet stranger! =D

=D

2010-04-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

yesterday was an awesome awesome day!!

rina, cheryl, meita and i went for our little road trip!! hehe!! super fun!!

rina and cheryl met me at my house bus stop and we drove to pump petrol, buy snacks and subway sandwiches.. then off to marina barrage to meet meita for our kiteflying cum picnic.. dn fly a kite in the end cuz the kites were ex and plus there were wayyyyyyyyy too many kites in the sky! hahaaafter loadsa camwhoring, playing with shadows, eating our subways and tidbits and playing water, we left for chinatown for dessert!! hehe..

dessert at the usual dessert place where i and kin will go sometimes after work.. yumyum.. but very crowded thou.. managed to find a seat.. ate cheryl's cupcakes while waiting for our dessert.. yum yum!! walked to ansiang hill for the little bookshop cafes ut they were closed so we went to henderson waves to chill instead!! HTHT + gossip sessions and loadsa crapping!! i likey!! hehe..

like wad rina said, its farnie how we formed a clique like 3 yrs after sec school.. we were not a group in the first place and we all linked to each other individually thru cca and stuff.. but now we are our own little group.. haha.. farnie how things turn out dont they! that the frens you hung out with in sec school arent the frens that you are with hanging out now.. life changes and ppl change and even thou a part of me is sad tat some frens are forgotten, im happy that a precious bunch are not! so yay! hehe!!

on a separate note, I LOST MY WATCH!!!! and im so so so sad about it.. haiz.. firstly im sad cuz i lost my NEW WATCH!! secondly im sad cuz, i can NV EVER EVER get back that watch cuz its one of a kind that i bought it bangkok!! its handmade and they dun make 2 of the same watch!! omg.. haiz.. saddening..

lost in my thoughts

2010-04-08T23:52:00.006+08:00

thousands of thoughts running through my mind and none makes sense.. dun even noe how to describe it.. haiz.. im not worried about anything neither am i feeling troubled but yet for a few days now, this nagging thoughts in my mind, queasy feeling in my tummy and a heavy heart.. doesnt make any freaking sense.. is it cuz im too bored.. but still ok lehx.. i still have stuff to do but haiz.. hate it freaking hate it.. i hate having thoughts.. i hate thinking about thinking about thoughts that makes no sense.. my mind is one overactive organ.. how i wish i could hibernate my mind and thoughts.. weird things going on that doesnt make any sense at all.. and it makes me mentally tired.. veryveryvery tired..

anyways, today accompanied sher for lunch and then met rina in town for card making material shopping at wheelock.. and since we have nv been to the 1-4 floors in ion, we decided to walk walk.. quite nice.. l like that scrapbook shop and the bookshop at the top floors.. those floor are oso nice cuz of the peace.. lesser ppl so more quiet.. stoned at the nice comfy seats on the 2nd floor.. loadsa LAME jokes by rina!! i swear the jokes were so lame, she and kin could have been fighting for the 1st position of who was being the lamest.. ahaha.. dinnered at the coffeeshop below my house and went sticker shopping again.. wanted to send her home but bro was using the car.. and 963 took like bloody long to come.. hahaha.. poor rina!!

stupid small bro anyhow go tell dad that i just came back from clubbing.. bloody ridiculous!! and i was at home at 8pm can.. ppl go to clubs in the middle of the night!! not go and come back at 8!! omg.. bloody ridiculous.. and because of that huge row between me and dad.. all for nothing.. at first i just kept quiet thinking that my dad is stupid enuf to believe my bro.. kept scolding and shouting at me! well thanx!! for all that scolding and shouting when i din even do anything.. thanx! ALOT!! why cant adults get their facts right b4 they start scolding innocent ppl..

cant wait for saturday.. marina barrage!! woohoo!! better go and study the map first!! so dun wish to get lost.. haiz..

a smile is just a facet.. look beyond it..

waiting

2010-04-07T02:00:00.001+08:00

i keep on waiting and waiting.. just let me noe when you decide to come by alrights..

all smiles!!

2010-04-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

YAY!! today was a good day cuz finally met up with my fav girls aka poly buddies for a wonderful dinner cum ester jie's birthday celebration!! haha.. i noe i have been meeting some of them for trips and stuff but aint the same man!! finally we all(but minus eve and qiann thou) sat down for dinner together! it felt sooo good!! hehe..

mad rush since yesterday cuz trying to get all the photos ready for printing today for ester's birthday present.. then today went to print photos at lot1 while mum went to the hdb office to run errands for uncle.. had to wait 2 hours for the pics.. ugghh.. finally collected them, chionged back home.. total shit! cuz realised got so many doubled printing.. uggghhh.. waste of money plus now i have to think of wad to do to make up for the loss of photos.. chiong ahhhh.. tot i was gng to be late to meet them but ended up i was right on time together with yiting.. the rest were all late.. well, wads new.. ahahah.. i cant be late even if i tried man.. sian..

poor sam was sick.. she has no voice.. super worse than me.. finally everyone started coming. the rest went to settle down at manhattan fish market while i met up with ger and bi and chionged to complete the photo album.. then we went to buy cake.. even asked for PINK candle for ester jie! hahaha.. mission accomplished and we finally went for dinner.. dinner was good.. super long nv eat good food.. yay!! hehe.. and loads of catching up!!

birthday cake, singing song and opening pressies time!! ester was so touched she cried!! hehehe.. super glad she liked it.. hehe.. all the effort was totaly worth it!! ooohh speak of the angel!! haha.. just got a msg from her.. hmmm.. wahahhaha.. love you ester jie!! gonna post the pics soon when the internet isnt so crappy!!

2010-04-04T12:59:00.003+08:00

april doesnt seem to be a good month for me.. haiz..

the night b4 i dreamt a dream.. then woke up went for my blood test and came back home.. felt exceptionally tired.. dun noe why.. and i fell asleep while waiting for my nail polish to dry.. and then my dream cont from where it left off!! super farnie. i woke up feeling like that was the most ridiculous thing ever.. went to tell my mum and she couldnt stop laughing.. like seriously.. my dream cont after like 8 hours of being awake.. craziness man..

at night went to meet sher, ern and yw.. dinnered at jurong safra hans and played pool.. left early cuz bro needed the car.. sian..

this morning woke up to sher's call.. stoned in bed and chatted for more than an hour.. off for shower and brunch and chatted with sher again for another hour plus.. i still want ice cream.. went to supermarket.. not much choices.. bought neopolitan icecream.. blegh.. sians.. the wafer cone we bought for the icecream taste nicer then the icecream.. haiz.. uber sian!!!!

feeling so bored but still dun feel like gng out.. all i feel like doing is just stone in bed and watch my dramas.. i am pandi i noe! hehe!!

my results of all the quizzes that me and sher did while we were chatting..

1)cutsie cupcake test

You're Happy Cute
People find you cute because you truly shine from within. You are an optimistic and cheerful person.
You have a lot of positive energy, and you're rarely stuck in a rut. You are also very creative.

At times, you have so much energy that you can become a bit high strung or anxious. It's hard to channel all of your drive.
You sometimes take on too much and get overwhelmed, but even when your life is chaotic, you have a sense of humor about it.

oh pls!! i dun have any sense of creativesness at all can!!! trust me on that man!!

2)wad does ur bedtime say about you

Your Late Bedtime Says You're an Oddball
You like to do your own thing, even if you have to make sacrifices for your lifestyle.
You are extremely creative and inspired. It's easy for you to lose time in your projects.

You tend to live hard and not take as good of care of yourself as you should.
Sleep often comes last for you, if it comes at all... and you're always hurting in the morning.

again with the creativeness!! ugh!

3)wad subject you hate says about you..

Disliking Math Says You Are Expressive
You are an expressive, passionate, and spontaneous person.
For you, math is way too cold a subject. You dislike how black and white it is.

While some people have extreme passion for math, that would take far more work than you're willing to put in.
What you're into changes like the wind, and you could never be forced to choose one thing. You have to be free to follow what you love.

this is pretty much true!! maths is way too cold.. and i hate standing on one side.. im usually neutral about everything..

4)wad should you do when you grow up..

You Should Be a Politician

Confident, assertive, and dedicated - you know what you want in life and how to get it.
Stubborn and opinionated, you can stand your ground... even if it's unpopular.
And while you have strong views, you never overwhelm people with your opinions.
A true charmer, you subtly influence people into seeing things your way.

You do best when you:

- Work according to your own rules
- Can change the world with what you do

You would also be a good lawyer or talk show host.

like wad bullshit! i hate politics!! seriously.. which is why one of the reasons i din cont with rotaract is cuz of the amount of politics there was within and amongst the other clubs.. and how can the world change with something i do? im only one person..

5)wad type would you fall for

You Fall for the Sensitive and Romantic Type

You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you do.
You know you've found your soulmate when you're with someone you'd die for. You believe in sacrificing everything for true love, if necessary.

A simple "I love you," kiss, or even look can sweep you off your feet. You tend to get lost in the moment.
You believe in happy endings, and you're looking for a prince or princess willing to ride off into the sunset with you.

ok lahx.. actually the options i were looking for in the qs wasnt there.. so i guess this is my 2nd best choice.. haha..

6)wad do you need the most

You Need Adventure
You need change, excitement, and thrills in your life. You can't stand being bored.
You crave new experiences... big experiences. You are big on taking risks.

Staying stimulated is crucial for your happiness. If you don't have enough to do, you tend to cause drama.
If you can harness the way, you are a visionary leader. You are ready to charge ahead into the future

yes!! i cant stand being bored!!

7)wad does ur birthday cake say about you..

You Are Outrageous and Optimistic
You are the type of person who lives life to the fullest. You believe in going big or going home.
You aren't shy about what you want, and you aren't afraid to get it either. You really go for it!

You have a bold personality, and you tend to be attracted to anything or anyone who is over the top.
You are open minded, and you have eclectic taste. You truly can appreciate all the flavors of the world.

i think at times i am shy about wad i want and afraid to get but it really depends on wad is it

8)wads ur love profile

You Are Sensible
Your positive traits:

You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.
You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice. (bad with words so i dunno how valuable my advice can really be! =.=)
Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.

Your negative traits:

Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships. (this part is true.. maybe cuz growing up in a family where money has always been an issue since young so it is a very big and vital part.. )
If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...
You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset. (yea.. happens to frens oso.. and sometimes they feel that i dun trust them enuf to share but its not i dun trust, its just that i dun share much of the unhappy stuff and i tend to keep it in..)

Your ideal partner:

Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.
Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.
A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.

Your dating style:

Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.

Your seduction style:

Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.
Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.
Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

Tips for the future:

Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.
Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.
Lighten up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.

Best color to attract mate: Pale blue (sher told me to wear pale blue shirts from now on and when i told her i dun have any, she said that she is gonna by me one for my birthday!! wahahaha)

Best day for a date: Friday

9)how old do you act

You Act Like You Are 16 Years Old
You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid.
You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.
You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.

oops!! hahaha.. sweet 16!! hahaha.. its not i havent grow up but just that my personality is like that!! hahaha!! sher's is 15!!! haha

10)wad does ur driving say about you..

You Are a Polite Driver
You are generally an easy going, laid back person. However, you can't help but feel a little jealous and competitive sometimes!

You are a fairly aware person, but you can't help but make judgment errors from time to time.

You'd like to think you're a fair person, but you occasionally think you deserve a special kind of justice.

You are a calm, peaceful person. You realize that arguments are only temporary, and you try to give people the benefit of the doubt.

You have mixed feelings about authority figures. You understand their place, but you believe their power needs to be in check. (YESS!! i hate it when police cars can just park anywhere they want and they dun get fined!! be a good example man! next time park properly and put parking coupon!!)

You are somewhat focused, but you are also a bit scatterbrained. Distractions can get you in trouble. (almost got into trouble yest!!)

You don't feel a responsibility to anyone but yourself. You value your freedom more than anything else. (of cuz!)

Your have a huge ego. You are apt to see yourself as the most important person in the world. (errr.. hahahhaa)

11)wad popular career are you?

You Are an Astronaut (=.=)
You are not normal at all, and you could never do well is a typical office job. You are too brilliant for that! (i hate office job.. i dun even noe how to work an office job)
You have a strong sense of adventure. You really want to see the world... especially from space.
(i love bird's eye view so of cuz i love to see the world from space)
You don't just dream big - you also do big. You are willing to work hard to get the career of your dreams. (really??)
You are a very talented and special person. You seem to succeed at every project you undertake. (errr.. )

ok.. done.. but wad i really think about is am i really like that.. not everything is true of cuz but how can anyone judge a person by just a couple of qs and be able to describe a person truthfully.. hmmmm..

reminds me of the "scoop" game on ger's itouch that we always play and try to break each other's records!! hehe

NICU

2010-04-01T19:52:00.005+08:00

sick ah sick go away.. and pls dun come back ever again.. haiz.. tot tmr can go for blod test then din realise tmr is PH and the SOCs will not be open.. sian... now i have to wait till next week.. ughhh.. sian sian sian..

NICU was my first choice.. but seriously, ALOT of ppl(my frens, seniors and SNs and even my CIs) say its not easy to get in cuz they need trained staff since its like critical care in neonatal care and stuff.. haiz.. still keeping my fingers crossed and hoping that i will get in.. recently watching a new drama called OBGYN which is like short form for obstetrics and gynaecology.. and the drama branches out to paediatrics and alot of neonatal care.. ahhh.. everytime i watch the drama i long to work in nicu even more.. i noe its stupid of me to want it more cuz of the drama but its like, i already like and want to be in that specialty and watching the drama just makes me want it more.. its not like i hated it and just want it just cuz the drama is nice.. its so interesting cuz of the so many different and difficult cases and the parents of these little babies that come from diff backgrounds.. just super interesting and nice and extremely heartwrenching at certain moments cuz of the difficulties they face.. i think in reality its like a million times worse esp if you are the taking care of that baby.. oh gosh.. haiz..

its farnie how i see you only as my 2nd degree fren and not as my fren despite how long we have known each other.. but then again, i guess the distance is good too..

sick..

2010-03-31T21:29:00.004+08:00

sian.. im sick.. started when i was already in bkk.. all that random headaches.. and the mineral water there just makes it worse.. i can drink alot of mineral water esp diff diff brands cuz i will get sick.. and yet i did that cuz i really dun want to drink soft drinks.. should have just bought juices or soft drinks.. haiz.. my frens dun usually believe when i tell them.. and now they see it.. haha.. only mineral water that doesnt affect me is ice mountain..

supp to go for blood test tmr but cancelled it cuz running a fever now.. sian.. dad and small bro oso sick but not cuz of me.. heng ahh.. mum cant get sick.. she gets sick thats it..nobody is going to do anything in the house and we all just gonna sleep all day.. which is bad.. haiz.. sux when one is sick man.. hopefully duchess doesnt fall sick too.. yesterday she vomitted cuz the air fragrance thingy i bought from bkk was too strong for her nose.. all thanx to mum cuz she was stupid enuf to hang it in her room when i actually bought it for the car.. haiz.. hopefully her sense of smell isnt spoilt..

bavi sent me an email called birthday test which is basically describing a person based on a person's birthday.. so this is mine.. im a slug!

If you are a Slug : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

this is actually true i feel.. im damn naughty and i noe it.. no need to emphasize any further.. and i am sensitive.. used to be damn sensitive when i was a quite but i kinda outgrew it so ts not that bad now.. at least im not the kinda person who harps on it so its i guess.. wahahah.. not bad for a slug! haha

gonna go sleep soon.. headache isnt going away.. ugh!!!

missing BKK!!

2010-03-31T00:08:00.003+08:00

and im back babeh!! woohoo!!! super glad to be back in sg cuz the air in bkk makes my nose hurt ALOT cuz of the horrible air pollution over there and everyday i have headaches like multiple times a day.. but i still miss bkk.. all i do everyday is shop till my back and legs hurt, eat, sleep, get driven around.. life is awesome.. but not that awesome when u are running low on cash..

overall, bkk trip was good.. except for sian moments and bad moods which affected me alot actually even thou i din show it much.. i get cranky too.. but i dun really show it.. so i guess ya.. hmm.. anyways, shopping was good.. now i noe where the good clothes are for me and the good bag shops.. got some pretty good deals cuz tiff(qian's bf's fren's fren, ya i noe, tell me about it!) bought alot of stuff for her blogshop from there so i bought stuff at a discounted price as well!! damn as hell awesome!! wahahaha.. yay!! happy.. i bought 2shorts, 3 tops, 4 bags and TONS of winnie the pooh stuff!! more stuff for my room, boxers for my brothers, 6 pairs of havaianas(3 for me, 3 for my 2 brothers and dad; totally awesome!!), stuff for my frens, hp accessories, pouches and more pouches(mum almost killed me when she saw the amount of pooh stuff i bought, she is going to sort out all my things tmr.. sian.. ) and blah blah blah..

stayed at sup's(bi's fren) mansion(which is actually like motel sorta thingy that her parents own) for 2 nights.. they are super hospitable.. the entire family brought us out for dinner, let us stay in the mansion for free and reserved for us the place for the massage and even checked the situation about the riots area cuz the hotel that we were going to stay is also in the city.. they are super nice.. farnie thing is sup's nickname is bell, her sis is boom and her bro is bang.. so its like, bang bell boom.. hahaha.. had a good laugh over it.. and boom is super super super pretty.. really nice family.. nice knowing them..

one of the nights we went drinking at man-u club(which is actually a pub for manchester united ppl..) cuz daniel wanted soccer.. so we went drinking oso.. since the place is owned by darren's uncle, i bought yc's birthday pressie at a discount too.. so awesome! hope he likes it cuz its not cheap.. night markets are cool.. i likey!! bought boxers for my bros over there.. super cute can the boxers!!! hehe..

mani pedi was so so only could be better thou.. massage!! healthland is uber good!! super worth the 250baht that i paid for my foot reflexology.. 2nd massage at some random place.. not so good.. but wadever lahx.. the 2nd one was just to kill time only anyways..

last day, our free and easy.. see where we wanna go to shop.. the rest went to mbk.. but i decided to do last minute shopping at platinum mall again.. yay! happy happy.. loves my hotel cuz its just opp the shopping mall.. like 3 mins walk.. awesome!! bi is really good at choosing hotels!! haha..

late for airport once again.. we keep running to catch the plane.. sians.. i hate rushing.. haiz.. but nvm.. last minute shopping is always like that anyways..

in the plane managed to take picture of the sunsets!! so nice!!! the clouds and sun makes me damn happy.. hehe!! keep taking pictures of it and the person sitting behind me like keep peeking out of his window to see wads so nice.. oops.. hahaha.. sorry dude, you have someone who likes the sky sitting in front of you! hehe..

reached sg.. claimed my bloody torn luggage.. super sian.. so scared that my things dropped out.. was telling ger that i wouldnt even noe if my things got drop out or not cuz i din keep track of the things i bought.. haiz.. came home and i checked already.. so far seems like nothing missing.. so ok i guess.. mum's birthday dinner at my house coffeeshop.. super sian i noe.. was super pissed at my dad.. ugh!! sadly i din get her a white rose this yr.. there wasnt any florist anywhere in thailand that i could see.. but i bought her a leather bag and pouch.. super smelly.. stinked up all my things.. i hate the leather smell but she and bi loves it..

big bro got me a guess wallet from dubai.. not bad.. its black and glossy on the inside.. but abit too small for the things i have.. but its fine..

have to go for my blood test soon!! super sian!! hopefully my hb is back to normal.. but looking at the my period output this month, its abit worrisome.. haiz.. -crosses fingers-mum is worried oso but she is not saying anything, just keep reminding me to go for my blood test.. darn HB!! ugh!! makes things so troublesome for me!

i so badly want to meet my frens but im so broke so i have to space out my outings like crazy.. like maybe once a week?? being broke sux like hell!! =((

mum wants to go kl.. only goin if she and dad pays for my everything..

2010-03-26T06:53:00.001+08:00

last post b4 i leave for bkk!! bye ppl!! back on the 30th of march! =DDD

honesty aint the best policy afterall..

2010-03-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

lying lets me have my way so why do i even bother being honest.. maybe i shouldnt have been honest in the first place.. honesty gets you nowhere at times..

i tried to be honest this time round and told you where i wanna go.. yet i get scolded and shouted at.. i should have known better.. i should have just lied that im gng to my fren's place for a overnite party.. lying is way better isnt it.. at least i get to do wad i want.. im turning 20 in a month's time.. im not 2.. i can take care of myself.. im not stupid.. i noe wads right from wrong and i dun see wads wrong with wad im doing.. been there twice.. if its really such a horrible place, obviously i wun go.. pls im gng with a big group frens.. not like im going myself.. guys can go but girls cant.. at this time and age, guys are as vulnerable just as girls are.. wad rubbish by saying guys can protect themselves.. girls can too you noe.. we are not as stupid and as vulnerable as the women of ur time..

honesty aint the best policy afterall..

happy birthday pet!!!

2010-03-22T00:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PETRINA aka my fav cow in the entire world!!!

i love you cow!!! MOOOOOOO!!!

im so sorryyyyyyy i forgot ur birthday!! i tot still got one more week to ur birthday!! but you noe i still love you!! hehe!! may you be happy and joyous forever and ever!! wish you all the best in everything and rmb to enjoy ur life and not get tired of anything!! have fun my dear!! muackz muackz!!

hehe.. super paisehx.. saturday was her birthday and i din realise.. i tot still got one more week to it.. haiz.. see wad happens when you lose track of the days.. sians.. pet msged me "hey rosh! it's my bd today! haha" ahahah!!!! crazy rite this girl!! where you can find someone who msgs you and tells you that its a bday and hint hint that "hey, you have forgotten to wish me!" muahahahahah!! crazy girl!! hope to meet her and the girls soon after im back from bkk!!

cant wait for bkk.. apparently its pretty chaotic over there and alot of ppl say its still save to go for tourist and just to be more cautious only.. yt isnt gng already cuz her parents say cannot.. for me, my parents are still ok with it.. just hoping that the riots will end by the time we go there.. was telling wei2 that i seriously dun mind gng despite the riots just for the experience.. i noe im crazy but hey.. sometimes somethings cant happen just cuz you want them to.. like in sg, for a riot to happen(choy), you actually have to get a permit and can only riot at a particular place and blah blah.. thats not even called a riot.. we stay in a country thats extremely safe.. maybe just to noe how fortunate we are, we should have the experience, shouldnt we.. wad we see in papers and in the news, we go like "waaa.. so scary.." but ppl in thailand go like "heyy where shall we go shopping today" cuz they are used to it and stuff.. im not saying that sgporeans should get used to it but we are just so sheltered and secured of everything, we dun have riots, no natural disasters no nothing, so much so that we dunno how it feels to be like that.. we dun really noe how to sympathize with them.. there is so much more to just donating money to charities and stuff..

well.. sometimes to noe and understand things, we have to experience them..

2010-03-12T00:15:00.003+08:00

wahahahahahahahahahahahah!! super farnie!! the facebook comments aint stopping!! hahaha!! all thanx to elinn who uploaded the pri school photos on facebook!! OMFG MAN!!! aint gonna stop soon either man! super farnie..

kenny just only saw and he called me and ask who is jacqueline!! HAHAHA!!!! super farnie.. ahhhh cannot tahan!! hopefully a pri school gathering is on the way all thanx to benson and inn chiat and sylvia who are fighting over it now! hahaha.. oh man! cant wait to meet everyone if there really is a gathering!

anyways, got back from msia last night! awesome 3 days filled with good food!! woohoo!! din do much shopping as nothing much for me.. all pretty common.. ester was saying that she like nv see me buy anything and bibi told her "rosy is diff one.. she will only buy something if she really really like it.." and yeap.. thats true.. and plus if its something i really really like i wouldnt really see the cost of it.. haha.. bi and i came back first cuz ester and adeline are spending another night in kl.. pretty fun! hehe.. really had a good time.. all the stupid jokes and stuff..

haiz cant wait for BKK trip!!

mum is going to paint my room.. i getting my the bigger room.. ok lor.. just abit headache cuz i have to think of how to arrange my things now.. sians.. and i really need to a new set of furniture.. went to courts just now and saw an awesome bedroom set for 1199.. ex man but quite cheap; when compared to alot of others.. still thinking.. i now roughly now wad i want to do with the room.. cant wait for the doors to be fixed.. stupid knob cant even lock the door.. sians..

oh and mum and dad finally killed the cockroach that has been living room for the past 3 weeks!! like finally!!!! yea baby! and you die!!

cant wait for movie session with my dearest hafiza!! woohoo!!

2010-03-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

attachments are finally over and im sad!! i miss work(actually not really) and the staff!!! =((
they are like super nice lahx!!! the 2nd last day, me and xiaoli went down to mustafa to buy stuff for them and came over to my house to start the factory work of wrapping everything.. oh man!! super tiring and exhausting esp after a long day at work.. but super worthwhile cuz our gift is really from our heart and can see the effort.. hehe..

lst day of work.. we super slack.. went for like 7 breaks!! hahaha!! veron counted!! haha.. and on the 8th break, which was a declared break by the staff for us, was super sweet of them!! they prepared a cake and chocs for us!! so sweet rite!!! hahaha.. from wad i heard from my other cubicles/ward frens, their staff did nothing for them.. ours like sooo nice lahx!!! aww mans!! i miss them!! seriously happy working in rm 13/14 cuz of the staff there.. and happy that nas brought her babies up!!! hehe!! her son is sooooo cute!!!! i and huimin ended up baby-sitting him while nas went to buy food for him.. meanwhile he was so hungry so huimin fed him some of her papaya.. so cute lahx the boy!! haha.. fun fun fun!! really thankful to all the staff and super glad that they like our little gifts! they all went high and like "for me??!! for me??!!" esp azlinah and sharon! hahaha.. super high till opp room ppl were sushing us.. muahahaha.

after work, prcp clan went out for late lunch/ early dinner + seesha at nabins! fun fun!! and cuz it was xiaoli 21st birthday, i and hafizah went off to buy cake for her!! and surprise!! yay!! hehe!! glad she liked the cake! everyone had so much fun esp those who stayed behind!! hehe.. awesome awesome!!

next day last day of school!! my graduation is on 18 of MAY!!! but dunno wad time yet cuz they got 3 sessions but i think should be the 1pm session.. after briefing, me, bi, sam, jovy, lil, rabiah, zawani, fad, yati, del and sakura went to eat at nurani's turkish cafe! yum yum!! then sakura, zawani and del had to go off so left the 8 of us went to play at settler's cafe!! SUPER FUN LAHX!!! muahahaha! settlers can nv go wrong!! had an awesome time!! then we dinnered at this indonesian restaurant at PS! yum yum too.. stoned at istana park and HTHT ended up more like gossip session.. hahahah.. but still fun all the same! super happy! and loadsa stupid stuff happened.. all i can say is sam should nv wear her jinx shoes and jovy is really super suay!! muahahaha!!

saturday, mahjong session and i kenna fine for parking!! super pissed.. haiz.. hopefully appeal is granted!!

gng out almost everyday.. so tiring.. sunday went for picnic at hortpark with bi, qian, darren, yiting.. drove up to mount faber thinking can see sunset but total rubbish!! sun hidden by the clouds. and whether was SUPER HORRIBLE!! then went to HV for dinner and bukit timah for dessert!! yum yum!! hehe..

wednesday went to j to buy train tix for kl trip!! cant wait!!!! gng with bi, ester and ester's fren.. hehe..

thursday went to clarke quay to eat waraku with tracy and sam!! yumyum!!! and went drinking after that!

friday aka today is pre employment medical checkup.. took super long.. and sux to the max!! reason being i have to come back another day to recheck my HB! and that means poking me once again!! waaa.. i hate it to the max!! ughh.. apparently my hb is low.. super sian.. doc ask me to eat more red meat.. but i dun like red meat and my mum rarely cooks it.. the only red meat i eat is like from pizza or something like that.. rina and weiwei suggested iron tablets as supplement.. but i dun like to be dependent on pills and im super non compliant type.. sian sian.. hoping my next hb is fine so i no need to go SOC..

then met weiwei for lunch b4 headin into sentosa to meet rina and her fren marilyn.. stoned, tanned, frisbee-ed, floated in the sea, camwhored, starfish-ed, more camwhoring and off for dinner!! dinnered at ajisan! jap food again.. 3rd time in a week.. but the ramen wasss wayyyyyy too much.. cannot eat.. so only ate the ingredients.. then walk walk and off for home.. super tired..

super excited for kl trip and bkk trip!! more for bkk trip thou!! hehehe!! here i come!! =DD

2010-02-23T13:57:00.000+08:00

I FEEL LIKE FUCKING KILLING THE WARD CLERK!! ANOTHER ASSHOLE WHO VENTS THEIR ANGER ON OTHER PPL!! EXCUSE ME, BUT IF YOU HATE THE WARD AND UR FUCKING RIVAL SO MUCH, YOU CAN JUST LEAVE THIS WARD.. NO ONE IS STOPPING YOU!!

2010-02-23T00:12:00.003+08:00

i just had my meal so i cant sleep just as yet even thou i should really be in bed by now.. so instead.. im blogging..

today, was such a messy and tiring day cuz of all the rushing around and the crowd of doctors during exit rounds.. the was crazy cuz we got whole mixture of disciplines this time round instead of the usual majority of DIM cases.. so there were the onco drs, respi drs, dim drs, endo drs and wad not.. lose count already.. so many drs.. so messy i cant stand it.. case notes everywhere, this dr asking for something that dr asking for another thing, pts, drs and even the irritating ward clerk all taking turns using the ward phone!!! urgh!! how am i supp to get my work done when i need to use the phone too??!! i need to arrange the ambulance, inform the relatives, call the team drs blah blah blah.. stupid irritating clerk who hates everyone and the stupid phone and computer to herself and shoos everyone outta her way.. IRRITATING MONDAY!!!!

to make things worse, stupid fucking respi doctor who probably din take her psy meds today was shouting and scolding us!! hello bitch! if you need us to get something for, pls do us a favour and at least be polite about it.. you asked my partner to get the things ready for you.. 5 mins later you ask me to get ready for you.. do you noe how irritating it is when someone else is already preparing and you ask me to prepare.. its like wasting my bloody time when i could have doing other things.. just bloody wait can! and dun accuse us of not properly preparing the trolley the right way because we only brought wad you told us to bring.. so you only yourself to blame for the lack of PROPER instructions.. you failed the procedure the first time round.. did anyone blame you.. no.. in fact we even helped you order the STAT drug the 2nd time round.. so pls respect us for doing everything we can to make it quick.. for some bloody 50 ml syringe we had to run up and down the bloody ward looking for the sister.. sister not around wad can we do??!! its not as if we are the ones holding the key to the special cupboard.. farnie thing is even you noe that the key is held by the sisters and yet you scold us.. seriously wtf! i had enuf of you man.. scolding us students for nothing.. so wad if we dunno wad the procedure is.. thats up to you to teach us isnt it.. wad happened to imparting to knowledge and sharing wad you noe.. certain things cant be taught in school.. even my own SNs dunno and they had to print out the procedure and read so we now wads gng on.. you are just a freaking MO!! not a consultant, reg or a prof! you have no freaking right to scold or shout at us.. and when veron told you to stop scolding us students, you could even tell me in my face that the anger was not directed at me but at my SN.. then wtf is ur prob.. if you have a prob with my sn, go and deal with her! im not ur punching bag damn it! i noe you are upset cuz the procedure failed the first time round and you have to redo it.. but is any of that my fault?? you angry fine so be it.. but cant you see we are already trying our best to get the requisites ready for the procedure.. its not the pt is dying or anything.. just because you want to be chop chop and get ur things done quickly doesnt you can just vent ur anger anywhere and on anyone.. nd since you can talk so much how about gng to prepare everything yourselves then!! you drs dun even bother to clear up the dressing trolleys after you are done and leave it by the corridor to let the nurses to do your dirty job.. nvm.. tahan.. worse still, nv even bother to tell us then we kenna scolded by sister!! seriously, dr is just being all knowledge-y.. pls lahx.. be a human and care for ur fellow colleagues can! some of you dun even bother to clear the sharps and nurses get pricked because of you ppl.. when RMS happens, you say its not you.. not you then who?? nurses can do these procedures mehx.. nurses can take blood for blood culture mehx.. can do pleural tap, abdo tap, wadever invasive procedures mehx?? and till the end you couldnt even say you're sorry.. well im sorry to say, you dun deserve to be a doctor at all.. i wonder how you even got thru medical school.. all those interviews you must have been thru during med school, i think the interviewers must have been blind or something.. seriously, you gonna get it real bad tmr when my ssn has a talk with your consultant, and i and my fren will still be waiting for our apologies..

nv met a dr like her and i felt like freaking killing her.. went to the prep room to look for the bloody syringe and in my anger i slammed the doors.. urgh!!! good thing no one was around except for haslinda.. there is a limit to my tolerance you noe.. the only other dr to shouted at me suddenly, apologised to me almost immediately after that and i perfectly understand that she wasnt shouting at me but just so happened that i was there at that moment.. i understand that ppl have their bad moments but hey, just so you noe, dun forget to apologise to the person you are screaming to man.. they have feelings to you noe..

really couldnt take it and i kept whining to my mum throughout dinner.. why are there drs like that.. there is more to just doing skills and prescribing medications.. just as you are good in your profession, we are good in ours too.. the only difference is the job title.. you are a doctor and we are nurses.. but we are every good as you are!

can they please have "manners" as a core module in medical school!!

something different

2010-02-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

a new beginning also means that there will be an ending for it.. prcp is ending soon.. in less than a week.. and that also means that thats the end of poly life.. happy as i may be, i dun want things to end.. i hate endings.. the ppl i spent the last 3 months with during prcp, my prcp-mates, my awesome colleaguesat work who helped me so much in the past 3 months and with whom i had so much fun with, everything is gng to become a past next week onwards.. now thats sad.. and i hate it..

soon after one and a half months we are all gonna start work and then its gonna be harder than ever to meet up.. even then it will rarely be the entire bunch of us.. haiz.. treasure the moments ppl..

past few days at work was good and very fun.. im making the most of it.. hehe.. was super close to getting a distinction for my 12th week appraisal.. haiz.. saddening.. but well, an A is good enuf too.. but hell man, i keep whining about it esp since i know i was actually given a dist and it got taken away.. damned! hoping that the combined grades from wk 4 and wk12 would be good too..

my preceptor is gng for tonsillectomy(removal of the tonsils) on monday.. really hope she gets well soon.. i din even noe it was her bdae the other day and she was sick.. so sad..

finally bought my bumble bee water bottle.. super happy!! yay! bought another one too cuz it was too nice to miss.. so double yay!!

bkk trip is confirmed plus chopped.. 26-30th march.. cant wait.. apparently bro is oso gng bkk during that period but haven confirmed yet.. expecting a great time with the girls!!! triple yay!!

for the record, the bottom part of the previous post is not for my supposed bf.. i dun even have a bf so how to write such things for him.. everyone keeps asking me.. and ya the answer is no.. its just about someone thats all.. dun bother asking who..

i want another getaway.. preferably me alone or with 1 or 2 other close frens.. not too many or else it will be chaotic and messy.. to somewhere ulu and away from civilisation, into the countryside maybe for a month or 2.. back to basics.. staying in a flat house made out of wood, gng to the river to catch things to eat, killing a chicken for dinner(ok.. maybe not that, its way too gross and i can bear to kill something to eat), soaking in the culture of another place, meet new ppl and make new frens, enjoy the breath-taking views on this planet. watching the sunrise and set and go to places less travelled and learning new things that you cant learn just from books or attending lessons in school, sitting on top of a mountain and looking at things from a bird's eye view, paragliding, skiing, sky diving(im scared of heights but i do wanna try just for the adrenaline rush).. and maybe just maybe, experience some natural disasters.. im not psycho but its def something different from normal.. experiencing something that cannot be faked.. just doing things that are relaxing and not using too much of my braincells.. slow paced life.. thats wad i want, even if its for a month or 2.. life in sg is way too fast for our own good.. everything is done chopchop so much so that sometimes things are done without thinking.. i want slow slow slow paced.. it will be hard to adapt to but hey its worth a try.. i could give up internet, facebook, blogging, drama-ing.. all i want it my hp, camera and mp3.. at my current stage, this is impossible.. hopefully, after my 3 yrs of work life, i can do something like that b4 cont studying.. if only i can be like kenny.. off to another whole a place alone without a care in the world, he went to turkey btw for an entire month..

2010-02-09T15:24:00.002+08:00

haven blogged for super long.. just didnt feel like blogging i guess..

work is ok but i still feel like -dunno how to say-.. haiz.. nvm.. option form submitted.. dunno whether i will get my first choice.. actually i dunno wad i want oso.. filled in my choices half heartedly.. just hope that i dun regret my choices thats all..

2nd cycle of night shift over.. took 2 full rooms on my first nite cuz jen had to go for the magnet thingy so she cant do in-charge.. 17 pts.. sat there and wrote my report for 2 full hours.. cant imagine if this was morning shift or afternoon shift.. sure super rushing.. 3rd night sara heard something in the prep room.. and hazwan oso confirmed it.. after that i dun dare to go in.. apparently got timing one.. rarr.. sickening.. jen told us a super farnie joke about the devil.. hahaha.. nonsense man..

yesterday went to sign contract at the HR department of sgh..so now im officially an employee of sgh and i start work on the 19 of april.. haiz.. so fast.. 3 days b4 my bdae.. the day will probably be spent in patho lab attending lectures or rather sleeping during lecture.. hehe.. sians..

farewell dinner for joel last thursday.. crazy convos.. after that went to their house to play mahjong and overnite at sher's place..

next day, met kin for walk walk.. met angie, jn and their fren.. haha.. go play kiap kiap machine.. waste money again.. haiz.. then met the girls for steamboat at sam's church! yay!! super happy! had sooooo much fun! i keep doing stupid things lahx.. broke the egg on the table.. accidently tipped my bowl of soup over.. nonsensical man.. but extremely fun!! then went for drinks at chijmes chilled for a while b4 we all left..

plans for bkk in progress.. cant wait to go.. i need a getaway.. asap.. sadly when im in bkk, thanyalak will be back in uni in aus so cant meet her again.. =(( cant spend much in march cuz need to save for bkk trip since its in the end of march.. haiz... but still i cant wait to meet my frens!! hort park, herderson wave, alexandra arch here we come.. =D lets have picnic all the way.. muahahha..

not working on cny.. yay! but then again.. i rather work on cny cuz there is nothing much to do and the ward wun be so busy.. and plus cny really cant go anywhere cuz all the shops and shopping centres are closed.. and the parks and beaches are all filled with the non-chinese.. haiz.. rather stay at home accompanied by my lappy.. and plus my roster is so awesome that i dun even feel like gng to work.. the longest i have worked b4 i get my off day is like 4 days straight only lahx.. super shiok.. and good cuz i get to rest and refresh myself b4 the next round of work..

2 and a half more week b4 prcp is over!! woohoo!! =DD

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i really am tired of the conversations.. wads the point of conversations if its one way.. and you always dun understand anything i sae cuz you dun bother understanding.. not sae i dun want to explain but if you hadnt noticed, everytime i try to sae something you cut me halfway and end up coming back to the same sickening topic.. next time, dun bother starting convos with "how was ur day?" instead just go straight to the point and say wad you want to say.. and i shall be kind enuf to at least pretend that im listening to you.. and dun call me when you are in the midst of something else.. wads the point if you are gng to hang up in less than 5 mins or we just hang on the phone not talking.. thats why i prefer smsing instead.. short and simple.. hang on the phone while we do our own things and not tok to each other.. waste my outgoing call mins only.. im not a calculative person but because of you i have become one.. complain and complain and complain like there is no tmr.. live as the day go by can.. if you find it so troublesome then just dun do it lahx.. pls do me a favour and get ur priorities rite pls.. if not nothing is gonna change.. oh and by the way, give me a break cuz i desperately need one from you..

250th post

2010-01-18T14:49:00.005+08:00

woohoo!!! this is my 250th post!! haha.. and i just made a new tumblr account:

ripplesoflaughter.tumblr.com

more cool functions.. but i will still cont on this blog cuz im used to tumblr as of yet.. haha..

anyway, my nights are finally over! 1st night was just horrible!! 5 new admissions!! omfg man! and all come in with like less than 1 hour interval.. even the HO and MO oncall oso see us till sian.. super tiring first night.. throw in some crazy patients who suck the life out of you, by 3am i was shagged out.. admissions, dr's orders, callbells, irritating pts who wants to get out of bed on their own etc etc etc.. even kenna threatened by them that they going to call police in the morning. seriously psycho man.. another pt even did "exorcism" on the noisy++ pt.. super farnie.. wad a night..

2nd night, less busy.. only one admission but loads of callbells... at 5.50am veron shocked the shit outta me.. i was so freaked out i didnt want to do anymore para and told sara to cont for me for the beds nearest to the windows.. apparently this was wad happened.. we actually have 2 disposal rooms near our rooms.. becuz we are the middle room we can choose whichever disposal room we want go to.. so veron chose the back disposal room where there are windows and nearby trees.. she went to take plastic bag to throw rubbish for the meds trolley.. when she entered the disposal room, she saw the "thing" sucking on the bags of blood(there was a pile of blood bags used for blood transfusion).. she just quickly sae her prayers, went to the cupboard, got the plastic bag out and quickly came back to the room.. and she told me first while i was half way doing para.. waa sehx.. i was like holding tears in my eyes cuz i was so freaked out lahx.. at first i dun believe cuz how can someone see a ghost and not freak out.. but apparently she can see ghost and she is a strong hearted lady who believes in her prayers.. so like ok.. then sara blur blur dunno wads going on until i told her..

3rd nite.. the most relaxing nite.. nothing much to do except the usual para, callbells, feeding and entertaining irritating pts.. i think i was so annoyed that it showed on my face and veron asked me if i was pissed.. the thing is i wasnt pissed.. i was annoyed cuz of some pts.. irritating.. haiz.. then suddenly one pt like got sudden dementia or something and scared sara so sara went to switch on the main lights and veron tot something happened.. hahaha.. it was a good 3rd thou.. 2nd night veron treated to tea.. 3rd night i treat.. nice tea by the uncle.. poor sara so shagged by her baby that she just fell asleep..

6 more weeks of prcp and it will all be over.. seriously thou, i dun really feel like i learnt alot of things knowledge wise, but im more adaptable to the flow of things and will like automatically do things..

cant wait for payday.. feel so broke now esp since i lost 50 bucks.. curse the person who stole it.. and i miss the girls.. cant wait for the zoo/bird park outing!! can we have the zoo one cuz i dun like birds!! hahahah

wanyin!! lets go eat this strawberry shortcake again!! =DDD

wad a week..

2010-01-10T19:28:00.003+08:00

new year's day came and gone.. was working am shift.. haiz.. but was pretty fun all with the staff.. hehe.. after that went down to ps to find the girls(sam, ger, bi, qian and qian's bf darren).. their movie just started when i was in the bus there.. so that meant that i had to wait for them like 2+ hours.. sians.. so i went shopping.. bought myself a pair of jeans! woohoo! hhaha.. yay! then dinner-ed at manhatten fish market.. yummy!!! im not a fan of fish but no choice.. so bought fish and chips.. quite yummy but very oily.. after dinner we walk walk to 313.. shop shop, ate ice cream at this jap ice cream place.. then walk walk somemore and headed for home..

next day, went to eat popeye's with wanyin, qian, bi and kelly.. fun fun! hehe..

then work work work.. all i can rmb is working.. hahaha.. then occasionally outings.. cant rmb when i went out oso..

6th jan.. eve of bi's bdae.. after much planning and stuff, we surprised her at cgh after her work!! qian went to get the helium balloons from raffles city, sam got sunflower, i bought the cake.. then fetched qian from newton, sent darren home, finally found our way to cgh after so long, met up with shuya and sam at cgh and waited for bi to appear! SURPRISE!! woohoo!! success man!! happy happy happy! muahahahaa.. then we all went to bi's shop to eat the cake cuz i happily brought plates but no fork or spoon.. haha.. then let off the balloons with our wishes.. bi went home cuz she has am shift the next day.. the 4 of us went to drink at the coffeeshop.. then off for home.. sent shuya and qian home b4 i reached home.. reach home 12+.. din sleep much cuz of insomnia.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIBI!! LOVE YOU!

then in the morning still had to acc mum go ah for her dental appt.. really stoned man.. couldnt take it.. go work oso really shagged out.. could barely open my eyes.. so i didnt take case.. sians.. super tired..

friday then i took case.. quite good i must say.. hahaha.. more alert than the previous day.. sara and i were having so much fun at work lahx.. super crazy woman lahx she! ahaha.. plus she is pregnant and she keeps having these crazy cravings and she isnt local so she hasnt tried alot of food, so everyday i intro to her something new to eat.. hahah.. glad im doing night shift with her and veron soon.. haha.. hope the nights will be peaceful and we will have a blast.. but then she told me about the little boy story that beds 2 and 3 can see.. waa.. i super scared lahx.. hopefully i wun have to entertain those beds during my nites.. my imagination will def run wild and i will sace myself lahx!!! urghhh..

saturday, work was fun.. shuai and i now have an internal joke.. we see each other and will just burst into laughter! haha.. cannot tahan.. hidayah is just crazy as usual.. wads new.. she calls me 'same species' and i call her the same too and that has stuck ever since.. hahaha.. i and sara go for break together.. if hidayah, roha and azlinah oso same break=total chaos in the tearoom.. they always talk very wrong things that underage ppl shouldnt hear.. tsk tsk.. naughty ppl.. and i kenna pulled into it cuz of my hp's vibration.. haiz.. pity me..

after work, went home, change and drove to sher's house.. stoned there while she did her work.. super sleepy.. supp to dinner with yc too but he busy.. so we went to westmall to print pics, and chill at coffeebean.. nice.. but i still prefer starbucks thou.. haaha..

then sent sher home, and off to uncle's house for cousin's birthday and to fetch mum and bro... surprised to see my childhood frens there..haha.. the boys were high.. all i did was sit on the high chair and i will get bbq-ed marshmallows and lime juice served to me! muahahaha.. its good to be the oldest.. haha.. chatted with the aunties and uncles abit.. when my auntie heard that im at 63c she also went like "waa.. enjoy ahh.. good luck" and i was like "not you too!!" waa can faint.. she is a nursing manager in a nursing home so she noes alot.. haiz.. but ok lahx i think.. i think i expected like the worst in this ward so i went to the ward with no expectations wadsoever.. and after all these while, the ward doesnt seem that bad to me.. ya, the workload is HEAVY and you can die doing the changes but ok lahx.. its fun too cuz of the staff.. haha.. so yea.. but i do noe this will be diff when i become a proper SN.. haiz..

anyways, after that i sent the boys home cuz auntie had to drop by the nursing home to send the leftover food over.. craziness in the car.. hilarious time.. by the time reached home almost 1am.. slept at 1.20am till 6.20pm.. shiokness.. but woke up feeling damn damn damn tired cuz slept for so long.. haha.. 2 more DO.. then am shift again and 3 nights more to DO.. i can do it!! looking forward nights.. gonna msg me frens and dun let them sleep.. hahaha.. anyone doing night shift on 14, 15, 16 let me noe oso so we can msg and keep ourselves awake! hehehe

we hold totally awkward conversations..

awesome day!

2009-12-30T23:45:00.003+08:00

yeap! today was an awesome day!!

slept till 3pm!! woohoo!! shiokness.. but once again insomnia last nite.. im really tired of insomnia.. was reading the paperthe other on how to "cure" insomnia.. basically, its to have a fixed sleeping pattern.. sleep at the same time everyday and wake up at the sametime everyday.. this is something VERY difficult for me cuz of the shift work.. so i guess this insomnia isnt gng to go away so easily.. how i wish i can just sleep the moment my head hits the pillow.. haiz..

anyway.. stoned till 6+.. then left house to meet wei.. koped the carkeys.. hehehe.. in the end after leaving the carpark had to come back cuz the signal lights werent working.. amazingly when dad came down to check on it it was working already.. so irritating.. so yea.. drove to wei's house to wait for her.. then send her bf to mrt station and we went to clementi's botak jones to makan.. not bad.. yum yum.. super full.. loads of catching up.. loads of crapping, gossiping, cursing and wad not.. haha.. and the ppl there are abit kuku i must say.. hahaha. over friendly.. then off to island creamery for dessert.. once again wrong way.. so had to make a uturn.. hahaha.. super farnie.. then had mudpie.. SUPER full!! when leaving the carpark there was this guy in his merz purposely dun let us go first.. so bloody irritating.. merz so wad.. big deal lahx! idiot.. then me and wei said alot of lame stuff.. hahahaha.. fun fun fun!! then off to sher's house to bring sher and ting for a ride.. then kenny wanted to come along.. so went to fetch him and joel.. waaa.. the car super noisy.. hahaha.. as usual with the 2 of them how can not noisy.. their talking=shouting already.. worse than me.. hahaha.. so send wei home first.. then sher and ting.. and the twins last.. hahaha.. quite fun lahx.. cant wait to go out again.. wei wants picnic and the twins wants kbox at safra.. see how it goes.. hehe. cant wait for next outing.. even thou it was only an extremely short while with them it was fun as usual.. hehe..

told dad only for a short while.. but end up come home at 11.. ahahahah.. kenna scolded and dad was like "next time no more car" but i will sure use the car again one lahx.. hehehe..

im happy! very happy today! hehehe.. even dad scold me oso i laugh.. muahahaha.. im evil!

BRO, i noe you will be seeing this.. mum ask you call back home!! and you so long nv online oso!! hurry online.. need to ask you something..

IMY!!!

lost track of days..

2009-12-29T19:05:00.006+08:00

really.. i lost track of the days... and my roster sux majorly.. work for 3 days off one day.. and it repeats over and over again till jan 10.. new roster not out yet.. haiz.. surprised im not doing night with my preceptoron 2jan.. anyways, like i guessed, im working on new year's day.. damn bloody sian! new year's eve pm shift and new year's day am shit.. shits man.. grace even better.. she doing night so she will be counting down to the new year at work! hahaha.. but that actually sounds quite fun thou.. i wouldnt mind! hahaha..

anyways, christmas was quite good.. boxing day was even better.. hahaha..

xmas day.. lunched with qian and kin.. next time im gonna be damn damn damn late.. haiz.. sian of waiting for the girls.. girls ahhh.. dun late can.. anyways, we makan-ed at marina sq xinwang! yumyum! hehe.. then walk walk for a while and headed to je to meet the gang.. boring ad fun at the same time lahx.. as usual the drinking game.. but this time we drank ice lemon tea, 100+ and ate wang wang biscuits and pudding.. cannot man.. no more laughing rule! but i must say jeremy was DAMN good lahx.. he can really control man.. hahahaha.. gift exchange. sher got me a winnie the pooh storybook(cuz she noe i noe nothing about the stories! hahhaa) and LONDON PADDINGTON BEAR!!!!! awesomeness!! hehehe.. thanx girl!

next day, boxing day.. slept in.. shiokness.. then off to bugis to meet vic, boss and nurani.. shop shop shop.. me and nurani shop till sian.. end up jn and angie were also shopping for 4 hours.. which was very weird cuz we were ALL in the same place yet we didnt bump into each other.. bugis got that big mehx??!! hahaha.. walked to arab st.. ate at this arabian grill place.. the food is good man! esp the prawns! awesome!!!! then we played lame games and all of us kept bursting into laughter esp angie!! hahahaha.. gift exchange!! nurani got me a winnie the pooh table lamp!!! so lovely!! i love it!! and plus its def over the supposed budget.. thanx alot girl!! and i bought jn a schedule book.. hahaha.. then we camwhored!! boss is making us a video.. ooo.. hehehe.. angie let us take one polaroid each using her new fuji instant from korea and i love mine!!!! its perfect!!! yay-ness!! camwhore camwhore camwhore! awesome awesome awesome! hehe..

next day back to work.. sians.. but quite nice cuz the day was very slow and relaxing.. and evil SN attacks again.. he almost stabbed me with his scissors this time round (once again in the disposal room).. one scary sn man.. and he said "this is fate man.. im gonna you disposal girl from now on!" and then he started calling me disposal girl just because we always meet in the disposal room.. totally =.= damn saddening.. then he kept caling me disposal girl for the rest of the day.. waa faints.. then the best part is when going home,weirdly we took the same bus oso.. and he din realise i was behind him till i past by him towards the seat in the bus.. and his face was priceless man!! damn hilarious man!! hahahahaha.. next day, he cont calling me disposal girl but i dun reply him.. then he sae "ok ok.. wads ur name" really faints.. haiz.. and that reminds me.. i dunno his name..

veron my another sn is oso damn fun.. she is an ij girl too! hahaha.. should see her when she is so tired.. she goes crazy.. i like the staff at work.. they are quite fun to work with so thats pretty good.. hopefully nothing will go wrong in the next 2 months.. 2 more months.. 2 more months.. haiz.. hopefully it will zoom with nothing happening.. will i have my long break when my preceptor go bkk??? i want a long break!!! veron is like only coming back to work on the 4th of jan lahx!! =((

anyways, i think that drs are sometimes stupid.. maybe i should rephrase it.. they are too clever about all the intellectual stuff so much so that they forget the simple things, like eg, how to use the fax machine.. the best part is when they have figured out how to use the fax machine, they insert the paper the wrong way in.. AND they get frightened when another paper comes out from the fax machine.. for god's sake.. they are HO and MO man.. hahaha.. hilarious.. so i ended up helping them.. and i love despatching blds or wadever cuz its so fun to press the buttons on the thingy.. haha.. but i hate waiting for it to be sent cuz it takes so bloody long so i end up standing there for a long time or i leave them there and i come back later to check on it.. today was a crazy day.. so busy.. went for break at 2PM!! seriously.. even the front room en was shocked when he saw me having my break.. "waa.. so late then eat ahh.. they bully you rite" muahaahx.. no lahx..just busy.. suddenly so many procedures, so many wound inspections, last min discharge etc etc etc.. total craziness.. im so tired.. slept all the way home till i almost missed my stop.. again..

supp to meet wei.. but she ot-ing.. and i felt so sleepy so decided to postpone it.. hopefully tmr..

sad to say.. my parents dun give me a break when im back home from work.. talk about being supportive, someone throw me a vomit bag man! bloody day at work.. even bloodier day at home.. i dun noe why is it my fault that my roster is like that.. you think i 3 day work 1 day off i happy is it.. my weekends all burned cuz im working i happy is it.. i wednesday off.. random days off.. wad can i do.. go to sister and request for all weekends off ah??? you think hospital line is like that is it.. you think patients no need to be taken care of on the weekends?? hospital new rule.. 5 day work week.. nurses need holiday.. so friday nite pts all go back home.. come back on monday morning.. live or die we dun care.. is there such a thing?? i working on public holiday and you ask me how come i working on pulic holiday.. HOW I NOE!!! i oso want my public holiday to be off wad!! sister put like that means must be like that wad.. i already had my xmas off so of cuz must give and take with the other staff who were working on xmas wad.. i really dun understand how you guys can be so un-understanding! forget the fact that after a long day at week there is nothing for dinner.. just at least shut the hell up and let a tired person rest.. you complain that last time you work come home still have to clean the house.. i dun have to clean the house but i have to listen to your nagging day in day out! which is even worse than cleaning the house.. all i ask for is some peace and quiet.. you noe wad sux.. this is wad sux! me tossing and turning in bed trying to fall asleep cuz of insomnia.. finally.. finally when im about to fall asleep, you scream and shout and kick a bloody fuss about something.. watch tv extremely loudly.. talk damn loudly as if the person you talking to is 1km away not 1meter away.. seriously, if you cant help me, at least dun be a hindrance.. u complain that i dun feel tired when im going to meet frens after work but when at home always complain tired and need to rest.. you noe why??!! its all the noise that you produce that makes me EVEN more tired than i already am.. all that nagging and black face.. save it for someone who cares how about that..

tmr is my off day and i can already predict how the day is gonna be like..

cant wait for 25feb!! hurry come!!

hanging on.. tightly!

im not that kinda girl.. so save it for someone else who is like that..

2009-12-23T23:11:00.003+08:00

yay!! finally my day offs!!

past week had been pretty good and blegh at times..

last monday met qian.. lunch at northpoint's jap food court.. eat till can really puke cuz the bento is HUGE!! lasted me till the next 12.45 when i ate light brunch b4 work.. craziness man.. haha.. qiann managed to clear her whole bento set! that girl can really eat when she wants to even thou she can oso survive on bread and milk! hahaha..

work work work..

friday off day.. went for sushi session with my fav girls aka poly clique but only kin, qiann and ester jie.. bloody distrastrous day.. uber suayness!!! haiz.. qiann woke me up once again cuz she have no class when she tot she have.. haha.. so met her early.. then shop shop.. finally found a shoe i like but dun have size! ugh!! then wanted to buy attachment wallet but only have last piece.. wanted to buy pressie for fren oso last piece.. then eat sushi and kenna spill cha soba sauce all over my white shorts.. waited for chawanmushi for like 2 hours! freaking horrible day! haiz.. bumped into delia in the toilet too! super long nv see her..

saturday.. took 3 case.. ok.. not bad..

sunday work work work.. i din noe that on the weekends the buses start late.. waited at the bus stop for 25 mins like an idiot.. so irritating.. ugh..

sunday small bro birthday.. after work drove to imm for dinner.. parking is super diff lahx.. did some shopping.. bought my shoe!! yay!! finally.. and bought my new headphones that i wanted for so long!!! YAYYY!! have been putting it off for so long cuz i need to buy my shoes first and i scared my shoes over budget.. so yay!!so happy.. my shoes were on sale so i could buy my headphones too! awesome!

can rmb which day but vic bought me koi cafe hazelnute milk tea!!! ooo.. yum yum!! hehe.. thanx vic!!! when i was drinking it during break all my fren who breaking with me super jealous!! HAHAHAHA!! they tot i bought on the way to work!! like i so free man! im lucky to have an awesome senior who buys me drinks!! hahahaha..

work work work..

yesterday am shift again.. so tired.. haiz.. then keep bumping into the SN from another room.. like super weird lahx.. then have to keep sudden brake.. first, in the disposal room, he kicked my shin cuz he din realise i was behind him.. then when i walk pass his room carrying a bedpan, out of nowwhere he whipped out of the room.. almost showered him with urine.. then at linen trolley again.. waa sehx.. cannot tahan already and we just burst into laughter and i was like "why we keep bumping into each other man" and he was like "ya.. you stalking me is it.." and i went "ya rite.. stalk you for wad".. crazy-ness.. testing my new shoes friction ahh.. gosh..

after work met wanyin for some xmas shopping.. changed and finally got out of my shoes and awful blisters!! so painful till i had to walk tip toe-ing.. anyways she met me at sg after work.. hehe.. she ends earlier than me.. noo fair!! hahaha.. but nvm.. by the time she meets me just nice.. haha.. then we went to clarke quay.. shop shop.. and ate strawberry shortcake at the cake shop.. cant rmb the name but its the shop near the entrance at the bus stop.. UBER NICE LAHX!! heavenly and refreshing esp after a long day at work!! hehe.. thanx wanyin!! next time i treat ahhh.. tehn we left and quickly went for the bus cuz it was just in time.. once i was on the bus, i realised i dun have my hp with me.. so we got down the next stop and walked back to the cake shop.. and the girl was like "ur handphone! you went for ur bus really fast!" hahahaha!! oapparently she ran after me to return me my hp and we boarded the bus very fast.. haahhaa.. nice girls! then we headed to bugis to walk walk for a while then headed home... tangyuan from wanyin made by her mum.. yum yum.. first time i eat tangyuan.. not bad!! just that its very SWEET!! hahaha.. but its supp to be sweet cuz its a dessert.. hahaha...

today work again.. finally pm shift.. am shift for 3 days was killing me! super busy today!! took 4 case.. 1 new admission, 1 transfer in.. waa driving me crazy!! went for break at like 8pm when its supp to be 5.45.. starving.. lucky i ate light brunch b4 work start.. if not really starve for the whole day.. i headbutt-ed the rubbish bin during work.. ouch.. huge bang! and my preceptor was like "omg! i dun want to put up RMS you noe" HAHAHA!! my shand slipped when i bent down to pick up my rubbish and i just headbutt-ed the metal rubbish bin.. xiangjing came to rub my head.. hahahaha.. -faints- i really damn accident prone.. then less than 10 mins later i tripped over the wheelchair foot paddle.. waa piang.. my preceptor really wanted to faint! hahaha too tired already lahx.. brain not functioning..

dad fetch me but i drove back home.. thats wad we have been doing nowadays.. dad comes to fetch but i drive back home.. hahaha.. as usual he keeps shouting and screaming.. finally when mum has stopped, dad still continues.. haiz.. nvm.. one day he will stop oso.. hopefully that day comes soon.. sians..

3 days of off b4 work starts again.. highly likely that i will be working on new year's day and starting on night the day after cuz i just saw my preceptor's schedule.. mine notout yet but should be following hers anyways!! nooooo.. i dun want to spend my new year's day at work!! thats just depressing!!!

day 1 of off: clean up room thoroughly!!!

day 2 of off: hang out with kin and qiann in the afternoon and if possible the gang at night..

day 3 of off: dental appt in the late morning and gathering with poly seniors after that!! YAYY!!

oh and us nyp prcp students from our ward decided to have our very own xmas exchange too.. hahahah.. super funny!! hopefully b4 new yr can exchange.. hahahaha.. no time to buy oso so to make things easy and quick we write a wish list for the person who is buying for us! hahahaha.. farnie man!! cant wait..

random picture that got me laughing!

2009-12-13T22:28:00.006+08:00

3 days off.. today is the 2nd day.. one more day off tmr 4 work starts again on tuesday.. damn damn damn sian..

11 DEC: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA NICOLE LIM YI ZHUANG! <3

friday break was just weird... eating halfway then suddenly ADN just come in and sit.. the 5 of us just stunned there.. and she was like "its ok.. dun worry about me.. just carry on eating and chatting.. dun worry about me". LIKE HELLOOOOO!! there is a ADN sitting in the tearoom with us when we chatting and gossipping away, of cuz got worry lahx! hahaha.. then she started chatting with toking to us but the diffin nursing last time and now and blah blah blah.. but i must say she is a nice lady.. apparently she was gng to have a talk about RMS in the tearoom with the staff.. then all the staff just started piling in and we were like "hurry hurry eat finish".. we managed to chow down our food except for one girl(i cant rmb her name! its the first time i same attachments with her) who closed her food container.. poor thing.. so we sat in for the session.. feels damn weird lahx.. hahaha..

after work, mum and dad fetched me and we went for early dinner at abc foodmarket.. then off for home.. i drove home.. as usual dad was nagging away at me.. haiz.. i hate the route that dad ask to take(which is the same route that big bro always take) cuz its always high risk for accidents cuz of the way the road is made up.. prefer to take the expressway.. sians..

came home.. stoned.. off for bed.. cant sleep.. i used to not believe that you shouldnt cut ur fingernails at nite an the moment you cut finish throw them away.. i cut my fingernails on thursday nite cuz they were really getting long and i dun want to be caught during work for long fingernails.. after cutting i just wrap in rubbish paper and left it on my table and totally forgot about it.. that nite, i couldnt sleep AT ALL!! plus i had nightmares!! woke up worried sick! i went to work like a zombie man! super tired and sian.. then friday nite, tried to sleep but couldnt sleep at all.. tossed and turned for HOURS!! figured that it was probably the fingernails thats why i cant sleep.. too lazy to walk to the kitchen to throw away, so i persistently laid on my bed wishing to sleep.. finally i give up.. went to kitchen, dumped the freaking thing in the rubbish bin and headed back to bed.. ahhhhh.. bliss.. finally i slept well.. but then saturday, cant sleep again.. waa sian.. im really sick of this bloody thing called insomnia man.. is there any remedy???

mum, dad and bro left for msia a while ago.. so i have the whole house to myself again..nothing new.. but at least some peace and quiet finally! oh ya.. and mum bought a multipurpose pouch that has smiley faces ALL OVER IT!! muahahahaha

tmr! meeting qiann to do eyebrow and lunch b4 she heads to school.. still thinking whether i should go school oso not.. hahahaha.. can collect my stuff from clubroom and meet ppl in school that i nv meet for UBER LONG!! haiz...

tuesday, rina leaving for cambodia!! have fun and takes loadsa pictures k!! TAKE CARE!!! love ya!

christmas is coming! how i wish i am in a place where it snows REAL SNOW!

2009-12-10T21:25:00.004+08:00

day 4 of prcp, day 1 at ward.. 79 more days to go..

today was an awesome day! even thou my ward is SUPER DUPER BUSY, the staff is all nice and the patients are cute and farnie(minus the freaking language barrier!!) hilarious incident today is that my patient can do palm reading and read fortunes and stuff.. after doing the procedure, she took my SNs hand and read her "fortune".. hahahaha.. super farnie and i and my SN just stun there.. hahaha.. then suddenly all the other staff were like "my turn my turn!!" muahahaha.. and i was the interpreter cuz majority of the staff are filipinos.. damn fun and crazy man! hahahaha.. suddenly my patient got alot business.. haha.. then after i interpret for all finish, she ask me whether i want her to read mine.. haha.. and i was like "no need lahx.. i dun believe in it.. but thanx" hahaha.. then she pull my hand and read it.. hahahaha..

pt: hmmm.. hmmm hmm.. you will have 3 BFs.. you should get married early.. b4 30 is the best.. after 32, you will only cohabit with ur bf but wun marry..

-me already laughing my ass off!!-

pt: ur first bf very good..

me: auntie.. i tell you.. i dun have bf lahx! hahaha..

pt: -looks at me unconvinced- cannot be.. dun lie!

me: really!! i lie for wad!!

pt: are you sure.. -stares at my hand-, -reaches for my other hand and stares at it-.. cannot be.. ur line shows that you have bf.. currently got one guy like you.. confirm!

me: really lahx.. i dun have! -laughs my ass off-

SN: i think must be the guy like but nv say..

me: errrr.. -dot dot dot- ya.. got like, nv tell me, i oso dunno mahx.. so considered 0..

pt: ya.. but you sure not..

me: -sians- really lahx.. -faints!-

and the sister came so we quickly change topic! muahahahaha!!! hilarious man!!

she even told my SN that if her husband got affair, my sn should ignore the affair! hahahaha.. i really want to faint! all of just burst into laughter.. and she ask my sn to go back and take toto system7 cuz apparently her hand got the money line and she will be very rich.. maybe tmr, when i do sponging for her or bringing her for shower, i should ask her my career line and money line and see wad she sae! muahahaha!! cant stop laughing!

anyways, home! i almost missed my stop again! gosh.. got home.. saw my bill and fainted! seriously.. its really not i use alot.. i can 1000++ over sms and my bill comes 80+.. this time round my sms only 500+ but bill come 100+.. irritating.. decided to go see the dentist.. but clinic closed.. sians! and dad called me to go imm to help him buy something.. drove to imm.. but the stupid thing no stock.. sians.. then headed to kin house to borrow thing.. hehe.. thanx kin!! and drove back home.. keep losing my way cuz i came in by diff direction that i dun usually use.. mum got so pissed.. irritating..

i love my off days!!! this is my schedule!

sat till monday off!

tues-thursday work!

friday off!

saturday till wed work!

thurs -sat off! aka ( 24th, 25th, 26th dec!!!)

sunday work!

and so far the roster ends there..

loves xmas period roster!!

now i can meet everyone!! awesome!!

and can have our chalet qian!! yay!!

hahaha

cuz i am! =D

jiayou girls!! we can end our prcp succesfully, and those in school jiayou too and pass ahh!! exam only one module better get A*****!! hahaha love you girls and cant wait to meet up!! =DD

2009-12-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

day 3 of attachies over.. 80 more days to go!!

yest.. nothing much.. CI gina is damn damn fun and good!! met angie after work when leaving for home.. haha.. ohh and during lunch, when i was on my way to the ward to check roster, this idiot pissed me off!!

waiting for the lift.. 2 lifts open at the same time.. i was at one lift.. and aquaintance(she is nto even my fren.. just someone i noe) suddenly shout "ROSHINI!! wad you think you doing!! its already one and now then you gng up to check ur roster! you going to be late!" LIKE WTF MAN!!! i dun care her and cont to take the lift.. i and eve were like stunned lahx! seriously.. still got 15 mins till end of lunch break b4 we need to head back to the patho lab.. go check oso wrong mehx.. and anyways, i late i late lahx.. wtf is ur problem.. i can walk faster than you can run OK!! omfg man! eve was like horrified! that girl literally SHOUTED at me man and there were so many ppl waiting for the lift.. they prob think that i must be someone who is somewhere where im not supp to be man.. waa.. we got so pissed thanx to her! -faints!-

i think im pms-ing.. today was a bad bad day.. i get easily irritable. rarr.. one of the reasons i got into nursing was so that i no need to do maths anymore.. but today, drug calculations drove me nuts.. i got so pissed at myself for not being able to do the calculations.. i follow the formula oso can get wrong.. seriously.. i got so pissed that i just threw my pen on the table and stared at the screen.. the only thing that can get me this upset is maths!! man!! the frustration that maths brings me!i dun understand at all lahx!! urgh!! and next yr, sure got drug calculations test and stuff.. sure die..

then shifts got prob oso.. another person made me fume! cant believe im gonna work with her for 3 months! seriously dreading it.. shoot shoot shoot me so much and yet no guts to tok the sister when you were the one who DEMANDED to see sister! seriously wtf is wrong with you... tok like you so big like that, as if you noe everyone in the hospital, as if the ward sister macam your fren like that then can still demand that i go tok the sister.. wtf is wrong with you man! get the fact straight.. i got my info right ok! its you who is wrong!! wad made me even more pissed was wad you said right at the end! im sorry man.. the last sentence aint gonna make peace!

on the way home, i usually sleep, but i was so pissed till i couldnt sleep oso.. lucky kin called me and i braaaaa-ed to her and the frustration off! thanx alot girl! im gonna miss you so much man.. haiz.. the only with me for all my hospital attachments!! even thou sometimes we diff shift, we still at the same ward!! now no more!! =(( jiayou kk!!

came home.. stoned.. dinnered at the coffeeshop with mum.. complained the whole time esp about the maths part.. maths seriously drive me crazy man.. ugh!! more frustration cuz i need to see the dentist too thanx to my swollen and raw gums surrounding my wisdom tooth!! ughhhh!!

cant wait for day off man!!

i miss my frens!! nowadays, my post are all about prcp! =((

2009-12-07T21:54:00.003+08:00

day one of attachies over.. 82 days more to go!!

yest.. mahjong session at qian's house! drove over! fetched kin from mrt station.. mahjong!!! yay.. finally.. hehe.. fun fun.. tok tok tok.. dropped bi off at mrt station and fetched mum and bro home..

today, start of attachies..

rule #1 of attachies: to family: dun fight for toilet in the morning with roshini..

if i late for work, i need to do makeup, where as you dun even need to wake up so early in the first place.. good thing my family understands this point so if they in toilet when i need to go shower in the morning, they really chop chop and come out.. dad drove me to work today.. i guess its his way of showing his support for my first day of prcp.. cuz the way he shows his supports verbally = scolding which will result in a arguement.. so yea.. haha..

first 3 days of prcp is just orientation.. lecture and lecture for today and next 2 days.. sians.. i totally slept like for 30 mins cuz its damn damn damn boring.. certain is impt so i got listen oso.. sleeping that time oso i was listening and i could understand wad the person toking.. so heng ahh.. 15 mins tea break end up to be 40 mins.. 1 hour lunch break become 1hr30mins! awesome! hehe.. we walked all the way to chinatown market to eat.. ahhaha.. then kin and eve bought chestnuts.. damn nice lahx!! then walked back to patho lab.. during 2nd tea break christina and yiting toooooo tempted by kin's chestnuts so they went to buy! hahaha.. and they helped me to buy one packet too! hehe.. yum yum!! shared with the girls sitting next to us as well.. they couldnt resist it either.. haha.. so bored till we camwhored and doodled on our notebooks.. 2 more days for us to stone and doodle.. after that its hard work all the way!

oh ya.. then the HR ppl came to talk to us.. and omg!! if i successfully pass my PRCP and become a full-fledged nurse(WHICH I WILL BE!!), i will be starting work on 19 APRIL 2010! thats like 3 days b4 my BIRTHDAY!! so sad.. not sure if that includes foundation programme.. hopefully that includes foundation programme, so that means that on my birthday, work is only from 8-4.30.. if not, i very very very sad.. work on my birthday! =((

back at home.. stoning.. cnt stand my ipod!! i keep trying and trying and trying to upload videos but still cannot!!! arggghh!! irritating!!! sians..

waiting for

which will come in 82 days

one more day to prcp

2009-12-05T22:50:00.005+08:00

1 more day to prcp..

thurs, day of stoning.. and ohh i exchanged room with my bro.. so just shifted the furniture from room to room.. my stuff is all still unpacked and left on my table.. so messy.. and i keep putting it off cuz im soo lazy.. i need more boxes to put my lecture notes inside.. haiz.. but i noe i cant put it off any longer cuz prcp is on monday and i only have one more day to clean up my room.. sians..

friday, went jb with boss.. we went to city sq, angsana and tebrau city.. hahaha.. then at the end cabbed back to city sq and we both fell asleep in the cab lahx.. hahaha.. pretty fun!! then bought kaya balls for wanyin and headed home.. watch amazing race and survivor! amazing race: i want megan and cheyne to win!!! survivor: BRETT is so cute!! hahahhaa

today was awesome! class gathering end up to be like clique gathering sorta thing.. hahaha.. was just me, sam, bi, kin, qian, mk, haymahn and jovy.. stupid jovy called me at 2am just to ask me about it.. and called again 12.17today to sae he just woke up..!! faints!!supp to meet at 12.30 man! anyway alot of ppl oso late so ya.. i think kin, mk and haymahn the earliest.. i was stuck in the traffic jam cuz of the rain so late oso.. damn irritating.. then we headed to bugis to eat wong kok.. after lunch, to clarke quay for settlers!! DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN!!! super noisy super crazy.. laugh till we got sore throat, headache and stomach ache!!! awesome time!!! and sam went to PEE like 6 times in settlers ALONE!!! that woman best man! hahahaha.. anyway it was a great day!! love you guys!! MUACKZ!!

headed home to get car key.. end up quarell with mum.. f***ing nonsense. bloody ridiculous..

went to meet sher and yc for dinner.. yw came after we finished dinner.. me and sher went to shop.. then all of us walk walk walk walk walk walk.. pretty sian.. maybe i wasnt in a good mood.. but many of us oso not in good mood so it didnt feel good.. haiz.. air of awkwardness.. met chantel!!! hehehe.. so long nv see her! hahah.. then left for home.. this time roundsher and guys decided to walk me to my bus stop.. actually, next time no need lahx.. seriously.. im not that kinda girl.. feels weird actually.. hahaha somemore its not like we going same direction oso.. all of us diff way home so ya.. by the time wait for my bus, you guys can be on ur buses and trains..

christmas is coming.. diff groups of frens are trying to organise xmas outings and calling me out.. sad thing is i cant confirm with any of them cuz i dun even noe if im working on xmas day.. if im really off on that actual day, i dunno who i will join to celebrate oso.. my heart tells me to go with this group cuz i noe i will have a blast and by xmas i will really miss them like siao, but my mind tells me that i should go with that group it feels like the right thing to do and just hang out.. and there is this other group that i dun usually hang out with.. ok.. not dun usually hang out with but just SUPER long nv see each other and maybe it would be good to celebrate xmas together.. and of cuz, with this particular lot of you i dun even need to say! every outing is a blast! hahah.. man.. maybe there should be ALOT of days for xmas just like hari raya where there are so many days or CNY where first day you hang out wih family and 2nd day with frens sorta thing.. will solve all the problem.. or maybe spread the celebrations out.. morning, afternoon, nite.. or on the eve, actual day, and boxing day.. hahaha.. ok.. im rambling again..

found this on andrea's tumblr again.. i like it cuz its true!

i miss ALOT of ppl! =((

i love my rainbow hp cleaner!! =DDD

2009-12-02T21:40:00.005+08:00

YAY!! like the title of my post, i love my rainbow hp cleaner cum accesory!! hehe.. AWESOME! =DDD

ok.. damn damn damn suay.. i ended my last post by saying that hopefully nothing will go wrong with the car.. and the next day, the car broke down cuz of the clutch thingy burst.. like WTF can! and stupid bro keep insisting that i was the one who spoilt it.. the thing is, if its really me, dad would have kicked a HUGE MAJOR HUMONGOUS FUSS out of it, screamed at me, make me pay for it, and will nv ever ever ever ever ever let me use the car again.. .. but when i came home after meeting sher that day and asked him about it, he didnt say anything.. like he was just worried about the car thats all.. he din even ask me to pay for it lahx, which is the total opp of wad he usually does.. and just now when i wanted to use the car, he even told me to help him check whether the gear is now smoother and whether the door handle work properly in a peaceful manner and just handed me the key.. stupid bro scare me for nothing.. cuz everytime got prob with the car mum and i will almost immediately inform him so that it gets fixed..

yest, cut my hair.. hates the hairdresser.. my fringe is so freaking short lahx can!!! arghh!! she doesnt understand wads LONGER!!

then, went for dinner with sher.. then stoned at her house.. she was doing her stuff, and me doing my stuff.. felt good.. just like that minding our own stuff and chatting and stuff.. i like this kinda feeling.. hehe.. so yea..

yesterday mum said today want to go jb.. then when i reached home after meeting sher, she say not going already cuz she not feeling well.. apparently, she got sick cuz she shared milk tea with me on saturday.. abit weird cuz i din even noe i was sick.. like i knew i had dry cough thats all.. but she was starting having headache, lots of phlegm, cough and flu.. apparently the virus was that strong.. i guess working in the hospital has made me immune to alot of things.. hahaha..

then this morning suddenly she sae she want to go.. sians... dragged myself out of bed.. super sians.. i was damn sleepy and having a headache thanx to my persisting insomnia.. i wonder if my headache could be caused by sleep apnea too.. think i should go read it up.. hmmm.. anyways, sian-ed the whole day!!! only bought hair accesories.. lunched and home.. decided not to meet the poly buddies for dinner cuz they were at balestier! soooo far!!! haha..

stoned.. headed to bpp.. bought white(dad and small bro) milk and choc(me and mum) milk.. had desserts.. minitoons shopping.. bro went crazy at the massager thingy.. so bought one for dad, no more blue and small bro insisted white.. but i purposely bought PINK!! muahahahaha.. evil me! then bought a new ipod cover and its purple! yay! and also hp wiper cum accesory! i liked 2.. one is -2 cute friendly ghost on a RAINBOW with the sun- and another is -one i dunno wad figure thingy with "happiness" on it-.. couldnt decide which to buy.. so mum offered to buy me the happiness one and i bought the rainbow one! YAYY!!

my room is soooo messy!! wadever i buy just keeps piling up on my table, book table, dressing table, on my bed, in my bag storage box, on the poles of my bed and on my other chair.. so frustrating.. just sooooo many things and its so messy.. every nite i tell myself i need to clean things up and rearrange position of my tables and bed and cupboards but when i wake up, i just laze around.. i need to declutter my room!!! sians.. i want to paint my room too but its so ex and mum isnt well enuf to paint my room for me.. double sians.. no point me painting cuz she will say that its ugly and redo it herself.. somebody save me!!!

*grins*

~sometimes, i dun understand ppl who are sad all the time, its like there is no joy in them.. you noe, its not diff to be happy.. all you hav to do, is it look past the unhappiness and there lies the joy that you have been looking for.. maybe, i am too simple-minded.. but if that makes me happy, im glad im not a thinker! =DD

STOP THINKING!

2009-12-01T00:11:00.004+08:00

cant stop thinking.. my brain is going to explode! EXPLODE!!!
haiz..

today went jb with ester and eve jies.. quite fun.. lunched at secret recipe( food kinda sux!) shopped, dinnered at wong kok(AWESOME FOOD!) and left for home..

mum and dad fetched me from kranji to bring duchess to see the vet for her vaccine booster and annual check up.. waited for 45 mins just to see the doc for 5 mins.. she was like a bloody spoilt radio that kept making so much noise whining away whereas the other doggies there were like so quiet.. naughty duchess.. but the other doggie owners were entertained by duchess's craziness and hyperactive-ness.. hahaha.. anyways, duchess is perfect!! only thing her teeth needs some scaling.. but can do dentistry next yr cuz she just had one last yr.. so yeap! yay! my doggie is in perfect health!

drove home.. good thing.. so now next time no need to wait for dad to drive us there.. now i noe how to go already.. dad as usual made so much comments while i was driving.. mum was like "rosy, i feel more safe when you driving than when dad driving.. ur driving better!" hahahaha.. thats cuz im more safer than dad.. then parking dad oso got so much comments.. mum said, : aiyo!! shut up lahx.. ur daughter can park better than you!!" and i proved it rite by doing a perfect parking and that shut dad up! muahahaha!! and i managed to convince dad to give me the car this sat for our outing!!! YAYY!! hopefully nothing screws up with the car b4 that!!

when i tot its gone, the dream comes along to wreck things up..

2009-11-30T09:27:00.005+08:00

meeting up with ester and eve in one hour but here i am blogging...

irritating.. had another dream again to wreck my mind up.. one year ago, around this same period, at dawn i had a dream which i racked my brain over.. this morning, at early morning, i had another dream which leaves me thinking and thinking but with no answer.. the weird thing, its the same person.. and this time round the ending is just a little bit diff..

and i wonder.. do morning dreams come true?? do i want that dream to come true?? weird just weird.. is today's dream a sequel to last year's dream??

great, now i cant stop thinking about it and its gonna stay for a while.. probably longer than before..

2009-11-29T00:54:00.004+08:00

just went on a shopping spree and feel like blogging! hehe..

past few days since payday keep going out!! hehe.. loves it!! anyway last time i used to not spend so much so much so i can spend more on makan sessions with my frens.. but this time round i have decided to just buy wad i like instead of spending so much on food.. so ppl, next time we go makan cheaper place ok.. hehe.. like that i will be broke cuz i bought useful things not cuz i spend so much on food.. so yay! hehe..

sunday, brought duchess for a walk at the park.. hehe.. fun!

monday, picnic at the park again with mum and small bro.. happily cooked food and packed our lunches and headed to the park.. started drizzling abit so found a shelter.. the only reason i hate picnics is cuz of the insects!! irritating man.. anyway fun fun.. loadsa pics.. duchess was so happy!! hahaha.. fun fun..

tuesday, drove mum to ikea.. bloody lao ahpek bully p-plate driver and steal my lot!!! idiot!

wednesday, met sammie for shopping at anchorpoint!! sadly my bag still not on discount so i din buy.. sam's bag was super discount and she happily bought.. hahaha.. nvm.. i shall wait it out.. hahaha.. then had free lunch thanx to her mum who gave us kfc vouchers.. hehe! then went to queensway and walk walk more.. bought small bro's birthday pressie.. he better like it too..

after that went to orchard to meet rina.. walk walk and finally meita and cheryl! meita looks so diff now!! hahaha.. if we just happened to walk pass each other i would nv have known that that was meita.. she is pretty much still the same except that she is more daring now.. which is good thing! hahaha.. then stoned at went to eat as aston's.. had loads of fun crapping with rina.. seriously, we get high at nothing and just talking nonsense.. haha.. and i left to meet parents and bro at mustafa.. nothing nice to buy.. sians..

thursday.. met up with boss, vic, angie, jianning and nurani!! uber loads of fun!! went to stone at starbucks while waiting for everyone to arrive.. then went to cine to play wii.. the way i play guitarhero is totally diff from most ppl.. hahaha.. awesome! then dinnered at suki sushi! i miss our sushi sessions!! super farnie when angie straight out ordered 10 plates of gyozas!! haha.. this was how the convo went.. :

angie: i want to order 10 plates of gyozas..

waitress: -shocked face- ermm.. 10 plates.. each plate has 2 gyozas..

angie: ya i noe.. 10 plates..

waitress: ok.. -and goes off to key in our orders and inform the other waitress that we just ordered 10 plates of gyozas-

3mins later...

waitress: sorry miss.. you just ordered 10 plates of gyozas rite.. so thats 20 gyozas in total..

angie: ya correct..

waitress:ok -shocked unbelievable face!-

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! super hilarious can!! the reason was because when angie was ordering only got 3 of at the table.. boss, jn and nurani went down to the 711.. so the waitress was thinking how is this 3 girls going to eat 20 gyozas.. ahahaha.. super farnie.. joke of the day man! hahaha. anyways, then after that went to walk walk at ion somemore and off for home.. awesome awesome day!!

friday.. off to town again to meet sher and ern.. im so sick of town can.. sianss.. supp to watch 2012 but sold out so ended up watching new moon.. pretty boring but jacob black is effing HOTTTT man!! the moment he stripped the audience went wild man!! hahahaha.. suepr farnie.. alot of angmoh ppl in the audience and they went crazy!! totally got HUGE diff when jacob stripped and edward stripped.. anyway, thru out the entire movie i was thinking like those who nv read the book wun really understand the movie cuz alot of scene like no link.. and after the movie sher got the totally question mark face.. and she was asking me to explain the movie.. seriously.. not a very nice movie.. maybe i tend to expect too much after reading the book so ya.. aint up to my expectations.. dinner at hans at far east after that.. then walk walk and take loads of pics.. stoned at macs.. and guess who i saw.. hannah and mel!! after like wad donkey years.. ok not literally but ya.. 3 yrs.. haha.. so happy to see them! so sat with them and chat chat.. hehe.. and off for home..

saturday.. aka today.. drove to jp for shopping.. yay! bought a new bag.. happy happy! then shop shop shop see see things.. saw ALOT of things i want but not necessarily need so din buy.. heartache.. WANTS! haiz.. then headed to westmall for dinner just cuz i dun want to go home. hahaha.. so walk walk somemore.. saw this awesome adidas bag!! i love it!! but its so ex.. another WANT of mine.. haiz.. why are the things i like so ex.. sians.. then headed home.. mum kept complaining that she was tired.. i dun get why is she tired since im the one doing the driving and all she is doing is sitting and shopping.. i want to be tired oso cant cuz need to drive.. haiz.. reached home then small bro sms me ask me to fetch him.. well too bad bro.. if i was still at westmal when you smsed i could fetched you.. too lazy to get out of the house again..

did i mention I LOVE MY poly SENIORS!!! hahaha im so glad i have them in my life!! thanx guys for all the support, advice, love, care, fun, joy and laughter that you bring into my life!! all that survival tips and lecture notes to get me thru school, attachments, cca and all, THANK YOU!! hehe!! all the sushi sessions, crazy makan sessions, crazy outings, crazy meetings and crazy everything!! you guys mean more than this to me! *muackz muackz*

and this is for you guys! love you!!

hehe

sorry i had to be mean.. cuz you are out of bounds, the line has to be drawn..

irritating older brother!!

2009-11-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

sooo.. end up we went for body world on thursday.. it was awesome with the qian and bi.. uber loads of fun! hehe.. only bad thing was the rain which was bloody irritating.. i bought an umbrella just to cross the bloody small road.. the rain was that heavy.. apparantly bukit timah and all was flooded too.. even np even thou its on a hill.. so weird.. shows that the weather is really really really bad.. haiz..

anyway, body worlds was awesome.. hahaha.. the exhibition were woohoo!! i loved the muscle apart from the skeleton holding a child's size skeleton.. and the horse and giraffe ones were damn good man.. you will noe when you go see.. its pretty good.. then went to walk walk in science centre cuz we bought the double pass.. fun fun fun.. took lotsa stupid pics(which i still have yet to upload on facebook and qian is haunting me for them.. ) so yea.. great time.. hehe..

then went to gombak to meet rina!! yay too!! had dinner at this prata place.. but i ate nasi goreng cuz i was starving.. haha.. chat chat chat.. awesome time.. then headed to westmall's udders for ice cream.. d24 durian flavour and hazelnut! shiokness! hehe.. chat chat chill chill.. i like! and this girl thot got something wrong with me cuz of my ultra short smses with no "hahax" and stuff.. haha.. im cool girl.. surprised and glad she noticed it.. something that even i din.. hahaha.. no worries cuz i was just too engrossed with the exhibition so kept it short!haha.. cya soon next week for our movie session girl!! ps:eat properly and take care!!! =DD

big bro msn-ed me: "oei! pig with eyebags"... i have one evil brother man.. rarrr.. cuz i put on my msn about the eyebags just after one night of not sleeping.. and he is suanning me.. today, just now, he called me idiot.. BRO!!! mummy and dad got give me name you noe! rarrr.. that reminds.. you almost nv call me by name.. forever calling me pig or idiot or oi or feizhu!.. you the hippo!! somemore so evil.. ask me to apply dog shit on my eyes!! =.=! haiz.. why do i have such a horrible bro!! for that, my next birthday you getting me car!! muahahahaha!! =P

payday is coming!!! cant wait.. i feel like indulging in something!! maybe that awesome bag i saw in jb.. but then it cost RM$189 and its not even branded.. haiz...

prcp schedule still isnt out yet.. irritating..

currently watching survivor online!! i love brett!! woohoo!! i just cant wait for russell and shambo to be out man.. i mean ya lahx its all strategic and stuff but dude! this 2 are suckers man! and jaison.. he like barely does anything for the tribe.. the most poor thing is kelly who got out.. at least blindside laura or monica oso nvm.. kelly??!! when she nv even do anything.. thats just unfair man..

also watching "mercy"! its an american nursing tv series.. awesome!! but the starting pretty similar to that of nurse aoi cuz of the pneumothorax part but other than that its pretty nice.. but like all american show.. its abit scandalous.. so ya.. watch it with an open mind.. other than, the nursing part of it, its pretty cool.. just started in oct 2009 so not much eps up yet.. haiz.. thats wad i hate.. i have no patience..

off to sleep b4 my eyebags get worse..

METEOR DRIZZLE

2009-11-18T09:32:00.004+08:00

so much for the meteor shower.. it was a freaking meteor drizzle..

yesterday went to have dinner with sher at her house.. then headed off to meet bi and sam for the meteor shower thingy..

picked our spot and plopped ourself on the ground with our mat.. sri and her fren came along and plopped themselves next to us.. haha.. then walked bi to mrt station for her last train.. left with me, sam, sri and cat.. went to toilet and saw ester jie over there!! muahahaha.. she and zeff korkor came to see the shower thingy for awhile.. hahaa.. paisehx.. bi was incharge of calling you.. hahaha.. then she came over to our spot to plop for a while too.. qian and ph arrived and they left soon for supper.. then benson came around with torch! awesome! but the torch damn the small can.. haha.. he and his fren went to plop themselves elsewhere.. movie time.. "day after tmr" is as usual awesome! after that was "deep impact".. by then i was getting sleepy.. so i lie down on the mat and forced myself not to close my eyes if not i will miss the stars.. but i did doze off for like 5 mins but my ears will still open for any excitement from the crowd.. sam was lying on my stomach and watching the movie.. i sat back up trying to watch the movie.. and said a comment and the next thing you noe, sri and sam are like "ROSH! alamak you damn slow lehx!" hahaha.. sorry lahx.. not following the story mahx.. haha.. but it was a nice movie oso.. haha.. by then cat was pretty asleep cuz she came from work and she still has work this morning.. so poor thing..

movies over.. shooting stars wun that awesome cuz they were extremely small and damn damn damn damn quick lahx.. rarrr.. i think got a total of 7-8 stars.. dunno where and how the ppl could see so fast lahx.. sri and cat got hungry so they left first in search of food and cuz cad still has to go to work.. haha.. me and sam got so depressed that we couldnt see anything.. haiz.. saddening.. then benson and his fren(dunno wads the name) came over to chat.. and i finally got to see the shooting star.. poor sam din catch it.. cuz i was looking at the sky and talking to benson at the same time and suddenly my eye caught it.. it was very fast and quick.. i was "eh eh sam" and its gone.. saw 2 of it crossing each other.. if this was the case i think i saw another extremely fast one too but that one i dunno if my eyes were playing tricks on me.. then his fren left.. benson stayed on to chat since he lives like so freaking near anyways.. haha.. nv see him since like 2003.. thats like 5+ years man.. haha.. good time catching up.. wanted to watch the sunrise, it rose lahx but you couldnt really see the actually sunrise unlike in redang.. ahaha.. so packed up around 6.30.. camwhored till 7++ and zhao-ed home.. slept all the way home in the bus.. super sleepy..

now i feel like sleepy but its too bright for me to sleep.. haiz.. supp to meet the bi and qian for body worlds later but mum is screaming at me.. ugh!! sickening..

2009-11-13T22:14:00.007+08:00

yesterday was a bad bad day.. woke up with the worst cramps ever.. felt like taking out my uterus and after it has its fill up cramping, i shall put it back in but obviously that isnt possible.. literally lazed around the entire day thanx to cramps.. haiz..

today was a good day.. went to jb in the morning cuz mum wanted to buy the deity statue that she broke.. mum bribed me with shopping once again.. it was raining like shit.. ugh.. i hate the rain!! then went shopping.. bought myself a bag!! like finally.. yay.. so happy.. oh end up mum din buy any statue cuz they didnt have the type that she broke(which small bro bought from india.. -.- ).. so came back to sg and headed to little india.. bought it at the famous shop there.. dad picked us up from little india.. 1/4 way home mum realised the statue was chipped so dad had to u-turn and go back to exchange for a new one.. haiz.. so troublesome..

the whole day mum was talking crap and i replied her crap too.. then she said "all of you talk exactly like ur father.. forever have something to talk back.. and is always nonsense".. sorry mum.. its the same blood if you din realise.. haha.. on the way back, mum was saying that dad should go for a makeover.. i was like "not body makeover but a mental one.. probably a anger management class" and mum was like agreeing with me.. then i told her "wait.. cannot.. like that the whole family have to go cuz we all have anger issues" and mum was like "no need.. dad go learn then come back and teach us.." and i am like "ya.. like zen us! hahaha" seriously crap the whole day man..

small bro kept calling cuz he was hungry and there was nothing to eat at home.. all of us were hungry too.. so we all at dinner the coffeeshop below my house.. i liked it.. we rarely sit as a family to dinner or wadever meal.. so i liked it.. sadly big bro wasnt there.. if not it would really be family dinner.. dad was in a good mood.. i dunno why but its good.. he kept bullying me and mum.. like on the highway i asked him "where does the eng neo exit lead to" he replied,(with a stupid face) "ahhh.. straight to the longkang" and i just stared at him.. like wad the... dad is crazy today.. mum asked him stuff and he replied stupid answers too.. really stupid answers i swear.. gosh.. if only everyday was like today my family would be sooooo peaceful and zen! haha

just saw this on andrea's blog and i love it so i koping it! hehe..

A teenager is a person who cant remember to walk the dog

but never forgets a phone number;

a weight watcher who goes on a diet by giving up candy bars before breakfast;

a youngster who receives her allowance on Monday,

spends it on Tuesday,

& borrows it from her best friend on Wednesday;
someone who can hear her favourite singer 3 blocks away

but not her mother calling from the next room;

a whiz who can operate the lastest computer without a lesson

but cant make a bed;

a student who spends 12 minutes studying history

& 12 hours studying for her driver's license;

an enthusiast who has the energy to bike 4 miles

but is usually too tired to dry the dishes;

a young woman who love the cat

& tolerates the brother;

a romantic who never falls in love more than once a week;

a buddy beauty who never smiles until her braces comes off

& and original thinker who is positive that her mother was never a teenager.

AWESOME!! i love it!! hhehe that pretty much sums up our teenage life!

i need a getaway!
<3

2009-11-11T19:42:00.004+08:00

ooooo.. uber long nv blog!!

before i start..

21 oct: HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY BIG BRO!!
23 oct: HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY THANYALAK!! im so sad i missed your call.. =((
11 nov: HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURANI!!

wad i did during my utterly boring first 4 weeks of hols is to go msia and come back.. ultra boring cuz nothing new except for the fact i have found out how to go to times berjaya sq!! woots!! thats all.. ohh and i got sunburnt in genting!!my first time getting sunburnt and its in GENTING!! everyone was amazed.. came back with an extremely painful skin.. that was peeling for days.. even during attachies, my frens were asking me cuz can see on neck and shoulder area.. ouchhh..

i sewed bro's birthday pressie.. and i like it.. hahaha.. ohh and bro left for africa on his birthday.. how suay.. thats the 2nd time in a row..

i drove subgroup for our outing!! yay!!! stupid bi dun wanna drive cuz she sae she diedie oso dun want to drive manual car even thou she is a manual license.. so yea.. farniest bit was we went to pump petrol without knowing what is the type of petrol yati's bro-in-law uses.. hahaha.. so had to call her sis to ask.. so damn farnie!! and so many other super farnie stuff.. hahaha.. makaned at arab street and seesha after that.. bi wanted to drink so i was excited cuz its been quite a while since i drank too.. then i realise i cant cuz i had to drive them all back.. sheesh!! but end up i got kope bi's hoegarden! muahaha.. abit only lahx.. enuf enuf to get me 1/4 drunk can.. haha..

sunday, met up for yc's farewell lunch at vivo and after that outing with jn, angie and boss.. met gnet on the bus too.. haha.. we went to settlers to have dinner and play some games.. haha.. fun fun fun! =DD

then attachies start.. ane first.. soso lahx.. only bad thing is the temp! so cold man!! the damned place is so freaking cold!! argh! but damn fun with josephine around.. cuz we crapped alot! haha..

dimsum and k-ok session after work on wed with poly besties! yay!! so long nv see them.. happy happy even thou damn shagged.. hehe..

supper with boss, vic and renshang after last day of ane at some prata place.. haha...

OT attachies SUX'D big time.. its freaking cold, the staff are cold and not nice AT ALL except for R1 SNs and surgeons.. they are pretty nice and very encouraging.. i scrubbed in on a case.. it was pretty crazy cuz end up i had to do everything since my scrub nurse went to become the surgeon's assistant.. good thing the another SN was guiding me and the surgeons were nice and very patient with me.. jo was worried cuz i din tok at all so when i was cleaning up she kept asking me if i was ok.. haha.. when i get nervous or wadever i just dun tok.. i will just nod to the instructions and do wad im supp to do.. total opp of the talkative me.. so yea.. she got pretty worried! haha.. thanx for all the encouragement girl!! love you many many! haha.. she has a goldie and she just bought a new goldie to mate!!!! ahhhh!! i have chopped for one of her future puppies already! hahaha..

attachies finally end.. i miss my OT attachment mates cuz we have a blast every break time or while waiting for CI.. we are a damn crazy bunch man.. hahaha.. awesome break times!

holidays officially start again lasting a whole month..

last sat finally met up with uma and sopna!! yayy!! so happy.. sopna belongs in the lost and found department! so had to find her lahx.. finally found her after 3 years.. haha.. went bowling and makan and chitchat session.. damn damn fun! hehe.. looking forward to our ion shopping session..

after that rushed down to cine to watch "love happens" with sher and ern.. soso lahx the movie.. nothing special to me.. dead tired by the time i reached home..

monday dinenr with sher and ern again.. the botak jones at depot road is FAINTS!! the portion is like twice that of the bukit batok one.. so if you have frens who are big eaters pls bring them to depot road botak jones!! felt like puking cuz its just wayyyy too much man.. and cuz i couldnt finish, we cleared the food the usual way by playing the guessing game! heh heh heh.. ern and sher could still eat waffles and cheesecake at secret recipe after that.. woahh..

today, movie date with qian, sam and kin.. "my gf's an agent" is an awesome awesome movie if you like comedy!! laugh from the beginning till the end of the movie.. so farnie lahx.. oh man.. i want to laugh.. ohh my stomach hurts! haha.. nice nice movie.. i really dun mind watching again man.. haha.. awesome awesome!! ohh b4 that i ate the mega mac spicy.. bad move.. its huge too.. good thing qian and sam ate my fries for me.. if not i would have puked again.. haha.. then walk walk.. and dinnered with kin b4 heading home..

how am i going to spend this holidays again???

glad you rmb the things i like..
glad you always make the first move..

2009-10-20T15:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY!! =DD

its been ten years since you have been gone but you are still in our hearts and minds! love you!! =DD

Woohoo

2009-10-16T07:38:00.000+08:00

Yay!! Im blogging using my hp in kl!! Can foresee my exploding hp bill!! =P

2009-10-12T23:09:00.003+08:00

long long week!

past few days were spent rotting at home, going to my relatives houses, outing with poly besties, outing with tracy, helping sher with housework and finally mum going to the hospital..

previous sunday was candice birthday so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDICE DEARIE! LOVE YOU! =DD

went bowling and pooling with poly besties on tuesday! damn farnie and crazy! haha.. most of them couldnt bowl except for me and sam and kin is damn fast learner.. haha.. when the girls why i was excited with bowling, they took revenge by pooling after that! hahaha.. damn it! now they noe i cant pool! but ok lahx.. alot of tyco and we really anyhow whack and play one! damn damn damn farnie.. hahaha.. makaned at bugis steamboat.. food wad not bad but we went home smelling like bbq cuz ours was half grill and half steamboat.. haha.. loadsa fun with them!! yay-ness.. then we started to stone for a moment so we did something damn stupid.. there were 6 of us.. so we msg ger.. "why you never come today ??" but the stupid part was each of us took one word and the last one took the "??" and sent to her.. hahahaha damn farnie! when she took so long to reply we msged like that again.. hahaha.. i noe we are damn lame can! but damn farnie! hha.. total craziness!

thursday, boss and vic wanetd to call me out but i was having one of my diarrhea attacks so din go.. haiz.. wad a time to have my diarrhea attack.. took diarrhea pills which resulted in constipation for the next 2 days! sians man!! and it was also yw bithday so here goes: HAPPY BIRTHDAY "BOB" CHOW YEW WAH! =D

friday supp to go bowling with bavi and tracy but din cuz mum was in her crazy mode again! and later in the afternoon she started having chest pain.. msg fafa for help cuz she is the cardiac expert.. mum calls her the "heart fren" which i told fafa and she put on her facebook status "has just labelled as -heart fren- by rosy's mum!!" muahahaha!! mum doesnt haven any symptoms except for chest pain.. so just brought her to sgh ane for ecg.. ecg all perfect.. but they wanetd to observe her for 8 hours.. so bros and i went back home around 2plusAM! mum spent the night msging me.. i din reply her after 4+am cuz i was busy sleeping! haha.. so she msged my big uncle instead and he called from canada just to chat with her! and she got a huge scolding and lecture from him! hahaha.. orhh-bi-quek!! cuz my uncle always tell er to go for health screenings but she dun listen and now she is in the hospital.. haha.. and she spent the night chatting with a old lady who was also in the observation room with her damned broken malay!! haha..

8+am big bro went to fetch mum while i and small bro were snoring! we couldnt wake up.. haha.. anyway the blood results were all perfectly fine so the dc gave mum outpt appt at heart centre to follow up.. thats all.. mum came home bouncing!! sher called.. was sleep talkign with her.. the moment i hang up mum burst into my room dragging me out of bed to go JB! seriously! i wonder if they gave her GTN or adrenaline for her chest pain! (they obviously gave her GTN and she bouncing away like they gave her adrenaline!) my mum is nuts! din go for candice's birthday lunch cuz wanted to monitor mum.. sorry girls!

went to jb.. she tempted me with RM50! rarr.. stupid thing was.. after buying her stuff, she said she was tired and wanted to go back home.. i got pissed cuz i haven even buy my stuff! rarr.. irritating! din meet up with the gang at nite as well.. haiz..

sunday, my very very very "NICE" neighbour aka seet wanyin attempted to crash into my room and scare me while i was sleeping only to find me sitting at my table using my lappy!! muahahaha! plan failed! haha.. hilarious man!

anyways, went to buy grocery at ten mile junction sheng shiong and i drove over! hehehe!! but i hate that damned place.. dad gave me 2 cashcards both of which have no money inside.. mum and i tot that maybe go there then can top up but that damned place doesnt have any topping area! shits man! got so frustrated.. mum managed to find a axs machine to top up the cash card.. total idiotic place! rarr!! drove home.. mum was amazed at my parking skills.. cuz she din believe i could do it.. ahaha.. but i still scared of parking so i only reverse park when there are empty slots on both sides cuz i scared i will hit the car..haha.. but when parking at ten mile junction, the carpark is so shitty and crowded and yeti managed to park properly so totally heng man! din wreck the cars beside me and din wreck my dad's car! hahah..

today.. went to makan and shop with tracy! sam supp to come too but she couldnt come last min.. went to so many places to find her bf(chester)'s fred perry cap.. but all 3 places dun have.. so end up bought same design but diff colour.. ahha.. quite fun thou! haha.. and and and.. we bumped into sinyi! it was damn farnie.. she was opening the door to get out of cine.. and when i saw that i was like "is that is that is that... " and tracy was like "huh wad wad wad!!" and suddenly sinyi turns and starts jumping and screaming and hugging us! muahahah!! damn hilarious man!! crazy catchin up for the next 5 mins and off we go.. haha.. she is doing nursing too!! in np thou! haha... hahaha.. crazy girl!

then met up with yw at bb to buy dinner for sher and ourselves and also her printer ink cartridge and headed to sher's house.. dinner was good and fun! the whole time was fun and farnie and we kept bursting into laughter! haha.. sher gave me the book! yayness! and also ern's souvenier from darwin! we get to choose wad we want! and i like the one that sher liked as well(which remind me i haven msg to thank him yet).. hahaha.. our taste are damn alike man.. fixed her printers and taught her how to iron and zhao-ed home.. we were literally giving her a crash course on housekeeping!! 5 mins after we left she msg to say that she almost caused an explosion! faints!! hahaha.. she ahh!

inbetween the days, i drove my cousin back home.. went to my grandma's house.. went to my auntie's house like twice and went to my uncle's house.. the only reason i even went is cuz dad said i could drive there!! muahahahaha! now my parents now how to tempt me already.. they want me to do something for them, they let me drive! heh heh heh!

cant wait to meet kin for dinner on wed! hehe..

leaving for msia on thurs evening and back on sunday.. me and mum leaving first and bro and dad will meet us there on sat morning.. reason being bro has an exam paper on friday.. dad wasnt happy that i and mum are spending 2 nights there whereas bro and him spend only 1 nite.. he keeps insisting on extending the stay.. i told mum that its still ridiculous and unfair cuz if he extends we still stay for 3 nites and ro and dad stay for 2 nites! there is still that one extra nite! hahaha.. dad is nuts! haha.. still no diff ah!

and finally, i want a paddington bear.. the original one from london!! not the one you can get from 711!! =PP hahaha

2009-10-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

fuck it ok! just fuck it cuz i cant take it any longer! there is a limit to everything and this is my limit! you have reached it! maxed it out! im not going be the girl i used to be anymore..

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there.. the line is drawn.. wad i do from now on is not ur fucking care!

2009-10-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

hehe.. im here to blog AGAIN! i noe i have been blogging alot lately cuz im so freaking bored at home! my 1st week of hols is coming to an end.. still got 3 more weeks.. im so freaking bored man.. spend my days reading my story books and going out with ppl..

today i went to westmall.. bought myself a hp! hehe.. a reward for myself for my exams and driving test! and mum finally bought cousin's presie after so much of travelling just for her present.. and that reminds me that i still owe sher her birthday present.. haven found anything nice and special yet lehx.. all the common and usual stuff..

then went over to ivory heights to meet the gang.. actually just supp to collect my memo card from sher then i zhao home.. but they were preparing to play bball! hehe.. so yay.. ball games with them is hilarious! cant stop laughing.. ern slipped and nearly fell first.. then was yc's turn.. when it started to drizzle more my sandle slipped as well.. stupid court.. sher nearly fell too.. the court is really too smooth! great game.. started to rain more so we zhao-ed.. i left first.. the rest went back to yc's house to wash up..

and now im bored at home.. just keep playing with my new hp.. but i want to let it charge fully first so im leaving it alone.. tv is boring me out.. nothing nice at all.. sians.. wanna watch drama online but lappy is sooo lag i have no patience for it to load.. so im stuck with my book.. ohh and sher bought me a book as a present cuz i passed my driving.. haha.. its the book i wanted to buy.. aha.. a fren like henry.. thanx sher!! =DD hehe..

i wanna head out and come back home really late like wee hours in the morning.. sians.. but sg is so boring.. other than mustafa and macs no where else is open till so late.. sians sians super sians..

driving is total awesome-ness!

2009-10-03T02:00:00.005+08:00

seriously, driving takes my mind off things.. alot of things..

went in search of cousin's bdae present all thanx to mum.. curse strawberry shortcake.. so little shops have that character.. cant she just like mickey mouse or something that is easier to get.. rarr.. so irritating.. so thanx to that we travelled to yishun and then to clementi.. wanted to get my P-plate for driving as well but seriously WTH! all the places are either too ex(the highest price was like $18.90 can!!!) or out of stock! i was so irritated lahx.. shits.. so i went to bpp to buy.. popular oso out of stock! so in the end i bought from ntuc for $13!! super ex for a stupid pair of plates..

dad wanted to go boon lay to settle some tour stuff so he allowed me drive over.. only me and him cuz i simply cant stand it if small bro tags along and start talking like a freaking expert when he is not even of age to take lessons.. so shit him.. bargained with dad alot just so that he doesnt tag along.. no mum too cuz i wun be able to drive in peace if mum and dad start having a row in the car.. i will go berserk man.. so it was just me and dad.. dad drove out of our carpark(which is rather narrow and he doesnt trust me that much yet since wad happen the last time we allowed me to drive into the carpark) and stopped just outside the carpark so i can take over.. and i got on the freakign highway all the way to boon lay! crap shit man.. nv been on the highway b4.. so many cars somemore.. but all was good and i even managed to park the car.. then after boonlay off to uncle's house in cck cuz dad needed to pass him something.. so once again cuz the traffic in the carpark was just crazy dad started off first and i took over outside the carpark again.. and off to cck.. my uncle and auntie were shocked when dad said that i drove over.. muahaha.. heyy.. dun look down on me ok.. so wad if i girl.. chey! so yay.. and i drove back home all the way too.. i even did a reverse parking better than dad! but without the poles i had to do correction like twice.. not bad lahx huh.. hahaha. and like my frens and family were shocked that i got 10 points.. like ppl! do i really look that incapable of driving or something! rarr!!

wanted to drive again after that but dad wants to sleep and big bro wants to use the car so sians.. anyway i can only use the car if bro or dad is around cuz im still not insured yet.. dad has to add in my name to the car insurance thingy and have to pay like 200 or 300 plus.. so im still under probation.. initially dad said 6 months but i bargained till 2 months.. hopefully we can go out more often so i can get more practice.. hehe..

ok.. crazy chatting with fizah now.. we are both high and its like 2.18 AM! hahaha.. and she just got reminded about my old house's master bedroom toilet.. yes i noe! toilet.. hahha.. thats cuz when my dad renovated the house b4 we moved in, the interior designer designed it in such a way that when you first look you will just see a WHOLE ROW of cupboards from wall to wall.. and you couldnt see the toilet.. haha.. so you will have to open the middle wardrobe door to see the actual toilet door which will lead to the toilet.. hahaha.. i think she is still fascinated by that.. but im not surprised cuz everyone who have been to my old house was surprised.. hahaha..

shall chat with her abit more b4 i head to bed.. haha.. =D

the way you hurt me, no one else can ever do it..

2009-10-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

well, life hasnt been a bed roses for me despite all the good stuff that has happened! thanx wei2 for being there and being insistent till i bore my heart out.. thanx girl, alot alot alot.. im not someone who says out loud that im sad or wadever.. i dun like to worry my frens so i usually keep it all in, blog it out or cry it out.. but today was different.. i did not have the time to blog it out as i was rushing for time.. and that resulted in me crying in the bus on the way to meet ern, and sher and weiwei instead.. tried to stop cuz it was so embarrassing to be crying in the bus but i couldnt stop.. stop for like 30 secs and like a tap it ran again.. finally stopped when i met the gang.. but started again when was toking to wei2.. and started again on the bus home.. shits man.. i hate this feeling.. felt so vulnerable.. this is not the usual me and i hate it.. i want to be happy and give a heck to everything.. im not the kind of person who analyses stuff and break them into pieces and solve the problem.. im a heck care person.. so long as im happy, im happy.. and thats all that matters.. wad im saying doesnt even make sense to me.. wth! ok anyways.. wadever.. i hate my temper, my hot headness, the way i get angry so easily.. but i guess i got that from my parents.. wad a gene to get from them.. the temper gene..

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anyways.. attachments ended last friday.. have been either stoning at home or going out with frens..

sunday went to wcp for fun with the gang.. captain's ball was just crazy!! hahaha.. my team was hilarious thou! the way we played just makes me roll with laughter! haaha. after that went for dinner.. and movie at jp! the most boring movie EVER!!! inglorious basterds.. for those who haven watch, i suggest DUN WATCH! it was so boring i couldnt even sleep in the theatre man.. faints.. the only one who found the movie nice was yw! well.. wad can i say.. hahaha..

monday, celebrated sher's birthday at ion.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAM JIALIN SHERRYN! oh man the stress and once again my temper got the better of me and im sorry sher for that.. i didnt mean to be like that on ur birthday... i wanted to make ur birthday rite but im not that good a planner, and you noe that.. haha.. and i bought a book at borders.. the book hat i have always wanted to buy! SO NICE!!! i dun regret buying the book at all..

today was my driving test.. was nervous like crap.. made new frens.. we were chatting b4 the test and after the test.. us.. we quickly formed group of 5.. we dun even noe each other's names.. haha.. just like that.. haha.. the girls are really nice.. sadly 2 of them failed.. its ok girls! jiayou!! you can do it! i was lucky cuz i got a pretty nice tester.. he is very nice actually.. and he even bullied me.. i tot i failed cuz he tsk-ed tsk-ed at me when i had to sudden brake cuz this stupid idiot dashed in front of the road INFRONT OF ME!! shit him! and after a while my tester told me to head back to bbdc without even doing my uturn.. and i was thinking thats it man.. prepare another $300 for revision practice sessions and another tp test date.. then he came after printing my report and after talking about my mistakes, he told me "so.. you will have to come back again" and i was like crap.. then when he turned to sign the report i saw the pass and almost wanted to kill my tester! just plopped myself on the table and very loudly "TCHER!!!!" and he began laughing at me non stop!!! rarr!! i cant believed i got bullied by my tester man! rarrr.. but he is a really nice person! ahahhaa.. so yay! the other girls din get a nice tcher at all.. and they all sounded so fierce unlike mine! hehe.. im a very lucky person..

after test went out with mum..makan-ed.. totally no appetite.. sians.. nothing appealing to eat.. shopping! hehe.. i bought "my sister's keeper"! YAY!! i finally bought it.. felt guilty cuz i wanted to buy only one book a month but in less than 3 days i just bought another one.. but i dun care.. i spend so much on my driving i deserve this at least.. plus it discounted cuz of pop student card.. borders sell it for 20.99.. popular after discount is like $13.70! glad i didnt buy at borders.. hehe.. mum was shocked at the discount! hahaha.. then did more shopping and i bumped into bavani( not bavi but bavi's best poly friend called bavani! hahaha) in woodlands.. haha.. nice seeing her.. then headed home.. and left soon after to meet the gang..

today is also ern's birthday.. he surprised us instead.. haha.. even my mum said that! hahah.. makan-ed at ikea.. i wasnt in a good mood and i din have the appetite so i bought cake for dessert instead.. i was starving but i had no appetite and nothing looked appealing to me.. plus the stupid ikea got their labels wrong so i got the wrong cake.. but it was yummy too except for the fact that it was TOOOOO sweet.. and yc and yw came with cake for ern.. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~! haha.. more cake.. im dying cuz of the sweetness.. but weirdly i still felt very very very sleepy.. tok about sugar rush man! =.=! haha.. then off for home.. damn shagged.. its been such a long day today.. im tired.. very very very tired.. and sleepy.. haven been sleeping properly for the past few days.. haiz.. wads happening to me.. this is not me! i need my beauty sleep!

grreat.. mum wants to go chinatown to buy pressie for cousin tmr.. of all places chinatown.. i have been passing by there for 4 weeks and NOW she wants to go there.. dear mum.. do you have to torture me like that??!! rarr.. so i bargained with her.. im going to sleep till 11 tmr.. most prob later.. but too bad.. hehe..

i went to see hp this afternoon but none of the hp appeal to me.. haiz.. i want a new hp but nothing nice to me.. saddening.. the ones i like are just tooooo ex! rarr.. mum was complaining that the things i like are always ex.. im sorry man.. but i like as it is.. i see the item and like it first b4 i look at the price tag that comes along with it.. haha.. ahh wellllll..

i want my rewards!!! =DD

23 sept 2009: you make me hate you...

2009-09-13T19:14:00.012+08:00

home is where the heart is, NOT! for home is hell.. everyday after a long day at work, i hope to come home to some peace and quiet where i can sleep soundly and not be interrupted while im deep in lala land.. but no.. that doesnt happen in my house.. often, when i enter my house im greeted by shouting and screaming then is not targetted at me till she sees that im home and then like an alarm she goes on and on and on at me, nv ending.. wad did i do to deserve that i dunno.. save me from hell someone!

today was no different..

you make me hate you.. i hate coming home.. i was in such a good mood today cuz of my results and cuz of some stuff that happened at work.. but no.. you just had to destroy my happiness the moment i stepped into a hell hole called home.. and out goes my happiness and my wanting to share the good news.. thanx.. just thanx.. my wanting to share my happiness of getting a distinction for one of modules just flew out the window and crushed into a million pieces.. yes.. a distinction! finally.. a well deserved distinction for an unexpected module.. my first ever distinction in poly.. thanx.. so much for the -pat in the back-, "wow.. well done!" that i was looking forward to.. so much for all that hope i had in me.. and now im sitting here blogging out all this hoping you wouldnt barge into my room and see me crying.. wadever i do will nv seem right and good for you.. you will nv see me the way others see me.. cuz in your eyes you only have him.. him who makes the most mistakes yet you dun hate him the way you do to me.. the way you are proud of big bro, you will nv be like that to me, cuz im nothing to you.. wad am i hoping for?? to be treated better perhaps.. yet, among all of us, i can say that i treat you the best.. happiness in our family is short lived.. extremely short lived..

and bro, you can see this and comment and laugh about it and ridicule me at home, but you noe wad, i dun give a f***! and yes, you saw that rite! and once again, i dun care cuz its my blog! oh.. and btw, as a reply to your comment about me this afternoon, "she doesnt even want to be a nurse wad" or something along those lines.. its not i dun want to be.. every job has its pros and cons.. wad i have been highlighting were just the cons.. so just maybe you can shut the hell up and MYOB!

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past few days of work have been good.. except the fact that there are really irritating patients who finally get discharged and come back again just to torture nurses.. and one stupid SIP student(medical student) with the bloody irritating power ranger ringtone who tell me to take the wrong thing make me look stupid infront of the doctor.. and plus he din even own up that its his fault! urgh!!

today was pretty good.. tot it was going to be a bad day cuz of the witch.. but witch was nice today.. must the raya holiday make her mood better.. sadly, one of my long term pt is off for hospice care so he went back today.. im going to miss feeding him.. haha.. poor thing annie wasnt there to sae bye to him cuz she is sooo gonna miss him too.. one of my pt hates my en.. this is how the convo went:

pt: why you obey her?

me: obey who?

pt: that one(referring to my en)

me: cuz im a student and she is a staff here..

pt: but no.. you shouldnt obey her.. she is not clever..

me: no.. she is clever.. if not why the hospital hire her??

pt: no.. dun obey her.. you are more clever( at which point i was already =.=!).. you shouldnt obey her..

me: but im a student.. i have to help her to do stuff if she needs me for help..

pt: no.. you shouldnt obey her.. i noe you only student but you more clever than her.. you good.. i noe.. she only everytime order you and ask you to do things.. she move her mouth only..

and im like.. 'ok.. this convo is going nowhere! uncle, hurry change ur diapers lahx!" but in fact this is true.. my en always push all the work to me when i could have been serving meds or writing my report or doing my changes.. even my pt could see it.. haiz.. nvm.. 2 more days..

results day today.. me kin and shuya were like waiting patiently for school to send us our results via sms at 8am.. but i bet got traffic jam cuz they have to send like so many students cuz the whole SHS gets the results today.. by 9++ we couldnt take it already.. so we used ward computer(obviously when its not that busy and with the permission of the staff) to check our results! was scanning through for any Fs.. but none.. my eyes stopped at "DIST" and i was like "huh...." and i dun believe yet so i scrolled down the see the abbrievation.. "distinction" woahhhhh!! i was on cloud nine or maybe even higher! hehe.. my first ever distinction.. for nursing lab(aka skills) module.. the module that my non-nursing frens noes how much i stressed over cuz if fail cant go for attachment.. i was truly amazed cuz i nv expect it at all considering the fact that for my theory paper saq it was like cut and paste and vomit out one.. so yay! well done rosh! and i passed all my modules.. mostly Cs and C+ with one B+ for fyp and one D+ for AN5.. heck to AN5 man! haha.. only shitty thing is C+ for previous attachment.. all thanx to my stupid CI who obly appeared for like 2-3 times for that 15 days.. and she gave me a C+! wth! seriously.. how can you judge a student's skill when you only see the student for 3 days???!! rarr.. so despite my distinction, my gpa only increased my 0.08 cuz of all my Cs.. haiz.. nvm.. at least it did go up and that distinction makes my transcript look so nice! hahah.. and well done to all my frens who passed and did well too!!! =DD

may chia(tcher as we call her) is damn nice! she gave us a sticker for our learning guide book.. i wanted to ambulance sticker but dun have.. haha.. kin has one of it.. dunno who take the other one.. so i took the first aid kit one.. hehe.. and end up everyone changed to morning shift on our last day thanx to her and sister tan! yay-ness!! tcher scared me last friday.. she was like" so roshini.. how are you today.." but got black face.. then she was like "but.. your behaviour is very bad today.." and i was shocked and was trying to rack through my brain to think wad had i done.. and she was like -whips out a photo of her doggie- "you see.." and thats when i rmb.. i totally forgot to bring duchess pics to show her.. haha.. she wanted to share doggie pics with me and kin.. haha.. yes i noe! my tcher very high! hahah.. so end up i showed her pics of duchess i have in my hp cuz i forgot to bring pics.. hahaha.. scare me man.. tot i do something wrong.. haha..

cant wait for attachments to be over and hols to be here.. i so dun want to stay at home man..

blogged on 19 sept but blogger still shows 13 sept! Rarr!

2009-09-13T19:14:00.004+08:00

One more week to end of attachments means holidays are just getting that wee bit closer! yay!

attachments have ok so far except for the witch and some really shitass patients who are out there to suck ur life! for god's sake, dun keep asking for milo and biscuits every 2 hours and then complain that your hypocount is 19.9! you have urself to blame! god! sometimes i dunno if im suited for this profession.. sometimes i really feel like crap at the way patients treat nurses! i freaking hate patients who treat you as if you are their personal nurse! hello mr! sometimes im not up to decide.. if the hospital set that 2 visitor rule, you jolly well stick to it.. dun bullshit that got one old lady waiting below to visit you.. if she is really that old and frail then ask her dun come to the hospital.. wait till you are discharged then visit you at home! gosh.. urgh!! and i feel like killing the inventor of callbells! im not even a full fledged nure yet and im feeling all this.. crap man.. wad am i going to do for the next 3 years??

anyways, tuesday went to find sher for dinner.. haha..

wednesday, ate dessert after work with kin.. yummy!! we should go there again! hehe!

today which is saturday, met sher, yw, yc for dinner at imm and shopped at daiso for stuff.. then headed back to ivory heights to play table tennis! muahahaha!! one word: HILARIOUS! hahaha crazy time laughing.. yc was like fed up and damn bored cuz all we did was pick balls! hahahaha.. so after a whole load of crapping we sat down at the table and chatted till weiwei came back.. then we chatted till time for my last bus.. walked to the bus stop with yw cuz sher's dad was fetching her.. yc joined back soon after cuz the guys were going for supper and they waited with me till my bus come.. but sher called to sae that her dad was sending me home.. hehe.. thanx uncle! and while waiting the guys drove me nuts with all their nonsense! roughly it revolved around them being my guards(for that one night only can!) and about some parental stuff!! hahaha.. couldnt stop laughing cuz it was so hilarious!! gosh.. yw and yc=nonsense!! wanted to tell sher but her dad was in the car so not convenient! should tell her tmr! hahaha.. thinking about it now still makes me want to laugh man!

tmr aka sunday! meeting wei to go ikea tmr to get some stuff.. enting and sher might be coming too! hehe..

monday, tennis at sher's house! seriously.. i can predict that yc gonna get fedup like today but this time round only with me cuz im going to make him pick balls! muahaha.. i have never played tennis in my life b4 whereas the rest ALWAYS play tennis! im going to embarras myself on monday!

oh and the other day sher and i were chatting and this is wad we came up with for our future.. next time sher will become a doctor and me obviously the nurse and we will open a clinic and the shareholders of the clinic who will also be working for the clinic is as follows:

sher: doctor
rosh: nurse
wei2: banking executive
ernest: accountant
yinchai: the one who manages the econs part of it(which is i dunno wad.. maybe study the market value??)
yew wah: IT tech

cool ehhh.. hahahaa.. told the guys just now and they were all WTH! hahahahaha.. faints!

im crapping alot cuz im in a good mood.. hahaha..

OH YA!

17 sept: HAPPy 19th BIRTHDAY SEET WANYIN AKA my beloved neighbour!!
19 sept: HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY CHOO SOO BIN!!

love you many many!

back to drama-ing

missing you girls!!

2009-09-13T19:14:00.002+08:00

great! just fucking great! ARGH!

i want to get a new hp!

2009-09-13T19:14:00.000+08:00

alrights! shall blog while waiting for dinner to be done!

2 weeks of attachment is over.. left 2 more weeks! i can survive! my ahpek patients are very cute except for some irritating ones who just get on ur nerves by giving you trouble at the most inappropriate timings.. other than that its cool.. i OT-ed on friday! irritating! supp to end at 3 but i left only at 4 cuz i needed to do discharge for patient and the damned doctor took so long to do the hidc! had to call him like wad 4 times to get him to hurry come and do the hidc so that patient can go home!! and finally he sent his intern up to do not him! irritating doctor!!

so that caused me to be late for 4d mini gathering plus fe's advance b-dae celebration @ ion's watami restaurant.. supp to meet at 6.30 but i only reached ion at 7.. lucky still got caroline who was later then me so heng ah! haha.. she only reach at 7.30! there was only 8 of us(me, benny, fedora, kellie, belinda, bea ng, caroline and clarene[4b]).. had so much laughter and fun! joke of the day was benny.. there was this group of ppl sitting next to us but we couldnt see them cuz the chairs were high and we can only hear them.. then the guy said in chinese "i lost 10 kg in 3 months" and benny took a while to processand translate that in eng and when she finally realised wad he said she exclaimed out loud, "WAD??!! 10 kg in 3 months!! thats crazy man!!" and almost immediately we ALL burst into laughter cuz that was wayyyyy too late! super hilarious.. wad the girls din hear which i later them was that the guy responded back "i heard that!" muahahahahahah!! we almost died laughing.. and they were so irritated with us that they "shhhh"-ed us and even poped their head to see us.. stupid ppl.. the louder and talk and laugh the louder they were oso.. it was like a competition man.. but come on.. how can they beat a bunch of 8 convent girls man! hahaha.. damn hilarious.. bea when crazy and kept laughing super loudly! hahaha.. total craziness.. fe made her own birthday cake.. haha.. and i and bea were like "ehh.. that looks familiar!" hahaha.. cuz in sec4 she and her mum made the same cake for our class to thank us for caring for her when she broke her leg.. haha.. no wonder it looks so familiar! haha.. nice cake.. bel doesnt like cheese so she only ate the strawberry jelly part.. haha.. it was great to catch up with the girls and all that gossip.. haha.. must meet up soon again! half the girls including me went home while the rest went to chill at clarke quay.. the nite ended with a pretty saddening news and all im hoping for is that my fren is fine and well..

saturday.. slept in.. woke up at 12++.. stoned watched my drama, read my awesome book, slept again.. and repeated the pattern till about 6.. dragged myself outta bed to bath and meet sher and weiwei.. sher was 35 mins late.. haiz.. dinner was good.. headed back to wei's house for dessert! her mum is a great cook! hehe.. played piano.. i learnt a new song and hopefully i will remember! hahah.. then chilled and stoned and wei straightened my hair which didnt last very long.. yc finally booked out so he went home to wash up b4 coming down(literally.. cuz they live in the same block)to join us.. we ate mint ice cream cake and new york cheesecake that her mum made! nice-ness man! her mum is damn pro! haha.. then we chilled and stoned more.. away goes the sandfly rashes and in comes mosquito bite/hives like thingy for yc.. he is so prone to all these.. gosh..

around 10+, i didnt feel like going home.. wei suggested overnighting at her house and thats we did eventually! hahaha.. enping came over too at like 12.20AM(he lives in the same block too!)the guys were going crazy over soccer.. so we ended up heading to yc's plae to watch soccer.. after soccer, sher me and wei went back to wei's house to sleep.. haha.. did wei's nails while sher was doing her thing.. then they went to bed at 3.45 but i was watching drama! hahaha.. i only went to bed at 5.45AM! woke up at 7.50 cuz sher needed to go for church so i decided to leave oso since wei was going out soon as well.. haha.. went home.. bought breakfast.. ate breakfast.. watched a bit of drama.. read abit of my book and zonked out.. woke up at 1+ again.. the routine starts again.. drama, read book, lunch, drama, read book.. finally finished my book! my book is damn freaking awesome! super interesting.. its called "chasing daisy" by paige toon.. its about f1 racing and other stuff.. got me hooked! haha..

kin is taking driving lessons too!! yay!! hehe.. she called to ask me about it and fendy was like "oklah oklah.. finish already not.. dun disturb me and kinlai patoh!" can i faint! hahahaha.. kin, if you see this show or tell fendy..: too bad lor! kinlai prefers to talk to me instead of patoh-ing with you! muahahahah!

ok im lame i noe! hahaha.. cant wait to see kin at work tmr! hehe

and i need to change my last day of work to morning shift cuz im having installation in the evening!!! marco, pls change with me!!! shuya oso needs to change to morning cuz her flight back home to china is at 7pm! gosh.. if no one can change and tcher allows us to just do morning on the last day will mean that there will be 5 ppl in the morning and only 2 in the afternoon.. should just tell tcher to change everyone to morning since its the last day and only got 7 of us.. haha..

ok.. off for dinner!

-not going to post any pics anytime soon till i get my lappy back- haiz

ern's farewell

2009-09-06T16:16:00.003+08:00

HSE is over! 2 days of travelling around is over and im heading back to ward tmr! gosh.. hating ward seriously!! during my shift im the only student whereas marco gets 2 yr1s!! no fair! they should put one yr1 in my shift so that it evens out and i wun be so busy! rarr! heck!

bro went for his broken arm check up on friday.. his doc got so pissed cuz there was no fracture in the first place but the ED doc ordered a backslab for him.. apparently all he had was tissue perfusion(all that swelling).. stupid doc!

anyways.. saturday was a fun fun fun fun fun fun day! hehe.. went to ubin with the gang plus jeremy as farewell for ern! damn fun! hahaha.. met up 10++ headed to changi village for lunch cuz ern wanted his nasi lemak.. seriously the guys got damn alot of patience.. they queued for so long for their nasi lemak.. me and sher no patience so we bought other food.. haha..

then headed to ubin.. cycling was damn tiring.. nv cycle for super long.. last time i cycled was with wanyin b4 school even started i think so thats prob in march.. gosh.. my legs are all aching like crazy now.. the guys are all damn accident prone esp yc.. he fell on the obstacle thing and according to sher his fall was pretty scary.. got a cut on his right shin and was bleeding non-stop.. jeremy is a medic so we were trying to get the bleeding to stop and stuff.. then after that ern's left toenail flipped when he lost control of the paddle and his foot hit the tyre.. gosh!! and when we tot all was fine, jeremy fell from his bike.. good thing he wasnt injured thou.. faints man.. haha.. but it was still all fun and stuff.. all the adrenaline rush from coming down the steep slope and the crazy blue trail where you could hear sher's sudden scream! hahaha.. ohoh, and yc's tyre got punctured and he rode it all the way like that.. imagine the effort and strength to ride a punctured tyre bicycle.. haha.. funfunfun!

after that we went back to tampines mall to "wash up" and spam our deodorant and change our shirts cuz we stank so badly! haha.. and off to bugis for steamboat.. jeremy went off and yw joined.. steamboat was good and not bad.. yw left early cuz he wasnt feeling well.. should bring poly besties there one day.. haha.. then we stoned at starbucks till 11++ b4 heading home! glad every one had fun man esp ern cuz as wad sher said, its his day today! hehe..

poly besties!!! i miss you!!! =((
i miss bibi..
i miss qiann..
i miss ester jie..
i miss ger cheong..
i miss sammie..
and i miss kin too even thou i see her at work everyday! haha
lets meet up soon k!!
and of cuz i miss my subgroup!! subgroup1, IMY!!
and my other poly frens!

i cant wait to meet my sec school frens this coming friday! yay! hehe.. super long nv see them..

24 hours a day is not enuf.. in a blink of an eye, we have grown up.. thats so fast.. b4 we noe it, we all have been frens for so long.. wow.. time does seem to pass very quickly.. cherish every moment! =DD

random: so many things to sae, but im afraid it will sound all wrong.. im one who is not good with words.. often, wad i sae and wad i mean is totally diff and i dunno how to sae wad i mean.. man, that frustration is ARGH!!

3 days of attachments and im tired already

2009-09-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

3 days of holidays.. went out everyday! yay! haha..

saturday, went to watch movie with petrina and annie(so long nv see them!!!) and 2 of annie's frens from work.. we watched the proposal! hell of a good movie man.. very light-hearted movie with loads of farnie bits! hahaha.. very nice to watch.. there was a couple sitting beside me and the girl was laughing away like crazy and almost every single thing and the BF just went like "very farnie mehx?? laugh till like that" ermm.. hello, its a chick flick so if you dun like, the exit is on ur right but too bad you have to sit thru this movie cuz ur gf likes it!

sunday, supp to meet sher and gang but stupid small bro broke his arm AGAIN so had to accompany him and mum to the hospital.. damn stupid.. the next day then tell us when we found out that his arm swelled up! went to kkh.. xray done.. fracture at his elbow joint.. stupid fella.. was telling mum that maybe we can consider getting bro an amour for his birthday! seriously man! he just broke his right arm last year and he is still under rehab and physio for that arm and now he broke his left arm for the 2nd time.. mum even requested for the same doctor who treated his right arm to facilitate appts! -faints-

monday.. start of attachies.. damn sian.. i was so tired of doing NOTHING! seriously.. gosh..

tuesday.. not bad.. still quite boring but was entertained cuz the staff are quite nice and friendly.. after that rushed for driving lesson.. heh heh heh! driving was shiok.. only one screwed part was driving on the slope in the circuit.. i kept going backwards when i could actually go forward on the mainroad and the slope was even steeper man.. even the extra driving instructor who supervises the slope area was like "jiayou jiayou!" oh faints! so embarrassing.. then after like 5 tries me and my instructor realise the problem! i was starting off with 2nd gear when it should actually be the 1st gear! omg man!! felt like a freaking failure! gosh.. but ok lahx.. everything else was good! haha.. home after that.. din feel tired then but the moment i hit home my bed was calling me! hahaha

wednesday, work as usual.. today was good.. i did 2 wound dressings(damn simple wound dressing!) and served medications for 5 patients and also one mixtard! yay! shit thng was i dunno my drugs! lucky got my drug guide that mr neo gave us in yr1 but not very helpful cuz still dun have a couple of drugs..

one thing i hate like crazy is... there is just too many nurses living in my area! every morning when i head to the bus stop there is already like 8 SNs waiting for the bus plus a couple of NP students and theres me, and today got something new, got ite student! so like WTH! so many nurses in my area.. and sometimes when i go home i always see this SSN in my area oso! gosh.. im not complaining that my area got alot of nurses.. just that have to "fight" for the bus cuz everyone needs to get to work on time! not to mention all the crazy aunties who nudge you in the boobs or stomach so that they can get in front of you and snatch a seat.. once again i stood on the bus and i was falling asleep while standing.. when i woke up, i saw on SN staring at me.. hello, woman.. tired cannot isit! its freaking 6am man!

then on the way home another crazy thing happened.. i was sleeping in the bus.. as usual.. then got one guy sit beside me.. i cont sleeping.. then come near to far east, the guy got off and a woman wanetd to sit next to me but she noticed my uniform.. so she sat in such a way that only half her butt is on the seat! damn stupid man! seriously! and she was covering her nose and mouth.. HELLOO!!! just because i work in a hospital means im carrying germs around! i do take my precautionary measures and do my handwashing properly ok!!! and for the record, i dun have h1n1 nor do i work in a ward with contagious diseases! seriously! i tot the days of discriminating nurses were long over since the sars days.. and as usual, sgporeans nv learn.. if you are that paranoid, wear a mask.. or better still, dun go anywhere.. stay at home till you die! how about that.. stupid evil woman.. and the bus was filled with alot of SNs going home as well so the woman was like staring at every single one of us!! felt like hugging her and spreading all my potential germs to her.. thats it man.. she will freak out and really nv leave her house.. prob even admit herself at ttsh-cdc and nv leave that place at all! that will be the best!!

ok.. im done ranting.. haha.. found a pretty nice survey on facebook done my adeline so i gonna kope it.. hehe..

ROAD TRIP TIME-----pick the first 5 people that come to mind (for me gonna pick 8 in total)
1. me!
2. bizhen
3. kinlai
4. germaine
5. sammie
6. jiaqiann
7. ester jie
8. wanyin

Where are you guys headed for?
~jap/korea/europe??

YOU RENT A VAN
where is everyone sitting and who is driving?
Driver- bi
passenger- me( bi and i will have to take turns to drive!)
backseat- the girls can fight it out!
very back - the girls can fight it out! haha

Who brought the most luggage?
~me, bi and kin

who came with no luggage at all?
~everybody brings luggage lahx! haha

who got car sick?
~me! i got motion sickness!

who makes you pull over so they can go pee in the woods?
~KIN!!! HAHAHAHA

who is throwing things out the window?
~nobody.. cuz they will sure kenna whack from me for littering and from ger for not recycling! haha

who is trying to keep order in the van?
~ester jie! esp when we get too noisy! haha

who is on their cell phone the whole time?
~ qiann and ester! haha

LUNCHTIME
You stop for lunch, where at?
~somewhere with good food recommended by our food guide chew kinlai!

who orders the most?
~all of us.. if its buffet.. haha

who spills their pop in the van?
~i dunno..

who forgets their food under the seat and causes an ant problem?
~germaine! hahaha

AT THE MOTEL
you rent 2 rooms, each have 2 double beds but only one has an extra cot.
where does everyone sleep?
Room 1: all of us will just rush in and kope one of the bed.. just nice got 8beds for us
Room 2:
Cot -
floor-

IN THE MORNING
who complaines that the bagels are moldy?
~me!!

who is awake first?
~me!!

what did you do last night?
~play drinking games and get drunk! hahaha

YOU GO TO AN AMUSEMENT PARK
who goes on the rollercoaster 37 times in a row?
~sammie?? haha

who throws up on someone elses lap? whos lap was it?
~germaine on her dear twinny's(kin) lap..

who goes straight to the snack bar and gets a large popcorn, some cotton candy, an order of fries, 2 hotdogs, 2 bottle of pop, and mcdonalds:
~CHEW KIN LAI!! hehe

BACK AT THE MOTEL
who wants to get drunk?
~qian, ester, bi, sammie and me! haha

who goes right to sleep?
~germaine

whos making out?
~ermm.. all girls.. that will be so wrong!

whos building a fort?
~germaine? in her sleep maybe! haha

THE NEXT MORNING/GOING HOME
who sleeps the whole way home?
~everyone but me and bi...

who blasts music?
~all of us! then we go high singing away!! hehehe

YAYY!!! this makes me wanna go on a road trip! hahaha

next quiz!

1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
`STOP DROP ROLL!! hahaha

2.Your best friend tells you she's pregnant. What is your reaction?
`errmm.. who is the father?

3.When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
`a while ago!

4. Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
`damien

5. Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
`i forgot wad name i like! haha

6. What are you craving right now?
`dinner!

7. What was the last thing you cried about?
`ehh.. forgot already..

8. When you buy something and your change is a penny, do you keep it?
`yea

9. What color is your tissue box?
`no tissue box.. only tissue packet!

10. Is there a ceiling fan in your room & if so does it have dust on it?
`no ceiling fan only wall fan and yes got dust!

11. What is the last voice mail you received about?
`no voicemail

12. Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
`nightmares!

13.Have you ever had a garage sale?
`nope.

14. What is the last beverage you had?
`tap water.

15. Are you happy right now?right now?
`no.. im tired and there is so many qs missing!

16. Who came over last?
`sher and weiwei

17. Do you drink energy drinks?
`no..

18. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
`yea! its a family joke! haha

19. Dark or light jeans?
`dark!

20. What was the last movie you watched at home?
`my dramas more like it.

21. What is in your pocket?
`no pocket in my shorts!

25. When is your birthday?
`22041990

26.What are you going to do after this?
`sleep!

27. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
`mum and bro.. but din buy anything

28. What about your favorite dessert?
`ice cream!!

29. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
`nope..

30. Do you like pickles?
`soso..

31. Is someone in love with you?
`i dunno..

32. What color is your couch?
`cream white..

33. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
`when i was a kid at genting swimming pool there was this girl who looks exactly like me.. our mums mixed us up!

34. Does someone like you right now?
`i dunno..

35. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
`nope..

36. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
`angie

37. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
`6 or 7 i think..

38. Do you swear at your parents?
`when im pissed!

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
`i dunno..

40. What is the last thing you spent money on?
`my tuna sandwich from delifrance at 3pm..

41. Name one thing no one can ever change your mind about?.
`how irritating and annoying some ppl can be..

42. What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it?
`no idea..

43. Crunchy or Puffy Cheeto'snone.
`crunchy!

44. Have you ever blocked someone from facebook?
`yes

45. Who was it?
`my bro.. haha.

46. Do you wear a name tag at work/school?
`yes.. to work..

47. What color is your iPod?
`PURPLE!!

48. What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
`only got one keychain on my key..

49. What were you doing at midnight last night?
`sleeping..

52. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
`i dun think so.. that a huge age gap..

53. What were you doing at 1am this morning?
`sleeping..

54. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
`i dunno. hope not..

55. Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
`yea.. =)

56. Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
`no ex.. but if piss me off maybe.. hahah

57. What's with you and the last person you kissed?
`vic.. she is my senior! hahaha it was her birthday kiss!

58. Have you ever had your heart broken? If so how many times? How did it feel?
`nope..

59. What time did you wake up this morning?
`5.00AM!

60. What's on your bed right now?
`my bunch of softies, bolsters, pillows, blanket and my doggie

61. Are you someone who worries too often?
`maybe.. depends oso..

62. Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?.
`in an aircon room with cosy bed and warm comforter!

64. What color is your hair?
`black

65. Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
`dunno..

66. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
`out with my frens..

67. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
`nope.. unless you count parents and grandparents when young..

68. Are you wasting your time on someone?
`dunno..

69. Are you excited about anything today?
`yea.. heading to bed!

70. On average, when do you cry the most?
`once a month?

71. What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
`wow so many ppl. my ward got 12 students. not use to them calling me staff nurse. haha. like so weird sia. you tml wad shift?

73. Who are 5 people your last texts are from?
`angie, boss, sherryn, peishan and kinlai

74. Do you currently have a hickey?
`no

75. Last person you texted?
`angie

76. Miss anyone?
`my frens..

77. Have you ever skipped class?
`in poly yes..

78. What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
`cant rmb..

79. How many people are you texting?
`currently.. only msn-ing with sher and puayseng..

80. Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
`yea!

81. Where was the last place you went?
`work!

82. Let's be honest, have you ever been played by someone?
`huh?

83. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a M?
`no..

84. Who is the last person that called you and what did they say?
`fujitsu guy! regarding my lappy..

85. Do you trust all your friends?
`mostly..

86. Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
`nope.. weed yes.. hahhaa

87. Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
`nope but have to no choice..

88. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
`something natural..

89. Do you dance in the car?
`no..

90. Do you always answer your phone?
`at times.. some times its on silent so i dun hear it..

91. Would you like to be in a relationship right now?
`hmmm..

92. Who's hoodie did you wear last?
`my own..

93. Do you sleep on your tummy?
`yea..

94. Is love really a beautiful thing?
`yea..

95. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
`i dunno.

96. Are you in a good mood right now?
`soso..

97. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
`girl yea.. guy.. he think he noes but he actually doesnt..

98. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
`no ex..

99. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
`dunno..

100. How many people on your friends list have you slept in the same bed with?
`qiann, eve, usha, weiwei(on the floor in sher's room! haha) cant rmb already.. haha

101. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
`no..

102. What are you listening to?
`nothing

103. Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
`duh!

104. When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
`cant rmb..

105. Can you touch your toes?
`duh! stretch ur arms lahx!

106. Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
`no..

107. What were you doing at midnight last night?
`sleeping

108. What's your favorite season?
`i like the transition period..

109. Last thing you ate/drank?
`tuna sandwich and tap water..

110. How many siblings do you have?
`2.. one younger bro and one older bro..

111. Needles aren't so horrible?
`im a a student and im saying that YES IT IS!!!

112. What time did you go to bed last night?
`10++

113. Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
`no...

115. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
`tap water..

116. Are you scared of spiders?.
`depends..

117. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
`dunno..

118. Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
`south china sea!!! woohoo!! time of my life!

119. Last person you drove with in a car?
`my driving instructor! hahaha

120. Who should start the kiss, the girl or the guy?
`guy..

121. What did you last buy?
`tuna sandwich..

122. What’s irritating you right now?
`this quiz that doesnt seem to be ending..

123. What radio station(s) do you listen to?
`987

124. Are you afraid of the dark?
`yea..

125. Are you listening to music right now?
`nope..

126. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
`my granny and my frens who went overseas..
127. Do you get distracted easily?

128. Was this the best year of your life?
`not bad lahx.. haha..

129. Who are your best friends?
`you noe who you are..

131. Is it easier to forgive or forget?
`easier said than done!

133. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
`why not.. its fun! haha..

134. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
`yea..

135. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
`yea..

136. Who was the last person that made you feel safe?
`errr..

137. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
`errr..

138. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
`no.. i think..

139. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
`yea..

140. What did you do yesterday?
`go to work then driving lesson..

141. What time did you go to bed at and when did you wake up?
`went to bed at 10+ and woke up at 5AM

142. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
`maybe..

143. Believe in love at first sight?
`hmmm..

144. What phrase or saying do you use the most?
`wad the hell! ahha

OK!! off to bed b4 i wake up late!